Wednesday, December 31, 2003

System Time: 9:04 AM
i could swear i heard art's name on the radio.. i'm really worried.. 'cause it was one of those person-suddenly-brings-out-a-gun-and-shoots sort of news.. i heard.. " *sumting* arthur gonzales.. nag-aaral sa sumting (PCU rinig ko eh?) nakatira sa *sumting* Tondo, Manila. shit! art lives in Tondo. the reporter said that he and his friend and his friend's girlfriend where walking in Tondo when the suspect approached them and got into a fight.. they argued about the girl (the report said Alan sumting, his friend is the one arguing with the suspect/s) then suddenly the suspect brought out a gun and fired at Alan sumting. the reporter said Alan sumting died. i heard art's name while lying in bed.. was from the Radio downstairs so i was still half-asleep.. but i swore it was "Arthur gonzales".. but what caught my attention (and made me bolt down the stairs) was that the reporter told that this "Arthur Gonzales" was a student and a resident of Tondo Manila.. God, it must be him. I called his landline, but nobody's answering. he doesn't have a phone but he sometimes texts me using his father's so i texted that. still no reply. PLEASE let him be fine. or let it just be a different arthur gonzales.

System Time: 9:16 AM
called Art's house again, this time someone answered. Asa probinsya daw siya. TG!! wow.. must be another arthur gonzales.. must be weird having someone else's name.. but still, *whew* TG talaga.

.. anyway, dropped by Radix this morning.. copied VB templates and other VB source codes that i might need here.. Ma'am M gave me a new project yesterday, it's quite simple but it's still a whole new system so i'm starting from scratch. no database, no pseudocodes.. i'll be doing everything..haven't worked on vb codes for almost 3 months so i've forgotten the templates we used.. still, i'm happy working on this.. mainly because it's in VB, so i wouldn't be having a difficult time researching for syntaxes and relying on plain dumb luck to solve bugs, lol..

System Time: 9:42 AM
just read sistah's blog. nangingilabot parin ako. *shudders* .. could it've been a ghost? or just a dream? i have super realistic dreams all the time, almost every night.. dreams that make you think that you could actually feel a person's touch.. a vampire's bite.. and sex. lol! i've had sex dreams and they felt REALLY real. every aspect of sex... i've felt it in my dreams.. sometimes i would recognize the person i'm doing it with.. but often, i would forget the man (or woman, LOL!).. paminsan kiss lang pero super realistic tlga, lol..

ay putek. nagtext si Art. "Ate geri!!! Bkt ano meron sa radio? Patay na daw ako?" langya talaga toh, after akong kabahan. *wapaks kuyuh* asa Nueva Ecija siya.. TG :)

System Time: 5:53 PM
gtg! saya ng busy sa work hehe! babay!

Monday, December 29, 2003

My blog last December 26, 2003

System Time: 8:50 AM
..belated mewi krismas! grabe.. i feel sooo priking ti-red.. the late nights are taking its toll on my body.. i've been sleeping late since tuesday..i had to drag myself up this morning to go to work..i had to for 2 reasons.. one, i can't afford any more absences.. 2nd, i hafto drop by radix to get my (precious) kikay kit which i accidentally left there the other day.. TG koji went to work and he's going to the Boni MRT station to give it to me, so that i wouldn't have to go out and pay for the MRT fare again..

..had so much fun at radix last tuesday.. mainly because i missed my officemates and their LOUD voices.. received a text message from dex that night.. he said something like.."andito na ko sa bus, papunta samen.. miss you na..wag ka ng malungkot. ".. medyo naguilty ako kasi i wasn't.. LOL! i was thoroughly enjoying the night.. with games, the company.. everything! tapos yung nakabunot pa saken si Rion.. yung super gwapo (as in gwapo, pramis) na taga-Radix.. eh nung bigayan na ng gift, everytime nagaabutan..sumisigaw kami, "kiss, kiss".. tas nung si Rion na.. sabi pa nya.."ang baby ko.. siya si KEN ng F4"..(tumalon na puso ko nito, lol).. "si geri..." wahaha tumayo ako sa upuan ko tas pati ako sumigaw ako na "kiss, kiss!!" hahaha.. tas kiss nga siya saken wahahaha.. grabe tawanan ng tawanan ofismeyts ko..kasi talagang nataranta ako tas sabi ko nung asa mic na ako.."buo na ang aking gabi.." hehe! tas personalized pa ang card uh.. it said.."to: baby geri .. hope you lessen your Smoking! :) Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! From, Daddy Rion" ..bwahaha *kiligs to death*.. dati nung nagpaturo yun saken sa VB, nagtanong siya saken .. tas napatunganga ako ng saglit kasi powtah nakatitig ako sa kanya (na mesmerize kumbaga) dhel powtah ang gwapo lalo na pagmalapitan.. haha! i had to ask him again kung ano Q nya.. tas ang kakatuwa sa kanya. he doesn't know na gwapo sya, as in! parang ganon.. walang ka aura-aura na mayabang.. ikakasal na nga siya eh.. swerte naman nung mapapangasawa nya haha! pero na-miss naming lahat si Chipper.. huhuhu.. lalo na nung tumugtog yung Happy.. tsaka nung nag ootso-otso yung bagong batch kasi mas magaling siya dun.. siya lang kulang samen eh, kamiss talaga.. pero grabe, keh ingay talaga namin.. tas nanalo rin ako sa raffle pero consolation ek ek lang.. cheap sunglasses, pero at least nabunot parin pangalan ko dibuh?.. tas mga 12 am sinundo ako nila mom and dad dhel sinundo rin nila si ate chary.. buti na lang kasi di ko kayang dalhin yung mga grocery stuff na binigay ng radix sa bawat isa... hay.. pero meh narealize lang tlga ako.. oki rin na naka-assign ako sumwer.. malungkot din pala sa radix, lalo na pag walang inhouse project.. wawa si koji, mag-isa rin daw siya nagyoyosi..sinasamahan na nga daw siya ni sir Herbert ket di siya smoker..niloloko pa nila si koj kasi paminsan daw umiiyak yun sa labas dhel lonely siya, lol!! nanalo rin pala yung group namin sa games.. yung parang human scrabble.. galing ni Sir Herbert tsaka ma'am malou.. nahulaan yung "Triad" (chinese mafia) tsaka "Sissy" na word.. dapat nga meh chance din ako dun sa trip to jerusalem, binalya lang ako ni Lisa..hmpft! lol!

..maya concert na ng F4.. halfday ako, (binilang ko na yun sa hours ng absences ko).. andito na sila sa pinas (chet, ka-excite).. 2 pm kami magkikita nila kate sa sta. lucia tas punta na kami sa ULTRA.. lower box daw kami pero free seating kaya dapat maagang pumila.. pero honestly, khet saan dun sa lower box okay lang.. mas malapit parin kesa sa the fort.. pinahiram pa ni Uncle Rod kami ng binoculars na high tech (di na kami nakabili nung kumukuha ng picture, alang time para hanapin sa store eh).. so excited.. 2 1/2 hours na lang alis na ako! pag umaga naman, mabilis ang oras eh.. kasi mga 11 sumting lang naglulunch na kami.. tas yosi..tas uwi na ko! yeyyy! teka naccr ako..brb

System Time: 9:33 AM
..meron nga pala ako, badtrip.. kaya pala kumukulo tsan ko, ganon kasi ako pag meron.. pahirapan na naman mamaya sa concert.. (sana ndi malakas, lol!).. hay.. teka, text text aw muna tsaka email (sa pown lang) kela chipots and jhoneil.. musta na kaya mga yun...

System Time: 9:39 AM
..even if christmas day is over.. i still have my christmas wish list.. in random order..
1. for the bug "the memory could not be written" to disappear in my program
2. for Ken and I to have eye-to-eye contact later (even if through my binoculars)
3. for PC to magically appear and greet me a merry christmas
4. for ate cha to go to pinas and give me a hug (and treat me for dinner)
5. for me to weigh 105 lbs

/me kanta.. WISH KO LANGGG!

System Time: 10:31 AM
grabe.. super pagod tlga ako..parang hiwalay katawan ko sa utak ko.. tas ang hirap hirap gumalaw.. i'm sure magiging hyper parin ako pag concert na.. TG sabado bukas at makakatulog ako buong araw.. dami ko ngang ndi mapupuntahan.. meeting with #ust chatters, sila Ria and kada.. sila irvie and bevs..waah di ko mapuntahan kasi super pagod ako and i need the rest.. sana pumayag si ria na sa bahay na lang.. gusto ko parin magkita kita pero di ata kaya ng powers ko na lumabas pa ng bahay..

System Time: 11:30 AM
woohoo..kain na ko tas alis na ko...babayu! ken, here i come!!!

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

System Time: 9:15 AM
yeyy.. 23 na! christmas party at Radix later.. still don't know if i'm going to spend the night there or go home (really) late.. arrgghh tagal ng 5 o'clock..

The upcoming F4 concert is really confusing a lot of people.. first they said it was cancelled, then they said it was not.. then the venue's been changed.. it's now gonna be held at the Philsports Arena (good news for me, the smaller venue, the better).. then they said that tickets priced below 3 thousand will have to content themselves with the widescreen placed outside..nyeks dibuh.. this is bad news for me, even if my ticket's 5k.. means that we'll probably have bleacher seats or something way far.. then anyone who wants to get a refund can get it.. hmm *esep esep waah gusto ko ng manood eh!* ..

...ang tagaaal ng 5.. hay.. sir Joel is on leave..(good news).. Ma'am M isn't.. (baaad news.. means magpapanggap pa ko).. hayy.. bored, bored, bored...andito pa si Sir Tony.. /me titig ng matindi sa monitor

System Time: 9:51 AM
..sana ndi pumasok si Ma'am M.. pls pls pls..

System Time:9:54 AM
shiiit. just remembered. i'd hafto contact Dish to reserve 10 seats on monday.. shit.. eh lagi busy yung nakapublish na phone dun sa clickthecity.com.. demmit bakit kasi ako pa naassign dito, eh hindi grrr. pak sori. nakausap ko kasi si tae este ate ging (typo tlga yun, pero ayaw ko lang burahin lol) tas ayaw akong tulungan ng langya.. grrr. kakabuwset. >_<.

System Time: 10:02 AM
..was able to contact Dish (finally!) THEN this guy told me to call later at 11.. grr. badtrip again. told him it was so difficult to get through their line that it was either always ringing or always busy..and he said some lame excuse like no one was available to take the call.. powtah wag na siya dun, di na lang magrelay ng message.. grr.

System Time: 10:25 AM
ang bagal ng oras..

System Time: 12:49 PM
..nacontact ko na Dish ulit.. meh private party daw sila on Monday.. so hmm.. san kaya kami.. para sa IT dept kasi dito sa prumerica.. "dept" consists of only 9 people.. khet san na lang dun sa Rockwell hehe.. or maybe i could make it an excuse so i could kill time easier.. plan ko kuno yung party hehe..sana pwede akong maginternet, lol! (asa pa).. hmm.. meh ibibigay pa ata na utility saken si Ma'am M (yep, pumasok siya) para gawin..di ko alam kung good news saken yun or bad news.. good kasi para meh gawin naman ako.. bad dhel tinatamad ako.. -_-
tongueenah tagal tlga ng 5.. mamaya gawin ko timesheet.. (gawin ko kaya for an hour, lol).. tas 1 hour din discussion kung san nila gusto kumain... edi 2 hours na lang ako magpapanggap.. LOL! (12:55 pm na, yey!) .. bumaba si Ma'am eh.. sana late na bumalik, hihihi. (pansin nyo lahat ng wish ko, walang natupad!?)

System Time: 1:08 PM
.. dumating na si Ate pretz.. yeyy meh gift ulit ako.. hehe! sa monday na lang ako magbibigay..tsaka undecided pa ko kung ano tlga ibibigay ko..yung chocolates kasi sa radix opismeyts na lang.. (di ko alam kung tatagal pa yun hanggang lunes hehe) ..bumili na ko cdRs last night.. baka yun na lang..nagtatanong tanong na ako kung ano music na type nila eh..

System Time: 2:20 PM
..finished making my timesheet.. computed my absences..13 hours pa lang! khet maghalfday ako this 26, i don't need to offset in anymore! yeyyy! mageextend na lang ako, as usual para hindi naman eksakto..(baka sumabit pa, para sure).. yey 2:24 pm na.. 2 1/2 hours na langgggggg pwede na ko umalissss! :)

System Time:2:26 PM
..2 1/2 hours.. parang isang movie lang yun!.. or parang byahe ko lang yun from makati to antipolo pag trapik.. mas matagal pa nga akong pumila dati para magparegister eh!.. (ano pa ba.. kaya ko toh, lol).. parang nanood lang ako ng concert.. or nanood ng isang DVD ng Alias..

System Time: 2:36 PM
..parang lalong bumagal ang oras, lol! buwsit!

System Time: 3:10 PM
i had a dream once.. i dreamt that i was looking in a paperbag WITH another paperbag inside..weird right? but just now.. i looked inside my paperbag.. and there it was.. a paperbag inside a paperbag.. 'cause i had a big bag that contains my presents for my radix officemates.. including the beauty bar paperbag which is for the exchange gift.. then *whack* recalled the dream i had.. remember the stuff i told you about a month ago? about deja vus and dreams.. that it's my opinion that they're kinda like guides that remind you that you're still on the right path...so there.. i'm on the right path , hehe...go figure...

System Time: 4:19 PM
kaya ko tohhh.. lapit na..ginawa ko na ngang auto-hide yung taskbar eh, sinunod ko advice ni kuya rony.. para daw bumilis ang oras.. eh powtah.. mouse over naman ako ng mouse over kaya wa-epek.. baka dapat tanggalin tong mouse ko.. hehe..

leche nahihilo na ako sa taskbar /me uncheck auto hide.

ayyyyy.. pwede palang i-uncheck yung "show clock" EHEHEHE. i'm so bano tlga sa windows. yey!! /me pigil sariling tumingin sa cellphone..

arggh 4:25 pa lang. *wapaks sarili* kaya ko tohhhhh. /me tago cellphone...ndi kaya ma-late naman ako..

prepare na ako hehe..babayuu and MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSS!!!
My blog yesterday, December 22, 2003

System Time: 7:50 AM
umagang umaga ang ingay na ng mga tao.. *huy!*..lol.. it's the christmas week.. literally.. and there's nothing more than i would rather be than at home, in my bed.. hugging my pillow.. uwi si dex today sa cebu.. 'di kami nagkita kahapon.. which was really my fault.. medyo tnamad na rin kasi ako.. but we did see each other last friday night.. binilan nya ko ng gift.. 2 books! wee! by Louise Bagshawe.. Venus Envy and .. hmm.. forgot the other one.. actually medyo hindi ko gusto yung author.. lagi ko kasi nakikita yung books nya eh, so i decided na yun na lang.. ewan ko ba.. kasi ako usually, pagnagbabasa, mahirap akong patigilin eh.. tas 1 araw lang tapos ko na.. eh etong Venus Envy.. buong weekend, asa 1/8 pa lang ako nung book..can't quite put my finger on it.. pero there's something wrong with how she tells the story that makes me feel bored..shit.. just remembered.. hanggang 6 pa ko dito.. wahahaha.. kakaiyak.. meh nabasa pala akong news na nakatitle.."F4 CONCERT CANCELLED".. tas ang laman ng article eh, sinabi lang na yung parang logistics company is hindi na affiliated with the production co. handling the concert.. weird dibuh?.. tas kahapon sa the Buzz, sabi ni Boy Abunda (lol) marami daw nagtatanong kung cancelled nga yung concert, tas sabi nya HINDI daw.. tuloy siya, yun nga, iba na yung logistics ek ek..tas kagabi, nagtext si kate.. iba na daw yung venue ng concert.. to be announced pa.. nyerks.. pano yun.. pano yung seating ek ek..eh syempre ginawa yung seating arrangements with The Fort in mind as the venue.. eh yung ticket price na binili namin, 3 "sections" yun eh.. meh Red, Gold and Silver.. pinili namin yung Red kasi medyo gilid siya but slightly kahelera ng 10thou na VIP section.. wahaha baka maiba.. tsk.. gotta talk to kate.. ano ba gagawin namin lol!

ay.. meh natanggap ulit ako gift! lol! galing keh Sir Tony, the IT directory.. it's just a very simple planner pero kakatuwa parin..ganda pa nakasulat sa harap.. sabi..
"Cherish yesterday, dream tomorrow.. live today." oha. kurak!

System Time: 9:52 AM
woww.. nagbigay din si Sir Tony ng err.. fruitcake ata! (di ko alam laman eh..pero ganda ng box, lol!).. i don't eat fruitcake but i'm still sooo happy, lol! ang festive festive na ng desk ko hihihihi! tapos bukas krismas party sa radix.. yey!

System Time: 10:21 AM
..just talked to Davis sa phone.. syempre magtatanong na naman ako tungkol sa vc++.. after tinanong ko na.. ayun, napunta na usapan sa.. what else but F4! lol! hay.. tuloy nga kaya ang concert.. abangan..

System Time: 10:33 AM
..i'm aaall alone here at the I.T. dept.. everyone's at a meeting.. katawa si Sir Felix.. kakarating nya lang.. parang sinamahan nya yung isang employee din ng Prumerica.. tas pagkakita nya na walang tao.. sabi nya sa kasama nya.."tungak meh meeting nga pala kami.. nakalimutan ko!" lol! sabay banat pa ng iba.."oo nga, kanina pa silang 10 am wala!" ahaha wawa naman si Sir.. *pigil tawa*

hmm.. i'm fucking bored. -_-

siguro asa barko na ngayon si dex.. hay.. antuk na ko. gusto ko na magyosi. which means i hafto eat lunch first...

-_-. kalungkot tlga.. pak gusto ko na bumalik sa Radix.. kasi nagbibigayan na naman sila ng regalo.. hmpft.. nagiging bitter tuloy ako dito, lol! /me stares at box sir Tony gave us.. fruitcake kaya.. sana hindi para makain ko hehe! nagugutom na ata ako...

eek. yeyyy. binigyan din ako ni Sir christian (yung sinamahan ni Sir Felix) ng gip.. ala nga lang pangalan, baka naguilty lang siya at nakalimutan nya ako hehehe. oks lang. i feel happier nonetheless.. hihihi..(khet na iba yung gift ko sa iba..ang liit.. lol! katawa tlga ako.. i feel discriminated kasi eh hahaha)

System Time: 11:04 AM
..gugutom na talaga ako -_-

System Time: 12:28 PM
just got back from our usual pot session (me, aisha and suzette..fellow contractors here at prumerica) tutuwa ako kasi found 2 new gifts.. one a cute teddy bear (that emits christmas jingles when the foot is pressed) from sir Jayson and one (gift-wrapped.. wow.. meh mabubuksan ako sa pasko! lol!) from boss Joel.. hihihihi.. kakatuwaaaaaaaaaa! actually, meh gift na rin ako sa kanila, (assorted chocolates).. matagal ng nakagift wrap kaya i'd hafto check kung ok pa sila.. pero baka magbigay na lang ako ng cd.. akin na lang yung chocolates, lol!

uyyy.. binigyan din ako fuji apple ni Sir Philbert.. lol! yeyyy yeyy yeyy! (ndi rin ako kumakain ng apple, pro oks lang! lol!)

System Time:1:02 PM
..5 hours to go.. (eto na naman ako)

System Time: 2:02 PM
..4 hours to go!!!

System Time: 3:05 PM
..3 hours to goooo yeyyy!

System Time: 3:45 PM
..2 hours and 15 minutes to go! hehe!

System Time: 4:07 PM
..excited na ko sa krismas party bukas.. sino kaya nakabunot saken sa exchange gift hehe! sana kakilala ako.. sana maaga akong makapasok bukas para maaga rin akong makaalis and makapunta dun.. sana sana sana.. lol!

System Time: 4:51 PM
..nagtext si momi.. asa barko na daw siya :(.. meh drama pa siya na natatanaw daw nya yung Enterprise Bldg..hay.. *isip ng iba*.. si ate pretz (yung taga Radix din na andito sa Prumerica with me).. aabsorbin siya ng prumerica.. january ata start.. grabe.. buti nagustuhan nya dito haha!..ako nga, kung pwedeng hanggang december na lng ako eh.. pero alam ko hanggang january pa.. baka pwede kong pakiusapan sila ma'm q.. baka meh inhouse project, waah ako na lang gagawa

System Time: 5:15 PM
..umalis na daw si ate ging sa office..nagpabili ako ng cds.. tsaka white nail polish (para saken yun, lol! sa aking french tip HAHA)
..anyway, uwi na rin ako in a couple of minutes.. babayuuu

Saturday, December 20, 2003

System Time: 7:56 AM
.. nalulungkot talaga ako dito sa Prumerica. lalo na ngayon na christmas season. everyday i find presents in IT people's desks.. except mine... it's not that i care about presents.. but what it symbolizes.. i had toreally push myself to go to work today.. counted all my absences, and sobra na ako.. half-day pa ko kahapon dahil sobrang tinatamad nga.. tas before i fell asleep last night, i already had a headache.. tas paggising ko, saket parin.. hanggang ngayon.. uminom na ko ng biogesic.. nung dumating ako dito, inisip ko na lang.. i'll eat my way through this day.. so bili ako ng 2 donuts tas etong parang miniature donuts sa country style.. disappointing yung mini stuff.. di masarap.. so here i am, with my half-eaten food.. wondering how the fuck am i supposed to survive this day..i even eeekkkk. wait. Ma'am Marivic (not my supervisor, another marivic.. from HR) gave me, (ME!) a present..just now! *muntik maiyak sa tuwa*.. it was one of the things that i've noticed in everyone's desk.. a candle holder that is really lovely.. she gave me an excuse that she forgot to give it to me yesterday.. she probably didn't know my name and asked around.. my name's even spelled correctly in the card.. my very first christmas present (excluding the ones from my family).. wee! /me stares at the candle holder.. it's in a see-through sinamay-like box so i could see it.. /me pigil ngiti.. uh-oh..naiiyak ako haha..wow.. thank you ma'am! my desk doesn't feel so bare anymore.. :)

/me spritzes self with 212.. banguuu hihihi..

ate ging just called.. she found an ad in the newspaper about a binocular that can store pictures.. 10x zoom daw pero 8 mb lang.. pero 4000 lang.. pang concert.. kewl dibuh.. kala mo nagbibinoculars ka lang pero kumukuha ka na pala ng pictures hehe..meron daw sa sm dept store, camera section.. baka tingnan ko mamaya after work.. hmm.. magkikita pala kami ni dex today.. i had an AWFUL thought kanina...nung nagiisip ako ng mga rason kung bakit dapat pumasok ako today eh naisip ko dahil magkikita kami ni dex.. that's not the awful part.. after that thought, i said to myself.. eh ayaw ko naman siyang makita eh.. tsk tsk. *wapaks sarili*.. hay.. malamang kasi uuwi siya this christmas.. eh kakalungkot din.. hay.. parang yoko na lang sha makita para ndi madagdag lungkot ko.. weird ba.. basta ganon feeling ko.. pero malamang mamaya kikita kami.. tinext nya ko ng ilang beses tsaka tinatanong kung maghahalfday ulit ako.. kasi dapat kahapon magkikita kami eh umuwi nga ako ng maaga kaya yun.. wag na daw ako maghalfday.. hmm.. /me stares at the candleholder na lang..

isipin ko na lang ano ibibigay ko sa aking beloved Radix opismeyts.. gawin ko kaya ginawa ni ate chary.. pinagburn nya ng cd mga opismeyts nya.. tanong ko na lng anong type ng music gusto nila..

System Time: 9:18 AM
..engay nila..meh christmas party kasi sila tas parang theme nila eh children's party.. kukulit hehe.. meh pabitin pa daw sila tsaka yung pukpok palayok..

ayy 19 pala ngayon at birthday ni Chie.. chet buti na lang naalala ko.. (i suck at dates)..

System Time: 9:55 AM
how how howwww am i gonna get thru this day.. *pukpok sarili para magising*

System Time: 1:19 AM
less than 5 hours to go..weee! (*positive thinking*)

System Time: 2:05 PM
less than 4 hours to go..wee!!!!!

System Time: 3:08 PM
less than 3 hours to go..weeeee!!!!!!

System Time: 3:51 PM
..shit.. nawiwiwi ako.. pero andito si Sir Tony.. baka isipin nito, lalabas na naman ako..waah
System Time: 5:06 PM
isangg oras na langgggggggg
System Time: 5:11 PM
..meh sariling krismas party yung IT department dito.. tas nagbunutan na.. nabunot ko si Sir Loret.. worth 300 eh.. hanap na lang ako magandang lighter.. yung torch.. nagyoyosi rin kasi yun...

System Time: 5:34 PM
babay na! save ko na toh! pero alis ako mga 6 pa.. babayy

Thursday, December 18, 2003

My blog yesterday, December 17, 2003

System Time: 10:48 AM
waaah.. sabotageee!!! >_< .. my sister and i ALWAYS tape chinovela shows on GMA.. one of our favorites, Dolphin Bay, had an episode yesterday which is IMHO, one of the most exciting episode yet. In GMA's trailer, it showed Hilton kissing Marian right infront of Ian and all of the press people! @_@! when i was about to watch it, it turned out that i was only able to record static.. waaaah was so confused that i rewinded my tape again and determined when the static began.. ('cause i was able to watch the soap before that, the one with Yishin).. then i saw it.. right after the ending credits of ghostfighter, (as in right after!) the static began.. this is probably caused by SkyCable, our cable provider.. so i thought.. maybe it was just a technical problem or something out of their control.. but then the static stopped and cable was okay when it was Frontpage time.. cable died exactly (and only) during the Dolphin Bay timeslot. BUWSITTTTT! sooobrang obvious uh, kakainis. everyone knows that the Lopezes own SkyCable, the same buwsit people who own ABS-CBN, GMA's rival network. buwsettttttttttt tlgaaaaaa. Everyone knows that ABS is capable of doing such desperate and pathetic things such as this.. they moved GMA to channel 19 in SkyCable just so it would be harder for viewers to locate it..ngayon ito naman! grrr. just hope this incident will never happen again.. HUHUHU...

System Time: 3:43 PM
..bought new books.. weee! i just finished reading Paulo Coelho's Eleven Minutes.. the book was about guess what? what else would take eleven minutes? yep.. it's about S-E-X.. as usual, Coelho's book made me realize a few things that i should've learned long before.. anyway, i just hate it when i've got nothing else to read so i went to Powerbooks and found a new book by Sophie Kinsella.. the author of the Shopaholic series.. it's called Can You Keep a Secret?.. also bought Sex in the City.. decided to complete my Candace Bushnell books.. (already have 4 Blondes and Trading Up).. looked for Coelho's new book, The Devil and Miss Prym but it still wasn't available.. so was Shopaholic Ties the Knot which is really FRUSTRATING 'cause i used to see that book before but i was just finishing Confessions at that time..think it was also still available when i bought Goes to Manhattan.. bad trip tlga.. should've bought it then..*wapaks sarili*

System Time: 4:17 PM
yey, less than 2 hours to go..

System Time: 4:25 PM
..*stares at monitor* have finished the documentation.. already gave it to Sir Joel for checking..hmm.. post ko na toh, before Ma'am M arrives.. am doing this on her workstation.. she has internet access.. (i don't.. hehe)
well..bye!

System Time: 4:47 PM
ayy.. bumalik na sila, di ko pa napost.. muntik pa ko mahuli.. hihihi..

System Time: 5:43 PM
woah. Lara, my hs kada is preggy! lol! i just called her and made chika with her.. wahaha katuwaaa.. must be exciting to become a mother.. will give her the book, Diary of a Mad-Mother-To-Be hehe!

hay..gusto ko na umuwi.. babay na tlga..!

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

System Time: 10:15 AM
gud mawnin! feel pretty good today, perhaps because of the fact that i'm going to the F4 concert.. woohoo! am even happier 'cause i was able to convince Kate to watch with us! wahaha! go kate! we have practically the same story, both of us convinced ourselves not to watch the concert.. then MY sister just had to pull off a miracle and get us row A seats.. i texted her and said "waah manonood kami!"
she replied "tlga? mgkano tiket nyo? inggit ako :( "
i then said "5k row A red yaw mo b tlga?"
with this, she said "putang ina! di ko alam! nkbili n b kyo tiket?"
lol! she called right after that.. i told her what my sister told me.. biglang nabuksan yung slot dun sa row A so ayun, nabili ni ate.. so usapan namin, sasamahan ko siyang bumili ng ticket.. dapat sa tabi ng tickets namin or else ndi na siya bibili.. so ayun, kita kami sa walkway tas lakad kami papuntang greenbelt.. kakatawa kasi ndi nya alam kung anong iwi-wish nya (exactly how i felt before ate bought the tickets).. ndi nya alam kung gusto nyang merong ticket or wala.. tas we had to wait in line.. eh medyo mabilis lang yung pila.. sabi pa ni kate.."wah bat ang bilis!" .. tas kami na.. tas ayun.. tanong kami kung meron red row A.. tas meron.. bwahahahahaha! hanggang 18 pa.. 14-18 ang nafree..tas naalala pa nung tindera yung kapatid ko.. kaya ayun.. nangingiyak si kate na inabot ang credit card nya.. di ko alam kung sa tuwa or sa hinayang sa pera.. lol..(malamang pareho) ..ayun, goodbye relo kami! wahaha. oks lang.. heloww ken wee!!

System Time: 2:36 PM
saw ria today.. we talked 'bout our kada plans this christmas.. we're supposed go out of town on the 26th but since i'm watching the concert, we'll probably just meet somewhere and have dinner (perhaps at Ria's house) on the 27th..

System Time: 3:39 PM
am sooo bored..am supposed to be documenting my program again and i just hate doing this.. am also supposed to be working on a new project but i can't even locate in her PC the template Ma'am M was telling me about..hayhay.. ang taaaagaaaaaaal ng 6 pm..papafacial na tlga ako.. di ako natuloy kagabi kasi nga sinamahan ko si kate.. hay. post ko na rin toh.. bago pa dumating sila Ma'am M..bye bye..
My blog yesterday, December 15, 2003

System Time: 10:38 AM
..mawnin.. decided not to go to the F4 concert.. waah. i have to be practical.. i'm not rich (never will be) and i simply can't afford it.. when i read ads about it, i close my eyes and keep telling myself.. *focus on the watch, focus on the watch*.. watch is the fossil watch i have been salivating (lol) about since i last saw it (on the day i spent 6k in 4 hours).. it's 4.5k.. didn't want to buy it 'cause it IS too extravagant (oks na ako sa timex eh) but i'd rather have the watch than buy a 5k ticket for one night.. at least i'll have the watch for a lifetime (unless i lose it, but that's beside the point).. have spent watching F4 concerts in DVD this weekend, trying to reason with myself that i could buy a dozen dvds with 5k.. (or that watch, or origins stuff, or a kate spade purse *a really small one, but it's still kate spade, lol*) hay hay.. change topic.. kakadepress -_-

..my cousin's wedding last friday was.. well, it was like every other wedding i've attended.. even the part where ate chary receives the bridal bouquet.. i don't know how my sister feels about that.. being the cliche that she is, always the bridesmaid, never the bride.. i'm sure a little part of her wishes that she finds her match soon, but i don't pity or feel sorry for her.. she seems content and happy, even if her life mostly consists of watching TV soaps.. she does have tons of friends (both guys and girls) and is usually out with them on weekends (even on weekdays, to my father's disapproval).. there's nothing wrong with her, like most people think, just because she isn't involve with anyone... but i really wish she WOULD find someone.. just so she'll get the chance to experience all the stuff she's been watching on tv soaps.. both the hurt and joys of love... for what is lonelier in life than living it indifferently..

System Time: 11:04 AM
hoping to go to landmark/glorietta with ate ging.. FINALLY will be able to shop at beauty bar with THE expert, lol! (kung kelan ala na ko pera waah)..ayy.. she just called me, maya na daw after work.. ay kumakain na sila.. kain na ko, brb

System Time: 1:32 PM
*whew* my feet hurt.. after much convincing, ate ging finally relented in going to Landmark with me.. just got back.. ate ging bought shawls for her ninangs and i bought lip balms (burt's bees @ beauty bar, of course lol) for ria, rony and anshe..also bought a new umbrella.. my umbrella is officially retired after serving me for 6+ years.. sana tuloy lakad ng kada sa 26.. para di ko maisip yung F4 lol

System Time: 1:59 PM
exchange gift sa radix, nagpabunot na lng ako keh kuya don over the phone.. lorna q. daw.. kikay naman yun eh, so madaling bigyan.. beauty bar ulit! wee! lol!

System Time: 2:34 PM
waaahhh.. anshe just texted me and said she couldn't go on the 26th.. la daw sa budget.. texted her back, sabi ko khet kitakits na lang..(tsaka para mabigay ko gift nila)..hmm..tas si ate chary naman, parang gusto tlgang manood ng F4, ako ang kinukulit..(waahhh BI!) yoko na nga eh, tas siya naman ngayon ang gusto.. *focus on the watch, focus on the watch*.. shit, di ko na maalala yung itsura ng watch (wah!).. kelangang balikan para di ako mademonyo, lol..

System Time: 2:57 PM
haayy ndi ko macorrect itong bug.. >_< kakaurat.. gusto ko na maguwian, papafacial pa ko (yung checkup lang, pero papa-mask din ako), tsaka excited na ko mapanood yung Dolphin Bay.. grabe si Hilton, hinalikan si Marian sa harap ni Ian! hehe.. tsaka super papa ni Hilton, kinda makes my day ^_^

System Time: 3:53 PM
.. drinking my toffee nut frappe.. no matter how hard i try, i really am NOT a starbucks person.. i don't like any of their frappes.. too sweet for me.. only bought one 'cause i'm helping ate pretz get stickers to get her free planner..katawa cla, talagang kinareer yun.. kinukulit nila lahat ng tao dito na magstarbucks.. eh suuper dami dapat.. pero ang galing, siguro mga 9 na lang kulang nila (60 in all ata yun).. hehe.. mga sirah, lol.. tried a new drink, took a chance but still failed huhu..starbucks sucks..see, it even rhymes.. *wishes for a figaro store at the Enterprise*

System Time: 4:44 PM
noh buh si ate chary..papunta na daw siya sa national to check out if meh tickets pa.. sabi ko sa kanya, row a-c lang, pag wala nun, wag na.. ngayun, ndi ko alam gusto ko.. gusto ko bang meron, or wala ng row a-c.. wahaha.. langya F4 ginugulo buhay ko..

System Time: 4:59 PM
dito na sila lahat.. kanina kasi meh training yung IT people kaya nakakapagblog ako..sige.. babay!

System Time: 5:02 PM
wait..ate just called..Row U na daw.. ndi ko alam kung malulungkot ako or matutuwa.. wahha.. pero una ko atang naramdaman eh lungkot.. lol.. kasiiiiiiiii pinapa-asa pa ako ni ate eh, hmpft... DECIDED NA AKO. hindi ako manonood. period. *kasi, dati tutulog tulog siya nung nagtatry akong bumili online.. row B pa yun.. akkk... HINDI NA! period period period!*

System Time: 5:59 PM
bwahahaha. we're watching. 5104 php, row A Red Left.. tongueenahhhhhhhh. *EXCITED NA KO!* will not think of the watch anymore, lol! cyahhh! meet kami ni kate, dinedemenyo ko.. pag nakakita siya ng ticket na katabi namin, sasama rin siya! lol! babay! i labyuKEN! lol!

Friday, December 12, 2003

My blog yesterday, December 11, 2003

System Time: 10:50 AM
it's a sucky day 'cause i thought today was Friday and when i realized that it wasn't, got myself in a really bad mood 'cause it means that i still have work tomorrow.. lol..

remember my list of things i planned to do for the weekend? i didn't accomplish any of them except for the 'get-a-haircut' part.. last saturday after logging out of the office, had lunch by myself at the fudpark.. i decided to indulge a bit so i ate my fave japanese fud, tuna sashimi.. also bought tofu steak which i didn't finish (as usual).. ate chary and i were supposed to meet around 4 pm, but it was still just past 1 so decided to "hang-out" at Landmark/Glorietta.. THAT was a mistake.. i spent my money (a lot of em) on make-up and perfume.. shitttt.. couldn't help myself.. i had the cash and the time.. i knew it was a mistake to withdraw my money from the bank.. waaaaaaaah.. now i have zilch savings again.. *wapaks* .. texted my sister by 3:00 pm begging her to meet me already 'cause i've already spent 3K .. we met an hour later and STILL i had to make my perfume purchase (which doubled my spendings to 6k, all in less than 4 hours).. *sighs* we went to GB3 where starrunner was supposedly shown but the film was no longer there! waah. *bigoooo*
.. but i'm quite pleased with the stuff i bought.. (well, except for the smashbox powder blush which is pretty tricky to put on because of the dark color..little by little i'm getting the hang of it..)
my first purchase for the day was a Clinique pore minimizer t-zone shine control cream..i wanted to buy a clinique blush that the mag, Preview, recommended but i couldn't find it in the shop.. so i opted to buy a smashbox one.. after that i went back to Landmark and bought a Loreal Ideal Balance powder/foundation, a Loreal out of bed lasting messed up effect fibre putty and a couple of other things (make up brushes, kikay kit for ate ging, presents for my pamangkins, etc).. the perfume i bought is a Carolina Herrera, 212..has a sporty scent that i absolutely love.. also dropped by Powerbooks and bought Trading Up (which i am currently reading...am only 3/4s finished) by Candace Bushnell.. .. last night we picked up ate ging at the airport.. she won't be going back to Indonesia for a while.. think the project she's involved there is already finished.. i showed her my new stuff and she said.."enough girly magazines for you!" * 'cause i base my buying decisions on the magz* lol.. well it's her fault anyway, why i got hooked up in these stuff.. she said "you can't afford these..." which is true. i can't. my only excuse is that it's the christmas season and i finally HAD the extra money to buy stuff, so i did..after this, i'm back on my freakishly-uptight budget, barely surviving till the next paycheck.. (which is just enough for my food, transpo, monthly payments and a couple of toiletries)..sometimes i wonder how it would feel like to be successful...and if i'll ever become one..if i'm driven enough, motivated enough...every question seem to point at one big NO..especially in days like these when i would feel soo damn lazy to do anything..buying things have become a motivating force for me..just like when i was a child when i had to have new school things just so my father would get me to go to school.. at least now i could buy stuff for myself..

*sighs* i know i'm still young but lately i've been feeling the opposite.. i feel as if i have no time left to accomplish things and make something of my life.. or maybe because i'm envious of my other classmates who already are successful today and i'm feeling pressured with their achievements.. OR as a friend once told me.. am just making my own hell,.. i'm luckier than every unemployed person and should be realistic in my expectations.. i AM only 23 and money isn't everything.. (*iwas sa kidlat*) hay.. am just so f*cking bored, ranting 'bout stuff i hardly understand..

System Time: 2:39 PM
ookayy.. just remembered that tomorrow is my cousin's wedding so i'm taking a leave at work.. yeyyyyyy! THAT has kept me from going home before 6 pm.. and the fact that i want to watch Alias episodes this saturday instead of going to work to offset my absences.. i ALMOST didn't get my project incentive for November.. Ma'am Q called me up and said i exceeded the limit of 19 hours, thus, the incentive wont be given to me.. i didn't know that when there are holidays for the month, the 20 hour limit is pro-rated.. so i based my time in/outs on 20 hours instead of 19.. i exceeded by a measly hour...TG i mentioned something 'bout going to work on a saturday, so that kindof set the limit back to 20.. *whew* anyway, i'm taking Ma'am Qs advice.. she said.. "wag mo kasing i-eksakto!" onga naman.. this month i already have 4 hours.. so plus tomorrow, that's 12 hours.. tama na yun, di na ako aabsent..

System Time: 2:54 PM
...just called kuya rony at Nestle.. he texted me and asked if i already knew that Froi (my batchmate) is already assigned at Nestle.. la ko load (as usual) so i called him at his office..

i knew instantly that it was Alain who answered the phone, but didn't acknowledge him and asked for kuya rony.. anyway, to make a long story short, he also knew that I was the one calling.. he asked how i was doing and i answered in my usual 'okay lang'.. i could tell he wanted to talk a bit more but i promised myself to keep my relationship with him truly platonic so i just said , "sige na..babay" and hung up.. God.. how can it be possible to be sexually attracted to another just at the sound of one's voice.. after hanging up, my heart was racing and my mind was.. well.. it was thinking of stuff that it shouldn't be thinking about..i just had to put the phone down or else i might realize how much i miss him.. i even miss seeing how nice his wedding ring looks in his hand (he has SUCH lovely hands) .. i couldn't even LOOK at it before 'cause i felt like it was some kind of spy thrown on us.. but then i would think of momi and how lucky i am to have him.. he trusts me and i just cannot let him down anymore..

System Time: 4:18 PM
..less than 2 hours to go.. think i'm gonna get a facial later.. dami ko na blackheads ewww..i still don't have anything to wear for tomorrow.. ate lala's INSISTing i wear i dress but i'll probably wear ate ging's semi-see through blouse with long sleeves and unequal hem with my best slacks.. besides, i'm gonna be lugging a camcorder around and it would be inconvenient to wear a dress..

System Time: 4:52 PM
bwahaha di ko na kayaaa.. uwi na ako at 5 pm.. di ko na kayang mapanggap for another hour.. sige.. babu!

Saturday, December 06, 2003

System Time: 8:30 AM
december na!.. lapit na pasko.. 2 months na ko dito sa prumerica.. and tapos na birthday ko.. 23 na ko.. grabe.. 23 seems so.. unteenage-ish.. twenty-three.. adult na tlga yun.. no more excuses for my sometimes childish behavior... time to save and to start thinking of future..hmm.. but before all that.. magkukwento muna ako.. Happy 50 TV!!!

Happy nga ba?
oo naman! wag ko na lang isipin yung mga mediocre performance ng mga ABS-CBN "stars".. siguro, biased lang talaga ako kasi kaPuso ako at hindi kaPamilya..or baka dahil kinukompare ko yung The Event dito sa Happy 50 TV.. kasi sa The Event.. kahit na maraming local guests.. puro singers sila.. kaya feel na feel mo yung concert kasi ang gagaling kumanta.. eh dun sa Happy50 naglipsynch pa sila John lloyd, Bea, Heart, etc.. ndi naman kasi marunong kumanta, pinapakanta pa.. puro kumanta dun eh sila Claudine.. Bayani.. err.. shall i continue? in fairness, kakatawa tlga si Ai-Ai.. tas yung mga costume nya, panalo! lol! siguro mali lang tlga expectations ko dhel instead of a concert-feel, parang nanonood ka lang ng ASAP.. minus ZsaZsa and other local singers...

pero ok ang pag-organize ng ABS.. as in! bawat ticket price meh sariling entrance.. tapos while waiting for the show to start,.. pinalabas yung movie ni AI-Ai na Tanging Ina dun sa 10+ projection screens all over the field.. daming ushers (nakalagay sa t-shirts nila.."URSHERS.. tama ba yun? napaisip tlga kami ni ate joy.. hanggang ngayon iniisip parin namin hehe!) daming taooo pero ndi mo sila feel.. i mean.. kasi dun sa ULTRA, nakapalibot sa stage.. kaya pag sumisigaw mga tao, feel na feel mo adrenalin tsaka excitement nila.. tsaka nag eecho yung sigaw.. saya²! (tsaka siguro galit na kasi mga tao kaya ang taas taas ng adrenalin ng lahat kaya medyo all out sa pagsigaw, lol).. nung saturday, open field tas kakainis, pag tumayo lahat ng tao.. ndi mo na kita ang stage.. kasi naman yung field pababa yung lupa! kaya yung mga asa 1500, i bet ala ng makita yun totally.. kasi kami nga sa 2500 as in dapat super tiptoe ako at nakatapak sa upuan ko.. (or baka dahil maliit lang tlga ako bwahah) ..pero sana sana sana pagbumalik sila tas F4 na tlga, sana sa Araneta para kahit malayo ka, kita mo stage.. or kung open field dapat taasan pa nila yung stage.. ANYWAY,.. nauna as usual sila Barbie and Dee.. si Dee blond na! lol! tas 3 songs ulit.. last parin nila yung Qing Fei De Yi.. grabe.. katuwa parin sila..sabi pa ni Barbie.."ang saya saya!", lol! tas after nila pumasok ulit sila AiAi.. kumanta pa sila Andrew E ata.. dibuh pamatay excitement.. parang biglang bumababa yung kaligayahan mo.. tas yun, after nun si Vic na.. wahhhhhhhhhh ang gwapo gwapo gwapo ni Vic! as in gwappooo feeling ko mas gwapo siya keh Jerry! 3 kinanta nya... Make A Wish, Ai Za Ai Ni.. tsaka err.. di ko alam title pero pwede kong kantahin senyu.. lol!.. Special Existence something ata parang ganon title.. waahhh.. last nya yung Ai Za Ai Ni... waah.. dati pag meh nakikita ako sa concert na umiiyak na fan.. natatawa ako tas sabay "ano buh yun, OA"..pero putek.. i swear nung nakita ko si Vic.. muntik na akong maiyak! as in! grabe pag ngumingiti siya.. wahh.. kakaiyak tlga..pero kakatawa in between songs.. kasi mga first 3 sentences na sinabi nya, ndi tinatranslate.. kaya kakatawa.. nagchichinese siya dun tas sa gitna mag "hello hello hello" siya .. tas dun lang magrereak mga tao.. haha.. pero after nun tinanslate na.. di ko na maalala mga sinabi nya.. sigaw kasi ako ng sigaw, lol! pero meh silbi rin pala na parang ASAP ang format nung Happy50.. kasi after nya kumanta, pumasok sa stage din si AiAi tas "ininterview" siya.. waahh.. langyang ai ai yun kakainggit.. una mega pahid siya ng pawis ni Vic.. tas sabi nya "maghanda ka na Vic at ikakasal na tayo" or something like that.. nung tinaranslate yun grabe! ang kyot kyot ng tawa ni Vic.. as in he made the sound like "pfft!#" sabay turo kay Ai Ai as if to say.."ikaww???" bwahaha.. mga 3 beses ata siya tumawa ng ganon.. binibiro nga kasi ni AiAi.. tas nung tumalikod siya.. putekkk..sinundot ni AiAi si Vic sa pwet!!! wahahhahahah! grabe katawa si Vic as in yung itsura nya, tawang-tawa siya.. tapos after nun si Jerry naman.. gwaps pa rin syempre pero ewan ko buh, tinamaan ata ako keh Vic eh, lol! pero dami nyang sinabing tagalog words..like Mahal ko kayo, Salamat po, Magandang Gabi etc.. 3 rin kinanta nya.. di ko alam mga title eh.. Ai Ding Ni ata basta yung isa, I truly truly love you.. pagkatranslate pa eh I really really love you daw hehe.. tas hmm.. ayun pasok ulit si Ai Ai tas sinabi nya.."Papa.. ikaw ang magiging ama ng aking mga anak" (something to that effect).. tas tawa si Jerry.. natataranta nga si Ai Ai eh, mashado naoverwhelm keh Jerry, di sha makatanong ng maayos tsaka ndi siya yung usual comic self nya, nastar-struck din ata.. tas sabi ni Aiai.. sabihin mo toh, Jerry.."Mahal kita Ai Ai".. ulit naman si Jerry waaahh kakaloka.. kaswerte ni Ai Ai, lol! anyway ayun, natapos na.. kanta kanta na yung ABS stars (la ko care!) tas sabay fireworks.. nanood na lng ako fireworks.. ganda siya, 2 sets pa.. ..la ngang mashadong kwento eh.. walang riot, walang bugbugan, lol! sinundo ako nila dadi sa EDSA tas yun..umuwi akong malinis (alang putek sa pantalon, lol) at pagod pero MASAYA!

December 4, 2003
System Time: 9:07 AM
waah. of all days na ndi makapagrecord yung VHS namin eh kagabi pa nangyari! langyaaa tlga.. tama bang pagbubunutin ng nanay ko yung switch sa player dahil naglilinis daw sila ng kwarto.. WAAAH.. natanggal tuloy yung program kakaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! hay, pagtsatsagaan ko na lang tong transcript ng interview na sinend saken ng aking BUTIHING kaibigan na si kate.. (fellow F4 fanatic hehe)..
nalaman din ni ate chary ang naramdaman ko nung sti-nop nya yung pagrecord dati at ndi ako nakapanood.. sabi nga nya "buong araw yun lang iniisip ko tas puta, wala pala. kulang na lang himatayin ako sa galit" lol! guess, that's why we're sisters.. hehe

System Time: 9:12 AM
..nagbirthday nga pala ako ano? lol! la naman kasi shado nangyari.. 26-27 ang bakasyon ko.. nung 26, nagattempt kaming pumuntang divisoria pero sobrang traffic bumalik na lng kami nila dadi sa bahay.. tas nung 27 ayun, ala ng trapik hehe.. putek.. ang saya saya bumili pag mura! lol! dami kong nabili.. gifts for my ninong/ninangs.. (cheap wallets @ 130 each oh dibuh, budget ko 250, remember? wee!) tas i bought momi a blouse, ate chary a bag, si ate ging sleeveless thingie.. si dadi ala pa, ndi pa nya alam gusto nya haha.. tas i bought 2 blouses (ay isa lang pala, yung isa c/o dadi @ 300 each) tas 2 slacks ( @ 180 each! supahh cheap! lol) for office.. tas i bought a pucca bag! ate cha would've been proud haha.. shoulder bag siya na red.. actually parang messenger bag..namahalan nga ako eh langya, 500 bucks.. eh meh mga bags na iba dun tag 150 lang.. natuwa kasi ako dhel ang kyot tsaka waterproof hehe.. tas nakabili rin pala ako ng watch (yung meh malapad na strap, really kewl) tas binilan ko rin ng watch yung helper namin sa bahay, si lynn.. keh hirap nga pumili putek.. ang dami kasi.. all at 130 bucks each! tas hmm.. bumili rin pala ako ng wallet para sa sarili ko.. kyot siya, pahaba pero opening nya eh pavertical.. ano pa ba.. yung lang ata.. all in all.. damit, wallet, relo, bag.. oks na oks na ako! ala pa atang 2000 nagastos ko.. ay bumili rin pala ako ng isang office jacket.. hmm.. ayun, yun lang.. saya saya tlga dun,.. feeling mo rich ka kasi ang dami mong nabibili, lol!! so ganon ko sinelebrate birthday ko.. tinireat ko lang sila ng lunch (mom, dad, ate chary and lynn) tas shopping galore.. salamat pala sa mga nagtext hehe thanks sa greeting! sayang greeting lang, LOL! jk jk jk!

si momi (as in dex) naman parang nagiguilty daw at ala daw siyang ginawa for my birthday.. saken ok lang tlga.. am only slightly disappointed.. pero oki lang kasi lamko late na siya umuwi from work.. tsaka nagtext naman siya saken halos bawat oras nung birthday ko.. so ok na rin.. di na nga ako naghanda eh.. naubos pera ko lol.. (ohdibuh nakaligtas ako hehe!)

kagabi nagdrama na naman kaming dalawa.. nauna ako this time.. kasi parang tinatanong saken ni dex kung uuwi ba siya sa cebu this christmas.. meh break kasi sila from 23 to jan 2.. saken naman, talagang oki lang.. tsaka ayokong magdikta sakanya.. tsaka since august pa siya andito.. tas di ko naman siya masasamahan all throughout his break kasi ako, meh pasok.. kaya sabi ko,.."ikaw bahala".. pero ayun, naluha ako nung sinabi ko kasi bigla kong naisip lang na nung birthday ko ala siya, tas pasko na naman.. lamnyo yun.. tas parang balak pa nila ria na mag out-of-town sa 27.. eh parang couples thingie yun kaya err.. ayun, ewan ko ba.. yoko talagang maging selfish.. AS IN.. kelangan siya ng family nya..tsaka ako, kasama ko family ko dito.. kaya yun.. kakalungkot pero.. yoko talagang maging selfish..

System Time: 9:36 AM
..sige werk na ko.. bye!

System Time: 12:59 PM
had lunch with Kate.. chika about what else but F4! lol.. also went magazine shopping with her hehe.. ala pang Preview for December eh.. so i bought Candy (Nov. issue) instead.. Kate bought YoungStar where they have Jerry as their cover.. nagtext si momi nagbrownout daw sa bahay kaya baka natanggal na naman yung program ng VHS.. ayun, called dad and asked him to reprogram it.. sana okey.. khet part 2 man lng ng interview mapanood ko dibuh..pero feeling namin ni Kate hanggang bukas pa yun kasi maiksi nga yung kagabi.. baka 3 parts.. okey lang sa akin kasi ibig sabihin konti lang ang namiss ko, lol! showing na pala yung movie ni Vanness, Starrunner dito sa pinas.. waah gusto kong mapanood.. hopefully this weekend.. weee! *sayaw sayaw*

System Time: 1:24 PM
Things to do this weekend:
1. watch StarRunner
2. get a Globe plan 800 (for a free Samsung C100 fone! yey!)
3. burn Art's CD

System Time: 2:13 PM
..called kuyuh roni.. pumasok na daw 14th namin.. weeeeeeeeeeee!!! *talon talon* makakabili na ako ng make-up! lol! nyerks.. actually pambibili ko ng digicam.. meh nakita kasi akong mura.. alang tatak.. tatakbuhin kumbaga.. 3 megapixels, meh zoom.. ayush na! tas maliit lang.. Grand Vision ata tatak, parang ganon.. 8 thou lang.. yeyyyyyy kakabili na ako this weekend!

Things to do this weekend, cont.:
4. buy digicam @ greenhills (Hurrah!)

System Time: 2:40 PM
..naalala ko lang.. pinaguusapan namin kanina ni kate yung interview ni sharon keh Vic.. kasi sabi ko, oki yun dhel meh nalaman akong bago tungkol sa kanya.. na gusto nya si Andy Lao.. eh nakaduet ni Sharon yun.. so binigyan ni Sharon si Vic ng CD nya (wherein andun yung track na kaduet si Andy Lao) tas binigyan din ng DVD ng movie ni sharon.. tas sabi nya.."here's my movie *sabay abot ng DVD* it has english subtitle.. " hahahaha. olats ni sharon. ndi nga marunong magenglish eh! LOL! dapat chinese subtitle, lol! ang mas nakakatawa pa dun, kanina ko lang narealize yung sinabi ni Sharon nung sinabi ni Kate.. nakalimutan ko rin na ndi marunong magenglish si Vic, LOL!

System Time: 4:33 PM
pakir tlga si eboy. nagtext sya saken, isip ako, wow nagparamdam, himala. yun pala wrong send lang. tas txt ako sabi ko kung sama ba siya sa 26 kasi parang meh balak na outing yung kada..tas sabi nya ndi daw, punta daw SILA la union (meaning hugey).. tas text ako.."like i said" .. kasi dati sinabi ko na pinagpalit na nya kami sa bf nya.. (but it's not THE issue so move on tayo) .. tas ayun na.. nagtext na ng kabwisitan.
i quote:
"Dpat nd nyo na ko iniimbita dhl alam nyo naman na isasagot ko. Maiinis lng kyo kkaimbita skin"
....ok.. fair enough right? so text back ako sabi ko.."Onga. sayang sa effort"
tas eto sabi nya:
"At mbuti pa wag nyo na din akong isali sa brkada. at dis point in my lyf, ndi ko klangan ng mga taong ngttampo sken. klangan ko ng mga taong 22long saken."
....hahahaha.. *TAWA NA LANG* kakabwiset puta. BUTI nga meh "nagtatampo" pa pag ndi siya sumasama sa lakad. BUTI nga meh nagtetext pa sa kanya para ipaalam happenings sa kada. text ako na parang "watever eboy. Isipin mo nga sinasabi mo. *take note galit na galit na ako nito pero super edited version ang pinadala ko* guys come and go. sino kaya tatakbuhan mo pag nawala yang bf mo." meh sinabi pa ko, nadelete ko kasi yung sent items ko.. basta parang sinabi ko.. wag na sya magreply at ndi ko na siya aabalahin sa mga text ko.
tas powtah. eto pinakaMOTHER of all fuckers. eto ang killer text. the type where you would want to make a person vanish into nothingness.
"Isipin mo kung klan nyo ko na2lungan, mgppramdam ako s inyo. mas mdami png nai2long skin c yujin, ksa s 4 yrs na ksama ko kyo. kng nd nyo ko maintndhan ngyn nd nyo ko maiintndhan kht kelan."

ndi na ako nagreply after nito. kasi isa lang masasabi ko sa kanya. kapal ng mukha nya. WALA daw kami naitulong sa kanya. ang kapal tlga. ndi ko maisip bat nya nasabi yon. kaya pala siya ndi nagpaparamdam dahil wala daw kaming naitulong sa kanya. ano bang gusto nyang tulong? ahh fuck it. sa sobrang galit ko tumawag ako keh ria after mareceive ko yung message na yun tas naiyak ako sa phone sa galit ko talaga. binali wala nya ang so-called friendship namin sa kanya for 4 years.

kala nyo yun lang? MEH EPAL PANG NAGNGANGALANG HUGEY na tlgang FEELING NYA BIDA siya at SIYA ang pinag-aawayan.

txt siya saken sumting like "ano nangyari sainyo ni Eboy, ha?" this was after Eboy's super phenom text so ndi na ako nagreply kasi at this point.. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK NA. so ignore lang.. kagabi.. this was at a time na nagaalala na ako keh Dex kasi ndi siya nagmiskol saken nung nakauwi na siya sa bahay nya galing sa paghatid saken. ay malabo ba? basta nagmimiskol yun pag nakauwi na siya sa kanila. hinahatid nya kasi ako sa bahay (sa antipolo) eh kagabi ndi nagtext. tas uwian na, 6 pm na nito eh.. ndi parin nagtetext tas i called at least a dozen times tas ala sumasagot ng phone. so napaparanoid na ako.. kasi it isn't like him at all na ndi magtext saken the whole day. tas tinawagan ko sila Ria (nagkita sila ni Anshe, coincidence lang na asa makati rin si Anshe) tas ayun i told them na worried na ako keh dex. tas ginawa namin, nagmeet kaming 4 (me, Ria, Anshe and si Jeff, bf niya) tas una kol kami 114 para alamin # ng company where Dex works.. (kasi powtah engots ko, ala akong alam!) tas putek ala sa 114.. tas edi pinuntahan na lang namin.. eh alam ko lang na from the kwento dati ni Dex na asa likod yun ng Equitable Tower tas pearl bank ang pangalan ng building nila.. buti na lang si Anshe alam nya yun so punta kami.. grabe.. alam nyo yun.. the whole way na naglalakad kami papunta dun eh dasal ako ng dasal na sana OA lang ako at super paranoid.. tas ayun nakarating kami Pearl Bank tas punta sa Malcolm Lloyd floor.. tas ask ako kung pumasok si Dex.. tas powtah pagbukas ng pinto si Dex na yung lumabas waaaaaaaaaaaaah napaiyak ako kasi i felt soo relieved na ok siya. powtah sabi ko nga pagkakita ko.."ay powtah papatayin kita" LOL! tas yun .. super super big HELP sila Ria and Anshe and Jeff.. tas eto.. balik tayo keh EPAL na hugey.
nung pauwi na ako.. nagtext na naman, remember ndi ako nagtext back kasi nga.. taena.. wala na akong kebs sa kanila. eto sabi...
"mgreply ka nga.. anong prblema mo sa akin? inaagaw ko ba c eboi sa inyo? mgreply ka.."
ang feeling. feeling bida. hahhaahahahaha. kikialam pa. pinepersonal. ang tanga basta kakaURAT. edi reply ako..
"Ala na akong pake senyu" which is exactly what i feel and what eboy wants dibuh? wag na daw siyang ituring na barkada. so fine!
tas eto naman si hugey. BABANAT pa tlga.
"ayusin mo sagut mo at d para kng bata.. lets b adults ok? ano prblema mo? d mo ba kmi maintndhan? WLA KAMING PERA. kya d kami mksama sa inyo.. hrap ba intndhn un?"
taena tlga... TAENA MO WALA KANG ALAM, EPAL KA TLGA HUGEY! IT'S NOT THE FUCKING ISSUE. ang bobo kasi sabat ng sabat. eh yun lang ang marereply ko tlga kaya NDI AKO NAGREPLY. kasi taena. epal. grr.
tas text na naman siya...
"ano? d ka mkpgreply kc tama ako.. ang hirap sayo puro sarili mo lng iniisip mo.. intndhn mo c eboi.. wlang work d kami wel-off..kya please lng.. dnt giv"
..ewan ndi natuloy. sino naman ang ndi magiinit ang dugo. FEELING TLGA.selfish daw ako. HAHAHAHAHA. POWTAH. hindi NGA YUN YUNG ISSUE EH. ang issue eh wala daw kaming naitulong keh eboy for 4 years kaya siya ndi nagpaparamdam samen. ang ISSUE ay bakit minasama ni eboy pagyayaya namin sa kanya pag meh lakad ang kada. ang issue eh ano nagawa namin keh eboy para nasabi nya mga bagay na yun. anong bang TULONG ang kelangan nya. in the first place, ndi nga siya nagpaparamdam so pano namin malalaman ano kelangan nya. ANO BA YUN.

System Time: 10:07 AM
*shakes off bad aura* ahhkk. just talked to roni on the phone. di rin nya maintindihan si eboy. bwehehe. ndi ko na iisipin. mabubwiset lang ako.

System Time: 10:51 AM
hay, TGIF! grabe kagabi tlga nung naparanoid ako re. dex.. kasi it's not like him at all not to answer his phone, or to not text back.. buti na lang tlga andun sila Ria and Anshe 'cause i wouldn't have been able to find his office building without them..sori nga ng sori si dex eh.. pati kela Ria.. pero kakatawa tlga nung andun kami sa lobby ng office nila.. kasi syempre asaran blues na.. sabi nga ni Ria keh Dex *with matching pamewang* "eh bakit nga ndi ka nagmiskol kagabi?" lol! at least ngayon, alam na ni dex kung gano siya kamahal at kahalaga saken..kasi paminsan meh pagkainsecure yun eh, ndi lang tlga ako mashado mushy..

System Time: 12:43 PM
haay. nagligpit ako ng desk.. /me napagod.. parang ang gulo parin.. binalik nga pala timesheet ko.. kakahiya *tago sa sulok*.. kamali ako ng pagsulat ko ng time in/out.. yung isa, kasalanan ng guard.. yung isa, ako tlga.. kasi isang excel file lang ang lagi kong ineedit.. eh meron pala dun na ndi ko napalitan, meaning yung time in/out ko dun eh nung isang bwan pa.. kaya ayun.. nagkadiscrepancy sa records.. kakahiyuuuh.. eh ndi lang ito ang first time ko na magkamali.. wahaha.. pramis, titingnan ko na tlga ng maigi.. kasi kakalito kumopya ng numbers.. hayy..

gusto ko na umuwi.. waah.. kala ko pwede si ate chary, niyayaya ko siyang manood ng StarRunner.. eh uwi daw siya maaga dhel mag-aaral siya.. (officer in training kasi siya) ..sa weekend na tlga ako makakanood.. balak kong pumuntang Radix.. kasi sinoli na saken ni ma'am M yung mga necklaces/bracelets (mga gawa namin) na ndi nya nabenta dun sa bazaar last week.. tas kanina nakita ko si Ma'am Sansu ng Radix... tas nakita nya yung mga jewelries.. punta daw ako Radix para magbenta, lol! kaya malamang pupunta ako dun, para matuwa naman saken nanay ko at meh nabenta ako hehe!

System Time: 1:03 PM
cheet. tinatamad tlga ako..iniisip ko parin yung mga mistakes ko sa timesheet.. syempre touchy issue yun kasi it deals with money.. dun nalalaman kung magkano ibabayad saken eh kasi per hour bayad ng prumerica sa radix.. baka naiinis na saken si Sir Joel.. waah. *iskeyrd*

System Time: 5:18 PM
yes. uwi na ko! punta pa ko radix.. babu!


December 6, 2003
System Time: 8:33 AM
waaah kakapikon. pumasok ako dito sa office, kala ko mapopost ko tong SUPER haba kong blog yun pala ndi.. nakalock out yung login ni Ma'am Marivic.. waahh.. ni ndi nga ako makapagprogram kasi yung Delphi, meron lang dun sa workstation nya.. eh pag login id ko ang ginagamit ko dun eh ndi ko nakikita yung Delphi na.. waahhh.. ano pa gagawin ko dito langya.. gumising pa ako ng maaga.. grr. tinext ko na si Ma'am Marivic, tawagan ko daw si Sir Jayson.. (yung admin) grr grr. grr. tinext ko na, hiya naman ako tumawag baka natutulog pa.. malamang nga tulog pa kasi ndi pa siya nagrereply.. *sighs*

/me tunganga @_@

ay powtah. magkukwento na lang ako ng kabuwsitan. dibuh sabi ko as in ALA NA AKONG PAKE dun sa 2 magshota na yun..eh powtanginang hugey tlga.. pauwi na ako from work.. syempre tired ako and all kasi galing pa akong radix (nakabenta nga pala ako.. hehe 800 bucks in all!) tapos meh nagtext.. eh yung fone ko bano, meh pagkaslow kaya ndi ko pa nakikita kung kanino galing (kasi pagmeh SMS message ka, meh lalabas na animated envelope tas sa ilalim nung nagbiblink na name ng sender) kinilick ko na kagad para basahin yung message.. ay powtah eto sabi..
"mgbasa ka ng purpose driven life by rick warren.. intndhn mo at ipasok mo sa puso mo.."
POWTANGINA ANG KAPAL TLGA NG MUKHA. dyosko pwede buuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. kung ikaw you have all the time in the world to irritate people, ako wala! which part sa "wag nyo na ako i-text/tawagan" ang ndi nya naintindihan.. tas eto siya feeling PREACHER and all-knowing.. feeling nya tlga alam na alam nya yung situation.. tangina. pambanas tlga.. sinasabi na lng ng kada na wag ko ng patulan.. (i quote ria: "nt wrth ur tym") tlgang ndi ako nagrereply ano, kaya dito ko na lang nilalabas sama ng loob ko.. fucker tlga.. feel na feel nya na siya ang tama.. ang bobo..siya naman nagsasayang ng load nya..wish ko lang maubusan na siya ng load para tigilan na nya ako.. KAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAL MUKS >_
*whewgrr@#*

hmm.. well that's that. ano kaya gagawin ko hanggang 12.. lol! sana dumating na si momi.. pero mamaya pa tlgang tanghali yun eh.. hmm.. is it too risky to bring out my Preview magazine? ako lang mag-isa dito sa IT.. pero meh mga snoop sa ibang department.. mamaya isumbong ako or mamaya meh biglang pumasok na taga IT.. yari ako hehe..

System Time: 9:11 AM
more people are coming in.. ala bang buhay mga tao na toh? working on a saturday.. lol! nagsalita ano.. eh powtahh nag-absent kasi ako nung Tuesday kaya ako pumasok ngayon.. taena tas medyo alanganin pa kung gagawin kong billable to kasi nagkalock out nga login ni Ma'am.. baka sabihin ala naman akong nagawa.. err.. gumising po ako ng maaga? ndi ba billable na yun? lol! ay crap tlga.

System Time: 9:38 AM
..badtrip tlgaaaa. sana natulog na lang ako.. kaantuk.. -_-

System Time: 9:44 AM
ay.. bibili ako ng blush mamaya.. i was set on buying a smashbox cream blush eh i read sa mags na pag oily skin, dapat powder base.. tas dun sa Nov. issue ng preview, nagrate sila ng mga blush tas Clinique got the highest.. powder base siya tas they claim that it lasts a whole day, even on oily skin.. will probably check it out later.. i also need a new kikay kita.. one that has compartments.. hirap kasi kunin mga bagay bagay pag sama sama sila.. lol.. taena ko ang landi ko.. lol!

weird tlga tong phase ko na toh.. pagnagkakapera ako, automatically kinoconvert ko siya sa cosmetic thing.. like kahapon.. binibigay saken lahat ni momi yung 800 na bayad dun sa jewelry.. eh gusto ko keh momi (as in nanay ko uh, lol) yun kasi syempre pinaghirapan nya yun.. tas sabi ko wag na sa kanya na lang.. tas sabi ni momi, *inabot saken 300* ayan.. sayo na yan.. tas putek.. naisip ko, *ay meh pambili na ako ng loreal fix out of bed cream.. taena.. weird dibuh.. lol! laging ganon pramis.. tsk tsk.. hopefully pag nabili ko na mga basic makeup, titigil na ako *hopefully*... parang gusto ko kasi na one day, pagbukas ko ng kikay kit ko eh puro good brands makita ko, lol! taena ang vain ko.. as if gumaganda ako haha.. pero katuwa kasi.. it's fun to fool around with makeup.. tsaka reading mags na parang catalogue na ng mga brands.. aliw siya..

System Time: 10:13 AM
ano buuh..ala akong magawa.. yari ako sa Monday, ndi ko parin tapos yung pagmodify nun program.. eh eh eh lock out nga login eh.. hmpft. syempre ndi maiintindihan ng user yun.. hmm.. hmm..sana ndi maubos pera ko sa makeup.. wahaha.. *one track mind*

2 oras pa.. alis na ako ng 12.. sows la naman ako magawa dito.. magwiwindow shopping na lang ako.. WINDOW LANG TLGA as in pramis.. bibilin ko blush lang.. yun lang.. tsaka kikay kit pa pala.. yung 2 lang.. ay tsaka yung loreal out of bed.. (parang gel yun eh.. really kewl kasi papagupit na ko.. brings life to thin/limp hair lol!) .. yung 3 lang.. necessities yun! and chet, yung jacket pa pala napinapabili ko sa penshoppe keh che.. *kunot noo*.. ang gastos ko.. noh buh toh.. bat last year lang puro lord of the rings na trading card game binibili ko..kala ko nung tumigil ako nun, makakatipid na ko.. nyerks nyerks nyerks.. baka wala na akong pangkain at the rate i'm going.. LOL!

System Time: 10:33 AM
..erlyn just called.. nagpakwento kasi ako sa kanya.. secret na lng kung ano yun hehe! hayyy 1 1/2 hours pa..

System Time: 11:05 AM
..spent 30 minutes talking to Irvie on the phone.. katuwa, management trainee na siya sa Mario's (sa meh Robinson's Place).. sabi ko nga na pero pano yun, ndi na siya makakapagluto.. (kasi puro lalaki ang asa kitchen ng mario's) pero sabi nya at least, andun na siya.. meaning andun na siya sa field na yun at kung sakaling magkaroon ng opportunity na magtayo ng sariling business eh alam na nya yung business side ng restaurant.. tama naman dibuh.. so so happy tlga for irvie.. at least alam na nya gusto nyang gawin..

nagreply na sa wakas si Sir Jayson.. try daw nyang isolve yung problem sa bahay niya.. sana nga para makapaginternet ako.. lol! yun lang pala.. kasi uuwi na rin ako..

System Time: 11:11 AM
YEYYYYYYYY.. ok na! mapopost ko na toh.. after an hour alis na rin ako..babay!

Tuesday, November 25, 2003

System Time: 8:34 AM
nakabangga ako. hehe. i'm not really laughing.. was really scary but i'm hehe-ing cause it wasn't that serious.. anyway.. on the day when i finally decided to practice driving i just had to HIT someone.. sucky right? it wasn't my fault.. was like this.. there was a jeepney stalled in my lane so naturally i had to overtake it.. then on the opposite side of the road, a jeepney also stopped (perhaps to unload a passenger).. on the process of overtaking the jeep.. (wasn't even really overtaking 'cause the jeep isn't moving.. ) a guy suddenly hit me (yes, he was the one who hit me) .. well, he bumped on my sideview mirror.. i wasn't that fast but i didn't step on the brake immediately cause he just came out of nowhere.. i said to my dad.."shit shit!" then my dad said.."natamaan mo ba?" lol.. lakas kaya ng tunog!.. anyway.. i stopped then i saw the guy walking.. TG! i said.."sir, okay lang ba kayo?"... ayun.. he nodded tas walked off.. buti na lng he wasn't one of those types that would make a big deal out of it.. and TG it wasn't a kid or a woman (God forbid! lol! i could just imagine what a scene a woman would cause) .. he just walked right off (was just holding on to his arm..) guess we both learned our lessons.. he shouldn't cross the street without looking first and i should be wary of jeepneys with stupid passengers.. hehehe.. *whew still shaking a little*

..called up Ate chary and told this story.. sabi nya "swerte ka parin at mabait nabunggo mo" hehe! right on..

System Time: 8:53 AM
back in drawing my forms again.. missed a couple of forms.. okay lang saken, kesa yung idebug yung last error na ndi ko tlga magawa.. sige dito na boss..brb

System Time: 10:01 AM
all alone again. wee! IT people are on their weekly meeting.. meh wento pala ako..

MAY CONTAIN EXPLICIT WORDS; RATED -18 YRS. OLD AND ABOVE

lol! curious eh? anyway.. it all began last sunday when i went to the mall in search of a good derma clinic..i have some really AWFUL scars in my upper arm and my midrib (mostly from chicken pox).. kaya medyo goodbye sleeveless ako.. eh kakainis.. kaya i was saving my bonus for some sort of treatment for these scars..i consulted 3 derm clinics..in my third one, they had a good body peeling package.. 4 sessions in all (secret ang price.. basta pwede na) tas there and then.. sabi ko "sige, papabody peel ako".. tas pinapasok nya ako sa isang room..tas ang wird kasi parang banyo sya.. meh shower tas basa yung floor.. (parang ayoko na at this point) tas meh sinabi siya na ndi ko naintindihan sabay labas ng room.. tas ako, mega tayo lang dun.. hintay²... tas pumasok ulit yung girl sabay sabi "oh! bakit hindi mo pa tinatanggal damit mo?"
ako: "ano po??"
girl: "maghubad ka na"
ako: "lahat?? pati underwear???" (sabay @_@)
girl: (natatawa na) "opo..sige balikan ko kayo"
aydyosko.. first time ko toh grabe.. tas super hiya pa tlga ako.. tas nung pumasok ulit siya.. tinatakpan ko pa sarili ko nung towel.. tas sabi nya
"wag ka na mahiya, lagi naman namin toh ginagawa".. tas sabi ko.."ako hindi eh!" hehe.. totoo naman.. anyway, hiyang hiya tlga ako.. eventually she convinced me to let go of the towel.. tas yun.. i stood in front of her (naked!) while she painted my body with some kind of mask.. that wasn't even the worst part 'cause after painting your whole body with this mask, you had to keep it on for 45 minutes!!! so there i was.. standing naked with my body full of weird stuff,..waiting for time to go by.. grabe.. yun ang pinakamatagal na 45 minutes sa buong buhay ko.. i tried singing, imagining stuff, counting the cracks.. lol! and i had to do this for 4 sessions! lol! pero oks na, naka 3 na ako (sat, sun, then kahapon after work).. next week na ako babalik for my last session.. in the meantime i'm applying some of the stuff the derm clinic gave to me.. hay.. all for the glory of perfect skin,.. lol!

System Time: 1:22 PM
..someone placed chocolate candies on everyone's desk.. grabe ang sarap.. label is "merci crocant" .. sayang 3 lang, lol! work ulit! ingay ng mga tao.. excited kasi sa bowling tournament nila.. finals na ksi hehe.. huyy engay! lol!

System Time: 5:01 PM
nagaaway-away na sila tungkol sa bowling.. kakatawa.. nagstastrategize ek ek na tas nagcocomparan ng stat sheets.. kinakareer na nila.. sabi nga nung isa, "medal lang yan uh.. pano pag cash prize..siguro magpapatayan na yan" lol! malamang nga..

System Time: 5:17 PM
uwi na ko..babayu!
My blog yesterday, November 24, 2003

System Time: 8:41 AM
*sighs* m-o-n-d-a-y. need i explain more?

weekend just whizzed by...

i had to really focus and enumerate the reasons in my head just so i would go to work today.
1. will be able to see momi later after work
2. cannot afford any more absences; will not qualify for project incentive
3. err.. hmm.. *tingin sa langit* .. la na ko maisip. -_-
4. oh yeah.. only have 3 working days this week.. yey! so might as well go to work today...

okay... time to make wento..

*yawns* wait. i'm still sleypi pala.

System Time: 3:01 PM
puutoungueenahh tlga. kinain card ko ng lecheng ATM machine. buti na lng sa metrobank ATM.. nakagawa sister ko ng paraan na bukas ko na kagad makukuha yung card ko.. kasi kung hindi, it could take weeks dhel RCBC yung card ko eh matagal yun dhel magpapasapasahan pa yun bago dumating yung card ko sa RCBC branch sa Boni.. is this a sign? 2nd attempt ko kasi magwithdraw yun.. una, dito sa meh Equitable sa baba.. tas sabi "ATM out of cash".. tas yun.. 2nd dun sa buwsit na ATM sa meh Landmark.. christmas shopping naman gagawin ko eh! ndi pangsariling interes! waah. kelangan ko tuloy sumabay sa ate ko today dahil ala akong pamasahe. hihihi. mondays tlga. suckssss.

System Time: 3:09 PM
Friday night, momi and i met at the Fudpark as usual.. we had dinner then i gave him his gift.. (he really liked it btw).. i wanted his birthday to be really special (ndi nya kasi cinecelebrate dati) but i had no idea where we could go.. tas yun.. remembered that there was a castle thingie at the G4 so decided to show him that.. (is cinderella's castle and her horses that are lit up from inside..very kewl) .. so yun.. lakad kami papuntang rustans/glorietta.. nung malapit lapit na kami.. meh narinig kaming putukan.. tas kita ko reflection galing sa mga windows sa buildings.. sabay takbo ako papunta dun, hila hila ko siya...grabe.. fireworks display pala! woohoooo! as innnnn .. saya saya!! fireworks on his birthday.. bongga dibuh? lol! think it lasted for 15 minutes.. ganda² hehe! last ko atang makakita ng fireworks eh nung college days pa sa UST, pag paskuhan...feeling ko hua zi lei and shan cai kami.. LOL! basta.. twas a night to remember.. ^_^

sige..babay na!

Saturday, November 22, 2003

System Time: 9:36 AM
i wanna go home. :( or at least just get out of the office and meet dex.. (or go window-shopping 'cause he won't be out, not until 5:30pm) basta, anywhere but here. feel like i'm just going to stare at my monitor for the WHOLE day. the only thing i haven't done in my list is this one error that's sooo damn difficult to solve that i just don't know what to do anymore with it.. sucks. sooo sleypiii.

System Time: 9:46 AM
had breakfast with erlyn..also saw cheryll b. our pre-com classmate..think the last time i saw her was when we graduated, 2 years ago..

System Time: 10:01 AM
waah @_@! sooo sleypi

System Time: 10:05 AM
..hay.. sarap umalis tlga.. dami pang temptation kasi dito sa makati.. maglalakad lang ako ng konti, greenbelt na.. tas konti pa, landmark na.. (make-up haaaven) tas konti pa, glorietta na! (home of beauty bar!) ok. titigil na ako. the more i talk about it, the more i want to get out of here. /me shuts up

System Time: 11:14 AM
...grabe! saw Infostructure's folder here.. was cleaning my area when i saw a bright orange folder..first thought i had was "aha, sa info toh" and i was right.. even showed it to Sir Joel, he said "ano yan?" lol.. mahingi nga tong folder.. ndi ako nakakuha nito eh! lol!

System Time: 1:11 PM
cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. nagshopping na naman ako! plan was to buy something for ate ging.. ended up spending all my money on makeup for MYSELF.. went to beauty bar again..didn't know what came over me and started asking the attendant about powders etc.. i was supposed to be buying loreal airwear (dbuh, dbuh?).. namahalan pa nga ako nung tiningnan ko sa landmark (kasi naglandmark muna ako bago beauty bar) kasi 700+ siya.. tas tawid ako, punta BB.. kaya lang tlga ako pupunta dun para maghanap ng gift para keh ate ging.. tas ayun.. wala na.. WAAH. wala na 825 bucks kowww.. bumili ako ng loose powder.. eh ang bait kasi ng saleslady.. waah! di pa naman toh yung gusto ko.. gusto ko kasi meh parang ibang ginagawa yung powder.. like yung sa maybelline, meh whitening chuva.. tas sa loreal, parang breathable yung makeup.. hmm.. sa bagay yung nabili ko, spf 15 siya tas concealer, foundation, powder in one.. tas sabi ni ate pretz, okey daw sa skintone kow.. hayyy.. dapat ilipat ko na tong pera ko sa savings account na ndi ATM at baka maubos kakabili ko ng kung ano ano.. grabe kasiiiiiiiiiii.. hay... buti na lng friday ngayon meaning alang pasok bukas meaning ndi ako makakapunta sa landmark/glorietta.. chet.. ndi ako lalabas ng bahay sa weekend!!

total money spent today: (from 12:00 pm-12:45 pm)
-- complete me high-pigment mineral powder - 825
-- makeup brush, cotton, pill holder @ landmark - 137.5
=====
962.50 /me tiwarik
System Time: 2:08 PM
grabe. you know what i'm thinking about now?.. i'm thinking , what brand would i buy for my eye shadow.. LOL! sheeetttt. mura lang naman eye shadow.. pramis hanggang 300 lang ang budget ko dun.. can't believe ang arte ko uh.. LOL! yung binili ko nga na powder asa harap ko ngayun.. katuwa.. /me basa ng nakasulat sa lalagyan..

System Time: 4:08 PM
*nguya fish crackers sabay tingin sa oras* wee 2 oras na lng!

System Time: 4:27 PM
things to do before 6 pm:
1. get momi's gift at ria's office
2. write down the lyrics of Birthday Song by Don Mclean
3. fantasize about shu uemura makeup

System Time: 5:12 PM
done all three items. (yep, lalo na yung third)..also have to remember to copy this blog to a disk..

System Time: 5:21 PM
..ala si Sir Joel and Ma'am M.. asa meeting.. tas other prumerica people are alis-mode na kasi meh bowling tournament ek ek sila.. sana nga umalis na silaaa.. para mas madaling magpanggap..
anyway.. babay na.. mahirap na baka uwian na nga, mahuli pa ako hehe!

babayu!

Thursday, November 20, 2003

System Time: 10:46 AM
Hurrah! have finished the modifications in the documentation as requested by Sir Joel... IT people are in a software-ek-ek demo so i'm ALL alone here.. wee! (though i think they'll probably arrive any minute now) another good news, Sir Tony is on leave! weeeee! no longer have to hold bladder hihihi baka magkaU.T.I. ako sa ginagawa ko! hehe!

..anyway, watched Winter Sonata last night as usual (tsaka Dolphin Bay).. ndi ko shado type.. kasi yung mga artista mukhang mga trenta na! sabi ko na nga ba fluke lng na maganda si Jenny at gwapo si Andrew.. ndi naman kasi gwapo/magaganda mga koreano bwehehe! basta dun sa WS supposed to be mga students sila pero mukhang mga pamilyado na.. hay, sana makakuha GMA ng koreanovela ni Andrew.. ^_^ ..

..nagtext pala si Jayson.. grabe.. meh Jayson kasi dito sa Prumerica (si Sir Jayson, lol) kaya medyo nablanko ako kung meh kilala ba akong ibang Jayson.. eh ndi naman kasi alam ni Sir J yung # ko.. ayun.. si Jayson nga pala from the yahoogroups.. sabi "paramdam ka naman" .. siguro lahat ng "inactive" sa jayr_online tinext nya, lol.. naguilty nga ako eh.. pero ano naman magagawa ko, sows.. gusto kong pumunta sa mga gigs ni jayR pero parang sadyang pinaghihiwalay kami ng tadhana, lol! sabi ni jayson meh fans day daw sa nov. 30.. tas tuloy sa ust on the 28th.. sana makapunta ako dun.. para naman mapa-sign ko yung album hehe.. ATTN: SISTAHHH sama mo ko uh!

..kagabi pala.. (naku sana ndi mabasa toh ni momi) umiyak si momi! wahaha. kinukulit ko na nga lang siya para ndi shado seryoso.. kasi parang sinabi ko lang naman eh.."anong gusto mong gawin natin sa birthday mo?" (oi alang malisya yung tanong ko) kasi, his birthday eh sa friday na.. nyerks.. bukas na pala!) tas ayun biglang ba namang naluha.. tas sabi nya basta magkasama kami okey lang.. yun.. pag kinukulit ko nga na iyakin lalong naiiyak, lol! tas ask ko kung ano gusto nyang gift.. wag na daw.. (with matching teary eyes) sobra sobra na daw ginawa ko para sa kanya.. lol.. katuwa tlga si momi kow.. *hugs*

System Time: 1:15 PM
*whew* went to glorietta and landmark with ria.. bought momi's gift.. wallet hehe.. yoko kasi ng wallet nya langya meh chain pa! lol! (vested interest pala hehe) tas.. yun.. konting ikot ikot window shopping with ria.. bili siya ng gel para keh zced tas i bought the loreal pure zone thingie.. from steps 1-3 lol.. sana naman mawala na pimples/blemishes ko (wahah landi) .. good news pala.. (saya tlga ng araw na toh!) pumasok na 13th month pay naminnnnnnn woohooooo! kaya nga nakabili ako ng loreal stuff.. grabe.. let's see.. 925php para sa loreal.. tas 700 para sa wallet.. shit. 1625 spent in just 45 minutes! @_@. mashado akong naexcite eh. shit shit. di na ako gagastos. di na ako magdidinner mamaya dito, sa bahay na lng! wahaha. kelangang umabot ang 600 bucks ko hanggang katapusan! next week, 3 working days lang naman eh, so hmm.. 150 a day lang dapat gastos ko.. kaya ko yun! lol!

System Time: 1:40 PM
chet. excited na ko sa loreal stuff. i just loove buying new stuff.. baka nga shopaholic ako, pero ndi sa clothes.. sa mga kikay ek ek.. foaming wash, toners, astringents, soaps, body wash, lotions, whitening products (lol! wa epek naman haha).. ndi ko lang napapansin kasi consumable siya.. ndi siya naiipon like clothes.. tas gawain ko pa, babasahin ko LAHAT ng nakasulat sa packaging (twice!).. lammo yun, para alam ko tlga what the product does.. tas mega imagine ako na magiging ganon skin ko hehe! pinakagusto kong products eh yung mga matching matching ek ek.. you know, products that come in groups.. para tong binili ko.. 3 items in all... tas meh 4th parang pangfinishing touch.. bali cleansing gel, toner tas moisturizer.. tas meh anti-blemish gel.. i must be boring the hell out of you.. pero bat buh.. blog ko toh eh :bleh.. wag nyo na lng basahin, lol! ANYWAY, i got free stuff dahil sa purchase ko! meh small cosmetics bag tas other loreal sample products.. *silip sa shopping bag trying to read the packaging* wahaha. i should stop and concentrate on work.

System Time: 2:13 PM
..panicked for a second, kasi wala yung paper bag which contains the wallet i bought for momi.. tas naalala ko, pinatago ko muna keh ria 'cause i'm not sure if i could safely leave it here.. baka kasi makita na ni momi mamaya eh bukas pa naman bday nya.. so yun, keh ria muna..

System Time: 2:22 PM
..siguro pwede lang maging shopaholic eh yung meh pera, lol.. i mean.. pwede kaya? pano magiging shopaholic ang isang tao na walang credit card and so-so lang ang sweldo.. hmm. kaya ndi naman ako siguro shopaholic dahil in the first place, la naman akong pera. pero siguro, pag yumaman ako, ala akong ginawa kungdi mamili. hmm.. tsaka kaya ako alang savings kasi kung ano ano binibili ko.. lol. noh buh toh.. effect toh ng pagbabasa ng shopaholic series.. tsaka ng sister kong kikay.. tsaka ng aking short-lived richness woohoo!! *ayp* alam ko na pala kung san ko gagastusin bonus ko.. ndi sya material thing.. ndi ko rin isasave.. hehehe napaisip ko kayo ano.. ndi rin siya charitable ek ek uh, ndi pa ako naloloka (lol).. basta..sekretong malufet. hihihi.

System Time: 2:47 PM
yey finished the Business Requirement docu.. parang blog lang ako ng blog buong araw ano? nakakapagtrabaho pa naman ako khet papano, hehe..

System Time: 3:00 PM
wowiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! found free stuff INSIDE the bag too! tas ang kukyut ksi mga sample stuff kaya maliliit ang packaging.. meh loreal airwear compact (sobrang kyut ang liit! lol!), meh loreal colour riche crystal shine lipstick (haba ng name), meh loreal white perfect triple whitening spot corrector, (pahaba ng pahaba), tas meh white perfect whitening facial foam.. ayun.. ay meron pang parang intensive essence.. lol! feeling ata ng saleslady napakanog nog ko na at kelangang magpaputi hahaha! sa sobrang tuwa ko tinawagan ko pa si ria sa office nya at kinuwento toh hehe.. saya saya tlga ng araw na toh! (or mababaw lang tlga ako?) /me silip sa cosmetic bag ulit. hihihi.

System Time: 3:09 PM
..just tried calling ate joy at Futaba.. grabe.. parang prison tlga dun.. tatawag lang eh dami pang tanong.. anyway, nagtext kasi si Froi sabi tawagan ko daw si ate joy.. sows.. ang hirap naman pala.. parang ayaw pakausap..hmpft. siguro tungkol sa ticket namin sa nov. 29..

*silip ulit sa cosmetic bag. har har*

System Time: 3:13 PM
/me basa ng nakasulat sa likod ng loreal products.. yung maliliit.. readable, but discreet. hihihi.

System Time:3:19 PM
my makeup wish list: (grabe, can't believe meron ako nito! lol!)
1. as compact powder - loreal air wear (na-enganyo ako nung free)
2. blush - smashbox blush/ origins pinch-my-cheeks (wataname lol)
3. lipstick - haven't decided yet what brand. basta dapat ndi nakakadry.
4. eye shadow - something from clinique/beauty bar
5. colorless mascara from bodyshop
6. lashfinity by revlon
7. concealer - tea trea oil concealer from bodyshop

dami pa nga dibuh, eyeliner, lipgloss, etc.. pero eto lang gusto ko..i actually have a few of these already.. weird.. di naman ako nagmamakeup sa office.. powder lang tsaka lipstick.. so, kelan ko ginagamit mga toh! lol! >_<

System Time: 3:30 PM
well, not exactly true.. nung asa akin pa yung smashbox blush ni ate ging ginagamit ko yuh.. tas ginamit ko naman yung cheap na blush kaya nagkapimpol ako..tsaka nag e-eyeshadow ako tlga, tinatamad lng ako lately

System Time: 3:34 PM
oops dito na sila (IT People) brb!

System Time: 4:13 PM
ay, meh kwe-kwek na nabili si Sir Jayson.. sayang ubos na daw.. :(
..parang gusto ko ng waffle ng star bucks.. ayp. nope. ndi na ako gagastos sa araw na toh except sa pamasahe ko pauwi!

..ay keh ate pretz pala yung kwe kwek.. pwedeee.. pwedeng humingi!

System Time: 4:43 PM
tsalap ng kwek-kwekk!

System Time: 4:44 PM
..hay.. gusto ko ng umuwi para maghilamos! lol!

System Time: 5:51 pm
nilibre ako ng quickly ni ate pretz! kaya lng gumastos ako dhel bumili naman ako ng soft taco.. tsk tsk..dapat tumigil na tlga ako sa kakagastos.. baka biglang maubos 13th month ng di ko namamalayan.. waahh!

isip ko pa kung mageextend ako eh..

System Time: 6:22 PM
dito parin ako! yes, mga 45 minutes na lng.. kaya ko tohhh.. bukas magbebreakfast kami ni erlyn.. *sana ilibre ako hihihi!* kaya di ako pwedeng magoffset.. sa uwi pa ako ng maaga.. dhel birthday nga ni dex..

System Time: 6:31 PM
uwi na ko..babagalan ko na lang kumilos, lol..babay!

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

System Time: 8:25 AM
gud mawnin.. *yawns* ..arrived a few minutes before 8..decided that i don't wanna go to work on a saturday so i'm trying to offset my hours on weekdays...

..also thinking whether to celebrate my birthday or not.. i mean, if i should have people come over our house etc... or maybe i could just spend it with my family, since it's a holiday and all..

heard Sir Tony..he's here.. brb

System Time: 8:53 AM
..realized was painting the wrong form. AFTER i have finished it. chet chet chet! *wapak wapak wapak* huhuhu! BRB!

System Time: 12:37 PM
..hay. feel so weak. should really exercise even if only on weekends. my only exercise is when i walk to and fro the walkway so i could have a smoke. hay. so much stuff i want to do.
1. my unfinished projects (websites, fansites, novel, ETC)
2. exercise.. something constant/scheduled
3. practice driving

hay. my dad keeps telling me that i should practice driving everyday. at least up to Masinag. sabi nya nakakalimutan ko daw kasi pag ndi ako napapraktis. lammo yun, parang nababano ulit ako. anyway, this saturday, pramis tlga i'll practice.

only problem is to wake up early. hu-hum.

System Time: 12:50 PM
kakatamad ng magpaint nitong form. but at least it's a greeat way to kill time.. yes, should focus on that.

System Time: 12:52 PM
maybe should just bug people to write a testimonial for me. hmm.

System Time: 12:54 PM
just texted erlyn and irvie. hay. trabaho na nga ako.

System Time: 2:36 PM
have finished painting (at last) the form.. am now modifying the documentation.. (wow. magigising ako dito.) *sighs* grr tagal ng.. oops.. promised myself will not notice time anymore.. as if i don't write the system time in each entry. duh.

System Time: 2:46 PM
ohmigod this is soo boring.

System Time: 3:06 PM
*sleeping*

System Time: 3:28 PM
ano bang masarap kainin mamayang gabi... hmm.. last night i ate spaghetti putanesca.. sarap.. pero konti lng kasi eh.. gusto ko ata ng tempura. tama. tempura! waah gusto ko ng mag 7pm. :~(

System Time: 4:24 PM
ok sana yung putanesca eh, just like how my mom makes it.. pero ang konti.. hmm.. tama tempura na lng..

System Time: 4:26 PM
..ndi ba dapat nagtitipid ako..hmm.. food naman eh, so okay lng yun dibuh?

System Time: 4:29 PM
nagbabaon naman ako ng lunch eh.. so alang gastos dun.. pero araw² naman akong nagdidinner dito.. eek. *focuses on "FOOD toh, ok lang gumastos"*

System Time: 4:33 PM
..ang bagal ng oras. kakauraaaaaaaaat.

..Sir Joel, Sir Felix and Sir Philbert are downstairs.. meh tiangge kasi sa 28th floor.. kainggit. gusto ko rin pumunta. *sighs* hirap tlga ng contractor! kung Radix lang toh, kanina pa ako andun. lol!

..oops they're back. BRB!

System Time: 5:16 PM
less than 2 hours to go.. (see? positive thinker na ko.. instead of saying "1 and sumting hours pa"!)

System Time: 5:28 PM
i don't think i can wait till 7 pm to go home.. hindiiiiiii, kaya ko tohhh! kelangang magoffset!

System Time: 6:22 PM
woohooo ilang minuto na lng! actually, i can time out as early as 6:45 'cause i think i logged in at 7:45 am.. gugutom na ko eh..

System Time: 6:30 PM
sarap siguro ng tempura. hmm. tsaka sashimi. magbento meal na lng kaya ako. pero 150 bucks yun. hmm. pero sarap din sa City Bites, yung sausage nila. pero 95 yun. yung tempura, 90 ata. HMMM.

..chet, my stomach's rumbling.

System Time: 6:41 PM
..been reading my past blogs.. i already bought a gift for my 2 inaanaks.. but i went over my budget by 130 bucks.. hirap tlgang bumili kasi.. tas lahat mahal.. bought a toy keyboard for Siege and Electronic Teacher ek ek for Liam.. parehong wala pang battery! chet, bibili pa pala ako nun.. sabi pala ni ate pretz, this friday na ang 13th month namin! wee!

System Time: 6:44 PM
pack up na ko (parang shooting hehe).. babayyuu!

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

My blog yesterday, Nov. 17, 2003:

System Time: 9:18 AM
..just another manic monday. (uy kinanta nya) sucky day. kaantok. katamad. only thing i'm looking forward to is it's momi's "first" day at work and will probably meet him later.. sa friday na birthday nya! hmm.. *yawns* while sleeping at the shuttle i was dreaming all sorts of things.. good thing i didn't do anything embarassing like talk out loud or something like that..

System Time: 9:32 AM
i have this uncanny sense of timing that i would choose to go out to the loo in the exact time that Sir Tony will go to IT dept... did it for the nth time just this morning and found this stuffed tarsier with a stick stuck up on it's a** on top of my open visual c++ book.. it gave me quite a fright actually.. thought it was some kind of rodent hehe.. Sir J said that Sir Tony gave one for each of us since they just got back from Bohol.. Sir T probably wonders why i'm always not on my desk.. grrr.. magaling lang tlga timing ko, kainis. (>_<) at least it WAS a visual c++ book.. good thing it wasn't a novel or something non-work related.. BUT my 2 sticks of yosi were in plain view AND i wasn't in my desk AGAIN. chet. grr. monday. blame it on mondays. and my traitorous bladder. and my f*cked up timing. double chet.

System Time: 10:20 AM
..Ma'am M gave me a sampaloc fruit.. first i was kinda wondering watdapak i would do with this and then she said i could eat it straightaway.. was from Bangkok... ahh oki.. hehe..

System Time: 10:22 AM
sarap. kinda weird to be eating fresh sweet sampaloc. unlike the preserved kind they sell at tagaytay/baguio.

System Time: 11:15 AM
called ria.. will have lunch together..

System Time: 2:24 PM
..had sisig for lunch. hay. so sleeeypi. pagnapapaidlip ako, with matching panaginip pa tlga.. that's why sometimes, i can't determine if something REALLY happened or it's just one of my dreams.. usually, my dreams are trivial-everyday stuff.. can't remember all of them.. but i think, just now (yep, nakatulog na naman ako) i was dreaming that i had to choose between vegetables or something-else-can't-recall to eat for lunch.. sometimes i would dream of people that i know but haven't seen/talked to for A LONG time.. like last night, i dreamt of my hs friend and kababata Enrae.. think my other hs friends were also in my dream.. as usual, the moment i woke up, bits and fragments are instantly forgotten.. it's like holding water in your hand... the more you tighten your grasp, the more water you lose.. so usually, i don't bother remembering my dreams.. swerte lang pag naaalala ko.. i also have these deja vu(s) ALL the time.. yung parang.."wow, nangyari na toh" stuff.. my sister ate chary has a theory on that.. she said that it's a good sign daw when that happens.. she believes that some of the things happening in our life are already pre-destined and when deja-vus happen, it's like a sign that we made the right choice and on the right track towards the life designed for us.. i kinda think in the same line also.. personally, i think that some stuff are just meant to be.. some people think that they control their life and that things happen because they made it happen.. bunch of BS if you ask me.. death, diseases, accidents.. can a mere mortal control these stuff? and choices.. people feel in control 'cause they think they actually CHOSE their life..i believe our whole life is already planned out for us, including the choices we will eventually make.. and free will.. think it's free will that f*cks up THE PLAN and then very bad things happen when we force things that aren't meant for us.. sabi nga nila.. pag para sayo, mapupunta tlga yun sayo.. (or something to that effect) so pag hindi tlga, wag ng ipilit! i know a whole lot of people will disagree but that's why monologues and blogs suchs as this are invented.. it's MY opinion and i don't care whether you agree with me or not.. :รพ

System Time: 3:15 PM
..feel like i'm schizo or sumtin.. lol.. guess this is what boredom does to a person..

System Time: 3:36 PM
kae-mail ko sila jhoneil and chipper..they're my radix officemates who are currently in Ohio..

teka.. Ma'am M said she'll talk to me later.. nyerks. skeyri. tungkol saan kaya. can it be sinumbong na ako ni Sir Tony? wahaha. skeyri. *kagat kuko*



Nov. 18, 2003


System Time: 9:53 AM
..turned out was another list of stuff i had to do for LIPS. hahay.. my list keeps on getting longer but my deadline isn't getting extended..

..made my timesheet this morning.. total hours of my absences exceeds 20 hours.. paktay..think i need another saturday to offset it.. tsk tsk.. think another 4 hours will do..

System Time: 10:19 AM
madirpakir. am fairly sure that Ma'am M saw this. this! my blog! *wapaks sarili* she approached me at my workstation and i kinda asked her something 'bout LIPS.. then asked her if she wants to take a look at the program..then she took my sit.. i ate some chicharon while standing up and then when i looked at my monitor, saw my blog briefly before Ma'am M clicked another text file.. chet chet chet! dunno how much she read.. think she just saw the last paragraph above.. hay.. sooo stupidd and soo careless.. tsk. badtrip.

trabaho na nga ako.

System Time:10:35 AM
..cmmon.. hafto stayy aweyk. @_@!

System Time: 5:12 PM
.."painting" some of the user interface.. quite enjoyable 'cause i don't hafto think about anything while doing it..will probably stay for another 2 hours here.. better start offsetting my absences..

System Time: 6:52 PM
..uwi na ko.. pero pasok ako ng maaga bukas.. tas same time uwi.. asa baba na rin si dex eh.. babay!

Friday, November 14, 2003

System Time: 8:31 AM
..at last, salary kicked in.. will try to be rigid and follow a strict budget,.. have to take note of my expenses 'cause i seem to be short on money all the time.. obviously, cannot list it here (you'll see all my credit hihihi) so will write list in piece of paper and follow it by heart.. *crosses fingers*

System Time: 8:41 AM
..will just write my christmas shopping list here..

Ninangs:
1. Auntie Boots
2. Auntie Ellen
3. Auntie Lorna

Ninongs:
1. Tito Ardie
2. Tito Meynard
3. Tito Recheng

Aunties:
4. Auntie Mayette

Uncles:
5. Uncle Mon

6.Lola (sta.mesa)

Inaanaks:
7. Siege - boy (4 yrs old?)
8. Liam - boy (ahmm... 2?)

Pamangkins:
9. Chin²
10. Migs

..think that's it.. in the family, that is....soo,..budget time..
3 Ninangs (@ 250) = 750 php
3 Ninongs ( @ 250) = 750
Auntie M ( @ 100) = 100
Uncle M ( @ 100) = 100
Lola ( @ 250) = 250
Siege ( @ 500) = 500
Liam ( @ 500) = 500
Chin² ( @ 100) = 100
Migs ( @ 100) = 100
=====
3150 PHP... whaaaaaaaat!?

okey shitty.. mom, dad, ate ging and ate chary are not even in that list.. hmm.. what if i just spend 200 for my ninongs/ninangs.. but what would i buy with only 200 bucks.. 250 nga pahirapan na yun eh.. wahhhh dilemma, dilemma..

System Time: 9:16 AM
..looks like i'll be going to the Jerry/Vic/Barbie thing on the 29th.. la kong makitang kasing jologs ko na bibili ng tiket lol.. hmm.. ok parin.. /me kanta... wo shinnn, chanda chanda chandaaaa wo aii niiiiiii lol!

System Time: 9:19 AM
shit just remembered. magbibirthday pala ako.. waah gastos.. you think i could get away without treating anybody? hihihi...nahhh.. didn't think so either..

System Time: 9:43 AM
..this is gonna be one looong day. hu-hum.. will leave here at exactly 5 pm and go to Radix.. papakain kasi Nov. celebrants (kasama ako dun.. para malasapan ko naman yung 350 ko noh!) tsaka kukunin ko allowance ko.. grabe inipon ko tlga yun at sadyang ndi kinukuha.. pambayad sa ticket nila Jerry hihihi..

System Time: 9:47 AM
oh no. i'm having cold symptoms.. sore throat.. aching²/minute.. chet. naulanan kasi ako kahapon nung umuwi kami ni momi.. dali ko tlgang magkasakit.. pero yokooo. lalaban ako! (pinaka-hate ko tlga ang magkasipon)

System Time: 10:03 AM
..just got off the phone..been talking to davis.. 'cause i wrote a testimonial for him and when i tried posting it last night, discovered that he wasn't my friendster friend any more! asked him if he deleted me hihih (syempre ndi).. stupid friendster.. hmpft. i'm so proud pa naman of my testi for him.. lol.. ay.. remember how i couldn't recall jamie's surname.. galing².. received a request friend ek ek from her last night.. jamie navarro nga pala.. *wapaks sarili* .. katuwa tlga at in-add nya ko as her friend, hihihi

System Time: 10:15 AM
..prumerica people received their bonuses already.. hay, kelan kaya kami? still haven't decided what i'll do with it.. whether to save it or spend it..

System Time: 10:47 AM
..having my usual Friday lunch crisis.. sino pwede kong kasabay.. texted ria (didn't reply. HMPFT).. si kate,.. meh kasamang officemates, pero pwede daw akong maki-hitch.. di kaya dyahe?

System time: 10:50 AM
ayun! received SMS from Kate, oki daw dito na lng kami kain.. wee!

System Time: 12:30 PM
..just had lunch with Kate.. and yosi.. anyway, before that, the user who tests the LIPS (program i'm modifying) approached me and reported some bug she allegedly found.. grabe.. my heart was beating so fast (plus i felt slightly nauseous, lol) while she was talking to me.. i mean, i KNOW i tested that part.. the saving part and never encountered problems with it.. so i had lunch today with my mind on the program.. now, Sir Phil said that Ma'am B (the user) told him to tell me that perhaps, it was just a user error and it might not be a problem of the system after all.. *huge sense of relief* hay.. pero kabado parin ako mah gas, lol!

System Time: 1:01 PM
ay.. meh nagbigay ng brownies.. tsalap²..

System Time: 2:00 PM
..checking my yahoo mail thru wap..ohdibuh bilis ng oras hehe.. check ulit.. hihihi

System Time: 2:36 PM
..brr lamig.inaantok na naman ako. *sighs*

System Time: 3:41 PM
..la na ko magawa..reading some forwarded e-mail..kakatawa..parang "excuse letters" ng mga parents para sa school dhel nag-absent mga anak nila..

Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot. ... meh sakit na nga, binaril pa! lol!

Dear School:
Please ekscuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33.
.. lol! loko.

pero dito tlga ako natawa...

Please excuse Jennifer for missing school yesterday. We forgot to get the Sunday paper off the porch, and when we found it Monday, we thought it was Sunday.

LOL! winner!!! baka pwede ring tong excuse sa werk! hihihi!

System Time: 4:17 PM
my itinerary for tonight..
5:00.. log out time...will proceed to Radix
5:30..estimated time of arrival at Radix
5:31-5:45 tsibog kung meh natira pang food
5:46-6:15 check friendster
6:16..leave for megamall to meet other Radix ofismeyts
7:00 estimated time of arrival at Big Shot
9:00 uwi na.. PRAMIS 9 TLGA.. la maghahatid saken eh..

Thou shall not forget while at Radix to:
.. return Jiro's DVD
.. ask for allowance
.. ask for payslips
.. ask for CDRs from Sir Herbert
.. call my mom what time i'll be home

feel so organized. hihihi. all i've got to do is follow this sched.. as ip. lol.

System Time: 4:27 PM
think i need a haircut..beginnings of potential split hairs are visible.. only reason my hair isn't in it's usual short do is want to see how long i could bear to grow it.. hehe.. malapit na akong mainis.. shoulder length na kasi, lagi fly-away kakairita kaya lagi akong naka-pony tuloy..gusto ko na atang pagupit, tulad ng hair ni Arimi dun sa Marmalade boy hehe..

System Time: 4:51 PM <--alis na ko khet maaga pa. di ko na kayang magpanggap for another second! babayy!