Tuesday, April 06, 2004


System Time : 8:37 AM
what a good day it is. har har har.

1. the next five days are all non-working days! woooohooo! have decided to just make the site and not go out.. it's okay.. ria's actually inviting us to go to Subic.. family wants to go to Isabela.. i'd rather watch DVDs, stay up late and finish the site..

2. dreamt of Ken. WAHAHA. i swear it was so realistic.. it's kind of a PG-18 dream that's so vivid i could still feel Ken's errrr.. basta. lol! woke up really giddy. hehehe. i was at my lola's birthday and he was my boyfriend and we were cuddling and stroking each other on the sofa.. was so cute 'cause we were seated amongst my cousins and were trying to hide the stuff we're doing from them.. then i hear a voice shouting.."hoy! 6 o'clock na!!!" . of course, that was my dad shouting and i woke up after that, lol!

3. Art called me this morning. just like the good ol' days. we're still hmm.. there's no other term but phone pals.. hehe.. yeah, we are! we've only met once but still call each other to complain about life and listen to each other's "haaay" lol.. now he's graduating (i bought him a graduation card last sunday) and it hardly feels like we've known each other for more than 2 years already.. /me kanta.. parang kailan lang.. hehe..i really like him.. i used to have this major crush on him but now what i feel towards him is better than a petty crush.. i truly feel lucky to be his friend.. *hugs kuyuh* i just know, our friendship's for keeps..

4. did i mention the 5-day-holiday? hehe!

System Time: 9:03 AM
..my current after-work-chinovela-fest are Guardian Angel and Love Storm. (Loving You and Starry, Starry, Night are already finished. both have sucky endings.)

teka. Sir Philbert just went right behind me and i had to save this text file so it'll get covered by the "Save As" Dialog of windows and he wouldn't be able to read what i've been writing.. now it's a TTX file bwahaha. (ttx files or data definition files are used for my crystal reports.)

anyway, where was i? oh, chinovelas! Ken's character still is kawawa in Love Storm.. hay.. but he's still so gwapo.. maybe that's the reason why i dreamt about him.. 'cause i kind of pity his character 'cause the girl he likes is totally smitten to another guy, Vic..

on my way home last night, i thought of PC again. (i could hear all the "whaaaaat" 's in the background) i remembered one my convers with ate cha.. that wouldn't it be really, really, hurtful to find out that he doesn't really exist.. or that HE might be actually a SHE..or that he's actually a DOM.. basta, the point is, i haven't actually met him. HE might not really exist. he's just a pro con-artist out to fool gullible little girls like me. it's such a sad thought isn't it? that you've been fooled all along.. that you've wasted all your tears, heartache on a GIRL? lol! but then there's still tiny, tiny part of your soul that still hopes that he'll be back in your life once again.. the way you've known him or remember him, the way you've loved him...it just blows the mind.

System Time: 6:17 PM
uwi nuh ko.. i'm so tired already.. bye guys! watch the Passion of Christ! byebye!