System Time: 2:51 PM
have been making testimonials for my friendster friends..just writing it in a notepad then will post them later when i get home..great way to kill time, hehe..made testis (hahaha) for ruth, mel, erlyn, art, chekay, alix, harbie, ria, kate, jing, lara, crisel and arjo..i'm on a roll, lol.. actually, enjoyed doing them.. lalo na dun sa mga hs friends ko kasi naging close ko tlaga sila dati..i'll make one also for davis and pasqui, my ism classmates...
System Time: 3:58 PM
@_@. gaah. have finished all testimonials and now i'm falling asleep. demmit.
System Time: 4:29 PM
will start my christmas shopping this weekend.. for my inaanaks and my ninangs.. kala ko dati talagang gawain ng bawat pamilya na pag meh trabaho na yung inaanak mo, yung inaanak naman ang magbibigay sa ninang.. kami lang pala ang ganon.. kasi pinag uusapan namin dati nila koji, chipper and froi na dapat agahan christmas shopping para ndi napupunta yung bonus dun.. tas sabi ko, sa mga ninang ko pa lang nauubos na bonus ko.. tas mega reak sila bat daw binibigyan ko.. eh parang nyehh.. ano namang sila parin magbigay saken eh nagtatrabaho na ako.. (di parin sila payag lol).. pero sa tingin ko tlga tama logic ng pamilya namin kasi kahit ako, ayoko namang forever kong bibigyan yung inaanak ko,..dapat siya naman pag tanda nya para kwits! hehe! tsaka way of thanking mo yun sa kanila sa pagsisilbing 2nd parents mo.. anywayz.. balak ko this weekend start na ako mamili para ndi mashadong mashock wallet ko pag pinagsabay sabay ko..
System Time: 5:36 PM
..just called my dad.. asked him "pwede ba kaming kumain dyan"? ang sagot ba naman.. "na naman?" nyerks. then mom picked up the extension line.. my dad said "oh ayan kausapin mo" .. mom said: "bakit?" ..i asked the same question.. guess what she answered... woow galing nyo uh.. like mother like father.. lol! sabi ko nga "oh sige wag na nga" sabay bawi si momi na "crispy pata lang, oki lang ba sainyo yon?" hehe weird old folks.. di mo alam kung anong gusto.. sinabi ko na lang na itetext ko na lng sila kung dun nga kami dinner..
System Time: 5:50 PM
..went to Beauty Bar with Irvie yesterday.. never seen so much make-up in my whole life, lol..dunno when i started having an interest in different kikay stuff.. perhaps because of ate ging who suddenly became obsessed with makeup..and not just any medium priced makeup uh.. i'm talking about prescriptives, smashbox, origins, clinique stuff..think it's paying off 'cause mas marami na akong pimpol kesa sa kanya bwahaha! (dati ang dami nun eh)
System Time: 6:05 PM
uwi na ko..babayy!
System Time: 10:15 PM
grabe. TANGGAP SI momi sa Malcolm! natagalan lang pala yung company na tawagan siya tas start na siya sa Monday! ang saya saya nya kanina,.. ang kyot pa nya, pinipigilan yung pagngiti nya.. di pa nya sinabi saken ng direcho, inabot nya lng yung phone nya tas pinabasa yung text message ng ka-batch nya.. grabe.. sooo happy happy for him! anyway, dito sa bahay kami nagdinner tas umuwi na siya around 9:30 pm... sleep na rin ako.. gudniteyyyyyy! Hurrah!!
Thursday, November 13, 2003
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
System Time: 8:57 AM
..bad morning. humpft. took me half a minute to figure out what was different today.. realized what it was after i opened my PC and the monitor was turned off.. don't usually close it so i was surprised by the blank screen.. anyway.. opened my monitor than *wham*..
they took MY LCD monitor and replaced it with this wimpy 15-inch NON- flat monitor
.. huhuhu.. will not tolerate this kind of discriminating and sneaky behavior..changing the monitor behind my back..waiting for me to go home and then springing this bombshell..LCD monitor and i have become attached and that sort of relationship just cannot be substituted by this puny picture tube. humpft again.
System Time: 9:19 AM
..cannot look at Sir L's in the eye as my inner dismay re. monitor might be transparent..
LOL. i'm creeping myself out. hihihihi.
System Time: 9:25 AM
..ate ging's gonna be really pissed at me.. used up all of the free internet hours provided by her company..shitty. friendster's fault. if they just do something to speed up their server then i'll just click, click, click away, right? but noooo.. i have to click..(wait)...(wait) click.. (wait..wait)..click (wait..wait..wait) everyyytime.. so i'm not really addicted to it.. am just logging long hours in it 'cause it's too damn slow.. ooh.. have 5 new friendster friendss (wee!) mostly my HS chums...also found another HS classmate but i seem to be getting a mental block on what her surname is.. jamie.. jamie.. sumting..even typed jamie rivera.. lol.. jamie rivera fuckwittage..gaahh.. >_< will ask kate later..ndi ako adik uh, lol.. surely getting excited from being reunited with old friends is normal behavior.. :p
oohh.. just texted Koji, gave him my e-mail addy and asked him to add me in his frienster.. he texted back and told me that we already have a link.. through Zced -> Almond -> Koji.. bwahaha sooo weird..(Zced's ria's bf, Almond is Koji's ex) actually, found a lot of not-so-normal links (meaning 2 of my friends are have common friends, etc)..
System Time: 10:59 AM
..phoned Ria to tell her the connection... also pestered her to make me a testimonial.. hihihi.. adik na buhhh akuuuu? hihihi
System Time: 11:32 AM
am hungry. :( ala si manang the lunch vendor.. will hafto go down at the fudpak este park to eat.. hmm.. bagoong rice.. or chicken crisps.. hmm..
System Time:11:45 AM
amm really hungry already.. how do i ask Sir J..
me: "err..sir,.. di pa ba kayo kakain? gutom na ako"
Sir J: "edi kumain ka mag-isa mo!"
nyerks. scary.. hmm..
System Time: 11:46 AM
Hurrah! just heard Sir J said "kain na tayo..gutom na ko" wohooo! saviorrr
System Time: 1:23 PM
chicken crisps won over bagoong rice.. soo full.. soo sleypii.. soo wanna go home.. wahh.
..office buzz here is that the 26th has been declared a non-working special holiday (Ramadan ek ek)..ergo, will have 2 holidays 'cause my birthday's on the 27th and we've got birthday leaves.. (Hurrahhh!)
System Time: 7:42 PM
..already home.. actually timed out as early as 2:00 pm today.. oki nga eh, timing.. 'cause i texted Irvie with no solid reason and turned out that she was at the Enterprise.. waahaha namiss ko kasi si Irvie kaya sumama na lng ako sa kanya haha! ang sama ko nga eh, di ko sha nabati nung birthday nya.. wahhh.. pero alam ko na october 23 birthday nya.. di ko lang namalayan na nag october 23 na wahaha.. puny excuse hay. ayun, nag window shopping kami, chika-chika.. tas treat nya ko ng cheesecake (yum yum) tsaka nag timezone kami.. hayy saya saya talaga.. miss our Info days at ang dami na rin naming kalokohang pinagdaanan ni Irvs..
System Time: 7:56 PM
kain na ako.. bye all! gudnitey!
..bad morning. humpft. took me half a minute to figure out what was different today.. realized what it was after i opened my PC and the monitor was turned off.. don't usually close it so i was surprised by the blank screen.. anyway.. opened my monitor than *wham*..
they took MY LCD monitor and replaced it with this wimpy 15-inch NON- flat monitor
.. huhuhu.. will not tolerate this kind of discriminating and sneaky behavior..changing the monitor behind my back..waiting for me to go home and then springing this bombshell..LCD monitor and i have become attached and that sort of relationship just cannot be substituted by this puny picture tube. humpft again.
System Time: 9:19 AM
..cannot look at Sir L's in the eye as my inner dismay re. monitor might be transparent..
LOL. i'm creeping myself out. hihihihi.
System Time: 9:25 AM
..ate ging's gonna be really pissed at me.. used up all of the free internet hours provided by her company..shitty. friendster's fault. if they just do something to speed up their server then i'll just click, click, click away, right? but noooo.. i have to click..(wait)...(wait) click.. (wait..wait)..click (wait..wait..wait) everyyytime.. so i'm not really addicted to it.. am just logging long hours in it 'cause it's too damn slow.. ooh.. have 5 new friendster friendss (wee!) mostly my HS chums...also found another HS classmate but i seem to be getting a mental block on what her surname is.. jamie.. jamie.. sumting..even typed jamie rivera.. lol.. jamie rivera fuckwittage..gaahh.. >_< will ask kate later..ndi ako adik uh, lol.. surely getting excited from being reunited with old friends is normal behavior.. :p
oohh.. just texted Koji, gave him my e-mail addy and asked him to add me in his frienster.. he texted back and told me that we already have a link.. through Zced -> Almond -> Koji.. bwahaha sooo weird..(Zced's ria's bf, Almond is Koji's ex) actually, found a lot of not-so-normal links (meaning 2 of my friends are have common friends, etc)..
System Time: 10:59 AM
..phoned Ria to tell her the connection... also pestered her to make me a testimonial.. hihihi.. adik na buhhh akuuuu? hihihi
System Time: 11:32 AM
am hungry. :( ala si manang the lunch vendor.. will hafto go down at the fudpak este park to eat.. hmm.. bagoong rice.. or chicken crisps.. hmm..
System Time:11:45 AM
amm really hungry already.. how do i ask Sir J..
me: "err..sir,.. di pa ba kayo kakain? gutom na ako"
Sir J: "edi kumain ka mag-isa mo!"
nyerks. scary.. hmm..
System Time: 11:46 AM
Hurrah! just heard Sir J said "kain na tayo..gutom na ko" wohooo! saviorrr
System Time: 1:23 PM
chicken crisps won over bagoong rice.. soo full.. soo sleypii.. soo wanna go home.. wahh.
..office buzz here is that the 26th has been declared a non-working special holiday (Ramadan ek ek)..ergo, will have 2 holidays 'cause my birthday's on the 27th and we've got birthday leaves.. (Hurrahhh!)
System Time: 7:42 PM
..already home.. actually timed out as early as 2:00 pm today.. oki nga eh, timing.. 'cause i texted Irvie with no solid reason and turned out that she was at the Enterprise.. waahaha namiss ko kasi si Irvie kaya sumama na lng ako sa kanya haha! ang sama ko nga eh, di ko sha nabati nung birthday nya.. wahhh.. pero alam ko na october 23 birthday nya.. di ko lang namalayan na nag october 23 na wahaha.. puny excuse hay. ayun, nag window shopping kami, chika-chika.. tas treat nya ko ng cheesecake (yum yum) tsaka nag timezone kami.. hayy saya saya talaga.. miss our Info days at ang dami na rin naming kalokohang pinagdaanan ni Irvs..
System Time: 7:56 PM
kain na ako.. bye all! gudnitey!
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
System Time: 9:42 AM
..Mandy Moore's having a concert on the 20th! waah ohhh noooo... i loooove Mandy Moore.. she's the only singer i love that isn't alternative or rockish.. i only have money to watch one show.. and Jerry/Vic's isn't even their concert.. guest lang sila dun.. but i DO want to see Jerry and Vic in person.. titiisin ko khet kumanta kanta si AiAi dun.. lol pero chet Mandy Moore.. tas concert talaga.. tas andun pa si JayR! wahhhh, the dilemma..actually, even if i decide to watch Mandy Moore and sell our tickets dun sa F2 eh helloooo problema parin kasi kanino ko naman ibebenta yun eh ako lang ata jologs dito sa Makati, lol! sapilitan pa nga yung pagsama saken ni ate chary kaya yari ako dun pag di nagamit yung ticket..*huhuhu pano tohh*
System Time: 3:12 PM
hayyy..still in the middle of documenting the modifications i made in their system.. grabe, ubos na english ko.. anyway, had lunch with momi today.. ayy.. down talaga siya.. *hugsMahmomi* sobrang disappointed siya and everything..hintayin nya daw ako..sa GB daw siya tatambay muna... *sighs*
System Time: 3:15 PM
..IT people are in a meeting again.. soo quiet here..
...watched Dolphin Bay last night..the child actors are soooo cuteee..ang gagaling pang umiyak! grabe lol, katuwa..pilot episode was fast paced and quite entertaining.. can't wait to watch the next episode later..
System Time: 4:18 PM
..STILL documenting.. hay.. am pretty sure will not be able to finish this tonight.. at least i've got something to do tomorrow, hehe..
System Time: 5:33 PM
ohmigod, this is giving me a HEADache..
System Time: 6:03 PM
uwi na ako. headache, headache. it's all in the mind. i'm feeling great! lol! *ouch* babayy!
System Time: 10:34 PM
..samen nagdinner si dex... medyo oki na keh madir.. i mean,.. i called home kanina sa work..
me: "kain KAMI dyan..meh food ba?"
nanay: "meh sinigang"
me: "ay, ndi kumakain ng sinigang yun"
nanay: "oh, sige... ibahin ko na lng ng luto"
lol.. ohdibuh.. actually, medyo nagustuhan na rin ni dex yung sinigang.. nanibago lng nung umpisa..
sleep na kooo.. gudnitey!
..Mandy Moore's having a concert on the 20th! waah ohhh noooo... i loooove Mandy Moore.. she's the only singer i love that isn't alternative or rockish.. i only have money to watch one show.. and Jerry/Vic's isn't even their concert.. guest lang sila dun.. but i DO want to see Jerry and Vic in person.. titiisin ko khet kumanta kanta si AiAi dun.. lol pero chet Mandy Moore.. tas concert talaga.. tas andun pa si JayR! wahhhh, the dilemma..actually, even if i decide to watch Mandy Moore and sell our tickets dun sa F2 eh helloooo problema parin kasi kanino ko naman ibebenta yun eh ako lang ata jologs dito sa Makati, lol! sapilitan pa nga yung pagsama saken ni ate chary kaya yari ako dun pag di nagamit yung ticket..*huhuhu pano tohh*
System Time: 3:12 PM
hayyy..still in the middle of documenting the modifications i made in their system.. grabe, ubos na english ko.. anyway, had lunch with momi today.. ayy.. down talaga siya.. *hugsMahmomi* sobrang disappointed siya and everything..hintayin nya daw ako..sa GB daw siya tatambay muna... *sighs*
System Time: 3:15 PM
..IT people are in a meeting again.. soo quiet here..
...watched Dolphin Bay last night..the child actors are soooo cuteee..ang gagaling pang umiyak! grabe lol, katuwa..pilot episode was fast paced and quite entertaining.. can't wait to watch the next episode later..
System Time: 4:18 PM
..STILL documenting.. hay.. am pretty sure will not be able to finish this tonight.. at least i've got something to do tomorrow, hehe..
System Time: 5:33 PM
ohmigod, this is giving me a HEADache..
System Time: 6:03 PM
uwi na ako. headache, headache. it's all in the mind. i'm feeling great! lol! *ouch* babayy!
System Time: 10:34 PM
..samen nagdinner si dex... medyo oki na keh madir.. i mean,.. i called home kanina sa work..
me: "kain KAMI dyan..meh food ba?"
nanay: "meh sinigang"
me: "ay, ndi kumakain ng sinigang yun"
nanay: "oh, sige... ibahin ko na lng ng luto"
lol.. ohdibuh.. actually, medyo nagustuhan na rin ni dex yung sinigang.. nanibago lng nung umpisa..
sleep na kooo.. gudnitey!
My blog yesterday, November 10, 2003
System Time: 10:26 AM
..gud mawnin.. *yawns* had a very good sleep.. in the shuttle, hehe..i did sleep around 11:30 pm last night.. it's my usual bedtime so there's really no good reason to feel this sleepy.. dunno why i feel as if i'm so puyat..Saturday night was a different story, though.. was only able to sleep around 4:30 am.. it's all friendster's fault and my long-lost HS classmates, hehe.. oh, and ate cha and che sistah.. BS KLab bonding session, lol! (oiiiii sistah testimonial ko!)
..feel pretty good in regards my work here.. do you know that i've only got 2 remaining items in my fixes/enhancements list? *hapi hapi*.. was able to cross one out just this morning so now i'm down on my last 2.. one's just an enhancement.. the other one's a MAJOR error so i'm concentrating more on it..
System Time: 11:04 AM
..have a posh new shoulder bag.. weeee! it's an advance birthday-christmas present from ate chary.. i fell in love with it and basically begged ate chary to buy it for me.. am really a knapsack person but i wanted a shoulder bag that's feminine but not too kikay that i could use.. this one's just perfect..i feel like i'm a woman of the world, with chic mustard colored shoulder bag, LOL! i even cleaned out my room last night para bumagay ng konti sa bago kong bag.. bwahahah! na-shock nga ata nanay ko nung ginising ako.. "naglinis ka ng kwarto!?!", hehe...i even made a special spot in my desk where i would specifically place my bag, so it won't get dirty...napaka-impractical pa naman ng kulay.. hehehe.. mah gas...*i'm so priking weird. lol*
just remembered.. my site looks very sucky now.. my host, Brinkster now has a banner-like window in the left side of every page.. suckssssss.. i now have to close that stupid banner window everytime...will have to move my site to another free, bannerless host.. kuripots kasi eh.. ayaw bumili ng host.. mah gas naman.. di ko nga matapos eh, meh dagdag na naman akong gagawin..
System Time: 11:29 AM
.. IT people are having their lunch..kinda hungry too but i wanted to take advantage of their absence and write here..
..hmm.. la naman ako masulat. LOL! langya.
System Time: 1:19 PM
..received SMS from kuya rony (radix opismeyt).. "Sama k Friday? Bday n Anniv gmk. Big Shots. Aftr opis." .. dami naming November celebrants eh.. (pero di pa ako manlilibre uh.. sila lng hehe..) Anniv part is 1 year na kasi batch nila sa Radix.. ahead lang kaming 4 nila Chipper, Froi and Koji sa kanila ng 4 months.. will probably go.. miss ko na rin sila..sana pwede rin si momi..he's feeling kinda down lately.. di na kasi tumawag yung Malcolm.. so balik job hunting ulit siya.. i'm trying my best to cheer him up.. hope he's fine na..
System Time: 2:43 PM
..shit. they're making me write the documentation ek ek. this is really the shittiest job of a programmer, to create functional specs/documentation of a certain program.. hay.. Ma'am M showed me 2 templates.. still very confused as to what am gonna do.. ahh grr hate doing this.. my eyes are already drooping while reading the template and am just on the first paragraph.. lol.. @_@
System Time: 5:37 PM
..still working on the documentation.. think i'm getting the hang of it.. keh hirap magenglish mah gas, lol! pero in fairness, ang bilis talaga ng oras pag meh ginagawa ka hahahaha! 30 minutes na lng, uwian na.. yipeeee!
System Time: 6:50 PM
..still at the office...am such a hardworking employee, haha! am actually waiting for 7 pm so that i'll exactly have 1 extended hour that i could use to offset my absences..
ei, it's Jing's birthday tomorrow.. happy happy birthday jing! she's my HS kada..blowout naman dyan! si dex nga pala nagtext.. bukas na lng kami magmi-meet...
hmm.. actually thinking of subscribing to a dial-up internet plan.. can no longer use ate ging's free ISP account and prepaids are so inconvenient AND expensive..tri-isys unlimited plan's only 680 bucks.. but what i'm really interested on is the free 20 mb web space.. hafto remember to inquire if it'll be bannerless or will have no irritating pop-ups..
System Time: 7:02 PM <--uwi na ako. babayyy! am hungry naaaaaa. bye all!
System Time: 10:26 AM
..gud mawnin.. *yawns* had a very good sleep.. in the shuttle, hehe..i did sleep around 11:30 pm last night.. it's my usual bedtime so there's really no good reason to feel this sleepy.. dunno why i feel as if i'm so puyat..Saturday night was a different story, though.. was only able to sleep around 4:30 am.. it's all friendster's fault and my long-lost HS classmates, hehe.. oh, and ate cha and che sistah.. BS KLab bonding session, lol! (oiiiii sistah testimonial ko!)
..feel pretty good in regards my work here.. do you know that i've only got 2 remaining items in my fixes/enhancements list? *hapi hapi*.. was able to cross one out just this morning so now i'm down on my last 2.. one's just an enhancement.. the other one's a MAJOR error so i'm concentrating more on it..
System Time: 11:04 AM
..have a posh new shoulder bag.. weeee! it's an advance birthday-christmas present from ate chary.. i fell in love with it and basically begged ate chary to buy it for me.. am really a knapsack person but i wanted a shoulder bag that's feminine but not too kikay that i could use.. this one's just perfect..i feel like i'm a woman of the world, with chic mustard colored shoulder bag, LOL! i even cleaned out my room last night para bumagay ng konti sa bago kong bag.. bwahahah! na-shock nga ata nanay ko nung ginising ako.. "naglinis ka ng kwarto!?!", hehe...i even made a special spot in my desk where i would specifically place my bag, so it won't get dirty...napaka-impractical pa naman ng kulay.. hehehe.. mah gas...*i'm so priking weird. lol*
just remembered.. my site looks very sucky now.. my host, Brinkster now has a banner-like window in the left side of every page.. suckssssss.. i now have to close that stupid banner window everytime...will have to move my site to another free, bannerless host.. kuripots kasi eh.. ayaw bumili ng host.. mah gas naman.. di ko nga matapos eh, meh dagdag na naman akong gagawin..
System Time: 11:29 AM
.. IT people are having their lunch..kinda hungry too but i wanted to take advantage of their absence and write here..
..hmm.. la naman ako masulat. LOL! langya.
System Time: 1:19 PM
..received SMS from kuya rony (radix opismeyt).. "Sama k Friday? Bday n Anniv gmk. Big Shots. Aftr opis." .. dami naming November celebrants eh.. (pero di pa ako manlilibre uh.. sila lng hehe..) Anniv part is 1 year na kasi batch nila sa Radix.. ahead lang kaming 4 nila Chipper, Froi and Koji sa kanila ng 4 months.. will probably go.. miss ko na rin sila..sana pwede rin si momi..he's feeling kinda down lately.. di na kasi tumawag yung Malcolm.. so balik job hunting ulit siya.. i'm trying my best to cheer him up.. hope he's fine na..
System Time: 2:43 PM
..shit. they're making me write the documentation ek ek. this is really the shittiest job of a programmer, to create functional specs/documentation of a certain program.. hay.. Ma'am M showed me 2 templates.. still very confused as to what am gonna do.. ahh grr hate doing this.. my eyes are already drooping while reading the template and am just on the first paragraph.. lol.. @_@
System Time: 5:37 PM
..still working on the documentation.. think i'm getting the hang of it.. keh hirap magenglish mah gas, lol! pero in fairness, ang bilis talaga ng oras pag meh ginagawa ka hahahaha! 30 minutes na lng, uwian na.. yipeeee!
System Time: 6:50 PM
..still at the office...am such a hardworking employee, haha! am actually waiting for 7 pm so that i'll exactly have 1 extended hour that i could use to offset my absences..
ei, it's Jing's birthday tomorrow.. happy happy birthday jing! she's my HS kada..blowout naman dyan! si dex nga pala nagtext.. bukas na lng kami magmi-meet...
hmm.. actually thinking of subscribing to a dial-up internet plan.. can no longer use ate ging's free ISP account and prepaids are so inconvenient AND expensive..tri-isys unlimited plan's only 680 bucks.. but what i'm really interested on is the free 20 mb web space.. hafto remember to inquire if it'll be bannerless or will have no irritating pop-ups..
System Time: 7:02 PM <--uwi na ako. babayyy! am hungry naaaaaa. bye all!
Sunday, November 09, 2003
System Time: 9:50 AM
Gud morning! let me start my blog by borrowing some words from ate cha's blog.. i feel exactly the same way..
You might think I’m stupid but the feelings that I have for that person, it makes me feel so contented. I don’t seek for anything else. I’m just happy having this feeling. And I don’t really give a damn if he doesn’t feel the same way. I’m happy and contented. So let me just have this feeling .. don’t ask me to let it go, this is the only thing I have. Let me just feel it for now and let it die the natural way.
right on.
i haven't talked about him.. for the looongest time.. but i still think about him.. when i'm alone or before going to sleep.. he's like a dream for me now.. a dream that will remain unfulfilled.. but i'm fine with that, believe it or not.. i don't even want to forget this feeling.. 'cause i feel that if i lose it, i'm not me anymore.. it sounds weird, yes.. and a little bit pathetic..i'm 99% sure he doesn't think of me any longer, but i frankly don't care... i just know that when the time comes that he'll need someone to talk to.. i'll be here for him.. i do miss him terribly.. but i'm no longer depressed by his non-existence in my life.. i just learned to store him and his memories in some part of my soul, safely detached from my present world, but still very much important and cherished.. mizunapc
*wapaks sarili* lol!
i'm now at prumerica.. haven't done a single work related thing yet.. just copied my friends' blog entries in a notepad and i plan on reading them this morning.. also searched and copied the episode guides for this new koreanovela flick, Winter Sonata.. i'm so busy noh? lol! can't believe i'm at work on a saturday.. so excuse me if i'm not on my employee-programmer mood.. hmm.. will continue reading their blogs.. brb..
System Time: 10:30 AM
i guess some could say i'm unfair to momi...and sometimes i would really feel awful and guilty..
he's the best. really. the best-esssst. i couldn't ask for more. and as i said before, pc's my impossible love.. everyone has to have one....with dex, i can't imagine life without him. he's my reality. i can tell everyone right now that yep, he's the most important person in my life now.. he's so good to me that sometimes i feel i'm not good enough for him.... but one look from him and all my anxieties disappear..
System Time: 10:52 AM
..pwe.. my hot choco's not hot anymore.. hmm.. i'll be probably eating alone for lunch today.. ok lang.. i'm hoping momi will come here and meet me after work..(if you call this work lol)
..basahin ko na yung Winter Sonata... you think i have the chance of being an "employee of the month?" .... i didn't think so, also, lol
ayp.. before i forget.. i CAN'T believe pinutol ng GMA yung Marmalade boy! as innnnn.. kakainish.. supposed to be last episode na yun pero i beg to disagree! mah gassss! huhuhuhu.. you see, after each episode, it shows a few scenes from the next one.. and chet.. ala pa kaya mga yun! as in, ndi ko pa napapanood mga yun.. wahh kainish tlga. hmpft. hay. i have to get a copy of that.. sana magkaroon sa quiapo, lol! anyway, sir Loret is gonna go down to smoke so i have time to make a quick login at friendster and see what ate cha's been ranting about hehe.. (makikitsismis ako in short) and che.. i don't even know if you read my blog.. but all i can say is.. bilib ako sayo. as in. from the bottom of my heart. go girl! hoyy update mo ko pag meh gig si Jayr dito sa makati or ortigas at friday night siya.. lol..
System Time: 11:27 AM
.. yess lapit na lunch.. kewl pala friendster.. lol! lamko napaka jurassic ko naman at ngayon ko lng nalaman pero i've been very busy and so disconnected that i haven't really paid any attention to the invites etc.. i just signed up and that was that.. di ako mashado makaporma dito sa office at makapagbrowse ng todo pero i'll try to liven up my friendster account a bit at home.. pero big thanks talaga keh mel and ruth.. lamko wala lang kayong magawa dyan (lol!) at ginawan nyo ako ng testimonial without me asking you to do it.. really means a lot and i truly truly appreciate your friendship. miss na kita mel *wapaks* don't forget our corregidor adventure! lol! oi ruth wahh sis uwi ka na dito. kainish ka, UWI NA! lol!
hay bili na ako ng food.
System Time: 12:17 PM
/me burps. esmyuski. ^-^
i wasn't really in the mood to eat rice so i bought some noodle soup instead.. it's miso ramen.. i happen to looove miso soup.. ate ging even brought home some instant miso packets.. (yum yum).. the miso noodle i ate a while ago was a little on the bland side.. but it's okay.. i'm still full and sleepy *yawns*
grabe. i really don't want to program today. i'm counting the minutes till 5 pm.. (actually mga 5:30 pa ata dapat.. think i timed in around 8:30 am) .. there's actually a lot of people here (get a life people! lol!) .. but TG only Sir Loret is present from the IT dept.. i can just sit here in front my PC (i just love saying that, lol!) and stare at him este it. *wapaks sarili* hahaha. kasiiiiiiiiiiiiii the people to blame are ate cha and che. nasesenti ako senyu uh haha! ANYWAY,..i can't think of a single thing to say anymore so i'll just read the episode guide..
System Time: 2:06 PM
..i'm bored. hay. i wanna go home. BUT i still have 3 hours left.. getting dizzy reading this Winter sonata thing.. hirap magrecall ng mga korean names uh, lol! can't even decipher if it's a girl or a guy's name.. hmm..
System Time: 3:59 PM
woohoo.. lapit na 5pm.. went to the Coffee Bean with Ate Pretz.. she gave me some tips on how to log in my hours in the Timesheet.. (read: mga daya) katuwa.. tas i bought tea instead of my usual frappe.. Fragrant Night Jasmine.. to tell you the truth.. had to put 3 packs of sugar just for me to finish the drink, lol.. guess i'm not a tea drinker.. but it does smell really nice.. should have bought the honey stick para siguro mas masarap..
System Time: 4:07 PM
finished the WS.. hehe.. alam ko na ending and nobody dies! yipeee lol!
System Time: 4:16 PM
momi can't make it.. pauwi pa lng daw sila, he helped kasi sa errand ng uncle nya.. he still wanted to go and meet me but i told him he should just rest.. tsaka gusto ko na rin kasing umuwi.. sana ndi mashado traffic.. (asa pa ako, lol) hayy.. bagal na naman ng oras.. should have bought some magazines, lol.. grabe.. ala talaga akong ginawa today, ..bwahaha.. basta meh work hours ako, oki na toh! lol! bahala na sa lunes!
System Time: 4:27 PM
wow. the blinds are open again and have this awesome view of the sunset.. we're on the 34th floor and i could see the whole pasay area (well, i think pasay nga ito lol kasi kita ko Manila Bay eh).. makes me want to learn how to paint just so i could paint what i'm seeing right now hehe.. as ip ano haha.. hay. just realized i have SO MANY unfinished projects.. i don't want to enumerate them, kakadepress.. i should probably finish all of them, before the year ends.. so i could welcome the new year with nothing left hanging.. (basta parang ganon hehe)
System Time: 4:49 PM
..asked the guard what time i timed in.. 8:19 daw.. yehey.. kala ko mga 8:30 pa eh lol.. uwi ako on the dot..5:19 pm lolz!
lapit na pala magbigay ng bonus uh.. excited na ako! lol! actually i'm having an internal debate whether i would use it and buy something or save it.. para naman magkasavings ako ano! powtah ala akong ipon, as in. hay.. tas pag inisip ko kung gagastusin ko, ano naman bibilin ko, .. eh ang dami kong gustong bilin lol.. eh yung mga gusto ko medyo EXPENSIVE talaga kaya isa lang tlga mabibili ko.. it's either a digicam, a new phone, a PDA, a portable mp3 player (yung gusto ko Creative Muvo or yung Ipod or yung Rio Riot ko waahh) or a drumset.. grabe.. lol! tas paminsan naman iisipin ko,.. parang chet sayang isang gastusan lang.. isave ko na lng kaya para pag dumating F4 dito eh asa front row ako powtah khet 10000 php pa yung ticket, kaya kong bilin hahahahah! F4 parin ano, lolz.. yung mga binanggit ko na stuff yan na ang pinaka wish list ko sa mga material things.. kaya pag tinatamad akong magwerk (yung tipong ndi ako mamotivate na pumasok) sinasabi ko sa sarili ko.. "focus on the money, focus on the money" LOL! kasi dibuh, when all else fails.. just think of the financial rewards work brings to you.. hehehehe..
System Time: 5:07 PM
..chet nagbibilang na ako ng minuto.. 12 minutes to go.. lol! malapit naaaaaaa kaya ko tohhhh.
System Time: 5:18 PM
YESSSSSSSSSS I MADE it! lol! i'm so fucking proud of mahselp. lol! powtah nagpanggap ako ng 9 hours.. hehe.. bye all! magliligpit na ako!
System Time: 12:32 AM
ano buh. nagtype ako tas nawala at nag page cannot be displayed ek ek. hay. anyway..just said that i'm now here sa bahay and watched a couple of dvds.. livewire and speed. meh connection yung 2 uh, the main characters are bomb detonators.. basta parang ganon.. kanina pala meh katangahan na naman akong ginawa.. kasi umalis na ako sa enterprise exaktong 5:19 pm.. tas lakad na ako papuntang stock exchange kasi andun yung pila ng shuttle.. tas powtah.. asa loob na ako, .. bigla kong naisip na ndi ko pala nailagay sa bag ko yung disc na toh.. as in the disc that contains my blog for the day.. taena.. eh ayokong iwan yun baka meh makabasa na taga prumerica.. ayun.. labas ako ng shuttle sabay balik sa enterprise.. bad trip.. nakasakay ako 6 pm na..hay karma kagad. la daw kasi akong ginawa sa trabaho, lol!
cge babay na! umaga na eh , lol gudnitey.
Gud morning! let me start my blog by borrowing some words from ate cha's blog.. i feel exactly the same way..
You might think I’m stupid but the feelings that I have for that person, it makes me feel so contented. I don’t seek for anything else. I’m just happy having this feeling. And I don’t really give a damn if he doesn’t feel the same way. I’m happy and contented. So let me just have this feeling .. don’t ask me to let it go, this is the only thing I have. Let me just feel it for now and let it die the natural way.
right on.
i haven't talked about him.. for the looongest time.. but i still think about him.. when i'm alone or before going to sleep.. he's like a dream for me now.. a dream that will remain unfulfilled.. but i'm fine with that, believe it or not.. i don't even want to forget this feeling.. 'cause i feel that if i lose it, i'm not me anymore.. it sounds weird, yes.. and a little bit pathetic..i'm 99% sure he doesn't think of me any longer, but i frankly don't care... i just know that when the time comes that he'll need someone to talk to.. i'll be here for him.. i do miss him terribly.. but i'm no longer depressed by his non-existence in my life.. i just learned to store him and his memories in some part of my soul, safely detached from my present world, but still very much important and cherished.. mizunapc
*wapaks sarili* lol!
i'm now at prumerica.. haven't done a single work related thing yet.. just copied my friends' blog entries in a notepad and i plan on reading them this morning.. also searched and copied the episode guides for this new koreanovela flick, Winter Sonata.. i'm so busy noh? lol! can't believe i'm at work on a saturday.. so excuse me if i'm not on my employee-programmer mood.. hmm.. will continue reading their blogs.. brb..
System Time: 10:30 AM
i guess some could say i'm unfair to momi...and sometimes i would really feel awful and guilty..
he's the best. really. the best-esssst. i couldn't ask for more. and as i said before, pc's my impossible love.. everyone has to have one....with dex, i can't imagine life without him. he's my reality. i can tell everyone right now that yep, he's the most important person in my life now.. he's so good to me that sometimes i feel i'm not good enough for him.... but one look from him and all my anxieties disappear..
System Time: 10:52 AM
..pwe.. my hot choco's not hot anymore.. hmm.. i'll be probably eating alone for lunch today.. ok lang.. i'm hoping momi will come here and meet me after work..(if you call this work lol)
..basahin ko na yung Winter Sonata... you think i have the chance of being an "employee of the month?" .... i didn't think so, also, lol
ayp.. before i forget.. i CAN'T believe pinutol ng GMA yung Marmalade boy! as innnnn.. kakainish.. supposed to be last episode na yun pero i beg to disagree! mah gassss! huhuhuhu.. you see, after each episode, it shows a few scenes from the next one.. and chet.. ala pa kaya mga yun! as in, ndi ko pa napapanood mga yun.. wahh kainish tlga. hmpft. hay. i have to get a copy of that.. sana magkaroon sa quiapo, lol! anyway, sir Loret is gonna go down to smoke so i have time to make a quick login at friendster and see what ate cha's been ranting about hehe.. (makikitsismis ako in short) and che.. i don't even know if you read my blog.. but all i can say is.. bilib ako sayo. as in. from the bottom of my heart. go girl! hoyy update mo ko pag meh gig si Jayr dito sa makati or ortigas at friday night siya.. lol..
System Time: 11:27 AM
.. yess lapit na lunch.. kewl pala friendster.. lol! lamko napaka jurassic ko naman at ngayon ko lng nalaman pero i've been very busy and so disconnected that i haven't really paid any attention to the invites etc.. i just signed up and that was that.. di ako mashado makaporma dito sa office at makapagbrowse ng todo pero i'll try to liven up my friendster account a bit at home.. pero big thanks talaga keh mel and ruth.. lamko wala lang kayong magawa dyan (lol!) at ginawan nyo ako ng testimonial without me asking you to do it.. really means a lot and i truly truly appreciate your friendship. miss na kita mel *wapaks* don't forget our corregidor adventure! lol! oi ruth wahh sis uwi ka na dito. kainish ka, UWI NA! lol!
hay bili na ako ng food.
System Time: 12:17 PM
/me burps. esmyuski. ^-^
i wasn't really in the mood to eat rice so i bought some noodle soup instead.. it's miso ramen.. i happen to looove miso soup.. ate ging even brought home some instant miso packets.. (yum yum).. the miso noodle i ate a while ago was a little on the bland side.. but it's okay.. i'm still full and sleepy *yawns*
grabe. i really don't want to program today. i'm counting the minutes till 5 pm.. (actually mga 5:30 pa ata dapat.. think i timed in around 8:30 am) .. there's actually a lot of people here (get a life people! lol!) .. but TG only Sir Loret is present from the IT dept.. i can just sit here in front my PC (i just love saying that, lol!) and stare at him este it. *wapaks sarili* hahaha. kasiiiiiiiiiiiiii the people to blame are ate cha and che. nasesenti ako senyu uh haha! ANYWAY,..i can't think of a single thing to say anymore so i'll just read the episode guide..
System Time: 2:06 PM
..i'm bored. hay. i wanna go home. BUT i still have 3 hours left.. getting dizzy reading this Winter sonata thing.. hirap magrecall ng mga korean names uh, lol! can't even decipher if it's a girl or a guy's name.. hmm..
System Time: 3:59 PM
woohoo.. lapit na 5pm.. went to the Coffee Bean with Ate Pretz.. she gave me some tips on how to log in my hours in the Timesheet.. (read: mga daya) katuwa.. tas i bought tea instead of my usual frappe.. Fragrant Night Jasmine.. to tell you the truth.. had to put 3 packs of sugar just for me to finish the drink, lol.. guess i'm not a tea drinker.. but it does smell really nice.. should have bought the honey stick para siguro mas masarap..
System Time: 4:07 PM
finished the WS.. hehe.. alam ko na ending and nobody dies! yipeee lol!
System Time: 4:16 PM
momi can't make it.. pauwi pa lng daw sila, he helped kasi sa errand ng uncle nya.. he still wanted to go and meet me but i told him he should just rest.. tsaka gusto ko na rin kasing umuwi.. sana ndi mashado traffic.. (asa pa ako, lol) hayy.. bagal na naman ng oras.. should have bought some magazines, lol.. grabe.. ala talaga akong ginawa today, ..bwahaha.. basta meh work hours ako, oki na toh! lol! bahala na sa lunes!
System Time: 4:27 PM
wow. the blinds are open again and have this awesome view of the sunset.. we're on the 34th floor and i could see the whole pasay area (well, i think pasay nga ito lol kasi kita ko Manila Bay eh).. makes me want to learn how to paint just so i could paint what i'm seeing right now hehe.. as ip ano haha.. hay. just realized i have SO MANY unfinished projects.. i don't want to enumerate them, kakadepress.. i should probably finish all of them, before the year ends.. so i could welcome the new year with nothing left hanging.. (basta parang ganon hehe)
System Time: 4:49 PM
..asked the guard what time i timed in.. 8:19 daw.. yehey.. kala ko mga 8:30 pa eh lol.. uwi ako on the dot..5:19 pm lolz!
lapit na pala magbigay ng bonus uh.. excited na ako! lol! actually i'm having an internal debate whether i would use it and buy something or save it.. para naman magkasavings ako ano! powtah ala akong ipon, as in. hay.. tas pag inisip ko kung gagastusin ko, ano naman bibilin ko, .. eh ang dami kong gustong bilin lol.. eh yung mga gusto ko medyo EXPENSIVE talaga kaya isa lang tlga mabibili ko.. it's either a digicam, a new phone, a PDA, a portable mp3 player (yung gusto ko Creative Muvo or yung Ipod or yung Rio Riot ko waahh) or a drumset.. grabe.. lol! tas paminsan naman iisipin ko,.. parang chet sayang isang gastusan lang.. isave ko na lng kaya para pag dumating F4 dito eh asa front row ako powtah khet 10000 php pa yung ticket, kaya kong bilin hahahahah! F4 parin ano, lolz.. yung mga binanggit ko na stuff yan na ang pinaka wish list ko sa mga material things.. kaya pag tinatamad akong magwerk (yung tipong ndi ako mamotivate na pumasok) sinasabi ko sa sarili ko.. "focus on the money, focus on the money" LOL! kasi dibuh, when all else fails.. just think of the financial rewards work brings to you.. hehehehe..
System Time: 5:07 PM
..chet nagbibilang na ako ng minuto.. 12 minutes to go.. lol! malapit naaaaaaa kaya ko tohhhh.
System Time: 5:18 PM
YESSSSSSSSSS I MADE it! lol! i'm so fucking proud of mahselp. lol! powtah nagpanggap ako ng 9 hours.. hehe.. bye all! magliligpit na ako!
System Time: 12:32 AM
ano buh. nagtype ako tas nawala at nag page cannot be displayed ek ek. hay. anyway..just said that i'm now here sa bahay and watched a couple of dvds.. livewire and speed. meh connection yung 2 uh, the main characters are bomb detonators.. basta parang ganon.. kanina pala meh katangahan na naman akong ginawa.. kasi umalis na ako sa enterprise exaktong 5:19 pm.. tas lakad na ako papuntang stock exchange kasi andun yung pila ng shuttle.. tas powtah.. asa loob na ako, .. bigla kong naisip na ndi ko pala nailagay sa bag ko yung disc na toh.. as in the disc that contains my blog for the day.. taena.. eh ayokong iwan yun baka meh makabasa na taga prumerica.. ayun.. labas ako ng shuttle sabay balik sa enterprise.. bad trip.. nakasakay ako 6 pm na..hay karma kagad. la daw kasi akong ginawa sa trabaho, lol!
cge babay na! umaga na eh , lol gudnitey.
Friday, November 07, 2003
3:28 PM
i'm in my "slump" phase. i didn't report at work for 3 whole days. now i feel a bit better.. i guess i'm just really, really tired and i needed to rest and relax...
..my workstation's kinda positioned near the window, and i've got a great view of Makati and Pasay Area... i could even see Manila de Bay.. the sun is at its highest now, the blinds are open so sunlight is directly on my face.. but i'm not bothered by it.. it's pleasant actually, feeling the sun but not sweating.. so unlike the usual climate here.. where basically sun = sweat..
3:52 PM
NYEH. sinarado yung blinds. Lol! la na ko view :(
4:02 PM
haaaaay.. had lunch with ria yesterday.. i needed someone to talk to... a real live person.. i feel that momi is already getting sick of my complains at work.. he just doesn't understand how tiring my work is.. yeah, i just sit all day in front of a monitor.. but believe.. it IS tiring... Ria feels it too.. like we are just pushing ourselves to do this kind of work because it's what's most logical... i feel this isn't what i want to do.. that there's something out there that's for me that i would enjoy doing..
...pero what if... there's nothing.. that this is as good as it gets.. i mean, why am i NOT happy? i'm a freakin programmer for goodness' sake.. there's some sort of respect i always get when i tell people what i do.. but that's just it.. i feel like a fraud, that i actually LIKE doing my work..
*sighs*
maybe i'm just PLAIN LAZY.. i used to want to be a teacher.. i still do actually,.. but what if i get sick of it also, feel the same way after doing it for a few months.. what then? i can't go bouncing from one career path to the next... haaaaaay... katuwa nga mom ko.. i told my parents about all this.. and my mom said.. "sana talaga manalo kao sa lotto para hindi ka na magtrabaho" LOL!!! i felt better instantly. :)
5:03 PM <--yesss less than an hour to go!
gotta remember to watch the evening news and spot jerry yan.. hehe.. he's HEREEEEEEE .. actually kahapon pa and i had no idea that he was here...chet. what kind of fan am i!? lol! sabi asa glorietta daw siya kanina.. madir pakir.. he was just walking distance away from where i was this morning WAHAHAHA. chet. sayang. lol!
9:50 PM
here at home already.. am talking to ate cha.. ate chaaaaaaaaa eto na blog ako hehehehehehehe missyuuu! teka... mag 10 na ndi ko pa napapanood yung Marmalade boy na tinape ko.. plus i have to catch the evening news.. papasok pala ako bukas para maoffset mga absences kow... hay.. oki lng.. at least makakapaginternet ako dun hehe..alang mga boss pag saturdayyy, yipee!!
gud nite everyone!
*/me kanta.. "i remember the boy.. but i don't remember the feeling.. anymore"... ate cha... kelan kaya ganito keh PC? LOL!*
i'm in my "slump" phase. i didn't report at work for 3 whole days. now i feel a bit better.. i guess i'm just really, really tired and i needed to rest and relax...
..my workstation's kinda positioned near the window, and i've got a great view of Makati and Pasay Area... i could even see Manila de Bay.. the sun is at its highest now, the blinds are open so sunlight is directly on my face.. but i'm not bothered by it.. it's pleasant actually, feeling the sun but not sweating.. so unlike the usual climate here.. where basically sun = sweat..
3:52 PM
NYEH. sinarado yung blinds. Lol! la na ko view :(
4:02 PM
haaaaay.. had lunch with ria yesterday.. i needed someone to talk to... a real live person.. i feel that momi is already getting sick of my complains at work.. he just doesn't understand how tiring my work is.. yeah, i just sit all day in front of a monitor.. but believe.. it IS tiring... Ria feels it too.. like we are just pushing ourselves to do this kind of work because it's what's most logical... i feel this isn't what i want to do.. that there's something out there that's for me that i would enjoy doing..
...pero what if... there's nothing.. that this is as good as it gets.. i mean, why am i NOT happy? i'm a freakin programmer for goodness' sake.. there's some sort of respect i always get when i tell people what i do.. but that's just it.. i feel like a fraud, that i actually LIKE doing my work..
*sighs*
maybe i'm just PLAIN LAZY.. i used to want to be a teacher.. i still do actually,.. but what if i get sick of it also, feel the same way after doing it for a few months.. what then? i can't go bouncing from one career path to the next... haaaaaay... katuwa nga mom ko.. i told my parents about all this.. and my mom said.. "sana talaga manalo kao sa lotto para hindi ka na magtrabaho" LOL!!! i felt better instantly. :)
5:03 PM <--yesss less than an hour to go!
gotta remember to watch the evening news and spot jerry yan.. hehe.. he's HEREEEEEEE .. actually kahapon pa and i had no idea that he was here...chet. what kind of fan am i!? lol! sabi asa glorietta daw siya kanina.. madir pakir.. he was just walking distance away from where i was this morning WAHAHAHA. chet. sayang. lol!
9:50 PM
here at home already.. am talking to ate cha.. ate chaaaaaaaaa eto na blog ako hehehehehehehe missyuuu! teka... mag 10 na ndi ko pa napapanood yung Marmalade boy na tinape ko.. plus i have to catch the evening news.. papasok pala ako bukas para maoffset mga absences kow... hay.. oki lng.. at least makakapaginternet ako dun hehe..alang mga boss pag saturdayyy, yipee!!
gud nite everyone!
*/me kanta.. "i remember the boy.. but i don't remember the feeling.. anymore"... ate cha... kelan kaya ganito keh PC? LOL!*
Thursday, October 30, 2003
9:46 AM
..ala mga IT people! as in ako lang andito.. *tuwa tuwa* pero kanina nilapitan na ako ni Sir Tony habang tinatype ko yung blog ko dati.. (nakita nya kaya ako? hmmm....) naka LOMA leave daw sila.. (don't ask, dunno also) so i should answer the phones.. fine by me! sana nga ala silang lahat para i wouldn't feel the pressure AND i could go home early..
9:51 AM
..nyerks.. one of the testers of LIPS (the program i'm modifying..stands for Life Insurance Planning System) says that we have a meeting after lunch.. update lang sa LIPS fixes/enhancements.. hmm.. meron ba? lol!
hahay.. yesterday pala i was able to register! yes! after spending 5 hours waiting in line, i am now a registered voter. kaya ko palang tumayo ng mahigit sa 5 oras, ohdibuh hehe.. sikat pa si Dadi dun.. sabi ng mga andun.. "kanina yung Father mo, inaway nya yung mga nagbabantay dyan kasi nagpapasingit" lol! go dadi! hehe! met a lot of people from COGEO who are basically my neighbors hehe.. syempre naman,..magkasama ba kayo ng 5 oras, ndi pa ba kayo magkwekwentuhan? taga UST yung isa, yung 2 naman mag-asawa yung mga anak nila taga UST.. tas there was this gay guy.. then another couple..hehe..basta i just wanted to get it over with..kaya tsinaga ko na..
10:02 AM
..awwwww.. kala ko Leave sila.. si Ma'am M mismo, andito na eh.. sucks.. *pressure, pressure*
ay teka, bago ako magtrabaho.. Jerry and Vic are coming here on Nov. 29! that's just 2 days after my birthday so birthday gift ko na sa sarili ko yun.. i'll be buying the 2,500 ticket.. waaha.. di na naman ako kakain nyan, lol!
am still pestering ate chary to come with me.. si Kate kasi bumili na ng tickets.. hmm.. sana pumayag si ate..
..i might drop by Radix later.. Chipper, Jhoneil and the other SAs are leaving for Ohio tomorrow.. parang lahat papunta dun uh.. si Harbie sa Ohio din eh..how sad.. mamimiss ko sila.. -_-
10:12 AM
..Chipper just texted me.. sa Megamall na lng daw..Octoberfest closing party rin kasi eh.. babaha ng beer hehe..
10:26 AM
antukkkkk na antukkk ako.. kelan buh mawawala antuk ko dito sa office.. hayy.. ano ba.. pano ko ba isosolve toh.. -_-.. si dex pala has one week off... he'll know on Friday if he's formally accepted at Malcolm Lloyd..tapos na kasi training nya.. *crosses fingers* sana..
10:41 AM
@_@ grabe. napapaidlip ako. tas with matching panaginip pa! bwahaha! ano buh tohhh..
just remembered.. after registering yesterday, i tried to play Time Crisis at our big TV.. waah.. di pwede! think the gun only works on CRTVs and not on projection TVs.. my gun just wouldn't align correctly.. kainish.. sayang,.. i did try it on the TV in my parents bedroom.. oki dun syempre kasi picture tube lng din yun.. medyo umuusad na ako sa game.. asa area 2 na ako, lol! i also help my mom make necklaces.. nag eenjoy na nga ako gumawa ng mga yun eh.. sometimes, i would spend a whole weekend doing just that..
11:11 AM
..lapit na pala birthday ng mom ko.. hafto remember to buy her a gift.. hmm.. ano kaya maganda.. *esep, esep*
12:33 PM
eii.. meh newly found friend ako dito sa Prumerica.. contractor din siya, her name's Suzette.. she's friendly.. plus.. she's a smoker.. bwahahah.. meh yosi partnah na ako! lol!
..uy bumaba mga IT people.. yey.. makakatulog ako hihihi.. brb sleyping time..
7:44 PM
dito ako radix!! kakamiss tlga dito hehe.. kasi dito nagsasalita ako, lol! magooctober fest ako kasama sila Chipper and Koji, etc.. sige.. babay!
..ala mga IT people! as in ako lang andito.. *tuwa tuwa* pero kanina nilapitan na ako ni Sir Tony habang tinatype ko yung blog ko dati.. (nakita nya kaya ako? hmmm....) naka LOMA leave daw sila.. (don't ask, dunno also) so i should answer the phones.. fine by me! sana nga ala silang lahat para i wouldn't feel the pressure AND i could go home early..
9:51 AM
..nyerks.. one of the testers of LIPS (the program i'm modifying..stands for Life Insurance Planning System) says that we have a meeting after lunch.. update lang sa LIPS fixes/enhancements.. hmm.. meron ba? lol!
hahay.. yesterday pala i was able to register! yes! after spending 5 hours waiting in line, i am now a registered voter. kaya ko palang tumayo ng mahigit sa 5 oras, ohdibuh hehe.. sikat pa si Dadi dun.. sabi ng mga andun.. "kanina yung Father mo, inaway nya yung mga nagbabantay dyan kasi nagpapasingit" lol! go dadi! hehe! met a lot of people from COGEO who are basically my neighbors hehe.. syempre naman,..magkasama ba kayo ng 5 oras, ndi pa ba kayo magkwekwentuhan? taga UST yung isa, yung 2 naman mag-asawa yung mga anak nila taga UST.. tas there was this gay guy.. then another couple..hehe..basta i just wanted to get it over with..kaya tsinaga ko na..
10:02 AM
..awwwww.. kala ko Leave sila.. si Ma'am M mismo, andito na eh.. sucks.. *pressure, pressure*
ay teka, bago ako magtrabaho.. Jerry and Vic are coming here on Nov. 29! that's just 2 days after my birthday so birthday gift ko na sa sarili ko yun.. i'll be buying the 2,500 ticket.. waaha.. di na naman ako kakain nyan, lol!
am still pestering ate chary to come with me.. si Kate kasi bumili na ng tickets.. hmm.. sana pumayag si ate..
..i might drop by Radix later.. Chipper, Jhoneil and the other SAs are leaving for Ohio tomorrow.. parang lahat papunta dun uh.. si Harbie sa Ohio din eh..how sad.. mamimiss ko sila.. -_-
10:12 AM
..Chipper just texted me.. sa Megamall na lng daw..Octoberfest closing party rin kasi eh.. babaha ng beer hehe..
10:26 AM
antukkkkk na antukkk ako.. kelan buh mawawala antuk ko dito sa office.. hayy.. ano ba.. pano ko ba isosolve toh.. -_-.. si dex pala has one week off... he'll know on Friday if he's formally accepted at Malcolm Lloyd..tapos na kasi training nya.. *crosses fingers* sana..
10:41 AM
@_@ grabe. napapaidlip ako. tas with matching panaginip pa! bwahaha! ano buh tohhh..
just remembered.. after registering yesterday, i tried to play Time Crisis at our big TV.. waah.. di pwede! think the gun only works on CRTVs and not on projection TVs.. my gun just wouldn't align correctly.. kainish.. sayang,.. i did try it on the TV in my parents bedroom.. oki dun syempre kasi picture tube lng din yun.. medyo umuusad na ako sa game.. asa area 2 na ako, lol! i also help my mom make necklaces.. nag eenjoy na nga ako gumawa ng mga yun eh.. sometimes, i would spend a whole weekend doing just that..
11:11 AM
..lapit na pala birthday ng mom ko.. hafto remember to buy her a gift.. hmm.. ano kaya maganda.. *esep, esep*
12:33 PM
eii.. meh newly found friend ako dito sa Prumerica.. contractor din siya, her name's Suzette.. she's friendly.. plus.. she's a smoker.. bwahahah.. meh yosi partnah na ako! lol!
..uy bumaba mga IT people.. yey.. makakatulog ako hihihi.. brb sleyping time..
7:44 PM
dito ako radix!! kakamiss tlga dito hehe.. kasi dito nagsasalita ako, lol! magooctober fest ako kasama sila Chipper and Koji, etc.. sige.. babay!
My blog last October 28, 2003
9:12 AM
..still surviving here at Prumerica.. just had breakfast with Erlyn.. kwentuhan lang.. katuwa, hehe.. lagi namang "interesting" mga kwento nun, lol! beats my usual routine of eating pancakes alone.. actually, since i began working here, i have discovered that i don't mind being by myself.. i like observing people.. or staring into space.. i used to think that i always needed some company when i'm out.. but i've realized that being alone doesn't necessarily mean you're lonely.. besides, it's just usually on mornings when i get here at the Enterprise early.
..got home earlier than usual last night.. i wanted to play with my PS2 'cause i already bought a PS2 gun.. woohoo! i also have 3 new gun games.. TimeCrisis2, Vampire Night and Resident Evil.. i only played TC2 last night 'cause i don't want to have nightmares from the other 2 games, hehe..
9:40 AM
..tested the saving part of my program.. was able to remove the error yesterday.. thank God, everything still looks fine.. some errors are like ghosts.. bigla na lng sumusulpot.. ala pang mumu ngayon hehe..
..anyway, momi and i have an "exchange diary" now.. we take turns writing in it.. it's with him now, he'll give it back to me on Monday.. at least now, i have something to look forward to on Mondays..
haaaay.. am still not registered.. wil probably not be able to at the rate i'm going.. the last day's on the 31st.. kasi laging last minute ako mag-isip kaya yan.. we tried to go here at the municipal last Sunday but there were wayyy to many people.. as in sooobrang dami.. *sighs*.. gusto ko pa namang bumoto.. one less vote for FPJ, hehe!
hay, kainis... ala na akong napapanood sa mga nirerecord ni ate Chary.. i still haven't changed the program time.. wala ng My Love Cindy tsaka Endless Love.. how sad :( .. pero at least meh Miki Love Yuu parin, looks like matagal -tagal pa yun.. Yung My Love Cindy katuwa yung ending.. pinili nya yung kaibigan nya kesa yung rich guy.. aliw! yung Endless Love.. ay buwset.. i mean, i already knew that they were both gonna die but Johnny's death was really stupid.. hinintay nyang sagasaan siya.. kakainis pa dun, as if ndi kayang magpreno nung truck eh malayo pa lng bumubisina na yung driver.. sows.. kung sira yung break edi i-hand break nya.. mah gas.. yung train nga nakakahinto eh, yun pa! buwsit parang suicide tuloy. hmpft. hehe.. apektado ako ano? actually, i really prefer watching those Chino/KoreaNovelas.. it's nice to see new faces tsaka light shows.. alang mga patayan at kidnapan. anyway, there's gonna be a new chinoshow.. starring Ambrose (who played Leo at Lavender) and Shaozi (dunno the spelling/her real name.. from my MVP Valentine).. sabi sa GMA.."soon" pa.. sana sooner, hehe..
bad trip mga holidays.. asa saturday-sunday lagi.. ala man lang dagdag na bakasyon.. hay.. yung nov 1 & 2 asa sat-sun.. nov.30 sunday naman.. sucks.. sa friday meh pasok pa.. hanggang 3 pm lang pero kahit na.. hay kainish.. feeling ko pa naman pagod na pagod ako lately.. -_-
10:44 AM
IT development people are on their weekly meeting again.. so most of them are not here at their desks.. only Sir Loret is here.. (he's on the "production team".. whatever that means, lol!) still have no idea how i would solve this one remaining visual c++ error.. since october, i have been able to resolve 4 major issues.. first, i was able to remove the Access Violation error (*takes a bow, thank you, thank you* lol!) 2nd, was able to correct the saving process.. i totally changed the logical flow and replaced it with my hopefully working code.. 3rd is i have removed the default values and changed some values of combo boxes.. sounds simple enough right? in any other language it'll only take you a few seconds but in this oh-so-sadistic-vc++ it takes a couple of days, lol! i couldn't even find the damn combo box in the codes.. but at last i was able to find it and modified the necessary changes.. lastly, i was able to ensure that data displayed is specific to the info being accessed.. meaning, ndi naliligaw ang mga data ko.. haahaaay.. just 4 issues in almost a month, ..kakabobo talaga tong vc++
1:03 PM
..sleypi.. what's new.. -_- maybe i could take a leave tomorrow and register.. sayang talaga eh.. magtitiis na lng ako, isang araw lang naman..
1:41 PM
already told Ma'am M i might be absent tomorrow to register.. grabe, ang bagal ng oras.. parang nananadya pa! lol! ooooyyy gusto ko ng umuwi at maglaro ng Time Crisis!
2:05 PM
..ang bagal tlga.. magbabasa na lng ako ng vc++ book..
2:09 PM
.. Ma'am M gave me a new problem to work on.. (problema na naman! lol!) might as well work on this one 'cause i'm kinda stuck already on this error i'm currently tackling..
3:25 PM <-- that's more like it.. medyo bilisan pa ng konti, hehe
3:31 PM
aha! found a way to kill time,.. magyayahoo messenger na lng ako thru my phone..hihihi
5:07 PM
oops.. in my excitement, i forgot that my battery already half empty (or half full, W!) now it's almost out.. titigilan ko na, baka maubusan pa ko ng baterya hehe..babay na rin..byebye!
9:12 AM
..still surviving here at Prumerica.. just had breakfast with Erlyn.. kwentuhan lang.. katuwa, hehe.. lagi namang "interesting" mga kwento nun, lol! beats my usual routine of eating pancakes alone.. actually, since i began working here, i have discovered that i don't mind being by myself.. i like observing people.. or staring into space.. i used to think that i always needed some company when i'm out.. but i've realized that being alone doesn't necessarily mean you're lonely.. besides, it's just usually on mornings when i get here at the Enterprise early.
..got home earlier than usual last night.. i wanted to play with my PS2 'cause i already bought a PS2 gun.. woohoo! i also have 3 new gun games.. TimeCrisis2, Vampire Night and Resident Evil.. i only played TC2 last night 'cause i don't want to have nightmares from the other 2 games, hehe..
9:40 AM
..tested the saving part of my program.. was able to remove the error yesterday.. thank God, everything still looks fine.. some errors are like ghosts.. bigla na lng sumusulpot.. ala pang mumu ngayon hehe..
..anyway, momi and i have an "exchange diary" now.. we take turns writing in it.. it's with him now, he'll give it back to me on Monday.. at least now, i have something to look forward to on Mondays..
haaaay.. am still not registered.. wil probably not be able to at the rate i'm going.. the last day's on the 31st.. kasi laging last minute ako mag-isip kaya yan.. we tried to go here at the municipal last Sunday but there were wayyy to many people.. as in sooobrang dami.. *sighs*.. gusto ko pa namang bumoto.. one less vote for FPJ, hehe!
hay, kainis... ala na akong napapanood sa mga nirerecord ni ate Chary.. i still haven't changed the program time.. wala ng My Love Cindy tsaka Endless Love.. how sad :( .. pero at least meh Miki Love Yuu parin, looks like matagal -tagal pa yun.. Yung My Love Cindy katuwa yung ending.. pinili nya yung kaibigan nya kesa yung rich guy.. aliw! yung Endless Love.. ay buwset.. i mean, i already knew that they were both gonna die but Johnny's death was really stupid.. hinintay nyang sagasaan siya.. kakainis pa dun, as if ndi kayang magpreno nung truck eh malayo pa lng bumubisina na yung driver.. sows.. kung sira yung break edi i-hand break nya.. mah gas.. yung train nga nakakahinto eh, yun pa! buwsit parang suicide tuloy. hmpft. hehe.. apektado ako ano? actually, i really prefer watching those Chino/KoreaNovelas.. it's nice to see new faces tsaka light shows.. alang mga patayan at kidnapan. anyway, there's gonna be a new chinoshow.. starring Ambrose (who played Leo at Lavender) and Shaozi (dunno the spelling/her real name.. from my MVP Valentine).. sabi sa GMA.."soon" pa.. sana sooner, hehe..
bad trip mga holidays.. asa saturday-sunday lagi.. ala man lang dagdag na bakasyon.. hay.. yung nov 1 & 2 asa sat-sun.. nov.30 sunday naman.. sucks.. sa friday meh pasok pa.. hanggang 3 pm lang pero kahit na.. hay kainish.. feeling ko pa naman pagod na pagod ako lately.. -_-
10:44 AM
IT development people are on their weekly meeting again.. so most of them are not here at their desks.. only Sir Loret is here.. (he's on the "production team".. whatever that means, lol!) still have no idea how i would solve this one remaining visual c++ error.. since october, i have been able to resolve 4 major issues.. first, i was able to remove the Access Violation error (*takes a bow, thank you, thank you* lol!) 2nd, was able to correct the saving process.. i totally changed the logical flow and replaced it with my hopefully working code.. 3rd is i have removed the default values and changed some values of combo boxes.. sounds simple enough right? in any other language it'll only take you a few seconds but in this oh-so-sadistic-vc++ it takes a couple of days, lol! i couldn't even find the damn combo box in the codes.. but at last i was able to find it and modified the necessary changes.. lastly, i was able to ensure that data displayed is specific to the info being accessed.. meaning, ndi naliligaw ang mga data ko.. haahaaay.. just 4 issues in almost a month, ..kakabobo talaga tong vc++
1:03 PM
..sleypi.. what's new.. -_- maybe i could take a leave tomorrow and register.. sayang talaga eh.. magtitiis na lng ako, isang araw lang naman..
1:41 PM
already told Ma'am M i might be absent tomorrow to register.. grabe, ang bagal ng oras.. parang nananadya pa! lol! ooooyyy gusto ko ng umuwi at maglaro ng Time Crisis!
2:05 PM
..ang bagal tlga.. magbabasa na lng ako ng vc++ book..
2:09 PM
.. Ma'am M gave me a new problem to work on.. (problema na naman! lol!) might as well work on this one 'cause i'm kinda stuck already on this error i'm currently tackling..
3:25 PM <-- that's more like it.. medyo bilisan pa ng konti, hehe
3:31 PM
aha! found a way to kill time,.. magyayahoo messenger na lng ako thru my phone..hihihi
5:07 PM
oops.. in my excitement, i forgot that my battery already half empty (or half full, W!) now it's almost out.. titigilan ko na, baka maubusan pa ko ng baterya hehe..babay na rin..byebye!
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
System Time: 9:25 AM
gud mawnin! about 95% of the prumerica people are attending some kindof company event..so am pretty much working solo here in the IT corner.. ate Pretz usually gets here around 11 am so am by myself til then..
was able to cross another error out of list last night.. *hapi hapi* think am getting the hang of this vc++ shit..
am now typing this blog, thinking that since none of the IT people are here, i might be able to post this on blogger.com.. (sana naka-up ang server..)
rats.. meh pumasok na employee na malapit sa pwesto ko.. kala ko pa naman makakapagliwaliw ako sa PC hehe..
anywayz, didn't bring baon today cause ate Pretz texted me last night and said we'll be having lunch out with Nathan and Rion, our officemates in Radix.. they're also assigned here in the Makati area.. hmm.. gutom na ko lol..
actually, bought some Pancakes at City Bites.. they're actually cheap, 40 bucks for 3 fluffy pieces with free Iced tea.. don't think most people have realized it yet ('cause most of they're food are ranged between 90-100 bucks), but i tell you, it's the best breakfast deal (if you're not inclined to eat rice @ mornings, like me).. Country Style has 1 donut + 1 iced tea at 35 bucks, but who gets full with one measly donut? hehehe...
System Time: 9:39 AM
YESSSSS! meh internet! *sayaw-sayaw* just checked it at Ma'am Marivic's (my direct supervisor here at Prumerica) PC.. post ko na toh, mamaya magsidatingan sila hehe!
God bless all! so nice to be able to write again in my blog. ^_^
gud mawnin! about 95% of the prumerica people are attending some kindof company event..so am pretty much working solo here in the IT corner.. ate Pretz usually gets here around 11 am so am by myself til then..
was able to cross another error out of list last night.. *hapi hapi* think am getting the hang of this vc++ shit..
am now typing this blog, thinking that since none of the IT people are here, i might be able to post this on blogger.com.. (sana naka-up ang server..)
rats.. meh pumasok na employee na malapit sa pwesto ko.. kala ko pa naman makakapagliwaliw ako sa PC hehe..
anywayz, didn't bring baon today cause ate Pretz texted me last night and said we'll be having lunch out with Nathan and Rion, our officemates in Radix.. they're also assigned here in the Makati area.. hmm.. gutom na ko lol..
actually, bought some Pancakes at City Bites.. they're actually cheap, 40 bucks for 3 fluffy pieces with free Iced tea.. don't think most people have realized it yet ('cause most of they're food are ranged between 90-100 bucks), but i tell you, it's the best breakfast deal (if you're not inclined to eat rice @ mornings, like me).. Country Style has 1 donut + 1 iced tea at 35 bucks, but who gets full with one measly donut? hehehe...
System Time: 9:39 AM
YESSSSS! meh internet! *sayaw-sayaw* just checked it at Ma'am Marivic's (my direct supervisor here at Prumerica) PC.. post ko na toh, mamaya magsidatingan sila hehe!
God bless all! so nice to be able to write again in my blog. ^_^
My blog last October 20, 2003
System Time: 8:33 PM
..still here in Prumerica.. feel pretty good today 'cause i solved another error.. i've been contemplating for days how i could correct it, then this morning it ust hit me to try another approach.. well, TG! i'm one less error away from this seemingly endless, world's buggiest program..
just had dinner with momi.. he's still at the Fudpark, waiting for me.. (how swit ^-^) he also had a good day at work today, told me he got 3 "leads".. have no idea what they are, but i think, the more leads you have, the better, so good for him! is also sir tony's (IT director here at Prumerica) birthday today so he treated the whole IT staff for lunch.. we ate at Masas (in GB2)..food was great, (the iced tea sucked) my fave was the tuna belly, yum-yum.. i still have my lunch baon with me, will probably eat it when i get home.. haay.. speaking of which.. i wanna go home already, hay.. at least i was able to accomplish something today.. (hurrah!)
..hm.. dunno when i'll be able to post these blogs.. am just writing them on my notebook.. am actually just killing time.. it's 8:44 pm and i will go home at exactly 9 o'clock..
System Time: 8:50 pm <--10 minutes to go!
System Time: 9:00 pm
bye bye bye!
System Time: 8:33 PM
..still here in Prumerica.. feel pretty good today 'cause i solved another error.. i've been contemplating for days how i could correct it, then this morning it ust hit me to try another approach.. well, TG! i'm one less error away from this seemingly endless, world's buggiest program..
just had dinner with momi.. he's still at the Fudpark, waiting for me.. (how swit ^-^) he also had a good day at work today, told me he got 3 "leads".. have no idea what they are, but i think, the more leads you have, the better, so good for him! is also sir tony's (IT director here at Prumerica) birthday today so he treated the whole IT staff for lunch.. we ate at Masas (in GB2)..food was great, (the iced tea sucked) my fave was the tuna belly, yum-yum.. i still have my lunch baon with me, will probably eat it when i get home.. haay.. speaking of which.. i wanna go home already, hay.. at least i was able to accomplish something today.. (hurrah!)
..hm.. dunno when i'll be able to post these blogs.. am just writing them on my notebook.. am actually just killing time.. it's 8:44 pm and i will go home at exactly 9 o'clock..
System Time: 8:50 pm <--10 minutes to go!
System Time: 9:00 pm
bye bye bye!
My blog last October 17, 2003:
System Time: 8:00 am
I am invincible!!!
well, not really. at least i was able to solve the Access Violation thingie.. after 3 days of effort, i decided to shift my planned route and concentrate on the generated text files.. and voila! saw the offending data.. just changed the buffer size of a variable and the Access Violation error is ancient history. that's ONE error i have corrected.. 1 after 15 days.. LOL! i'm pathetic, hehe.
**deadline has been moved to next month.. Hurrah!**
am now on my 2nd error.. it's also difficult in a way cause it's a logical error.. i'm still a little fearful of changing some parts of the code 'cause it may have a catastrophic effect on the whole program.. but it'll come to me, i'm quite sure now.. just have to be more diligent and focused..
..i'll be quite busy this saturday.. 3-6 pm with HS kada and 6 onwards with my ISM kada.. wasn't planned.. just got my dates messed up (again) still don't know how i'm going to pull it off (HS kada- as usual, figaro@brickroad, cainta.. while ISM kada, Makati) i can't say no to either cause the first one's kinda a habit for us now, our "monthly meetings".. while the other's our padespedida for Harbie.. she's leaving for Ohio on the 25th..(huhuhu) we're taking her out to dinner and KTV, hehe.
ay! good news.. meh work na si momi!!! he's already starting his training.. the company's a call center and it's also located here in Makati, so we usually get to meet after work.. i'm so happy for him.. hope he survives the training..
gotta get back to work..
System Time: 2:10 PM
..shit am so sleepy. had lunch with ria today.. discussed some of our plans for harbie's despedida "party". it's not really a party 'cause it'll just be the 5 of us (me, ria, roni, anshe and harbie... si eboy? ma at pa)
am so sleypiiiiiiiiiiii. hay. work ulit. bye bye!
System Time: 8:00 am
I am invincible!!!
well, not really. at least i was able to solve the Access Violation thingie.. after 3 days of effort, i decided to shift my planned route and concentrate on the generated text files.. and voila! saw the offending data.. just changed the buffer size of a variable and the Access Violation error is ancient history. that's ONE error i have corrected.. 1 after 15 days.. LOL! i'm pathetic, hehe.
**deadline has been moved to next month.. Hurrah!**
am now on my 2nd error.. it's also difficult in a way cause it's a logical error.. i'm still a little fearful of changing some parts of the code 'cause it may have a catastrophic effect on the whole program.. but it'll come to me, i'm quite sure now.. just have to be more diligent and focused..
..i'll be quite busy this saturday.. 3-6 pm with HS kada and 6 onwards with my ISM kada.. wasn't planned.. just got my dates messed up (again) still don't know how i'm going to pull it off (HS kada- as usual, figaro@brickroad, cainta.. while ISM kada, Makati) i can't say no to either cause the first one's kinda a habit for us now, our "monthly meetings".. while the other's our padespedida for Harbie.. she's leaving for Ohio on the 25th..(huhuhu) we're taking her out to dinner and KTV, hehe.
ay! good news.. meh work na si momi!!! he's already starting his training.. the company's a call center and it's also located here in Makati, so we usually get to meet after work.. i'm so happy for him.. hope he survives the training..
gotta get back to work..
System Time: 2:10 PM
..shit am so sleepy. had lunch with ria today.. discussed some of our plans for harbie's despedida "party". it's not really a party 'cause it'll just be the 5 of us (me, ria, roni, anshe and harbie... si eboy? ma at pa)
am so sleypiiiiiiiiiiii. hay. work ulit. bye bye!
My blog last October 13, 2003
debugging this is futile. I haven't seent he light for more than a couple of days now. i've been actually in the dark since the first of october, crawling my way thru this visual c++ maze...i'm so lost even with 4 books infront of me
..**i could hardly keep my eyes open.. must be the monday blues**..
They're having a meeting now (IT people) probably discussing my fate.. or as to how much longer will they torture me.. hope they end this soon as i am pretty much wilting away.. -_-
guess you couldn't really relate to the way i'm feeling.. suppose someone gave you a mandarin book.. you're supposed to explain the whole book after 15 days. the only tool you have is a mandarin-english dictionary. each character you see in the mandarin book, you look up in the dictionary, trying to translate it.. but we all know that mandarin's a very complex language.. an additional character gives the word a whole new meaning. how dapak does one expect you to understand mandarin in 15 days! and suppose by an odd chance you did understand this one paragraph, find out that it's gramatically wrong.. now you're supposed to correct it.. woah.. reading is passable.. but writing it is a whole NEW dimension! that's how i feel. like an alien thrown in a planet of pointers, structures and memory leaks. fucking visual c++. i'll never be able to do this in 15 days.. i need at least a couple of months.. *sighs* i wanna go back to radix huhuhu :( .. these are not ordinary logic or sql errors.. i'm dealing with access violations, unhandled exceptions, failed debug assertions.. i'm even learning how to read basic assembly language! chet. errors that are caused by dangling pointers, stack overflows, virtual spac collisions, chichuqmamish, yomikozo, LOL!! they all sound foreign to me hehe.. it's just not feasible for me.. balik nyo na ko sa radixxxx! waaah! ok lng khet mukhang bomb shelter opis namin.. at least dun, balik VB ako at meh laban.. here, i feel as if someone threw me int he middle of a gang rumble without even a stick for my defense.
debugging this is futile. I haven't seent he light for more than a couple of days now. i've been actually in the dark since the first of october, crawling my way thru this visual c++ maze...i'm so lost even with 4 books infront of me
..**i could hardly keep my eyes open.. must be the monday blues**..
They're having a meeting now (IT people) probably discussing my fate.. or as to how much longer will they torture me.. hope they end this soon as i am pretty much wilting away.. -_-
guess you couldn't really relate to the way i'm feeling.. suppose someone gave you a mandarin book.. you're supposed to explain the whole book after 15 days. the only tool you have is a mandarin-english dictionary. each character you see in the mandarin book, you look up in the dictionary, trying to translate it.. but we all know that mandarin's a very complex language.. an additional character gives the word a whole new meaning. how dapak does one expect you to understand mandarin in 15 days! and suppose by an odd chance you did understand this one paragraph, find out that it's gramatically wrong.. now you're supposed to correct it.. woah.. reading is passable.. but writing it is a whole NEW dimension! that's how i feel. like an alien thrown in a planet of pointers, structures and memory leaks. fucking visual c++. i'll never be able to do this in 15 days.. i need at least a couple of months.. *sighs* i wanna go back to radix huhuhu :( .. these are not ordinary logic or sql errors.. i'm dealing with access violations, unhandled exceptions, failed debug assertions.. i'm even learning how to read basic assembly language! chet. errors that are caused by dangling pointers, stack overflows, virtual spac collisions, chichuqmamish, yomikozo, LOL!! they all sound foreign to me hehe.. it's just not feasible for me.. balik nyo na ko sa radixxxx! waaah! ok lng khet mukhang bomb shelter opis namin.. at least dun, balik VB ako at meh laban.. here, i feel as if someone threw me int he middle of a gang rumble without even a stick for my defense.
Saturday, October 04, 2003
sows. how could i be so stupiddddd.. hapi hapi puh ako.. LOL! taena! i've got my work cut out for me at prumerica.. they gave me my first task,.. to debug this program.. seemed simple enough right? i mean, that's basically what i've been doing.. but f*ckingshit the code's written in Visual C++.. ..|.. !!! WAAHH! my deadline's on tuesday.. shit.. already asked Davis' help on some parts of the code.. hay... tsaka sa prumerica.. tatanda nila uh.. i mean, i'm super sure i'm the youngest there.. the next one probably is 26/27 years old.. hay.. i miss my officemates in Radix already...
i'm supposed to be studying Visual C++ today.. i will, promise... i'll just have to check my e-mail (well, delete the messages hehe) and update my blog..
DEMMIT! can't believe i was actually happy that i got the job... tsk tsk tsk.. now i have 3 books in Visual C++ and will borrow Dennis' book in Delphi again.. shit.. i have this panicky feeling in my chest and i keep imagining myself getting kicked out of prumerica.. it's not my fucking fault anywayz.. i DID tell them that my C++ skills are bordering to ancient.. only learned it in college for gudnes sake.. *sighs*
my officemates, Davis ARE a big help though.. thank you talaga! sige.. KAYA KO TOH! *ubo ,ubo*
ei erlyn text me .. 9-6 pm ako sa enterprise.. but i get there early and go home late.. text me when you're still there around 8 am.. kape tayu hehe!
si ria din ambait.. thank you thank you for being my lunch buddy..... hay.. big thanks tlga.. pero niyayaya na nila (mga taga prumerica) ako pag lunch.. pero thanks parin! *hugs hugs* thanks din sa free frappe and waffle.. *yum yum* naalala ko na kung bakit masaya ako nung nalaman kong sa enterprise ako hehe!
well.. lunch muna ako, tas install ng Visual C++... tas aral..
i can do this.
i'm supposed to be studying Visual C++ today.. i will, promise... i'll just have to check my e-mail (well, delete the messages hehe) and update my blog..
DEMMIT! can't believe i was actually happy that i got the job... tsk tsk tsk.. now i have 3 books in Visual C++ and will borrow Dennis' book in Delphi again.. shit.. i have this panicky feeling in my chest and i keep imagining myself getting kicked out of prumerica.. it's not my fucking fault anywayz.. i DID tell them that my C++ skills are bordering to ancient.. only learned it in college for gudnes sake.. *sighs*
my officemates, Davis ARE a big help though.. thank you talaga! sige.. KAYA KO TOH! *ubo ,ubo*
ei erlyn text me .. 9-6 pm ako sa enterprise.. but i get there early and go home late.. text me when you're still there around 8 am.. kape tayu hehe!
si ria din ambait.. thank you thank you for being my lunch buddy..... hay.. big thanks tlga.. pero niyayaya na nila (mga taga prumerica) ako pag lunch.. pero thanks parin! *hugs hugs* thanks din sa free frappe and waffle.. *yum yum* naalala ko na kung bakit masaya ako nung nalaman kong sa enterprise ako hehe!
well.. lunch muna ako, tas install ng Visual C++... tas aral..
i can do this.
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
System Time: 2:19 PM
*drumroll pls*
i got it!!!!!!! i'm the one chosen by prumericaaa! hihihi *hapi hapi* ..actually, i already knew this morning but i wanted Ma'am Q to personally tell me before i broadcast it to everyone lol..
*dances ala spageti*
makati girl ulit ako!! lol! ndi na ako mamimili ng shuttle na bababa ng EDSA! yahoo! lol! longer sleeping time in the shuttle! hurrah! super kewl building! yeheyyyyyyyy!!
though that job IS on-call.. *ahhh erase-erase nothing can ruin my mood*
/me focuses on the building.. lol! yeheyyyyyyyyy Enterprise here i come!
System Time: 2:42 PM
..am now trying to recall all the stuff i said that i could do.. LOl! .. gaah.. hafto have a sort of refresher course for C++ and Delphi.. hmm.. magiinternet na nga lng ako..
System Time: 2:43 PM
YEYYYYYYYYY ulit!
System Time: 3:45 PM
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! bukas na pala start! wahhhhh! *biglang nalungkot* kainish!
System Time: 5:42 PM
chet. ayaw magprint ng Timesheet ko. hmpft. anywayz.. am excited/nervous for tomorrow.. will post this blog.. babay!
*drumroll pls*
i got it!!!!!!! i'm the one chosen by prumericaaa! hihihi *hapi hapi* ..actually, i already knew this morning but i wanted Ma'am Q to personally tell me before i broadcast it to everyone lol..
*dances ala spageti*
makati girl ulit ako!! lol! ndi na ako mamimili ng shuttle na bababa ng EDSA! yahoo! lol! longer sleeping time in the shuttle! hurrah! super kewl building! yeheyyyyyyyy!!
though that job IS on-call.. *ahhh erase-erase nothing can ruin my mood*
/me focuses on the building.. lol! yeheyyyyyyyyy Enterprise here i come!
System Time: 2:42 PM
..am now trying to recall all the stuff i said that i could do.. LOl! .. gaah.. hafto have a sort of refresher course for C++ and Delphi.. hmm.. magiinternet na nga lng ako..
System Time: 2:43 PM
YEYYYYYYYYY ulit!
System Time: 3:45 PM
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! bukas na pala start! wahhhhh! *biglang nalungkot* kainish!
System Time: 5:42 PM
chet. ayaw magprint ng Timesheet ko. hmpft. anywayz.. am excited/nervous for tomorrow.. will post this blog.. babay!
Monday, September 29, 2003
System Time: 9:29 AM
monday na naman. actually had a good night's sleep..even if ate ging and i were sharing a bed! i was so sleypi after we got home from sta.mesa that i just laid there in the lower bunk and slept.. she didn't wake me up (tenkyu ate ging!) and didn't made me transfer to the upper bunk.. it was one of those double deck beds that had a bigger lower bunk so sharing it wasn't a problem..
..currently doing nothing hehe.. actually am kindof hiding here in my corner so that they wouldn't give me any work load.. have the monday blues again so pak op! lol jk.. hirap magpanggap uh..
System Time: 10:43 AM
..just received a text msg from Tita Myrna.. she's going to buy my PC.. goodbye PC na huhuhu.. she'll get it later so i'll hafto go home early so that i could backup some of dad's files..binack-up ko na mga mp3 ko dati eh.. so siguro yung ibang word documents na lng.. ay tsaka yung websites ko pala.. ayy dami pa pala waaaaaaah!
System Time: 11:08 AM
..STILL no news from prumerica.. :( tagal naman.. *sighs*
System Time: 11:13 AM
..sleeping awake..kakatulog na naman ako dito sa tapat ng monitor.. saket pa ng pimpol ko waah. i have this huuuge zit right at the tip of my left eyebrow.. ndi sa outer tip uh, sa INNER! so almost in the middle of my priking peys.. @_@ sucks.. tsaket. :(
System Time: 11:39 AM
..sarap ng tulog ng katabi ko.. si Jiro.. hay inggits ako..
System Time: 2:23 PM
..antuk antuk..la ko magawa hmm..
System Time: 2:39 PM
nakausap ko si dex (si Spraken, ndi si momi) sa YM.. kinuwento ko na nakita ko si johnell sa Uste nung sabado.. dun kasi kami nagkita ni anshe bago pumunta kela harbie.. waahhhhhhhhh.. meh gf na siyaaaa.. tas eto pa.. yung bwiset puh.. basta naiinis ako dun sa girl na yun.. KSP kasi sa IRC.. hay.. la lang.. reak daw ba ako.. eh la lng.. kras ko kasi yun eh.. alala nyo ba.. basta kung matagal (as in matagal) na keyung nagbabasa dito.. siya si Bal.. as in Lobo (balloon).. as in wolf.. lolz.. basta.. hay. tuwa lng tlga ako nung nakita ko siya nung sabado.. tas asa likod ko pa si dex.. di ako shado makapag reak.. hay la lng.. kainishh bad taste pala siya, lol! di ko na siya kras.. natira na lng sa kraslist ko eh si PC at si Kuyuh.. kras lng oki! si PC parin ano.. hmm.. last March siya nagparamdam sa guestbook ko.. tagal na ano.. hay. la tlga. kinalimutan na ako. :(
System Time: 3:22 PM
..reading some stuff bout the All-American Rejects.. sila fave ko ngayon eh.. plus the vocalist, (Tyson Ritter) looks a lot like the actor who plays Clark in Smallville.. (sori, forgot his name)..
System Time: 4:59 PM
yes.. 1 hour and 1 minute to go.. la ko ginawa buong araw! at ala paring result sa prumerica! kainish.. dapat ata tanggapin ko na at ndi na ako makakapagtrabaho sa enterprise bldg.. hmpft.. sabi nga, kung ndi para sayo, wag ipilit..(or parang ganon..) anywayz, ka-email ko naman sina harbie and ria and let's just say na yung mga pinaguusapan namen eh, napapagising ako..(hihihi)
System Time: 5:58 PM
la parin! ano buhyann! sige uwi na ako after a couple of minutes.. babay!
monday na naman. actually had a good night's sleep..even if ate ging and i were sharing a bed! i was so sleypi after we got home from sta.mesa that i just laid there in the lower bunk and slept.. she didn't wake me up (tenkyu ate ging!) and didn't made me transfer to the upper bunk.. it was one of those double deck beds that had a bigger lower bunk so sharing it wasn't a problem..
..currently doing nothing hehe.. actually am kindof hiding here in my corner so that they wouldn't give me any work load.. have the monday blues again so pak op! lol jk.. hirap magpanggap uh..
System Time: 10:43 AM
..just received a text msg from Tita Myrna.. she's going to buy my PC.. goodbye PC na huhuhu.. she'll get it later so i'll hafto go home early so that i could backup some of dad's files..binack-up ko na mga mp3 ko dati eh.. so siguro yung ibang word documents na lng.. ay tsaka yung websites ko pala.. ayy dami pa pala waaaaaaah!
System Time: 11:08 AM
..STILL no news from prumerica.. :( tagal naman.. *sighs*
System Time: 11:13 AM
..sleeping awake..kakatulog na naman ako dito sa tapat ng monitor.. saket pa ng pimpol ko waah. i have this huuuge zit right at the tip of my left eyebrow.. ndi sa outer tip uh, sa INNER! so almost in the middle of my priking peys.. @_@ sucks.. tsaket. :(
System Time: 11:39 AM
..sarap ng tulog ng katabi ko.. si Jiro.. hay inggits ako..
System Time: 2:23 PM
..antuk antuk..la ko magawa hmm..
System Time: 2:39 PM
nakausap ko si dex (si Spraken, ndi si momi) sa YM.. kinuwento ko na nakita ko si johnell sa Uste nung sabado.. dun kasi kami nagkita ni anshe bago pumunta kela harbie.. waahhhhhhhhh.. meh gf na siyaaaa.. tas eto pa.. yung bwiset puh.. basta naiinis ako dun sa girl na yun.. KSP kasi sa IRC.. hay.. la lang.. reak daw ba ako.. eh la lng.. kras ko kasi yun eh.. alala nyo ba.. basta kung matagal (as in matagal) na keyung nagbabasa dito.. siya si Bal.. as in Lobo (balloon).. as in wolf.. lolz.. basta.. hay. tuwa lng tlga ako nung nakita ko siya nung sabado.. tas asa likod ko pa si dex.. di ako shado makapag reak.. hay la lng.. kainishh bad taste pala siya, lol! di ko na siya kras.. natira na lng sa kraslist ko eh si PC at si Kuyuh.. kras lng oki! si PC parin ano.. hmm.. last March siya nagparamdam sa guestbook ko.. tagal na ano.. hay. la tlga. kinalimutan na ako. :(
System Time: 3:22 PM
..reading some stuff bout the All-American Rejects.. sila fave ko ngayon eh.. plus the vocalist, (Tyson Ritter) looks a lot like the actor who plays Clark in Smallville.. (sori, forgot his name)..
System Time: 4:59 PM
yes.. 1 hour and 1 minute to go.. la ko ginawa buong araw! at ala paring result sa prumerica! kainish.. dapat ata tanggapin ko na at ndi na ako makakapagtrabaho sa enterprise bldg.. hmpft.. sabi nga, kung ndi para sayo, wag ipilit..(or parang ganon..) anywayz, ka-email ko naman sina harbie and ria and let's just say na yung mga pinaguusapan namen eh, napapagising ako..(hihihi)
System Time: 5:58 PM
la parin! ano buhyann! sige uwi na ako after a couple of minutes.. babay!
Friday, September 26, 2003
System Time: 2:53 PM
*lets out a big sigh*
grabe.. my hands are still clammy and i have this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach as if i could get sick anytime..
..THE interview happened this morning.. actually, i felt good afterwards.. i mean, they (there were 2 of them) asked mostly about my work history and the different programming languages i know.. there were hardly any technical questions (whew) and basically just small talk..
but now that we're back in the office.. i've realized that i REALLY want to be the one chosen.. 'cause at first, it was like no big deal for me.. i mean, oki lang khet sino sameng 3.. but i learned that Ma'am Q already knows who they've chosen (i dunno why she's keeping it a secret hay) and i have this big part of me that screams "akoooooooo!!!" .. on the other hand..the job WILL be extremely difficult.. they said we'll have to be on-call and report to work anytime (and they do mean, ANYTIME) of the day.. but i guess it's a matter of pride (and ego boost) among the 3 of us..whoever gets chosen will have the implication that he is better than the other 2.. hay.. i keep on repeating the interview over and over in my head and the more i think about it.. the less confident i feel that i'll get it.. -_-
i was able to see Ria and Coocoo at the Enterprise.. first i saw was Ria and i was just so happy to see a familiar face. i mean, i know she works there but what are the odds that we would run into each other.. that she would be in the elevator lobby the exact same time as i was.. very kewl.. was so happy i hugged her and reminded her of our gimik tomorrow.. actually, it's not really a gimik but we'll meet up again (together with Eboy, harbie and anshe.. roni's still not sure) at harbie's house.. to drink and catch up on each other's lives.. then i saw coocoo in the Fudpark.. just a quick hi and hello (i only know him because of my friend, erlyn) asked him where erlyn was.. sayang, aga daw uwian nya (or sumting like that)...
System Time: 3:26 PM
..hayyyyyyyyy.. just want to get home.. la puh ko ginagawa.. *stares at monitor*
System Time: 3:34 PM
.. think Ma'am Q was just pulling my leg when she said she already knows who prumerica has chosen.. anywayz.. i now fully understand how they could say, "the suspense is killing me".. indeed it feels like that.. i could hardly breathe and talk normally.. i just wanna know the result and get it over with.. not even Ken's voice can soothe my frigid nerves..
System Time: 5:08 PM
..still no news from Prumerica/Ma'am Q.. oh well, at least am going home already.. bye !
*lets out a big sigh*
grabe.. my hands are still clammy and i have this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach as if i could get sick anytime..
..THE interview happened this morning.. actually, i felt good afterwards.. i mean, they (there were 2 of them) asked mostly about my work history and the different programming languages i know.. there were hardly any technical questions (whew) and basically just small talk..
but now that we're back in the office.. i've realized that i REALLY want to be the one chosen.. 'cause at first, it was like no big deal for me.. i mean, oki lang khet sino sameng 3.. but i learned that Ma'am Q already knows who they've chosen (i dunno why she's keeping it a secret hay) and i have this big part of me that screams "akoooooooo!!!" .. on the other hand..the job WILL be extremely difficult.. they said we'll have to be on-call and report to work anytime (and they do mean, ANYTIME) of the day.. but i guess it's a matter of pride (and ego boost) among the 3 of us..whoever gets chosen will have the implication that he is better than the other 2.. hay.. i keep on repeating the interview over and over in my head and the more i think about it.. the less confident i feel that i'll get it.. -_-
i was able to see Ria and Coocoo at the Enterprise.. first i saw was Ria and i was just so happy to see a familiar face. i mean, i know she works there but what are the odds that we would run into each other.. that she would be in the elevator lobby the exact same time as i was.. very kewl.. was so happy i hugged her and reminded her of our gimik tomorrow.. actually, it's not really a gimik but we'll meet up again (together with Eboy, harbie and anshe.. roni's still not sure) at harbie's house.. to drink and catch up on each other's lives.. then i saw coocoo in the Fudpark.. just a quick hi and hello (i only know him because of my friend, erlyn) asked him where erlyn was.. sayang, aga daw uwian nya (or sumting like that)...
System Time: 3:26 PM
..hayyyyyyyyy.. just want to get home.. la puh ko ginagawa.. *stares at monitor*
System Time: 3:34 PM
.. think Ma'am Q was just pulling my leg when she said she already knows who prumerica has chosen.. anywayz.. i now fully understand how they could say, "the suspense is killing me".. indeed it feels like that.. i could hardly breathe and talk normally.. i just wanna know the result and get it over with.. not even Ken's voice can soothe my frigid nerves..
System Time: 5:08 PM
..still no news from Prumerica/Ma'am Q.. oh well, at least am going home already.. bye !
Thursday, September 25, 2003
System Time: 10:52 AM
..currently listening to Ken.. it's the english song he sang at the concert.. In My Guitar.. it's on the OST of Love Storm, a recently concluded series in Taiwan (with Vic) which will also be shown in GMA.. can't wait..
..we're supposed to have an interview today at prumerica (yep, prumerica pala ndi bromerica lol) but it has been moved for tomorrow at 10 am.. demmit, can't wear jeans tomorrow.. tsk.. i even wore my "power blouse" today.. waah.. watdapak would i wear tomorrow.. on fridays am a shirt and jeans person, i'd have to find something from ate chary's closet hehe.. speaking of my EVIL sis.. i can't believe she turned off the recording of Endless Love last night.. the single thing that i look forward to watching when i get home.. i was so pissed off that i locked her room.. i felt really guilty afterwards 'cause it was my Dad who became problematic as to how they would open her damn room.. hay.. i'm a self-confessed brat (ok payn).. but watdapak tlga.. i asked her "ano naman naisip mo at hininto mo ang pagrecord!!??" and her lame answer was "eh andito na ako e" (meaning she could watch it real time) grrrrrr. as if SHE's the only one watching the recorded shows.. grrr talaga.. i even brought up my dinner to my parent's room where the VHS was located, thinking that i'll finally have my rest and enjoy the show.. nakngpakkkkk tas ganon pala.. KAINIS! nagpakwento na lng ako sa officemate ko.. hay.. so stupid talaga..
/me plays In My Guitar again para ma -good mood..
brb.
System Time:11:51 AM
so sleypi again..-_-
System Time: 7:29 PM
..still here at the office.. but have finished the form (yep, meron ulit) so i'm leaving after a couple of minutes..am supposed to be watching jayR's mini-concert tonight but i've realized the futility of that dream lol.. it's in priking malate which is sooo far our haus.. besides, my father's in a bad mood (because of door-atechary incident) and he'll probably go beserk again if i ask permission for that..
post ko na toh.. be good all! bye!
..currently listening to Ken.. it's the english song he sang at the concert.. In My Guitar.. it's on the OST of Love Storm, a recently concluded series in Taiwan (with Vic) which will also be shown in GMA.. can't wait..
..we're supposed to have an interview today at prumerica (yep, prumerica pala ndi bromerica lol) but it has been moved for tomorrow at 10 am.. demmit, can't wear jeans tomorrow.. tsk.. i even wore my "power blouse" today.. waah.. watdapak would i wear tomorrow.. on fridays am a shirt and jeans person, i'd have to find something from ate chary's closet hehe.. speaking of my EVIL sis.. i can't believe she turned off the recording of Endless Love last night.. the single thing that i look forward to watching when i get home.. i was so pissed off that i locked her room.. i felt really guilty afterwards 'cause it was my Dad who became problematic as to how they would open her damn room.. hay.. i'm a self-confessed brat (ok payn).. but watdapak tlga.. i asked her "ano naman naisip mo at hininto mo ang pagrecord!!??" and her lame answer was "eh andito na ako e" (meaning she could watch it real time) grrrrrr. as if SHE's the only one watching the recorded shows.. grrr talaga.. i even brought up my dinner to my parent's room where the VHS was located, thinking that i'll finally have my rest and enjoy the show.. nakngpakkkkk tas ganon pala.. KAINIS! nagpakwento na lng ako sa officemate ko.. hay.. so stupid talaga..
/me plays In My Guitar again para ma -good mood..
brb.
System Time:11:51 AM
so sleypi again..-_-
System Time: 7:29 PM
..still here at the office.. but have finished the form (yep, meron ulit) so i'm leaving after a couple of minutes..am supposed to be watching jayR's mini-concert tonight but i've realized the futility of that dream lol.. it's in priking malate which is sooo far our haus.. besides, my father's in a bad mood (because of door-atechary incident) and he'll probably go beserk again if i ask permission for that..
post ko na toh.. be good all! bye!
