System Time: 8:48 AM
..mawnin.. had a very restless night.. i had a series of dreams.. some of which, i have completely forgotten.. some i could remember.. but only bits and pieces.. haay..
..can't help but feel bad.. i know i shouldn't be sorry but i am.. haaay momi.. para ka kasing kabute.. pasulpot sulpot na lang pag gusto mo.. basta remember this.. i do keep my promises.. and everything i've told you is true.. i am waiting for you.. hope you know and appreciate how much effort i've done just so our relationship would work.. i think it's time for YOu to do the same.. mababaw naman ako e.. just try to keep in touch.. be consistent.. 'di yung bigla kang maglalaho na parang bula.. kung once in 3 months.. edi ganon nga sana.. yung tipong meh maeexpect ako sayo in that span of time.. dali-dali kong icontact..snail mail, email, gb..di tulad ikaw.. di ko alam kung san kita hahagilapin.. don't say that i've won.. are we competing? naglalaro buh tayo? i would never intentionally hurt you.. think you should know that by now..
System Time: 1:12 PM
..just when i thought i couldn't feel any worse.. fuck this life..
..well that was quick.. was over before it even really started..
I'M SO FUCKING GULLIBLE!
System Time: 1:29 PM
.. i need a hug. -_-
System Time: 1:47 PM
..currently listening to Smoke by Natalie I.
.. my mouth is dry.. forgot how to cry.. what's up with that.. your hurting me...
i'm running fast.. can't hide the past.. what's up with that.. your pushing me...
System Time: 5:14 PM
.. had one of those meetings again.. lasted for more than 2 hours.. at least got my mind focused on other things.. going to watch Nemesis later with my sister..i'm not a Star Trek fan, but she is.. la atang mahanap na makakasama kaya ako pinilit.. told her dapat libre para samahan ko sya.. hehe.. libre nga!
System Time: 5:45 PM
..just waiting again for 6 pm.. movie time's on 6:30 pm.. but we're going to watch in Greenbelt3 so i hafto leave exactly on 6 pm for me not to be late..
..will post this blog now.. bye all