i feel so empty.
spent the whole day lying in bed.. have been reading again.. it helps me fall asleep.. -_-
ok.. so i chatted yesterday using webchat.. fuck. and what good did it bring? zilch. only made me more miserable than before.. i disconnected after only a couple of minutes.. and scolded myself .. priking masochist.. torturing myself by seeing him online...
i pray... for indifference..