i feel wretched.

i can't believe he's doing this. i thought he would be different. he's just like the rest of them... playing mind games... i HATE mind games...

he said he was sorry. he should be.. cause i don't need this.... he's not helping.. what i need are real friends and someone who will seriously love me... other than that, well, has no space in my life...

i'm getting affected. and it's all his fault. he's just fooling around.. and its me who's getting hurt.

i don't want to think about him.. that's why i haven't talked about him for 3 days..i said that i have to stay away.. i couldn't.. but now.. i think i should.

please don't make me fall for you and then hurt me. -_-