/me yawns

can't believe i'm feeling sleepy already... actually... this has been one of my 'better days'..
hearing from old friends.. chatting with new... wish life was as simple as this.

a friend once told me.. that i was just making my own hell... well... maybe he was right... i'm beginning to realize how lucky i am... with my family, my friends...
that's what really matters right? >_<

but i do miss him. stupid of me.
i heard from him today... its amazing how he could make me so happy with so little effort...
when will he realize that i can love him without seeing him. that though i haven't forgotten my past relationship, it doesn't mean that i'm still affected by it.
when will he realize he's the only one who could heal me...my therapy...

..." i don't want to need you.. cause i can't have you"...

but i do need you...
.... when will you need me?

hi kuyuh.. testing lang.. mawnin *mwah*

I'm coming, i'm coming home to you
I'm alive I'm a mess
I can't wait to get home to you
To get warm, warm and undressed

There've been changes beyond my dreams
Everybody wants me to sing
There've been changes beyond my grasp
Things I'm sinking in

So keep me, keep me
In your bed all day, all day
Nothing heals me like you do
Nothing heals me like you do

And when somebody knows you well
Well there's no comfort like that
And when somebody needs you
Well there's no drug Iike that

So keep me, keep me
In your bed all day, all day
Nothing heals me like you do
Keep me keep me
In your bed all day, all day
Nothing heals me like you do

And where l'm home, curled in your arms
And I'm safe again
I'll close my eyes and sleep, sleep
To the sound of London Rain

So keep me, keep me
In your bed all day, all day
Nothing heals me like you do
Keep me keep me
In your bed all day, all day
Nothing heals me like you do
Nothing heals me like you do