i know now why i'm so afraid of tangible relationships... cause it cuts deep and hurts the most...
i choose to be numb... because i don't think i can handle anymore heartache (in this lifetime)...
i'm so stupid.. thinking i was stronger... that i'm using my head now instead of my heart... *sighs*
i know it was not his intention to hurt me.. but i'm so scared now because i realized that he can... the only solution i could see is for me to stay away... i don't think i can bear it if i end up hurt AGAIN.
*don't give me this feeling.. i'll only believe it.. make it real.. or take it all away*
About Me
- geWi
- i'm addicted to blogging, and reading other people's blogs.. i'm a super couch potato, absolutely loooove Dr. House, Capi from GREEK, Dan Humphrey and Johnny Pacar.. i'm a reader.. chick-lit, paulo coelho, dan brown, you name it, i probably got it.. i'm the luckiest girl in the world to have found a husband who is so endearing, so loving, so faithful and so masipag..i constantly want my hair short..and i can't KEEP hobbies, i can't give full effort to anything, other than TV...i'm very ningas cogon, i would get excited over something whether it's cooking/baking or a business idea/travel plans to the extent that i would exert energy on it every minute, every hour over the entire week then forget about it on the next..my music preferences change so much..currently i like Franz Ferdinand, the Killers, Coldplay, Muse, Death Cab for Cutie, Switchfoot..wish Gavin deGraw gets a new album..i used to be a big fan.. i easily lose interest to a particular band/singer 'cause when i absolutely love something, my winamp list just repeats the song/s over and over and over and OVER again until i get so sick of it.
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