...so called.

i REFUSE to get pissed off because of the no-show of my so-called friends to my bridal shower. that's why i'm dedicating this entry to my friends who DID show up and i'm truly,truly thankful to them for making it and cheering me up.

(did i tell you that NONE of my HS friends went? ok, they didn't. still i REFUSE to get pissed.)

Thanks to my TP, AnShe (i think i made her feel guilty. she wasn't suppose to come but i texted her "EVERYONE'S CANCELLING!").. salamat TP, labyu talaga. Tapos si Irvie pumunta! tsaka si Joy my sis sa APO. grabe. yung 2 yung unexpected pero waaah touched ako you made it. tapos meh 4 ex-officemates sa Pramerica.. Ms. Jean, Ms. Eloi, Ms. Marivic (who is also our youngest ninang! hehe) and Ms. Tinnie, preggy and all, pumunta parin. labyu! syempre keh AKEL, sister ni Raymond, the early bird. ang ganda ng giftSSS nya! tapos yung pinsan kong si Nina, na nagdala pa ng Magic Sing hehe. thanks to my Ate's Friends, AnnaMae and Abi. Tapos friend ni Ate Chary, si Ate Janet who was the host of the shower. and si Ate Cy, asawa ng pinsan namin, helped them out .

niloloko nila ako (sila AnnaMae and Abi, friends ni ate Ging) everytime magri-ring yung doorbell (asa Astoria kami) "uuuyy meh friend ka ulit!" hehe. kasi the whole day was a field day for my so-called friends to cancel. and some were even bugging me for directions. i read them mga 12midnight na. parang watda. bakit ako ang tinatanong, bakit hindi si ate chary eh siya nagorganize? do you want me to fetch you pa? baka gusto nyo yun para ndi keyu maligawa diba? *breathe in, breathe out* okay.. i am NOT going to get pissed. i promised myself, bahala sila kung ayaw nilang pumunta. lahat sila not feeling well, ok fine! pagaling keyu. naloka si Ate Chary sa mga nagconfirm na hindi pumunta. sabi nya saken "oh, wala ka ng gift sa kasal hanggang sa birthday mo uh!" hehe. (she was just kidding of course, ... i think)

*sighs* i know i shouldn't be pissed (ok, inaamin ko na na I'M PISSED) pero naman. it's so freakin' disappointing. parang ala silang pake na i'm getting married! hindi na nga ako humingi ng tulong sa kanila khet ano, yung aattend lang eh ndi pa magawa. SILA nga yung supposed to be mag-aayos ng shower ko eh! nakakabwisit. AATTEND na lng? pano kung sila pa pinagorganize ko, edi ano yun, hindi na natuloy? hahaha! buti na lang meron akong ever reliable sisters. (and their friends! lol!)

i guess pissed off pa ako to make kwento bout the shower. pero all i can say is, it's an eye opener. (in EVERY sense.. sa friendships, sa kasal!, sa lahat!) pictures and kwento to come.

kaya kela akel, annshe, joy, irvie, me-ann, ms. eloi, ms. jean, ms. tinnie and ms. marivic.. SUPER SUPER THANKS! sobrang hindi exxag kung sabihin kong you really made my day nun. sobra! *hug keyu mahigpit*