Tuesday, November 25, 2003

System Time: 8:34 AM
nakabangga ako. hehe. i'm not really laughing.. was really scary but i'm hehe-ing cause it wasn't that serious.. anyway.. on the day when i finally decided to practice driving i just had to HIT someone.. sucky right? it wasn't my fault.. was like this.. there was a jeepney stalled in my lane so naturally i had to overtake it.. then on the opposite side of the road, a jeepney also stopped (perhaps to unload a passenger).. on the process of overtaking the jeep.. (wasn't even really overtaking 'cause the jeep isn't moving.. ) a guy suddenly hit me (yes, he was the one who hit me) .. well, he bumped on my sideview mirror.. i wasn't that fast but i didn't step on the brake immediately cause he just came out of nowhere.. i said to my dad.."shit shit!" then my dad said.."natamaan mo ba?" lol.. lakas kaya ng tunog!.. anyway.. i stopped then i saw the guy walking.. TG! i said.."sir, okay lang ba kayo?"... ayun.. he nodded tas walked off.. buti na lng he wasn't one of those types that would make a big deal out of it.. and TG it wasn't a kid or a woman (God forbid! lol! i could just imagine what a scene a woman would cause) .. he just walked right off (was just holding on to his arm..) guess we both learned our lessons.. he shouldn't cross the street without looking first and i should be wary of jeepneys with stupid passengers.. hehehe.. *whew still shaking a little*

..called up Ate chary and told this story.. sabi nya "swerte ka parin at mabait nabunggo mo" hehe! right on..

System Time: 8:53 AM
back in drawing my forms again.. missed a couple of forms.. okay lang saken, kesa yung idebug yung last error na ndi ko tlga magawa.. sige dito na boss..brb

System Time: 10:01 AM
all alone again. wee! IT people are on their weekly meeting.. meh wento pala ako..

MAY CONTAIN EXPLICIT WORDS; RATED -18 YRS. OLD AND ABOVE

lol! curious eh? anyway.. it all began last sunday when i went to the mall in search of a good derma clinic..i have some really AWFUL scars in my upper arm and my midrib (mostly from chicken pox).. kaya medyo goodbye sleeveless ako.. eh kakainis.. kaya i was saving my bonus for some sort of treatment for these scars..i consulted 3 derm clinics..in my third one, they had a good body peeling package.. 4 sessions in all (secret ang price.. basta pwede na) tas there and then.. sabi ko "sige, papabody peel ako".. tas pinapasok nya ako sa isang room..tas ang wird kasi parang banyo sya.. meh shower tas basa yung floor.. (parang ayoko na at this point) tas meh sinabi siya na ndi ko naintindihan sabay labas ng room.. tas ako, mega tayo lang dun.. hintay²... tas pumasok ulit yung girl sabay sabi "oh! bakit hindi mo pa tinatanggal damit mo?"
ako: "ano po??"
girl: "maghubad ka na"
ako: "lahat?? pati underwear???" (sabay @_@)
girl: (natatawa na) "opo..sige balikan ko kayo"
aydyosko.. first time ko toh grabe.. tas super hiya pa tlga ako.. tas nung pumasok ulit siya.. tinatakpan ko pa sarili ko nung towel.. tas sabi nya
"wag ka na mahiya, lagi naman namin toh ginagawa".. tas sabi ko.."ako hindi eh!" hehe.. totoo naman.. anyway, hiyang hiya tlga ako.. eventually she convinced me to let go of the towel.. tas yun.. i stood in front of her (naked!) while she painted my body with some kind of mask.. that wasn't even the worst part 'cause after painting your whole body with this mask, you had to keep it on for 45 minutes!!! so there i was.. standing naked with my body full of weird stuff,..waiting for time to go by.. grabe.. yun ang pinakamatagal na 45 minutes sa buong buhay ko.. i tried singing, imagining stuff, counting the cracks.. lol! and i had to do this for 4 sessions! lol! pero oks na, naka 3 na ako (sat, sun, then kahapon after work).. next week na ako babalik for my last session.. in the meantime i'm applying some of the stuff the derm clinic gave to me.. hay.. all for the glory of perfect skin,.. lol!

System Time: 1:22 PM
..someone placed chocolate candies on everyone's desk.. grabe ang sarap.. label is "merci crocant" .. sayang 3 lang, lol! work ulit! ingay ng mga tao.. excited kasi sa bowling tournament nila.. finals na ksi hehe.. huyy engay! lol!

System Time: 5:01 PM
nagaaway-away na sila tungkol sa bowling.. kakatawa.. nagstastrategize ek ek na tas nagcocomparan ng stat sheets.. kinakareer na nila.. sabi nga nung isa, "medal lang yan uh.. pano pag cash prize..siguro magpapatayan na yan" lol! malamang nga..

System Time: 5:17 PM
uwi na ko..babayu!
My blog yesterday, November 24, 2003

System Time: 8:41 AM
*sighs* m-o-n-d-a-y. need i explain more?

weekend just whizzed by...

i had to really focus and enumerate the reasons in my head just so i would go to work today.
1. will be able to see momi later after work
2. cannot afford any more absences; will not qualify for project incentive
3. err.. hmm.. *tingin sa langit* .. la na ko maisip. -_-
4. oh yeah.. only have 3 working days this week.. yey! so might as well go to work today...

okay... time to make wento..

*yawns* wait. i'm still sleypi pala.

System Time: 3:01 PM
puutoungueenahh tlga. kinain card ko ng lecheng ATM machine. buti na lng sa metrobank ATM.. nakagawa sister ko ng paraan na bukas ko na kagad makukuha yung card ko.. kasi kung hindi, it could take weeks dhel RCBC yung card ko eh matagal yun dhel magpapasapasahan pa yun bago dumating yung card ko sa RCBC branch sa Boni.. is this a sign? 2nd attempt ko kasi magwithdraw yun.. una, dito sa meh Equitable sa baba.. tas sabi "ATM out of cash".. tas yun.. 2nd dun sa buwsit na ATM sa meh Landmark.. christmas shopping naman gagawin ko eh! ndi pangsariling interes! waah. kelangan ko tuloy sumabay sa ate ko today dahil ala akong pamasahe. hihihi. mondays tlga. suckssss.

System Time: 3:09 PM
Friday night, momi and i met at the Fudpark as usual.. we had dinner then i gave him his gift.. (he really liked it btw).. i wanted his birthday to be really special (ndi nya kasi cinecelebrate dati) but i had no idea where we could go.. tas yun.. remembered that there was a castle thingie at the G4 so decided to show him that.. (is cinderella's castle and her horses that are lit up from inside..very kewl) .. so yun.. lakad kami papuntang rustans/glorietta.. nung malapit lapit na kami.. meh narinig kaming putukan.. tas kita ko reflection galing sa mga windows sa buildings.. sabay takbo ako papunta dun, hila hila ko siya...grabe.. fireworks display pala! woohoooo! as innnnn .. saya saya!! fireworks on his birthday.. bongga dibuh? lol! think it lasted for 15 minutes.. ganda² hehe! last ko atang makakita ng fireworks eh nung college days pa sa UST, pag paskuhan...feeling ko hua zi lei and shan cai kami.. LOL! basta.. twas a night to remember.. ^_^

sige..babay na!

Saturday, November 22, 2003

System Time: 9:36 AM
i wanna go home. :( or at least just get out of the office and meet dex.. (or go window-shopping 'cause he won't be out, not until 5:30pm) basta, anywhere but here. feel like i'm just going to stare at my monitor for the WHOLE day. the only thing i haven't done in my list is this one error that's sooo damn difficult to solve that i just don't know what to do anymore with it.. sucks. sooo sleypiii.

System Time: 9:46 AM
had breakfast with erlyn..also saw cheryll b. our pre-com classmate..think the last time i saw her was when we graduated, 2 years ago..

System Time: 10:01 AM
waah @_@! sooo sleypi

System Time: 10:05 AM
..hay.. sarap umalis tlga.. dami pang temptation kasi dito sa makati.. maglalakad lang ako ng konti, greenbelt na.. tas konti pa, landmark na.. (make-up haaaven) tas konti pa, glorietta na! (home of beauty bar!) ok. titigil na ako. the more i talk about it, the more i want to get out of here. /me shuts up

System Time: 11:14 AM
...grabe! saw Infostructure's folder here.. was cleaning my area when i saw a bright orange folder..first thought i had was "aha, sa info toh" and i was right.. even showed it to Sir Joel, he said "ano yan?" lol.. mahingi nga tong folder.. ndi ako nakakuha nito eh! lol!

System Time: 1:11 PM
cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. nagshopping na naman ako! plan was to buy something for ate ging.. ended up spending all my money on makeup for MYSELF.. went to beauty bar again..didn't know what came over me and started asking the attendant about powders etc.. i was supposed to be buying loreal airwear (dbuh, dbuh?).. namahalan pa nga ako nung tiningnan ko sa landmark (kasi naglandmark muna ako bago beauty bar) kasi 700+ siya.. tas tawid ako, punta BB.. kaya lang tlga ako pupunta dun para maghanap ng gift para keh ate ging.. tas ayun.. wala na.. WAAH. wala na 825 bucks kowww.. bumili ako ng loose powder.. eh ang bait kasi ng saleslady.. waah! di pa naman toh yung gusto ko.. gusto ko kasi meh parang ibang ginagawa yung powder.. like yung sa maybelline, meh whitening chuva.. tas sa loreal, parang breathable yung makeup.. hmm.. sa bagay yung nabili ko, spf 15 siya tas concealer, foundation, powder in one.. tas sabi ni ate pretz, okey daw sa skintone kow.. hayyy.. dapat ilipat ko na tong pera ko sa savings account na ndi ATM at baka maubos kakabili ko ng kung ano ano.. grabe kasiiiiiiiiiii.. hay... buti na lng friday ngayon meaning alang pasok bukas meaning ndi ako makakapunta sa landmark/glorietta.. chet.. ndi ako lalabas ng bahay sa weekend!!

total money spent today: (from 12:00 pm-12:45 pm)
-- complete me high-pigment mineral powder - 825
-- makeup brush, cotton, pill holder @ landmark - 137.5
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962.50 /me tiwarik
System Time: 2:08 PM
grabe. you know what i'm thinking about now?.. i'm thinking , what brand would i buy for my eye shadow.. LOL! sheeetttt. mura lang naman eye shadow.. pramis hanggang 300 lang ang budget ko dun.. can't believe ang arte ko uh.. LOL! yung binili ko nga na powder asa harap ko ngayun.. katuwa.. /me basa ng nakasulat sa lalagyan..

System Time: 4:08 PM
*nguya fish crackers sabay tingin sa oras* wee 2 oras na lng!

System Time: 4:27 PM
things to do before 6 pm:
1. get momi's gift at ria's office
2. write down the lyrics of Birthday Song by Don Mclean
3. fantasize about shu uemura makeup

System Time: 5:12 PM
done all three items. (yep, lalo na yung third)..also have to remember to copy this blog to a disk..

System Time: 5:21 PM
..ala si Sir Joel and Ma'am M.. asa meeting.. tas other prumerica people are alis-mode na kasi meh bowling tournament ek ek sila.. sana nga umalis na silaaa.. para mas madaling magpanggap..
anyway.. babay na.. mahirap na baka uwian na nga, mahuli pa ako hehe!

babayu!

Thursday, November 20, 2003

System Time: 10:46 AM
Hurrah! have finished the modifications in the documentation as requested by Sir Joel... IT people are in a software-ek-ek demo so i'm ALL alone here.. wee! (though i think they'll probably arrive any minute now) another good news, Sir Tony is on leave! weeeee! no longer have to hold bladder hihihi baka magkaU.T.I. ako sa ginagawa ko! hehe!

..anyway, watched Winter Sonata last night as usual (tsaka Dolphin Bay).. ndi ko shado type.. kasi yung mga artista mukhang mga trenta na! sabi ko na nga ba fluke lng na maganda si Jenny at gwapo si Andrew.. ndi naman kasi gwapo/magaganda mga koreano bwehehe! basta dun sa WS supposed to be mga students sila pero mukhang mga pamilyado na.. hay, sana makakuha GMA ng koreanovela ni Andrew.. ^_^ ..

..nagtext pala si Jayson.. grabe.. meh Jayson kasi dito sa Prumerica (si Sir Jayson, lol) kaya medyo nablanko ako kung meh kilala ba akong ibang Jayson.. eh ndi naman kasi alam ni Sir J yung # ko.. ayun.. si Jayson nga pala from the yahoogroups.. sabi "paramdam ka naman" .. siguro lahat ng "inactive" sa jayr_online tinext nya, lol.. naguilty nga ako eh.. pero ano naman magagawa ko, sows.. gusto kong pumunta sa mga gigs ni jayR pero parang sadyang pinaghihiwalay kami ng tadhana, lol! sabi ni jayson meh fans day daw sa nov. 30.. tas tuloy sa ust on the 28th.. sana makapunta ako dun.. para naman mapa-sign ko yung album hehe.. ATTN: SISTAHHH sama mo ko uh!

..kagabi pala.. (naku sana ndi mabasa toh ni momi) umiyak si momi! wahaha. kinukulit ko na nga lang siya para ndi shado seryoso.. kasi parang sinabi ko lang naman eh.."anong gusto mong gawin natin sa birthday mo?" (oi alang malisya yung tanong ko) kasi, his birthday eh sa friday na.. nyerks.. bukas na pala!) tas ayun biglang ba namang naluha.. tas sabi nya basta magkasama kami okey lang.. yun.. pag kinukulit ko nga na iyakin lalong naiiyak, lol! tas ask ko kung ano gusto nyang gift.. wag na daw.. (with matching teary eyes) sobra sobra na daw ginawa ko para sa kanya.. lol.. katuwa tlga si momi kow.. *hugs*

System Time: 1:15 PM
*whew* went to glorietta and landmark with ria.. bought momi's gift.. wallet hehe.. yoko kasi ng wallet nya langya meh chain pa! lol! (vested interest pala hehe) tas.. yun.. konting ikot ikot window shopping with ria.. bili siya ng gel para keh zced tas i bought the loreal pure zone thingie.. from steps 1-3 lol.. sana naman mawala na pimples/blemishes ko (wahah landi) .. good news pala.. (saya tlga ng araw na toh!) pumasok na 13th month pay naminnnnnnn woohooooo! kaya nga nakabili ako ng loreal stuff.. grabe.. let's see.. 925php para sa loreal.. tas 700 para sa wallet.. shit. 1625 spent in just 45 minutes! @_@. mashado akong naexcite eh. shit shit. di na ako gagastos. di na ako magdidinner mamaya dito, sa bahay na lng! wahaha. kelangang umabot ang 600 bucks ko hanggang katapusan! next week, 3 working days lang naman eh, so hmm.. 150 a day lang dapat gastos ko.. kaya ko yun! lol!

System Time: 1:40 PM
chet. excited na ko sa loreal stuff. i just loove buying new stuff.. baka nga shopaholic ako, pero ndi sa clothes.. sa mga kikay ek ek.. foaming wash, toners, astringents, soaps, body wash, lotions, whitening products (lol! wa epek naman haha).. ndi ko lang napapansin kasi consumable siya.. ndi siya naiipon like clothes.. tas gawain ko pa, babasahin ko LAHAT ng nakasulat sa packaging (twice!).. lammo yun, para alam ko tlga what the product does.. tas mega imagine ako na magiging ganon skin ko hehe! pinakagusto kong products eh yung mga matching matching ek ek.. you know, products that come in groups.. para tong binili ko.. 3 items in all... tas meh 4th parang pangfinishing touch.. bali cleansing gel, toner tas moisturizer.. tas meh anti-blemish gel.. i must be boring the hell out of you.. pero bat buh.. blog ko toh eh :bleh.. wag nyo na lng basahin, lol! ANYWAY, i got free stuff dahil sa purchase ko! meh small cosmetics bag tas other loreal sample products.. *silip sa shopping bag trying to read the packaging* wahaha. i should stop and concentrate on work.

System Time: 2:13 PM
..panicked for a second, kasi wala yung paper bag which contains the wallet i bought for momi.. tas naalala ko, pinatago ko muna keh ria 'cause i'm not sure if i could safely leave it here.. baka kasi makita na ni momi mamaya eh bukas pa naman bday nya.. so yun, keh ria muna..

System Time: 2:22 PM
..siguro pwede lang maging shopaholic eh yung meh pera, lol.. i mean.. pwede kaya? pano magiging shopaholic ang isang tao na walang credit card and so-so lang ang sweldo.. hmm. kaya ndi naman ako siguro shopaholic dahil in the first place, la naman akong pera. pero siguro, pag yumaman ako, ala akong ginawa kungdi mamili. hmm.. tsaka kaya ako alang savings kasi kung ano ano binibili ko.. lol. noh buh toh.. effect toh ng pagbabasa ng shopaholic series.. tsaka ng sister kong kikay.. tsaka ng aking short-lived richness woohoo!! *ayp* alam ko na pala kung san ko gagastusin bonus ko.. ndi sya material thing.. ndi ko rin isasave.. hehehe napaisip ko kayo ano.. ndi rin siya charitable ek ek uh, ndi pa ako naloloka (lol).. basta..sekretong malufet. hihihi.

System Time: 2:47 PM
yey finished the Business Requirement docu.. parang blog lang ako ng blog buong araw ano? nakakapagtrabaho pa naman ako khet papano, hehe..

System Time: 3:00 PM
wowiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! found free stuff INSIDE the bag too! tas ang kukyut ksi mga sample stuff kaya maliliit ang packaging.. meh loreal airwear compact (sobrang kyut ang liit! lol!), meh loreal colour riche crystal shine lipstick (haba ng name), meh loreal white perfect triple whitening spot corrector, (pahaba ng pahaba), tas meh white perfect whitening facial foam.. ayun.. ay meron pang parang intensive essence.. lol! feeling ata ng saleslady napakanog nog ko na at kelangang magpaputi hahaha! sa sobrang tuwa ko tinawagan ko pa si ria sa office nya at kinuwento toh hehe.. saya saya tlga ng araw na toh! (or mababaw lang tlga ako?) /me silip sa cosmetic bag ulit. hihihi.

System Time: 3:09 PM
..just tried calling ate joy at Futaba.. grabe.. parang prison tlga dun.. tatawag lang eh dami pang tanong.. anyway, nagtext kasi si Froi sabi tawagan ko daw si ate joy.. sows.. ang hirap naman pala.. parang ayaw pakausap..hmpft. siguro tungkol sa ticket namin sa nov. 29..

*silip ulit sa cosmetic bag. har har*

System Time: 3:13 PM
/me basa ng nakasulat sa likod ng loreal products.. yung maliliit.. readable, but discreet. hihihi.

System Time:3:19 PM
my makeup wish list: (grabe, can't believe meron ako nito! lol!)
1. as compact powder - loreal air wear (na-enganyo ako nung free)
2. blush - smashbox blush/ origins pinch-my-cheeks (wataname lol)
3. lipstick - haven't decided yet what brand. basta dapat ndi nakakadry.
4. eye shadow - something from clinique/beauty bar
5. colorless mascara from bodyshop
6. lashfinity by revlon
7. concealer - tea trea oil concealer from bodyshop

dami pa nga dibuh, eyeliner, lipgloss, etc.. pero eto lang gusto ko..i actually have a few of these already.. weird.. di naman ako nagmamakeup sa office.. powder lang tsaka lipstick.. so, kelan ko ginagamit mga toh! lol! >_<

System Time: 3:30 PM
well, not exactly true.. nung asa akin pa yung smashbox blush ni ate ging ginagamit ko yuh.. tas ginamit ko naman yung cheap na blush kaya nagkapimpol ako..tsaka nag e-eyeshadow ako tlga, tinatamad lng ako lately

System Time: 3:34 PM
oops dito na sila (IT People) brb!

System Time: 4:13 PM
ay, meh kwe-kwek na nabili si Sir Jayson.. sayang ubos na daw.. :(
..parang gusto ko ng waffle ng star bucks.. ayp. nope. ndi na ako gagastos sa araw na toh except sa pamasahe ko pauwi!

..ay keh ate pretz pala yung kwe kwek.. pwedeee.. pwedeng humingi!

System Time: 4:43 PM
tsalap ng kwek-kwekk!

System Time: 4:44 PM
..hay.. gusto ko ng umuwi para maghilamos! lol!

System Time: 5:51 pm
nilibre ako ng quickly ni ate pretz! kaya lng gumastos ako dhel bumili naman ako ng soft taco.. tsk tsk..dapat tumigil na tlga ako sa kakagastos.. baka biglang maubos 13th month ng di ko namamalayan.. waahh!

isip ko pa kung mageextend ako eh..

System Time: 6:22 PM
dito parin ako! yes, mga 45 minutes na lng.. kaya ko tohhh.. bukas magbebreakfast kami ni erlyn.. *sana ilibre ako hihihi!* kaya di ako pwedeng magoffset.. sa uwi pa ako ng maaga.. dhel birthday nga ni dex..

System Time: 6:31 PM
uwi na ko..babagalan ko na lang kumilos, lol..babay!

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

System Time: 8:25 AM
gud mawnin.. *yawns* ..arrived a few minutes before 8..decided that i don't wanna go to work on a saturday so i'm trying to offset my hours on weekdays...

..also thinking whether to celebrate my birthday or not.. i mean, if i should have people come over our house etc... or maybe i could just spend it with my family, since it's a holiday and all..

heard Sir Tony..he's here.. brb

System Time: 8:53 AM
..realized was painting the wrong form. AFTER i have finished it. chet chet chet! *wapak wapak wapak* huhuhu! BRB!

System Time: 12:37 PM
..hay. feel so weak. should really exercise even if only on weekends. my only exercise is when i walk to and fro the walkway so i could have a smoke. hay. so much stuff i want to do.
1. my unfinished projects (websites, fansites, novel, ETC)
2. exercise.. something constant/scheduled
3. practice driving

hay. my dad keeps telling me that i should practice driving everyday. at least up to Masinag. sabi nya nakakalimutan ko daw kasi pag ndi ako napapraktis. lammo yun, parang nababano ulit ako. anyway, this saturday, pramis tlga i'll practice.

only problem is to wake up early. hu-hum.

System Time: 12:50 PM
kakatamad ng magpaint nitong form. but at least it's a greeat way to kill time.. yes, should focus on that.

System Time: 12:52 PM
maybe should just bug people to write a testimonial for me. hmm.

System Time: 12:54 PM
just texted erlyn and irvie. hay. trabaho na nga ako.

System Time: 2:36 PM
have finished painting (at last) the form.. am now modifying the documentation.. (wow. magigising ako dito.) *sighs* grr tagal ng.. oops.. promised myself will not notice time anymore.. as if i don't write the system time in each entry. duh.

System Time: 2:46 PM
ohmigod this is soo boring.

System Time: 3:06 PM
*sleeping*

System Time: 3:28 PM
ano bang masarap kainin mamayang gabi... hmm.. last night i ate spaghetti putanesca.. sarap.. pero konti lng kasi eh.. gusto ko ata ng tempura. tama. tempura! waah gusto ko ng mag 7pm. :~(

System Time: 4:24 PM
ok sana yung putanesca eh, just like how my mom makes it.. pero ang konti.. hmm.. tama tempura na lng..

System Time: 4:26 PM
..ndi ba dapat nagtitipid ako..hmm.. food naman eh, so okay lng yun dibuh?

System Time: 4:29 PM
nagbabaon naman ako ng lunch eh.. so alang gastos dun.. pero araw² naman akong nagdidinner dito.. eek. *focuses on "FOOD toh, ok lang gumastos"*

System Time: 4:33 PM
..ang bagal ng oras. kakauraaaaaaaaat.

..Sir Joel, Sir Felix and Sir Philbert are downstairs.. meh tiangge kasi sa 28th floor.. kainggit. gusto ko rin pumunta. *sighs* hirap tlga ng contractor! kung Radix lang toh, kanina pa ako andun. lol!

..oops they're back. BRB!

System Time: 5:16 PM
less than 2 hours to go.. (see? positive thinker na ko.. instead of saying "1 and sumting hours pa"!)

System Time: 5:28 PM
i don't think i can wait till 7 pm to go home.. hindiiiiiii, kaya ko tohhh! kelangang magoffset!

System Time: 6:22 PM
woohooo ilang minuto na lng! actually, i can time out as early as 6:45 'cause i think i logged in at 7:45 am.. gugutom na ko eh..

System Time: 6:30 PM
sarap siguro ng tempura. hmm. tsaka sashimi. magbento meal na lng kaya ako. pero 150 bucks yun. hmm. pero sarap din sa City Bites, yung sausage nila. pero 95 yun. yung tempura, 90 ata. HMMM.

..chet, my stomach's rumbling.

System Time: 6:41 PM
..been reading my past blogs.. i already bought a gift for my 2 inaanaks.. but i went over my budget by 130 bucks.. hirap tlgang bumili kasi.. tas lahat mahal.. bought a toy keyboard for Siege and Electronic Teacher ek ek for Liam.. parehong wala pang battery! chet, bibili pa pala ako nun.. sabi pala ni ate pretz, this friday na ang 13th month namin! wee!

System Time: 6:44 PM
pack up na ko (parang shooting hehe).. babayyuu!

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

My blog yesterday, Nov. 17, 2003:

System Time: 9:18 AM
..just another manic monday. (uy kinanta nya) sucky day. kaantok. katamad. only thing i'm looking forward to is it's momi's "first" day at work and will probably meet him later.. sa friday na birthday nya! hmm.. *yawns* while sleeping at the shuttle i was dreaming all sorts of things.. good thing i didn't do anything embarassing like talk out loud or something like that..

System Time: 9:32 AM
i have this uncanny sense of timing that i would choose to go out to the loo in the exact time that Sir Tony will go to IT dept... did it for the nth time just this morning and found this stuffed tarsier with a stick stuck up on it's a** on top of my open visual c++ book.. it gave me quite a fright actually.. thought it was some kind of rodent hehe.. Sir J said that Sir Tony gave one for each of us since they just got back from Bohol.. Sir T probably wonders why i'm always not on my desk.. grrr.. magaling lang tlga timing ko, kainis. (>_<) at least it WAS a visual c++ book.. good thing it wasn't a novel or something non-work related.. BUT my 2 sticks of yosi were in plain view AND i wasn't in my desk AGAIN. chet. grr. monday. blame it on mondays. and my traitorous bladder. and my f*cked up timing. double chet.

System Time: 10:20 AM
..Ma'am M gave me a sampaloc fruit.. first i was kinda wondering watdapak i would do with this and then she said i could eat it straightaway.. was from Bangkok... ahh oki.. hehe..

System Time: 10:22 AM
sarap. kinda weird to be eating fresh sweet sampaloc. unlike the preserved kind they sell at tagaytay/baguio.

System Time: 11:15 AM
called ria.. will have lunch together..

System Time: 2:24 PM
..had sisig for lunch. hay. so sleeeypi. pagnapapaidlip ako, with matching panaginip pa tlga.. that's why sometimes, i can't determine if something REALLY happened or it's just one of my dreams.. usually, my dreams are trivial-everyday stuff.. can't remember all of them.. but i think, just now (yep, nakatulog na naman ako) i was dreaming that i had to choose between vegetables or something-else-can't-recall to eat for lunch.. sometimes i would dream of people that i know but haven't seen/talked to for A LONG time.. like last night, i dreamt of my hs friend and kababata Enrae.. think my other hs friends were also in my dream.. as usual, the moment i woke up, bits and fragments are instantly forgotten.. it's like holding water in your hand... the more you tighten your grasp, the more water you lose.. so usually, i don't bother remembering my dreams.. swerte lang pag naaalala ko.. i also have these deja vu(s) ALL the time.. yung parang.."wow, nangyari na toh" stuff.. my sister ate chary has a theory on that.. she said that it's a good sign daw when that happens.. she believes that some of the things happening in our life are already pre-destined and when deja-vus happen, it's like a sign that we made the right choice and on the right track towards the life designed for us.. i kinda think in the same line also.. personally, i think that some stuff are just meant to be.. some people think that they control their life and that things happen because they made it happen.. bunch of BS if you ask me.. death, diseases, accidents.. can a mere mortal control these stuff? and choices.. people feel in control 'cause they think they actually CHOSE their life..i believe our whole life is already planned out for us, including the choices we will eventually make.. and free will.. think it's free will that f*cks up THE PLAN and then very bad things happen when we force things that aren't meant for us.. sabi nga nila.. pag para sayo, mapupunta tlga yun sayo.. (or something to that effect) so pag hindi tlga, wag ng ipilit! i know a whole lot of people will disagree but that's why monologues and blogs suchs as this are invented.. it's MY opinion and i don't care whether you agree with me or not.. :รพ

System Time: 3:15 PM
..feel like i'm schizo or sumtin.. lol.. guess this is what boredom does to a person..

System Time: 3:36 PM
kae-mail ko sila jhoneil and chipper..they're my radix officemates who are currently in Ohio..

teka.. Ma'am M said she'll talk to me later.. nyerks. skeyri. tungkol saan kaya. can it be sinumbong na ako ni Sir Tony? wahaha. skeyri. *kagat kuko*



Nov. 18, 2003


System Time: 9:53 AM
..turned out was another list of stuff i had to do for LIPS. hahay.. my list keeps on getting longer but my deadline isn't getting extended..

..made my timesheet this morning.. total hours of my absences exceeds 20 hours.. paktay..think i need another saturday to offset it.. tsk tsk.. think another 4 hours will do..

System Time: 10:19 AM
madirpakir. am fairly sure that Ma'am M saw this. this! my blog! *wapaks sarili* she approached me at my workstation and i kinda asked her something 'bout LIPS.. then asked her if she wants to take a look at the program..then she took my sit.. i ate some chicharon while standing up and then when i looked at my monitor, saw my blog briefly before Ma'am M clicked another text file.. chet chet chet! dunno how much she read.. think she just saw the last paragraph above.. hay.. sooo stupidd and soo careless.. tsk. badtrip.

trabaho na nga ako.

System Time:10:35 AM
..cmmon.. hafto stayy aweyk. @_@!

System Time: 5:12 PM
.."painting" some of the user interface.. quite enjoyable 'cause i don't hafto think about anything while doing it..will probably stay for another 2 hours here.. better start offsetting my absences..

System Time: 6:52 PM
..uwi na ko.. pero pasok ako ng maaga bukas.. tas same time uwi.. asa baba na rin si dex eh.. babay!

Friday, November 14, 2003

System Time: 8:31 AM
..at last, salary kicked in.. will try to be rigid and follow a strict budget,.. have to take note of my expenses 'cause i seem to be short on money all the time.. obviously, cannot list it here (you'll see all my credit hihihi) so will write list in piece of paper and follow it by heart.. *crosses fingers*

System Time: 8:41 AM
..will just write my christmas shopping list here..

Ninangs:
1. Auntie Boots
2. Auntie Ellen
3. Auntie Lorna

Ninongs:
1. Tito Ardie
2. Tito Meynard
3. Tito Recheng

Aunties:
4. Auntie Mayette

Uncles:
5. Uncle Mon

6.Lola (sta.mesa)

Inaanaks:
7. Siege - boy (4 yrs old?)
8. Liam - boy (ahmm... 2?)

Pamangkins:
9. Chin²
10. Migs

..think that's it.. in the family, that is....soo,..budget time..
3 Ninangs (@ 250) = 750 php
3 Ninongs ( @ 250) = 750
Auntie M ( @ 100) = 100
Uncle M ( @ 100) = 100
Lola ( @ 250) = 250
Siege ( @ 500) = 500
Liam ( @ 500) = 500
Chin² ( @ 100) = 100
Migs ( @ 100) = 100
=====
3150 PHP... whaaaaaaaat!?

okey shitty.. mom, dad, ate ging and ate chary are not even in that list.. hmm.. what if i just spend 200 for my ninongs/ninangs.. but what would i buy with only 200 bucks.. 250 nga pahirapan na yun eh.. wahhhh dilemma, dilemma..

System Time: 9:16 AM
..looks like i'll be going to the Jerry/Vic/Barbie thing on the 29th.. la kong makitang kasing jologs ko na bibili ng tiket lol.. hmm.. ok parin.. /me kanta... wo shinnn, chanda chanda chandaaaa wo aii niiiiiii lol!

System Time: 9:19 AM
shit just remembered. magbibirthday pala ako.. waah gastos.. you think i could get away without treating anybody? hihihi...nahhh.. didn't think so either..

System Time: 9:43 AM
..this is gonna be one looong day. hu-hum.. will leave here at exactly 5 pm and go to Radix.. papakain kasi Nov. celebrants (kasama ako dun.. para malasapan ko naman yung 350 ko noh!) tsaka kukunin ko allowance ko.. grabe inipon ko tlga yun at sadyang ndi kinukuha.. pambayad sa ticket nila Jerry hihihi..

System Time: 9:47 AM
oh no. i'm having cold symptoms.. sore throat.. aching²/minute.. chet. naulanan kasi ako kahapon nung umuwi kami ni momi.. dali ko tlgang magkasakit.. pero yokooo. lalaban ako! (pinaka-hate ko tlga ang magkasipon)

System Time: 10:03 AM
..just got off the phone..been talking to davis.. 'cause i wrote a testimonial for him and when i tried posting it last night, discovered that he wasn't my friendster friend any more! asked him if he deleted me hihih (syempre ndi).. stupid friendster.. hmpft. i'm so proud pa naman of my testi for him.. lol.. ay.. remember how i couldn't recall jamie's surname.. galing².. received a request friend ek ek from her last night.. jamie navarro nga pala.. *wapaks sarili* .. katuwa tlga at in-add nya ko as her friend, hihihi

System Time: 10:15 AM
..prumerica people received their bonuses already.. hay, kelan kaya kami? still haven't decided what i'll do with it.. whether to save it or spend it..

System Time: 10:47 AM
..having my usual Friday lunch crisis.. sino pwede kong kasabay.. texted ria (didn't reply. HMPFT).. si kate,.. meh kasamang officemates, pero pwede daw akong maki-hitch.. di kaya dyahe?

System time: 10:50 AM
ayun! received SMS from Kate, oki daw dito na lng kami kain.. wee!

System Time: 12:30 PM
..just had lunch with Kate.. and yosi.. anyway, before that, the user who tests the LIPS (program i'm modifying) approached me and reported some bug she allegedly found.. grabe.. my heart was beating so fast (plus i felt slightly nauseous, lol) while she was talking to me.. i mean, i KNOW i tested that part.. the saving part and never encountered problems with it.. so i had lunch today with my mind on the program.. now, Sir Phil said that Ma'am B (the user) told him to tell me that perhaps, it was just a user error and it might not be a problem of the system after all.. *huge sense of relief* hay.. pero kabado parin ako mah gas, lol!

System Time: 1:01 PM
ay.. meh nagbigay ng brownies.. tsalap²..

System Time: 2:00 PM
..checking my yahoo mail thru wap..ohdibuh bilis ng oras hehe.. check ulit.. hihihi

System Time: 2:36 PM
..brr lamig.inaantok na naman ako. *sighs*

System Time: 3:41 PM
..la na ko magawa..reading some forwarded e-mail..kakatawa..parang "excuse letters" ng mga parents para sa school dhel nag-absent mga anak nila..

Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot. ... meh sakit na nga, binaril pa! lol!

Dear School:
Please ekscuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33.
.. lol! loko.

pero dito tlga ako natawa...

Please excuse Jennifer for missing school yesterday. We forgot to get the Sunday paper off the porch, and when we found it Monday, we thought it was Sunday.

LOL! winner!!! baka pwede ring tong excuse sa werk! hihihi!

System Time: 4:17 PM
my itinerary for tonight..
5:00.. log out time...will proceed to Radix
5:30..estimated time of arrival at Radix
5:31-5:45 tsibog kung meh natira pang food
5:46-6:15 check friendster
6:16..leave for megamall to meet other Radix ofismeyts
7:00 estimated time of arrival at Big Shot
9:00 uwi na.. PRAMIS 9 TLGA.. la maghahatid saken eh..

Thou shall not forget while at Radix to:
.. return Jiro's DVD
.. ask for allowance
.. ask for payslips
.. ask for CDRs from Sir Herbert
.. call my mom what time i'll be home

feel so organized. hihihi. all i've got to do is follow this sched.. as ip. lol.

System Time: 4:27 PM
think i need a haircut..beginnings of potential split hairs are visible.. only reason my hair isn't in it's usual short do is want to see how long i could bear to grow it.. hehe.. malapit na akong mainis.. shoulder length na kasi, lagi fly-away kakairita kaya lagi akong naka-pony tuloy..gusto ko na atang pagupit, tulad ng hair ni Arimi dun sa Marmalade boy hehe..

System Time: 4:51 PM <--alis na ko khet maaga pa. di ko na kayang magpanggap for another second! babayy!

Thursday, November 13, 2003

System Time: 2:51 PM
have been making testimonials for my friendster friends..just writing it in a notepad then will post them later when i get home..great way to kill time, hehe..made testis (hahaha) for ruth, mel, erlyn, art, chekay, alix, harbie, ria, kate, jing, lara, crisel and arjo..i'm on a roll, lol.. actually, enjoyed doing them.. lalo na dun sa mga hs friends ko kasi naging close ko tlaga sila dati..i'll make one also for davis and pasqui, my ism classmates...

System Time: 3:58 PM
@_@. gaah. have finished all testimonials and now i'm falling asleep. demmit.

System Time: 4:29 PM
will start my christmas shopping this weekend.. for my inaanaks and my ninangs.. kala ko dati talagang gawain ng bawat pamilya na pag meh trabaho na yung inaanak mo, yung inaanak naman ang magbibigay sa ninang.. kami lang pala ang ganon.. kasi pinag uusapan namin dati nila koji, chipper and froi na dapat agahan christmas shopping para ndi napupunta yung bonus dun.. tas sabi ko, sa mga ninang ko pa lang nauubos na bonus ko.. tas mega reak sila bat daw binibigyan ko.. eh parang nyehh.. ano namang sila parin magbigay saken eh nagtatrabaho na ako.. (di parin sila payag lol).. pero sa tingin ko tlga tama logic ng pamilya namin kasi kahit ako, ayoko namang forever kong bibigyan yung inaanak ko,..dapat siya naman pag tanda nya para kwits! hehe! tsaka way of thanking mo yun sa kanila sa pagsisilbing 2nd parents mo.. anywayz.. balak ko this weekend start na ako mamili para ndi mashadong mashock wallet ko pag pinagsabay sabay ko..

System Time: 5:36 PM
..just called my dad.. asked him "pwede ba kaming kumain dyan"? ang sagot ba naman.. "na naman?" nyerks. then mom picked up the extension line.. my dad said "oh ayan kausapin mo" .. mom said: "bakit?" ..i asked the same question.. guess what she answered... woow galing nyo uh.. like mother like father.. lol! sabi ko nga "oh sige wag na nga" sabay bawi si momi na "crispy pata lang, oki lang ba sainyo yon?" hehe weird old folks.. di mo alam kung anong gusto.. sinabi ko na lang na itetext ko na lng sila kung dun nga kami dinner..
System Time: 5:50 PM
..went to Beauty Bar with Irvie yesterday.. never seen so much make-up in my whole life, lol..dunno when i started having an interest in different kikay stuff.. perhaps because of ate ging who suddenly became obsessed with makeup..and not just any medium priced makeup uh.. i'm talking about prescriptives, smashbox, origins, clinique stuff..think it's paying off 'cause mas marami na akong pimpol kesa sa kanya bwahaha! (dati ang dami nun eh)

System Time: 6:05 PM
uwi na ko..babayy!

System Time: 10:15 PM
grabe. TANGGAP SI momi sa Malcolm! natagalan lang pala yung company na tawagan siya tas start na siya sa Monday! ang saya saya nya kanina,.. ang kyot pa nya, pinipigilan yung pagngiti nya.. di pa nya sinabi saken ng direcho, inabot nya lng yung phone nya tas pinabasa yung text message ng ka-batch nya.. grabe.. sooo happy happy for him! anyway, dito sa bahay kami nagdinner tas umuwi na siya around 9:30 pm... sleep na rin ako.. gudniteyyyyyy! Hurrah!!

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

System Time: 8:57 AM
..bad morning. humpft. took me half a minute to figure out what was different today.. realized what it was after i opened my PC and the monitor was turned off.. don't usually close it so i was surprised by the blank screen.. anyway.. opened my monitor than *wham*..
they took MY LCD monitor and replaced it with this wimpy 15-inch NON- flat monitor
.. huhuhu.. will not tolerate this kind of discriminating and sneaky behavior..changing the monitor behind my back..waiting for me to go home and then springing this bombshell..LCD monitor and i have become attached and that sort of relationship just cannot be substituted by this puny picture tube. humpft again.

System Time: 9:19 AM
..cannot look at Sir L's in the eye as my inner dismay re. monitor might be transparent..
LOL. i'm creeping myself out. hihihihi.

System Time: 9:25 AM
..ate ging's gonna be really pissed at me.. used up all of the free internet hours provided by her company..shitty. friendster's fault. if they just do something to speed up their server then i'll just click, click, click away, right? but noooo.. i have to click..(wait)...(wait) click.. (wait..wait)..click (wait..wait..wait) everyyytime.. so i'm not really addicted to it.. am just logging long hours in it 'cause it's too damn slow.. ooh.. have 5 new friendster friendss (wee!) mostly my HS chums...also found another HS classmate but i seem to be getting a mental block on what her surname is.. jamie.. jamie.. sumting..even typed jamie rivera.. lol.. jamie rivera fuckwittage..gaahh.. >_< will ask kate later..ndi ako adik uh, lol.. surely getting excited from being reunited with old friends is normal behavior.. :p

oohh.. just texted Koji, gave him my e-mail addy and asked him to add me in his frienster.. he texted back and told me that we already have a link.. through Zced -> Almond -> Koji.. bwahaha sooo weird..(Zced's ria's bf, Almond is Koji's ex) actually, found a lot of not-so-normal links (meaning 2 of my friends are have common friends, etc)..

System Time: 10:59 AM
..phoned Ria to tell her the connection... also pestered her to make me a testimonial.. hihihi.. adik na buhhh akuuuu? hihihi

System Time: 11:32 AM
am hungry. :( ala si manang the lunch vendor.. will hafto go down at the fudpak este park to eat.. hmm.. bagoong rice.. or chicken crisps.. hmm..

System Time:11:45 AM
amm really hungry already.. how do i ask Sir J..
me: "err..sir,.. di pa ba kayo kakain? gutom na ako"
Sir J: "edi kumain ka mag-isa mo!"

nyerks. scary.. hmm..

System Time: 11:46 AM
Hurrah! just heard Sir J said "kain na tayo..gutom na ko" wohooo! saviorrr

System Time: 1:23 PM
chicken crisps won over bagoong rice.. soo full.. soo sleypii.. soo wanna go home.. wahh.

..office buzz here is that the 26th has been declared a non-working special holiday (Ramadan ek ek)..ergo, will have 2 holidays 'cause my birthday's on the 27th and we've got birthday leaves.. (Hurrahhh!)

System Time: 7:42 PM
..already home.. actually timed out as early as 2:00 pm today.. oki nga eh, timing.. 'cause i texted Irvie with no solid reason and turned out that she was at the Enterprise.. waahaha namiss ko kasi si Irvie kaya sumama na lng ako sa kanya haha! ang sama ko nga eh, di ko sha nabati nung birthday nya.. wahhh.. pero alam ko na october 23 birthday nya.. di ko lang namalayan na nag october 23 na wahaha.. puny excuse hay. ayun, nag window shopping kami, chika-chika.. tas treat nya ko ng cheesecake (yum yum) tsaka nag timezone kami.. hayy saya saya talaga.. miss our Info days at ang dami na rin naming kalokohang pinagdaanan ni Irvs..

System Time: 7:56 PM
kain na ako.. bye all! gudnitey!

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

System Time: 9:42 AM
..Mandy Moore's having a concert on the 20th! waah ohhh noooo... i loooove Mandy Moore.. she's the only singer i love that isn't alternative or rockish.. i only have money to watch one show.. and Jerry/Vic's isn't even their concert.. guest lang sila dun.. but i DO want to see Jerry and Vic in person.. titiisin ko khet kumanta kanta si AiAi dun.. lol pero chet Mandy Moore.. tas concert talaga.. tas andun pa si JayR! wahhhh, the dilemma..actually, even if i decide to watch Mandy Moore and sell our tickets dun sa F2 eh helloooo problema parin kasi kanino ko naman ibebenta yun eh ako lang ata jologs dito sa Makati, lol! sapilitan pa nga yung pagsama saken ni ate chary kaya yari ako dun pag di nagamit yung ticket..*huhuhu pano tohh*

System Time: 3:12 PM
hayyy..still in the middle of documenting the modifications i made in their system.. grabe, ubos na english ko.. anyway, had lunch with momi today.. ayy.. down talaga siya.. *hugsMahmomi* sobrang disappointed siya and everything..hintayin nya daw ako..sa GB daw siya tatambay muna... *sighs*

System Time: 3:15 PM
..IT people are in a meeting again.. soo quiet here..

...watched Dolphin Bay last night..the child actors are soooo cuteee..ang gagaling pang umiyak! grabe lol, katuwa..pilot episode was fast paced and quite entertaining.. can't wait to watch the next episode later..

System Time: 4:18 PM
..STILL documenting.. hay.. am pretty sure will not be able to finish this tonight.. at least i've got something to do tomorrow, hehe..

System Time: 5:33 PM
ohmigod, this is giving me a HEADache..

System Time: 6:03 PM
uwi na ako. headache, headache. it's all in the mind. i'm feeling great! lol! *ouch* babayy!

System Time: 10:34 PM
..samen nagdinner si dex... medyo oki na keh madir.. i mean,.. i called home kanina sa work..
me: "kain KAMI dyan..meh food ba?"
nanay: "meh sinigang"
me: "ay, ndi kumakain ng sinigang yun"
nanay: "oh, sige... ibahin ko na lng ng luto"

lol.. ohdibuh.. actually, medyo nagustuhan na rin ni dex yung sinigang.. nanibago lng nung umpisa..

sleep na kooo.. gudnitey!
My blog yesterday, November 10, 2003

System Time: 10:26 AM
..gud mawnin.. *yawns* had a very good sleep.. in the shuttle, hehe..i did sleep around 11:30 pm last night.. it's my usual bedtime so there's really no good reason to feel this sleepy.. dunno why i feel as if i'm so puyat..Saturday night was a different story, though.. was only able to sleep around 4:30 am.. it's all friendster's fault and my long-lost HS classmates, hehe.. oh, and ate cha and che sistah.. BS KLab bonding session, lol! (oiiiii sistah testimonial ko!)

..feel pretty good in regards my work here.. do you know that i've only got 2 remaining items in my fixes/enhancements list? *hapi hapi*.. was able to cross one out just this morning so now i'm down on my last 2.. one's just an enhancement.. the other one's a MAJOR error so i'm concentrating more on it..

System Time: 11:04 AM
..have a posh new shoulder bag.. weeee! it's an advance birthday-christmas present from ate chary.. i fell in love with it and basically begged ate chary to buy it for me.. am really a knapsack person but i wanted a shoulder bag that's feminine but not too kikay that i could use.. this one's just perfect..i feel like i'm a woman of the world, with chic mustard colored shoulder bag, LOL! i even cleaned out my room last night para bumagay ng konti sa bago kong bag.. bwahahah! na-shock nga ata nanay ko nung ginising ako.. "naglinis ka ng kwarto!?!", hehe...i even made a special spot in my desk where i would specifically place my bag, so it won't get dirty...napaka-impractical pa naman ng kulay.. hehehe.. mah gas...*i'm so priking weird. lol*

just remembered.. my site looks very sucky now.. my host, Brinkster now has a banner-like window in the left side of every page.. suckssssss.. i now have to close that stupid banner window everytime...will have to move my site to another free, bannerless host.. kuripots kasi eh.. ayaw bumili ng host.. mah gas naman.. di ko nga matapos eh, meh dagdag na naman akong gagawin..

System Time: 11:29 AM
.. IT people are having their lunch..kinda hungry too but i wanted to take advantage of their absence and write here..

..hmm.. la naman ako masulat. LOL! langya.

System Time: 1:19 PM
..received SMS from kuya rony (radix opismeyt).. "Sama k Friday? Bday n Anniv gmk. Big Shots. Aftr opis." .. dami naming November celebrants eh.. (pero di pa ako manlilibre uh.. sila lng hehe..) Anniv part is 1 year na kasi batch nila sa Radix.. ahead lang kaming 4 nila Chipper, Froi and Koji sa kanila ng 4 months.. will probably go.. miss ko na rin sila..sana pwede rin si momi..he's feeling kinda down lately.. di na kasi tumawag yung Malcolm.. so balik job hunting ulit siya.. i'm trying my best to cheer him up.. hope he's fine na..

System Time: 2:43 PM
..shit. they're making me write the documentation ek ek. this is really the shittiest job of a programmer, to create functional specs/documentation of a certain program.. hay.. Ma'am M showed me 2 templates.. still very confused as to what am gonna do.. ahh grr hate doing this.. my eyes are already drooping while reading the template and am just on the first paragraph.. lol.. @_@

System Time: 5:37 PM
..still working on the documentation.. think i'm getting the hang of it.. keh hirap magenglish mah gas, lol! pero in fairness, ang bilis talaga ng oras pag meh ginagawa ka hahahaha! 30 minutes na lng, uwian na.. yipeeee!

System Time: 6:50 PM
..still at the office...am such a hardworking employee, haha! am actually waiting for 7 pm so that i'll exactly have 1 extended hour that i could use to offset my absences..

ei, it's Jing's birthday tomorrow.. happy happy birthday jing! she's my HS kada..blowout naman dyan! si dex nga pala nagtext.. bukas na lng kami magmi-meet...

hmm.. actually thinking of subscribing to a dial-up internet plan.. can no longer use ate ging's free ISP account and prepaids are so inconvenient AND expensive..tri-isys unlimited plan's only 680 bucks.. but what i'm really interested on is the free 20 mb web space.. hafto remember to inquire if it'll be bannerless or will have no irritating pop-ups..

System Time: 7:02 PM <--uwi na ako. babayyy! am hungry naaaaaa. bye all!

Sunday, November 09, 2003

System Time: 9:50 AM
Gud morning! let me start my blog by borrowing some words from ate cha's blog.. i feel exactly the same way..

You might think I’m stupid but the feelings that I have for that person, it makes me feel so contented. I don’t seek for anything else. I’m just happy having this feeling. And I don’t really give a damn if he doesn’t feel the same way. I’m happy and contented. So let me just have this feeling .. don’t ask me to let it go, this is the only thing I have. Let me just feel it for now and let it die the natural way.

right on.

i haven't talked about him.. for the looongest time.. but i still think about him.. when i'm alone or before going to sleep.. he's like a dream for me now.. a dream that will remain unfulfilled.. but i'm fine with that, believe it or not.. i don't even want to forget this feeling.. 'cause i feel that if i lose it, i'm not me anymore.. it sounds weird, yes.. and a little bit pathetic..i'm 99% sure he doesn't think of me any longer, but i frankly don't care... i just know that when the time comes that he'll need someone to talk to.. i'll be here for him.. i do miss him terribly.. but i'm no longer depressed by his non-existence in my life.. i just learned to store him and his memories in some part of my soul, safely detached from my present world, but still very much important and cherished.. mizunapc

*wapaks sarili* lol!

i'm now at prumerica.. haven't done a single work related thing yet.. just copied my friends' blog entries in a notepad and i plan on reading them this morning.. also searched and copied the episode guides for this new koreanovela flick, Winter Sonata.. i'm so busy noh? lol! can't believe i'm at work on a saturday.. so excuse me if i'm not on my employee-programmer mood.. hmm.. will continue reading their blogs.. brb..

System Time: 10:30 AM
i guess some could say i'm unfair to momi...and sometimes i would really feel awful and guilty..

he's the best. really. the best-esssst. i couldn't ask for more. and as i said before, pc's my impossible love.. everyone has to have one....with dex, i can't imagine life without him. he's my reality. i can tell everyone right now that yep, he's the most important person in my life now.. he's so good to me that sometimes i feel i'm not good enough for him.... but one look from him and all my anxieties disappear..

System Time: 10:52 AM
..pwe.. my hot choco's not hot anymore.. hmm.. i'll be probably eating alone for lunch today.. ok lang.. i'm hoping momi will come here and meet me after work..(if you call this work lol)

..basahin ko na yung Winter Sonata... you think i have the chance of being an "employee of the month?" .... i didn't think so, also, lol

ayp.. before i forget.. i CAN'T believe pinutol ng GMA yung Marmalade boy! as innnnn.. kakainish.. supposed to be last episode na yun pero i beg to disagree! mah gassss! huhuhuhu.. you see, after each episode, it shows a few scenes from the next one.. and chet.. ala pa kaya mga yun! as in, ndi ko pa napapanood mga yun.. wahh kainish tlga. hmpft. hay. i have to get a copy of that.. sana magkaroon sa quiapo, lol! anyway, sir Loret is gonna go down to smoke so i have time to make a quick login at friendster and see what ate cha's been ranting about hehe.. (makikitsismis ako in short) and che.. i don't even know if you read my blog.. but all i can say is.. bilib ako sayo. as in. from the bottom of my heart. go girl! hoyy update mo ko pag meh gig si Jayr dito sa makati or ortigas at friday night siya.. lol..

System Time: 11:27 AM
.. yess lapit na lunch.. kewl pala friendster.. lol! lamko napaka jurassic ko naman at ngayon ko lng nalaman pero i've been very busy and so disconnected that i haven't really paid any attention to the invites etc.. i just signed up and that was that.. di ako mashado makaporma dito sa office at makapagbrowse ng todo pero i'll try to liven up my friendster account a bit at home.. pero big thanks talaga keh mel and ruth.. lamko wala lang kayong magawa dyan (lol!) at ginawan nyo ako ng testimonial without me asking you to do it.. really means a lot and i truly truly appreciate your friendship. miss na kita mel *wapaks* don't forget our corregidor adventure! lol! oi ruth wahh sis uwi ka na dito. kainish ka, UWI NA! lol!

hay bili na ako ng food.

System Time: 12:17 PM
/me burps. esmyuski. ^-^

i wasn't really in the mood to eat rice so i bought some noodle soup instead.. it's miso ramen.. i happen to looove miso soup.. ate ging even brought home some instant miso packets.. (yum yum).. the miso noodle i ate a while ago was a little on the bland side.. but it's okay.. i'm still full and sleepy *yawns*

grabe. i really don't want to program today. i'm counting the minutes till 5 pm.. (actually mga 5:30 pa ata dapat.. think i timed in around 8:30 am) .. there's actually a lot of people here (get a life people! lol!) .. but TG only Sir Loret is present from the IT dept.. i can just sit here in front my PC (i just love saying that, lol!) and stare at him este it. *wapaks sarili* hahaha. kasiiiiiiiiiiiiii the people to blame are ate cha and che. nasesenti ako senyu uh haha! ANYWAY,..i can't think of a single thing to say anymore so i'll just read the episode guide..

System Time: 2:06 PM
..i'm bored. hay. i wanna go home. BUT i still have 3 hours left.. getting dizzy reading this Winter sonata thing.. hirap magrecall ng mga korean names uh, lol! can't even decipher if it's a girl or a guy's name.. hmm..

System Time: 3:59 PM
woohoo.. lapit na 5pm.. went to the Coffee Bean with Ate Pretz.. she gave me some tips on how to log in my hours in the Timesheet.. (read: mga daya) katuwa.. tas i bought tea instead of my usual frappe.. Fragrant Night Jasmine.. to tell you the truth.. had to put 3 packs of sugar just for me to finish the drink, lol.. guess i'm not a tea drinker.. but it does smell really nice.. should have bought the honey stick para siguro mas masarap..

System Time: 4:07 PM
finished the WS.. hehe.. alam ko na ending and nobody dies! yipeee lol!

System Time: 4:16 PM
momi can't make it.. pauwi pa lng daw sila, he helped kasi sa errand ng uncle nya.. he still wanted to go and meet me but i told him he should just rest.. tsaka gusto ko na rin kasing umuwi.. sana ndi mashado traffic.. (asa pa ako, lol) hayy.. bagal na naman ng oras.. should have bought some magazines, lol.. grabe.. ala talaga akong ginawa today, ..bwahaha.. basta meh work hours ako, oki na toh! lol! bahala na sa lunes!

System Time: 4:27 PM
wow. the blinds are open again and have this awesome view of the sunset.. we're on the 34th floor and i could see the whole pasay area (well, i think pasay nga ito lol kasi kita ko Manila Bay eh).. makes me want to learn how to paint just so i could paint what i'm seeing right now hehe.. as ip ano haha.. hay. just realized i have SO MANY unfinished projects.. i don't want to enumerate them, kakadepress.. i should probably finish all of them, before the year ends.. so i could welcome the new year with nothing left hanging.. (basta parang ganon hehe)

System Time: 4:49 PM
..asked the guard what time i timed in.. 8:19 daw.. yehey.. kala ko mga 8:30 pa eh lol.. uwi ako on the dot..5:19 pm lolz!

lapit na pala magbigay ng bonus uh.. excited na ako! lol! actually i'm having an internal debate whether i would use it and buy something or save it.. para naman magkasavings ako ano! powtah ala akong ipon, as in. hay.. tas pag inisip ko kung gagastusin ko, ano naman bibilin ko, .. eh ang dami kong gustong bilin lol.. eh yung mga gusto ko medyo EXPENSIVE talaga kaya isa lang tlga mabibili ko.. it's either a digicam, a new phone, a PDA, a portable mp3 player (yung gusto ko Creative Muvo or yung Ipod or yung Rio Riot ko waahh) or a drumset.. grabe.. lol! tas paminsan naman iisipin ko,.. parang chet sayang isang gastusan lang.. isave ko na lng kaya para pag dumating F4 dito eh asa front row ako powtah khet 10000 php pa yung ticket, kaya kong bilin hahahahah! F4 parin ano, lolz.. yung mga binanggit ko na stuff yan na ang pinaka wish list ko sa mga material things.. kaya pag tinatamad akong magwerk (yung tipong ndi ako mamotivate na pumasok) sinasabi ko sa sarili ko.. "focus on the money, focus on the money" LOL! kasi dibuh, when all else fails.. just think of the financial rewards work brings to you.. hehehehe..

System Time: 5:07 PM
..chet nagbibilang na ako ng minuto.. 12 minutes to go.. lol! malapit naaaaaaa kaya ko tohhhh.

System Time: 5:18 PM
YESSSSSSSSSS I MADE it! lol! i'm so fucking proud of mahselp. lol! powtah nagpanggap ako ng 9 hours.. hehe.. bye all! magliligpit na ako!

System Time: 12:32 AM
ano buh. nagtype ako tas nawala at nag page cannot be displayed ek ek. hay. anyway..just said that i'm now here sa bahay and watched a couple of dvds.. livewire and speed. meh connection yung 2 uh, the main characters are bomb detonators.. basta parang ganon.. kanina pala meh katangahan na naman akong ginawa.. kasi umalis na ako sa enterprise exaktong 5:19 pm.. tas lakad na ako papuntang stock exchange kasi andun yung pila ng shuttle.. tas powtah.. asa loob na ako, .. bigla kong naisip na ndi ko pala nailagay sa bag ko yung disc na toh.. as in the disc that contains my blog for the day.. taena.. eh ayokong iwan yun baka meh makabasa na taga prumerica.. ayun.. labas ako ng shuttle sabay balik sa enterprise.. bad trip.. nakasakay ako 6 pm na..hay karma kagad. la daw kasi akong ginawa sa trabaho, lol!

cge babay na! umaga na eh , lol gudnitey.

Friday, November 07, 2003

3:28 PM

i'm in my "slump" phase. i didn't report at work for 3 whole days. now i feel a bit better.. i guess i'm just really, really tired and i needed to rest and relax...

..my workstation's kinda positioned near the window, and i've got a great view of Makati and Pasay Area... i could even see Manila de Bay.. the sun is at its highest now, the blinds are open so sunlight is directly on my face.. but i'm not bothered by it.. it's pleasant actually, feeling the sun but not sweating.. so unlike the usual climate here.. where basically sun = sweat..

3:52 PM
NYEH. sinarado yung blinds. Lol! la na ko view :(

4:02 PM
haaaaay.. had lunch with ria yesterday.. i needed someone to talk to... a real live person.. i feel that momi is already getting sick of my complains at work.. he just doesn't understand how tiring my work is.. yeah, i just sit all day in front of a monitor.. but believe.. it IS tiring... Ria feels it too.. like we are just pushing ourselves to do this kind of work because it's what's most logical... i feel this isn't what i want to do.. that there's something out there that's for me that i would enjoy doing..

...pero what if... there's nothing.. that this is as good as it gets.. i mean, why am i NOT happy? i'm a freakin programmer for goodness' sake.. there's some sort of respect i always get when i tell people what i do.. but that's just it.. i feel like a fraud, that i actually LIKE doing my work..

*sighs*

maybe i'm just PLAIN LAZY.. i used to want to be a teacher.. i still do actually,.. but what if i get sick of it also, feel the same way after doing it for a few months.. what then? i can't go bouncing from one career path to the next... haaaaaay... katuwa nga mom ko.. i told my parents about all this.. and my mom said.. "sana talaga manalo kao sa lotto para hindi ka na magtrabaho" LOL!!! i felt better instantly. :)

5:03 PM <--yesss less than an hour to go!
gotta remember to watch the evening news and spot jerry yan.. hehe.. he's HEREEEEEEE .. actually kahapon pa and i had no idea that he was here...chet. what kind of fan am i!? lol! sabi asa glorietta daw siya kanina.. madir pakir.. he was just walking distance away from where i was this morning WAHAHAHA. chet. sayang. lol!

9:50 PM
here at home already.. am talking to ate cha.. ate chaaaaaaaaa eto na blog ako hehehehehehehe missyuuu! teka... mag 10 na ndi ko pa napapanood yung Marmalade boy na tinape ko.. plus i have to catch the evening news.. papasok pala ako bukas para maoffset mga absences kow... hay.. oki lng.. at least makakapaginternet ako dun hehe..alang mga boss pag saturdayyy, yipee!!

gud nite everyone!



*/me kanta.. "i remember the boy.. but i don't remember the feeling.. anymore"... ate cha... kelan kaya ganito keh PC? LOL!*