Saturday, December 06, 2003

System Time: 8:30 AM
december na!.. lapit na pasko.. 2 months na ko dito sa prumerica.. and tapos na birthday ko.. 23 na ko.. grabe.. 23 seems so.. unteenage-ish.. twenty-three.. adult na tlga yun.. no more excuses for my sometimes childish behavior... time to save and to start thinking of future..hmm.. but before all that.. magkukwento muna ako.. Happy 50 TV!!!

Happy nga ba?
oo naman! wag ko na lang isipin yung mga mediocre performance ng mga ABS-CBN "stars".. siguro, biased lang talaga ako kasi kaPuso ako at hindi kaPamilya..or baka dahil kinukompare ko yung The Event dito sa Happy 50 TV.. kasi sa The Event.. kahit na maraming local guests.. puro singers sila.. kaya feel na feel mo yung concert kasi ang gagaling kumanta.. eh dun sa Happy50 naglipsynch pa sila John lloyd, Bea, Heart, etc.. ndi naman kasi marunong kumanta, pinapakanta pa.. puro kumanta dun eh sila Claudine.. Bayani.. err.. shall i continue? in fairness, kakatawa tlga si Ai-Ai.. tas yung mga costume nya, panalo! lol! siguro mali lang tlga expectations ko dhel instead of a concert-feel, parang nanonood ka lang ng ASAP.. minus ZsaZsa and other local singers...

pero ok ang pag-organize ng ABS.. as in! bawat ticket price meh sariling entrance.. tapos while waiting for the show to start,.. pinalabas yung movie ni AI-Ai na Tanging Ina dun sa 10+ projection screens all over the field.. daming ushers (nakalagay sa t-shirts nila.."URSHERS.. tama ba yun? napaisip tlga kami ni ate joy.. hanggang ngayon iniisip parin namin hehe!) daming taooo pero ndi mo sila feel.. i mean.. kasi dun sa ULTRA, nakapalibot sa stage.. kaya pag sumisigaw mga tao, feel na feel mo adrenalin tsaka excitement nila.. tsaka nag eecho yung sigaw.. saya²! (tsaka siguro galit na kasi mga tao kaya ang taas taas ng adrenalin ng lahat kaya medyo all out sa pagsigaw, lol).. nung saturday, open field tas kakainis, pag tumayo lahat ng tao.. ndi mo na kita ang stage.. kasi naman yung field pababa yung lupa! kaya yung mga asa 1500, i bet ala ng makita yun totally.. kasi kami nga sa 2500 as in dapat super tiptoe ako at nakatapak sa upuan ko.. (or baka dahil maliit lang tlga ako bwahah) ..pero sana sana sana pagbumalik sila tas F4 na tlga, sana sa Araneta para kahit malayo ka, kita mo stage.. or kung open field dapat taasan pa nila yung stage.. ANYWAY,.. nauna as usual sila Barbie and Dee.. si Dee blond na! lol! tas 3 songs ulit.. last parin nila yung Qing Fei De Yi.. grabe.. katuwa parin sila..sabi pa ni Barbie.."ang saya saya!", lol! tas after nila pumasok ulit sila AiAi.. kumanta pa sila Andrew E ata.. dibuh pamatay excitement.. parang biglang bumababa yung kaligayahan mo.. tas yun, after nun si Vic na.. wahhhhhhhhhh ang gwapo gwapo gwapo ni Vic! as in gwappooo feeling ko mas gwapo siya keh Jerry! 3 kinanta nya... Make A Wish, Ai Za Ai Ni.. tsaka err.. di ko alam title pero pwede kong kantahin senyu.. lol!.. Special Existence something ata parang ganon title.. waahhh.. last nya yung Ai Za Ai Ni... waah.. dati pag meh nakikita ako sa concert na umiiyak na fan.. natatawa ako tas sabay "ano buh yun, OA"..pero putek.. i swear nung nakita ko si Vic.. muntik na akong maiyak! as in! grabe pag ngumingiti siya.. wahh.. kakaiyak tlga..pero kakatawa in between songs.. kasi mga first 3 sentences na sinabi nya, ndi tinatranslate.. kaya kakatawa.. nagchichinese siya dun tas sa gitna mag "hello hello hello" siya .. tas dun lang magrereak mga tao.. haha.. pero after nun tinanslate na.. di ko na maalala mga sinabi nya.. sigaw kasi ako ng sigaw, lol! pero meh silbi rin pala na parang ASAP ang format nung Happy50.. kasi after nya kumanta, pumasok sa stage din si AiAi tas "ininterview" siya.. waahh.. langyang ai ai yun kakainggit.. una mega pahid siya ng pawis ni Vic.. tas sabi nya "maghanda ka na Vic at ikakasal na tayo" or something like that.. nung tinaranslate yun grabe! ang kyot kyot ng tawa ni Vic.. as in he made the sound like "pfft!#" sabay turo kay Ai Ai as if to say.."ikaww???" bwahaha.. mga 3 beses ata siya tumawa ng ganon.. binibiro nga kasi ni AiAi.. tas nung tumalikod siya.. putekkk..sinundot ni AiAi si Vic sa pwet!!! wahahhahahah! grabe katawa si Vic as in yung itsura nya, tawang-tawa siya.. tapos after nun si Jerry naman.. gwaps pa rin syempre pero ewan ko buh, tinamaan ata ako keh Vic eh, lol! pero dami nyang sinabing tagalog words..like Mahal ko kayo, Salamat po, Magandang Gabi etc.. 3 rin kinanta nya.. di ko alam mga title eh.. Ai Ding Ni ata basta yung isa, I truly truly love you.. pagkatranslate pa eh I really really love you daw hehe.. tas hmm.. ayun pasok ulit si Ai Ai tas sinabi nya.."Papa.. ikaw ang magiging ama ng aking mga anak" (something to that effect).. tas tawa si Jerry.. natataranta nga si Ai Ai eh, mashado naoverwhelm keh Jerry, di sha makatanong ng maayos tsaka ndi siya yung usual comic self nya, nastar-struck din ata.. tas sabi ni Aiai.. sabihin mo toh, Jerry.."Mahal kita Ai Ai".. ulit naman si Jerry waaahh kakaloka.. kaswerte ni Ai Ai, lol! anyway ayun, natapos na.. kanta kanta na yung ABS stars (la ko care!) tas sabay fireworks.. nanood na lng ako fireworks.. ganda siya, 2 sets pa.. ..la ngang mashadong kwento eh.. walang riot, walang bugbugan, lol! sinundo ako nila dadi sa EDSA tas yun..umuwi akong malinis (alang putek sa pantalon, lol) at pagod pero MASAYA!

December 4, 2003
System Time: 9:07 AM
waah. of all days na ndi makapagrecord yung VHS namin eh kagabi pa nangyari! langyaaa tlga.. tama bang pagbubunutin ng nanay ko yung switch sa player dahil naglilinis daw sila ng kwarto.. WAAAH.. natanggal tuloy yung program kakaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! hay, pagtsatsagaan ko na lang tong transcript ng interview na sinend saken ng aking BUTIHING kaibigan na si kate.. (fellow F4 fanatic hehe)..
nalaman din ni ate chary ang naramdaman ko nung sti-nop nya yung pagrecord dati at ndi ako nakapanood.. sabi nga nya "buong araw yun lang iniisip ko tas puta, wala pala. kulang na lang himatayin ako sa galit" lol! guess, that's why we're sisters.. hehe

System Time: 9:12 AM
..nagbirthday nga pala ako ano? lol! la naman kasi shado nangyari.. 26-27 ang bakasyon ko.. nung 26, nagattempt kaming pumuntang divisoria pero sobrang traffic bumalik na lng kami nila dadi sa bahay.. tas nung 27 ayun, ala ng trapik hehe.. putek.. ang saya saya bumili pag mura! lol! dami kong nabili.. gifts for my ninong/ninangs.. (cheap wallets @ 130 each oh dibuh, budget ko 250, remember? wee!) tas i bought momi a blouse, ate chary a bag, si ate ging sleeveless thingie.. si dadi ala pa, ndi pa nya alam gusto nya haha.. tas i bought 2 blouses (ay isa lang pala, yung isa c/o dadi @ 300 each) tas 2 slacks ( @ 180 each! supahh cheap! lol) for office.. tas i bought a pucca bag! ate cha would've been proud haha.. shoulder bag siya na red.. actually parang messenger bag..namahalan nga ako eh langya, 500 bucks.. eh meh mga bags na iba dun tag 150 lang.. natuwa kasi ako dhel ang kyot tsaka waterproof hehe.. tas nakabili rin pala ako ng watch (yung meh malapad na strap, really kewl) tas binilan ko rin ng watch yung helper namin sa bahay, si lynn.. keh hirap nga pumili putek.. ang dami kasi.. all at 130 bucks each! tas hmm.. bumili rin pala ako ng wallet para sa sarili ko.. kyot siya, pahaba pero opening nya eh pavertical.. ano pa ba.. yung lang ata.. all in all.. damit, wallet, relo, bag.. oks na oks na ako! ala pa atang 2000 nagastos ko.. ay bumili rin pala ako ng isang office jacket.. hmm.. ayun, yun lang.. saya saya tlga dun,.. feeling mo rich ka kasi ang dami mong nabibili, lol!! so ganon ko sinelebrate birthday ko.. tinireat ko lang sila ng lunch (mom, dad, ate chary and lynn) tas shopping galore.. salamat pala sa mga nagtext hehe thanks sa greeting! sayang greeting lang, LOL! jk jk jk!

si momi (as in dex) naman parang nagiguilty daw at ala daw siyang ginawa for my birthday.. saken ok lang tlga.. am only slightly disappointed.. pero oki lang kasi lamko late na siya umuwi from work.. tsaka nagtext naman siya saken halos bawat oras nung birthday ko.. so ok na rin.. di na nga ako naghanda eh.. naubos pera ko lol.. (ohdibuh nakaligtas ako hehe!)

kagabi nagdrama na naman kaming dalawa.. nauna ako this time.. kasi parang tinatanong saken ni dex kung uuwi ba siya sa cebu this christmas.. meh break kasi sila from 23 to jan 2.. saken naman, talagang oki lang.. tsaka ayokong magdikta sakanya.. tsaka since august pa siya andito.. tas di ko naman siya masasamahan all throughout his break kasi ako, meh pasok.. kaya sabi ko,.."ikaw bahala".. pero ayun, naluha ako nung sinabi ko kasi bigla kong naisip lang na nung birthday ko ala siya, tas pasko na naman.. lamnyo yun.. tas parang balak pa nila ria na mag out-of-town sa 27.. eh parang couples thingie yun kaya err.. ayun, ewan ko ba.. yoko talagang maging selfish.. AS IN.. kelangan siya ng family nya..tsaka ako, kasama ko family ko dito.. kaya yun.. kakalungkot pero.. yoko talagang maging selfish..

System Time: 9:36 AM
..sige werk na ko.. bye!

System Time: 12:59 PM
had lunch with Kate.. chika about what else but F4! lol.. also went magazine shopping with her hehe.. ala pang Preview for December eh.. so i bought Candy (Nov. issue) instead.. Kate bought YoungStar where they have Jerry as their cover.. nagtext si momi nagbrownout daw sa bahay kaya baka natanggal na naman yung program ng VHS.. ayun, called dad and asked him to reprogram it.. sana okey.. khet part 2 man lng ng interview mapanood ko dibuh..pero feeling namin ni Kate hanggang bukas pa yun kasi maiksi nga yung kagabi.. baka 3 parts.. okey lang sa akin kasi ibig sabihin konti lang ang namiss ko, lol! showing na pala yung movie ni Vanness, Starrunner dito sa pinas.. waah gusto kong mapanood.. hopefully this weekend.. weee! *sayaw sayaw*

System Time: 1:24 PM
Things to do this weekend:
1. watch StarRunner
2. get a Globe plan 800 (for a free Samsung C100 fone! yey!)
3. burn Art's CD

System Time: 2:13 PM
..called kuyuh roni.. pumasok na daw 14th namin.. weeeeeeeeeeee!!! *talon talon* makakabili na ako ng make-up! lol! nyerks.. actually pambibili ko ng digicam.. meh nakita kasi akong mura.. alang tatak.. tatakbuhin kumbaga.. 3 megapixels, meh zoom.. ayush na! tas maliit lang.. Grand Vision ata tatak, parang ganon.. 8 thou lang.. yeyyyyyy kakabili na ako this weekend!

Things to do this weekend, cont.:
4. buy digicam @ greenhills (Hurrah!)

System Time: 2:40 PM
..naalala ko lang.. pinaguusapan namin kanina ni kate yung interview ni sharon keh Vic.. kasi sabi ko, oki yun dhel meh nalaman akong bago tungkol sa kanya.. na gusto nya si Andy Lao.. eh nakaduet ni Sharon yun.. so binigyan ni Sharon si Vic ng CD nya (wherein andun yung track na kaduet si Andy Lao) tas binigyan din ng DVD ng movie ni sharon.. tas sabi nya.."here's my movie *sabay abot ng DVD* it has english subtitle.. " hahahaha. olats ni sharon. ndi nga marunong magenglish eh! LOL! dapat chinese subtitle, lol! ang mas nakakatawa pa dun, kanina ko lang narealize yung sinabi ni Sharon nung sinabi ni Kate.. nakalimutan ko rin na ndi marunong magenglish si Vic, LOL!

System Time: 4:33 PM
pakir tlga si eboy. nagtext sya saken, isip ako, wow nagparamdam, himala. yun pala wrong send lang. tas txt ako sabi ko kung sama ba siya sa 26 kasi parang meh balak na outing yung kada..tas sabi nya ndi daw, punta daw SILA la union (meaning hugey).. tas text ako.."like i said" .. kasi dati sinabi ko na pinagpalit na nya kami sa bf nya.. (but it's not THE issue so move on tayo) .. tas ayun na.. nagtext na ng kabwisitan.
i quote:
"Dpat nd nyo na ko iniimbita dhl alam nyo naman na isasagot ko. Maiinis lng kyo kkaimbita skin"
....ok.. fair enough right? so text back ako sabi ko.."Onga. sayang sa effort"
tas eto sabi nya:
"At mbuti pa wag nyo na din akong isali sa brkada. at dis point in my lyf, ndi ko klangan ng mga taong ngttampo sken. klangan ko ng mga taong 22long saken."
....hahahaha.. *TAWA NA LANG* kakabwiset puta. BUTI nga meh "nagtatampo" pa pag ndi siya sumasama sa lakad. BUTI nga meh nagtetext pa sa kanya para ipaalam happenings sa kada. text ako na parang "watever eboy. Isipin mo nga sinasabi mo. *take note galit na galit na ako nito pero super edited version ang pinadala ko* guys come and go. sino kaya tatakbuhan mo pag nawala yang bf mo." meh sinabi pa ko, nadelete ko kasi yung sent items ko.. basta parang sinabi ko.. wag na sya magreply at ndi ko na siya aabalahin sa mga text ko.
tas powtah. eto pinakaMOTHER of all fuckers. eto ang killer text. the type where you would want to make a person vanish into nothingness.
"Isipin mo kung klan nyo ko na2lungan, mgppramdam ako s inyo. mas mdami png nai2long skin c yujin, ksa s 4 yrs na ksama ko kyo. kng nd nyo ko maintndhan ngyn nd nyo ko maiintndhan kht kelan."

ndi na ako nagreply after nito. kasi isa lang masasabi ko sa kanya. kapal ng mukha nya. WALA daw kami naitulong sa kanya. ang kapal tlga. ndi ko maisip bat nya nasabi yon. kaya pala siya ndi nagpaparamdam dahil wala daw kaming naitulong sa kanya. ano bang gusto nyang tulong? ahh fuck it. sa sobrang galit ko tumawag ako keh ria after mareceive ko yung message na yun tas naiyak ako sa phone sa galit ko talaga. binali wala nya ang so-called friendship namin sa kanya for 4 years.

kala nyo yun lang? MEH EPAL PANG NAGNGANGALANG HUGEY na tlgang FEELING NYA BIDA siya at SIYA ang pinag-aawayan.

txt siya saken sumting like "ano nangyari sainyo ni Eboy, ha?" this was after Eboy's super phenom text so ndi na ako nagreply kasi at this point.. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK NA. so ignore lang.. kagabi.. this was at a time na nagaalala na ako keh Dex kasi ndi siya nagmiskol saken nung nakauwi na siya sa bahay nya galing sa paghatid saken. ay malabo ba? basta nagmimiskol yun pag nakauwi na siya sa kanila. hinahatid nya kasi ako sa bahay (sa antipolo) eh kagabi ndi nagtext. tas uwian na, 6 pm na nito eh.. ndi parin nagtetext tas i called at least a dozen times tas ala sumasagot ng phone. so napaparanoid na ako.. kasi it isn't like him at all na ndi magtext saken the whole day. tas tinawagan ko sila Ria (nagkita sila ni Anshe, coincidence lang na asa makati rin si Anshe) tas ayun i told them na worried na ako keh dex. tas ginawa namin, nagmeet kaming 4 (me, Ria, Anshe and si Jeff, bf niya) tas una kol kami 114 para alamin # ng company where Dex works.. (kasi powtah engots ko, ala akong alam!) tas putek ala sa 114.. tas edi pinuntahan na lang namin.. eh alam ko lang na from the kwento dati ni Dex na asa likod yun ng Equitable Tower tas pearl bank ang pangalan ng building nila.. buti na lang si Anshe alam nya yun so punta kami.. grabe.. alam nyo yun.. the whole way na naglalakad kami papunta dun eh dasal ako ng dasal na sana OA lang ako at super paranoid.. tas ayun nakarating kami Pearl Bank tas punta sa Malcolm Lloyd floor.. tas ask ako kung pumasok si Dex.. tas powtah pagbukas ng pinto si Dex na yung lumabas waaaaaaaaaaaaah napaiyak ako kasi i felt soo relieved na ok siya. powtah sabi ko nga pagkakita ko.."ay powtah papatayin kita" LOL! tas yun .. super super big HELP sila Ria and Anshe and Jeff.. tas eto.. balik tayo keh EPAL na hugey.
nung pauwi na ako.. nagtext na naman, remember ndi ako nagtext back kasi nga.. taena.. wala na akong kebs sa kanila. eto sabi...
"mgreply ka nga.. anong prblema mo sa akin? inaagaw ko ba c eboi sa inyo? mgreply ka.."
ang feeling. feeling bida. hahhaahahahaha. kikialam pa. pinepersonal. ang tanga basta kakaURAT. edi reply ako..
"Ala na akong pake senyu" which is exactly what i feel and what eboy wants dibuh? wag na daw siyang ituring na barkada. so fine!
tas eto naman si hugey. BABANAT pa tlga.
"ayusin mo sagut mo at d para kng bata.. lets b adults ok? ano prblema mo? d mo ba kmi maintndhan? WLA KAMING PERA. kya d kami mksama sa inyo.. hrap ba intndhn un?"
taena tlga... TAENA MO WALA KANG ALAM, EPAL KA TLGA HUGEY! IT'S NOT THE FUCKING ISSUE. ang bobo kasi sabat ng sabat. eh yun lang ang marereply ko tlga kaya NDI AKO NAGREPLY. kasi taena. epal. grr.
tas text na naman siya...
"ano? d ka mkpgreply kc tama ako.. ang hirap sayo puro sarili mo lng iniisip mo.. intndhn mo c eboi.. wlang work d kami wel-off..kya please lng.. dnt giv"
..ewan ndi natuloy. sino naman ang ndi magiinit ang dugo. FEELING TLGA.selfish daw ako. HAHAHAHAHA. POWTAH. hindi NGA YUN YUNG ISSUE EH. ang issue eh wala daw kaming naitulong keh eboy for 4 years kaya siya ndi nagpaparamdam samen. ang ISSUE ay bakit minasama ni eboy pagyayaya namin sa kanya pag meh lakad ang kada. ang issue eh ano nagawa namin keh eboy para nasabi nya mga bagay na yun. anong bang TULONG ang kelangan nya. in the first place, ndi nga siya nagpaparamdam so pano namin malalaman ano kelangan nya. ANO BA YUN.

System Time: 10:07 AM
*shakes off bad aura* ahhkk. just talked to roni on the phone. di rin nya maintindihan si eboy. bwehehe. ndi ko na iisipin. mabubwiset lang ako.

System Time: 10:51 AM
hay, TGIF! grabe kagabi tlga nung naparanoid ako re. dex.. kasi it's not like him at all not to answer his phone, or to not text back.. buti na lang tlga andun sila Ria and Anshe 'cause i wouldn't have been able to find his office building without them..sori nga ng sori si dex eh.. pati kela Ria.. pero kakatawa tlga nung andun kami sa lobby ng office nila.. kasi syempre asaran blues na.. sabi nga ni Ria keh Dex *with matching pamewang* "eh bakit nga ndi ka nagmiskol kagabi?" lol! at least ngayon, alam na ni dex kung gano siya kamahal at kahalaga saken..kasi paminsan meh pagkainsecure yun eh, ndi lang tlga ako mashado mushy..

System Time: 12:43 PM
haay. nagligpit ako ng desk.. /me napagod.. parang ang gulo parin.. binalik nga pala timesheet ko.. kakahiya *tago sa sulok*.. kamali ako ng pagsulat ko ng time in/out.. yung isa, kasalanan ng guard.. yung isa, ako tlga.. kasi isang excel file lang ang lagi kong ineedit.. eh meron pala dun na ndi ko napalitan, meaning yung time in/out ko dun eh nung isang bwan pa.. kaya ayun.. nagkadiscrepancy sa records.. kakahiyuuuh.. eh ndi lang ito ang first time ko na magkamali.. wahaha.. pramis, titingnan ko na tlga ng maigi.. kasi kakalito kumopya ng numbers.. hayy..

gusto ko na umuwi.. waah.. kala ko pwede si ate chary, niyayaya ko siyang manood ng StarRunner.. eh uwi daw siya maaga dhel mag-aaral siya.. (officer in training kasi siya) ..sa weekend na tlga ako makakanood.. balak kong pumuntang Radix.. kasi sinoli na saken ni ma'am M yung mga necklaces/bracelets (mga gawa namin) na ndi nya nabenta dun sa bazaar last week.. tas kanina nakita ko si Ma'am Sansu ng Radix... tas nakita nya yung mga jewelries.. punta daw ako Radix para magbenta, lol! kaya malamang pupunta ako dun, para matuwa naman saken nanay ko at meh nabenta ako hehe!

System Time: 1:03 PM
cheet. tinatamad tlga ako..iniisip ko parin yung mga mistakes ko sa timesheet.. syempre touchy issue yun kasi it deals with money.. dun nalalaman kung magkano ibabayad saken eh kasi per hour bayad ng prumerica sa radix.. baka naiinis na saken si Sir Joel.. waah. *iskeyrd*

System Time: 5:18 PM
yes. uwi na ko! punta pa ko radix.. babu!


December 6, 2003
System Time: 8:33 AM
waaah kakapikon. pumasok ako dito sa office, kala ko mapopost ko tong SUPER haba kong blog yun pala ndi.. nakalock out yung login ni Ma'am Marivic.. waahh.. ni ndi nga ako makapagprogram kasi yung Delphi, meron lang dun sa workstation nya.. eh pag login id ko ang ginagamit ko dun eh ndi ko nakikita yung Delphi na.. waahhh.. ano pa gagawin ko dito langya.. gumising pa ako ng maaga.. grr. tinext ko na si Ma'am Marivic, tawagan ko daw si Sir Jayson.. (yung admin) grr grr. grr. tinext ko na, hiya naman ako tumawag baka natutulog pa.. malamang nga tulog pa kasi ndi pa siya nagrereply.. *sighs*

/me tunganga @_@

ay powtah. magkukwento na lang ako ng kabuwsitan. dibuh sabi ko as in ALA NA AKONG PAKE dun sa 2 magshota na yun..eh powtanginang hugey tlga.. pauwi na ako from work.. syempre tired ako and all kasi galing pa akong radix (nakabenta nga pala ako.. hehe 800 bucks in all!) tapos meh nagtext.. eh yung fone ko bano, meh pagkaslow kaya ndi ko pa nakikita kung kanino galing (kasi pagmeh SMS message ka, meh lalabas na animated envelope tas sa ilalim nung nagbiblink na name ng sender) kinilick ko na kagad para basahin yung message.. ay powtah eto sabi..
"mgbasa ka ng purpose driven life by rick warren.. intndhn mo at ipasok mo sa puso mo.."
POWTANGINA ANG KAPAL TLGA NG MUKHA. dyosko pwede buuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. kung ikaw you have all the time in the world to irritate people, ako wala! which part sa "wag nyo na ako i-text/tawagan" ang ndi nya naintindihan.. tas eto siya feeling PREACHER and all-knowing.. feeling nya tlga alam na alam nya yung situation.. tangina. pambanas tlga.. sinasabi na lng ng kada na wag ko ng patulan.. (i quote ria: "nt wrth ur tym") tlgang ndi ako nagrereply ano, kaya dito ko na lang nilalabas sama ng loob ko.. fucker tlga.. feel na feel nya na siya ang tama.. ang bobo..siya naman nagsasayang ng load nya..wish ko lang maubusan na siya ng load para tigilan na nya ako.. KAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAL MUKS >_
*whewgrr@#*

hmm.. well that's that. ano kaya gagawin ko hanggang 12.. lol! sana dumating na si momi.. pero mamaya pa tlgang tanghali yun eh.. hmm.. is it too risky to bring out my Preview magazine? ako lang mag-isa dito sa IT.. pero meh mga snoop sa ibang department.. mamaya isumbong ako or mamaya meh biglang pumasok na taga IT.. yari ako hehe..

System Time: 9:11 AM
more people are coming in.. ala bang buhay mga tao na toh? working on a saturday.. lol! nagsalita ano.. eh powtahh nag-absent kasi ako nung Tuesday kaya ako pumasok ngayon.. taena tas medyo alanganin pa kung gagawin kong billable to kasi nagkalock out nga login ni Ma'am.. baka sabihin ala naman akong nagawa.. err.. gumising po ako ng maaga? ndi ba billable na yun? lol! ay crap tlga.

System Time: 9:38 AM
..badtrip tlgaaaa. sana natulog na lang ako.. kaantuk.. -_-

System Time: 9:44 AM
ay.. bibili ako ng blush mamaya.. i was set on buying a smashbox cream blush eh i read sa mags na pag oily skin, dapat powder base.. tas dun sa Nov. issue ng preview, nagrate sila ng mga blush tas Clinique got the highest.. powder base siya tas they claim that it lasts a whole day, even on oily skin.. will probably check it out later.. i also need a new kikay kita.. one that has compartments.. hirap kasi kunin mga bagay bagay pag sama sama sila.. lol.. taena ko ang landi ko.. lol!

weird tlga tong phase ko na toh.. pagnagkakapera ako, automatically kinoconvert ko siya sa cosmetic thing.. like kahapon.. binibigay saken lahat ni momi yung 800 na bayad dun sa jewelry.. eh gusto ko keh momi (as in nanay ko uh, lol) yun kasi syempre pinaghirapan nya yun.. tas sabi ko wag na sa kanya na lang.. tas sabi ni momi, *inabot saken 300* ayan.. sayo na yan.. tas putek.. naisip ko, *ay meh pambili na ako ng loreal fix out of bed cream.. taena.. weird dibuh.. lol! laging ganon pramis.. tsk tsk.. hopefully pag nabili ko na mga basic makeup, titigil na ako *hopefully*... parang gusto ko kasi na one day, pagbukas ko ng kikay kit ko eh puro good brands makita ko, lol! taena ang vain ko.. as if gumaganda ako haha.. pero katuwa kasi.. it's fun to fool around with makeup.. tsaka reading mags na parang catalogue na ng mga brands.. aliw siya..

System Time: 10:13 AM
ano buuh..ala akong magawa.. yari ako sa Monday, ndi ko parin tapos yung pagmodify nun program.. eh eh eh lock out nga login eh.. hmpft. syempre ndi maiintindihan ng user yun.. hmm.. hmm..sana ndi maubos pera ko sa makeup.. wahaha.. *one track mind*

2 oras pa.. alis na ako ng 12.. sows la naman ako magawa dito.. magwiwindow shopping na lang ako.. WINDOW LANG TLGA as in pramis.. bibilin ko blush lang.. yun lang.. tsaka kikay kit pa pala.. yung 2 lang.. ay tsaka yung loreal out of bed.. (parang gel yun eh.. really kewl kasi papagupit na ko.. brings life to thin/limp hair lol!) .. yung 3 lang.. necessities yun! and chet, yung jacket pa pala napinapabili ko sa penshoppe keh che.. *kunot noo*.. ang gastos ko.. noh buh toh.. bat last year lang puro lord of the rings na trading card game binibili ko..kala ko nung tumigil ako nun, makakatipid na ko.. nyerks nyerks nyerks.. baka wala na akong pangkain at the rate i'm going.. LOL!

System Time: 10:33 AM
..erlyn just called.. nagpakwento kasi ako sa kanya.. secret na lng kung ano yun hehe! hayyy 1 1/2 hours pa..

System Time: 11:05 AM
..spent 30 minutes talking to Irvie on the phone.. katuwa, management trainee na siya sa Mario's (sa meh Robinson's Place).. sabi ko nga na pero pano yun, ndi na siya makakapagluto.. (kasi puro lalaki ang asa kitchen ng mario's) pero sabi nya at least, andun na siya.. meaning andun na siya sa field na yun at kung sakaling magkaroon ng opportunity na magtayo ng sariling business eh alam na nya yung business side ng restaurant.. tama naman dibuh.. so so happy tlga for irvie.. at least alam na nya gusto nyang gawin..

nagreply na sa wakas si Sir Jayson.. try daw nyang isolve yung problem sa bahay niya.. sana nga para makapaginternet ako.. lol! yun lang pala.. kasi uuwi na rin ako..

System Time: 11:11 AM
YEYYYYYYYY.. ok na! mapopost ko na toh.. after an hour alis na rin ako..babay!

Tuesday, November 25, 2003

System Time: 8:34 AM
nakabangga ako. hehe. i'm not really laughing.. was really scary but i'm hehe-ing cause it wasn't that serious.. anyway.. on the day when i finally decided to practice driving i just had to HIT someone.. sucky right? it wasn't my fault.. was like this.. there was a jeepney stalled in my lane so naturally i had to overtake it.. then on the opposite side of the road, a jeepney also stopped (perhaps to unload a passenger).. on the process of overtaking the jeep.. (wasn't even really overtaking 'cause the jeep isn't moving.. ) a guy suddenly hit me (yes, he was the one who hit me) .. well, he bumped on my sideview mirror.. i wasn't that fast but i didn't step on the brake immediately cause he just came out of nowhere.. i said to my dad.."shit shit!" then my dad said.."natamaan mo ba?" lol.. lakas kaya ng tunog!.. anyway.. i stopped then i saw the guy walking.. TG! i said.."sir, okay lang ba kayo?"... ayun.. he nodded tas walked off.. buti na lng he wasn't one of those types that would make a big deal out of it.. and TG it wasn't a kid or a woman (God forbid! lol! i could just imagine what a scene a woman would cause) .. he just walked right off (was just holding on to his arm..) guess we both learned our lessons.. he shouldn't cross the street without looking first and i should be wary of jeepneys with stupid passengers.. hehehe.. *whew still shaking a little*

..called up Ate chary and told this story.. sabi nya "swerte ka parin at mabait nabunggo mo" hehe! right on..

System Time: 8:53 AM
back in drawing my forms again.. missed a couple of forms.. okay lang saken, kesa yung idebug yung last error na ndi ko tlga magawa.. sige dito na boss..brb

System Time: 10:01 AM
all alone again. wee! IT people are on their weekly meeting.. meh wento pala ako..

MAY CONTAIN EXPLICIT WORDS; RATED -18 YRS. OLD AND ABOVE

lol! curious eh? anyway.. it all began last sunday when i went to the mall in search of a good derma clinic..i have some really AWFUL scars in my upper arm and my midrib (mostly from chicken pox).. kaya medyo goodbye sleeveless ako.. eh kakainis.. kaya i was saving my bonus for some sort of treatment for these scars..i consulted 3 derm clinics..in my third one, they had a good body peeling package.. 4 sessions in all (secret ang price.. basta pwede na) tas there and then.. sabi ko "sige, papabody peel ako".. tas pinapasok nya ako sa isang room..tas ang wird kasi parang banyo sya.. meh shower tas basa yung floor.. (parang ayoko na at this point) tas meh sinabi siya na ndi ko naintindihan sabay labas ng room.. tas ako, mega tayo lang dun.. hintay²... tas pumasok ulit yung girl sabay sabi "oh! bakit hindi mo pa tinatanggal damit mo?"
ako: "ano po??"
girl: "maghubad ka na"
ako: "lahat?? pati underwear???" (sabay @_@)
girl: (natatawa na) "opo..sige balikan ko kayo"
aydyosko.. first time ko toh grabe.. tas super hiya pa tlga ako.. tas nung pumasok ulit siya.. tinatakpan ko pa sarili ko nung towel.. tas sabi nya
"wag ka na mahiya, lagi naman namin toh ginagawa".. tas sabi ko.."ako hindi eh!" hehe.. totoo naman.. anyway, hiyang hiya tlga ako.. eventually she convinced me to let go of the towel.. tas yun.. i stood in front of her (naked!) while she painted my body with some kind of mask.. that wasn't even the worst part 'cause after painting your whole body with this mask, you had to keep it on for 45 minutes!!! so there i was.. standing naked with my body full of weird stuff,..waiting for time to go by.. grabe.. yun ang pinakamatagal na 45 minutes sa buong buhay ko.. i tried singing, imagining stuff, counting the cracks.. lol! and i had to do this for 4 sessions! lol! pero oks na, naka 3 na ako (sat, sun, then kahapon after work).. next week na ako babalik for my last session.. in the meantime i'm applying some of the stuff the derm clinic gave to me.. hay.. all for the glory of perfect skin,.. lol!

System Time: 1:22 PM
..someone placed chocolate candies on everyone's desk.. grabe ang sarap.. label is "merci crocant" .. sayang 3 lang, lol! work ulit! ingay ng mga tao.. excited kasi sa bowling tournament nila.. finals na ksi hehe.. huyy engay! lol!

System Time: 5:01 PM
nagaaway-away na sila tungkol sa bowling.. kakatawa.. nagstastrategize ek ek na tas nagcocomparan ng stat sheets.. kinakareer na nila.. sabi nga nung isa, "medal lang yan uh.. pano pag cash prize..siguro magpapatayan na yan" lol! malamang nga..

System Time: 5:17 PM
uwi na ko..babayu!
My blog yesterday, November 24, 2003

System Time: 8:41 AM
*sighs* m-o-n-d-a-y. need i explain more?

weekend just whizzed by...

i had to really focus and enumerate the reasons in my head just so i would go to work today.
1. will be able to see momi later after work
2. cannot afford any more absences; will not qualify for project incentive
3. err.. hmm.. *tingin sa langit* .. la na ko maisip. -_-
4. oh yeah.. only have 3 working days this week.. yey! so might as well go to work today...

okay... time to make wento..

*yawns* wait. i'm still sleypi pala.

System Time: 3:01 PM
puutoungueenahh tlga. kinain card ko ng lecheng ATM machine. buti na lng sa metrobank ATM.. nakagawa sister ko ng paraan na bukas ko na kagad makukuha yung card ko.. kasi kung hindi, it could take weeks dhel RCBC yung card ko eh matagal yun dhel magpapasapasahan pa yun bago dumating yung card ko sa RCBC branch sa Boni.. is this a sign? 2nd attempt ko kasi magwithdraw yun.. una, dito sa meh Equitable sa baba.. tas sabi "ATM out of cash".. tas yun.. 2nd dun sa buwsit na ATM sa meh Landmark.. christmas shopping naman gagawin ko eh! ndi pangsariling interes! waah. kelangan ko tuloy sumabay sa ate ko today dahil ala akong pamasahe. hihihi. mondays tlga. suckssss.

System Time: 3:09 PM
Friday night, momi and i met at the Fudpark as usual.. we had dinner then i gave him his gift.. (he really liked it btw).. i wanted his birthday to be really special (ndi nya kasi cinecelebrate dati) but i had no idea where we could go.. tas yun.. remembered that there was a castle thingie at the G4 so decided to show him that.. (is cinderella's castle and her horses that are lit up from inside..very kewl) .. so yun.. lakad kami papuntang rustans/glorietta.. nung malapit lapit na kami.. meh narinig kaming putukan.. tas kita ko reflection galing sa mga windows sa buildings.. sabay takbo ako papunta dun, hila hila ko siya...grabe.. fireworks display pala! woohoooo! as innnnn .. saya saya!! fireworks on his birthday.. bongga dibuh? lol! think it lasted for 15 minutes.. ganda² hehe! last ko atang makakita ng fireworks eh nung college days pa sa UST, pag paskuhan...feeling ko hua zi lei and shan cai kami.. LOL! basta.. twas a night to remember.. ^_^

sige..babay na!

Saturday, November 22, 2003

System Time: 9:36 AM
i wanna go home. :( or at least just get out of the office and meet dex.. (or go window-shopping 'cause he won't be out, not until 5:30pm) basta, anywhere but here. feel like i'm just going to stare at my monitor for the WHOLE day. the only thing i haven't done in my list is this one error that's sooo damn difficult to solve that i just don't know what to do anymore with it.. sucks. sooo sleypiii.

System Time: 9:46 AM
had breakfast with erlyn..also saw cheryll b. our pre-com classmate..think the last time i saw her was when we graduated, 2 years ago..

System Time: 10:01 AM
waah @_@! sooo sleypi

System Time: 10:05 AM
..hay.. sarap umalis tlga.. dami pang temptation kasi dito sa makati.. maglalakad lang ako ng konti, greenbelt na.. tas konti pa, landmark na.. (make-up haaaven) tas konti pa, glorietta na! (home of beauty bar!) ok. titigil na ako. the more i talk about it, the more i want to get out of here. /me shuts up

System Time: 11:14 AM
...grabe! saw Infostructure's folder here.. was cleaning my area when i saw a bright orange folder..first thought i had was "aha, sa info toh" and i was right.. even showed it to Sir Joel, he said "ano yan?" lol.. mahingi nga tong folder.. ndi ako nakakuha nito eh! lol!

System Time: 1:11 PM
cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. nagshopping na naman ako! plan was to buy something for ate ging.. ended up spending all my money on makeup for MYSELF.. went to beauty bar again..didn't know what came over me and started asking the attendant about powders etc.. i was supposed to be buying loreal airwear (dbuh, dbuh?).. namahalan pa nga ako nung tiningnan ko sa landmark (kasi naglandmark muna ako bago beauty bar) kasi 700+ siya.. tas tawid ako, punta BB.. kaya lang tlga ako pupunta dun para maghanap ng gift para keh ate ging.. tas ayun.. wala na.. WAAH. wala na 825 bucks kowww.. bumili ako ng loose powder.. eh ang bait kasi ng saleslady.. waah! di pa naman toh yung gusto ko.. gusto ko kasi meh parang ibang ginagawa yung powder.. like yung sa maybelline, meh whitening chuva.. tas sa loreal, parang breathable yung makeup.. hmm.. sa bagay yung nabili ko, spf 15 siya tas concealer, foundation, powder in one.. tas sabi ni ate pretz, okey daw sa skintone kow.. hayyy.. dapat ilipat ko na tong pera ko sa savings account na ndi ATM at baka maubos kakabili ko ng kung ano ano.. grabe kasiiiiiiiiiii.. hay... buti na lng friday ngayon meaning alang pasok bukas meaning ndi ako makakapunta sa landmark/glorietta.. chet.. ndi ako lalabas ng bahay sa weekend!!

total money spent today: (from 12:00 pm-12:45 pm)
-- complete me high-pigment mineral powder - 825
-- makeup brush, cotton, pill holder @ landmark - 137.5
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962.50 /me tiwarik
System Time: 2:08 PM
grabe. you know what i'm thinking about now?.. i'm thinking , what brand would i buy for my eye shadow.. LOL! sheeetttt. mura lang naman eye shadow.. pramis hanggang 300 lang ang budget ko dun.. can't believe ang arte ko uh.. LOL! yung binili ko nga na powder asa harap ko ngayun.. katuwa.. /me basa ng nakasulat sa lalagyan..

System Time: 4:08 PM
*nguya fish crackers sabay tingin sa oras* wee 2 oras na lng!

System Time: 4:27 PM
things to do before 6 pm:
1. get momi's gift at ria's office
2. write down the lyrics of Birthday Song by Don Mclean
3. fantasize about shu uemura makeup

System Time: 5:12 PM
done all three items. (yep, lalo na yung third)..also have to remember to copy this blog to a disk..

System Time: 5:21 PM
..ala si Sir Joel and Ma'am M.. asa meeting.. tas other prumerica people are alis-mode na kasi meh bowling tournament ek ek sila.. sana nga umalis na silaaa.. para mas madaling magpanggap..
anyway.. babay na.. mahirap na baka uwian na nga, mahuli pa ako hehe!

babayu!

Thursday, November 20, 2003

System Time: 10:46 AM
Hurrah! have finished the modifications in the documentation as requested by Sir Joel... IT people are in a software-ek-ek demo so i'm ALL alone here.. wee! (though i think they'll probably arrive any minute now) another good news, Sir Tony is on leave! weeeee! no longer have to hold bladder hihihi baka magkaU.T.I. ako sa ginagawa ko! hehe!

..anyway, watched Winter Sonata last night as usual (tsaka Dolphin Bay).. ndi ko shado type.. kasi yung mga artista mukhang mga trenta na! sabi ko na nga ba fluke lng na maganda si Jenny at gwapo si Andrew.. ndi naman kasi gwapo/magaganda mga koreano bwehehe! basta dun sa WS supposed to be mga students sila pero mukhang mga pamilyado na.. hay, sana makakuha GMA ng koreanovela ni Andrew.. ^_^ ..

..nagtext pala si Jayson.. grabe.. meh Jayson kasi dito sa Prumerica (si Sir Jayson, lol) kaya medyo nablanko ako kung meh kilala ba akong ibang Jayson.. eh ndi naman kasi alam ni Sir J yung # ko.. ayun.. si Jayson nga pala from the yahoogroups.. sabi "paramdam ka naman" .. siguro lahat ng "inactive" sa jayr_online tinext nya, lol.. naguilty nga ako eh.. pero ano naman magagawa ko, sows.. gusto kong pumunta sa mga gigs ni jayR pero parang sadyang pinaghihiwalay kami ng tadhana, lol! sabi ni jayson meh fans day daw sa nov. 30.. tas tuloy sa ust on the 28th.. sana makapunta ako dun.. para naman mapa-sign ko yung album hehe.. ATTN: SISTAHHH sama mo ko uh!

..kagabi pala.. (naku sana ndi mabasa toh ni momi) umiyak si momi! wahaha. kinukulit ko na nga lang siya para ndi shado seryoso.. kasi parang sinabi ko lang naman eh.."anong gusto mong gawin natin sa birthday mo?" (oi alang malisya yung tanong ko) kasi, his birthday eh sa friday na.. nyerks.. bukas na pala!) tas ayun biglang ba namang naluha.. tas sabi nya basta magkasama kami okey lang.. yun.. pag kinukulit ko nga na iyakin lalong naiiyak, lol! tas ask ko kung ano gusto nyang gift.. wag na daw.. (with matching teary eyes) sobra sobra na daw ginawa ko para sa kanya.. lol.. katuwa tlga si momi kow.. *hugs*

System Time: 1:15 PM
*whew* went to glorietta and landmark with ria.. bought momi's gift.. wallet hehe.. yoko kasi ng wallet nya langya meh chain pa! lol! (vested interest pala hehe) tas.. yun.. konting ikot ikot window shopping with ria.. bili siya ng gel para keh zced tas i bought the loreal pure zone thingie.. from steps 1-3 lol.. sana naman mawala na pimples/blemishes ko (wahah landi) .. good news pala.. (saya tlga ng araw na toh!) pumasok na 13th month pay naminnnnnnn woohooooo! kaya nga nakabili ako ng loreal stuff.. grabe.. let's see.. 925php para sa loreal.. tas 700 para sa wallet.. shit. 1625 spent in just 45 minutes! @_@. mashado akong naexcite eh. shit shit. di na ako gagastos. di na ako magdidinner mamaya dito, sa bahay na lng! wahaha. kelangang umabot ang 600 bucks ko hanggang katapusan! next week, 3 working days lang naman eh, so hmm.. 150 a day lang dapat gastos ko.. kaya ko yun! lol!

System Time: 1:40 PM
chet. excited na ko sa loreal stuff. i just loove buying new stuff.. baka nga shopaholic ako, pero ndi sa clothes.. sa mga kikay ek ek.. foaming wash, toners, astringents, soaps, body wash, lotions, whitening products (lol! wa epek naman haha).. ndi ko lang napapansin kasi consumable siya.. ndi siya naiipon like clothes.. tas gawain ko pa, babasahin ko LAHAT ng nakasulat sa packaging (twice!).. lammo yun, para alam ko tlga what the product does.. tas mega imagine ako na magiging ganon skin ko hehe! pinakagusto kong products eh yung mga matching matching ek ek.. you know, products that come in groups.. para tong binili ko.. 3 items in all... tas meh 4th parang pangfinishing touch.. bali cleansing gel, toner tas moisturizer.. tas meh anti-blemish gel.. i must be boring the hell out of you.. pero bat buh.. blog ko toh eh :bleh.. wag nyo na lng basahin, lol! ANYWAY, i got free stuff dahil sa purchase ko! meh small cosmetics bag tas other loreal sample products.. *silip sa shopping bag trying to read the packaging* wahaha. i should stop and concentrate on work.

System Time: 2:13 PM
..panicked for a second, kasi wala yung paper bag which contains the wallet i bought for momi.. tas naalala ko, pinatago ko muna keh ria 'cause i'm not sure if i could safely leave it here.. baka kasi makita na ni momi mamaya eh bukas pa naman bday nya.. so yun, keh ria muna..

System Time: 2:22 PM
..siguro pwede lang maging shopaholic eh yung meh pera, lol.. i mean.. pwede kaya? pano magiging shopaholic ang isang tao na walang credit card and so-so lang ang sweldo.. hmm. kaya ndi naman ako siguro shopaholic dahil in the first place, la naman akong pera. pero siguro, pag yumaman ako, ala akong ginawa kungdi mamili. hmm.. tsaka kaya ako alang savings kasi kung ano ano binibili ko.. lol. noh buh toh.. effect toh ng pagbabasa ng shopaholic series.. tsaka ng sister kong kikay.. tsaka ng aking short-lived richness woohoo!! *ayp* alam ko na pala kung san ko gagastusin bonus ko.. ndi sya material thing.. ndi ko rin isasave.. hehehe napaisip ko kayo ano.. ndi rin siya charitable ek ek uh, ndi pa ako naloloka (lol).. basta..sekretong malufet. hihihi.

System Time: 2:47 PM
yey finished the Business Requirement docu.. parang blog lang ako ng blog buong araw ano? nakakapagtrabaho pa naman ako khet papano, hehe..

System Time: 3:00 PM
wowiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! found free stuff INSIDE the bag too! tas ang kukyut ksi mga sample stuff kaya maliliit ang packaging.. meh loreal airwear compact (sobrang kyut ang liit! lol!), meh loreal colour riche crystal shine lipstick (haba ng name), meh loreal white perfect triple whitening spot corrector, (pahaba ng pahaba), tas meh white perfect whitening facial foam.. ayun.. ay meron pang parang intensive essence.. lol! feeling ata ng saleslady napakanog nog ko na at kelangang magpaputi hahaha! sa sobrang tuwa ko tinawagan ko pa si ria sa office nya at kinuwento toh hehe.. saya saya tlga ng araw na toh! (or mababaw lang tlga ako?) /me silip sa cosmetic bag ulit. hihihi.

System Time: 3:09 PM
..just tried calling ate joy at Futaba.. grabe.. parang prison tlga dun.. tatawag lang eh dami pang tanong.. anyway, nagtext kasi si Froi sabi tawagan ko daw si ate joy.. sows.. ang hirap naman pala.. parang ayaw pakausap..hmpft. siguro tungkol sa ticket namin sa nov. 29..

*silip ulit sa cosmetic bag. har har*

System Time: 3:13 PM
/me basa ng nakasulat sa likod ng loreal products.. yung maliliit.. readable, but discreet. hihihi.

System Time:3:19 PM
my makeup wish list: (grabe, can't believe meron ako nito! lol!)
1. as compact powder - loreal air wear (na-enganyo ako nung free)
2. blush - smashbox blush/ origins pinch-my-cheeks (wataname lol)
3. lipstick - haven't decided yet what brand. basta dapat ndi nakakadry.
4. eye shadow - something from clinique/beauty bar
5. colorless mascara from bodyshop
6. lashfinity by revlon
7. concealer - tea trea oil concealer from bodyshop

dami pa nga dibuh, eyeliner, lipgloss, etc.. pero eto lang gusto ko..i actually have a few of these already.. weird.. di naman ako nagmamakeup sa office.. powder lang tsaka lipstick.. so, kelan ko ginagamit mga toh! lol! >_<

System Time: 3:30 PM
well, not exactly true.. nung asa akin pa yung smashbox blush ni ate ging ginagamit ko yuh.. tas ginamit ko naman yung cheap na blush kaya nagkapimpol ako..tsaka nag e-eyeshadow ako tlga, tinatamad lng ako lately

System Time: 3:34 PM
oops dito na sila (IT People) brb!

System Time: 4:13 PM
ay, meh kwe-kwek na nabili si Sir Jayson.. sayang ubos na daw.. :(
..parang gusto ko ng waffle ng star bucks.. ayp. nope. ndi na ako gagastos sa araw na toh except sa pamasahe ko pauwi!

..ay keh ate pretz pala yung kwe kwek.. pwedeee.. pwedeng humingi!

System Time: 4:43 PM
tsalap ng kwek-kwekk!

System Time: 4:44 PM
..hay.. gusto ko ng umuwi para maghilamos! lol!

System Time: 5:51 pm
nilibre ako ng quickly ni ate pretz! kaya lng gumastos ako dhel bumili naman ako ng soft taco.. tsk tsk..dapat tumigil na tlga ako sa kakagastos.. baka biglang maubos 13th month ng di ko namamalayan.. waahh!

isip ko pa kung mageextend ako eh..

System Time: 6:22 PM
dito parin ako! yes, mga 45 minutes na lng.. kaya ko tohhh.. bukas magbebreakfast kami ni erlyn.. *sana ilibre ako hihihi!* kaya di ako pwedeng magoffset.. sa uwi pa ako ng maaga.. dhel birthday nga ni dex..

System Time: 6:31 PM
uwi na ko..babagalan ko na lang kumilos, lol..babay!

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

System Time: 8:25 AM
gud mawnin.. *yawns* ..arrived a few minutes before 8..decided that i don't wanna go to work on a saturday so i'm trying to offset my hours on weekdays...

..also thinking whether to celebrate my birthday or not.. i mean, if i should have people come over our house etc... or maybe i could just spend it with my family, since it's a holiday and all..

heard Sir Tony..he's here.. brb

System Time: 8:53 AM
..realized was painting the wrong form. AFTER i have finished it. chet chet chet! *wapak wapak wapak* huhuhu! BRB!

System Time: 12:37 PM
..hay. feel so weak. should really exercise even if only on weekends. my only exercise is when i walk to and fro the walkway so i could have a smoke. hay. so much stuff i want to do.
1. my unfinished projects (websites, fansites, novel, ETC)
2. exercise.. something constant/scheduled
3. practice driving

hay. my dad keeps telling me that i should practice driving everyday. at least up to Masinag. sabi nya nakakalimutan ko daw kasi pag ndi ako napapraktis. lammo yun, parang nababano ulit ako. anyway, this saturday, pramis tlga i'll practice.

only problem is to wake up early. hu-hum.

System Time: 12:50 PM
kakatamad ng magpaint nitong form. but at least it's a greeat way to kill time.. yes, should focus on that.

System Time: 12:52 PM
maybe should just bug people to write a testimonial for me. hmm.

System Time: 12:54 PM
just texted erlyn and irvie. hay. trabaho na nga ako.

System Time: 2:36 PM
have finished painting (at last) the form.. am now modifying the documentation.. (wow. magigising ako dito.) *sighs* grr tagal ng.. oops.. promised myself will not notice time anymore.. as if i don't write the system time in each entry. duh.

System Time: 2:46 PM
ohmigod this is soo boring.

System Time: 3:06 PM
*sleeping*

System Time: 3:28 PM
ano bang masarap kainin mamayang gabi... hmm.. last night i ate spaghetti putanesca.. sarap.. pero konti lng kasi eh.. gusto ko ata ng tempura. tama. tempura! waah gusto ko ng mag 7pm. :~(

System Time: 4:24 PM
ok sana yung putanesca eh, just like how my mom makes it.. pero ang konti.. hmm.. tama tempura na lng..

System Time: 4:26 PM
..ndi ba dapat nagtitipid ako..hmm.. food naman eh, so okay lng yun dibuh?

System Time: 4:29 PM
nagbabaon naman ako ng lunch eh.. so alang gastos dun.. pero araw² naman akong nagdidinner dito.. eek. *focuses on "FOOD toh, ok lang gumastos"*

System Time: 4:33 PM
..ang bagal ng oras. kakauraaaaaaaaat.

..Sir Joel, Sir Felix and Sir Philbert are downstairs.. meh tiangge kasi sa 28th floor.. kainggit. gusto ko rin pumunta. *sighs* hirap tlga ng contractor! kung Radix lang toh, kanina pa ako andun. lol!

..oops they're back. BRB!

System Time: 5:16 PM
less than 2 hours to go.. (see? positive thinker na ko.. instead of saying "1 and sumting hours pa"!)

System Time: 5:28 PM
i don't think i can wait till 7 pm to go home.. hindiiiiiii, kaya ko tohhh! kelangang magoffset!

System Time: 6:22 PM
woohooo ilang minuto na lng! actually, i can time out as early as 6:45 'cause i think i logged in at 7:45 am.. gugutom na ko eh..

System Time: 6:30 PM
sarap siguro ng tempura. hmm. tsaka sashimi. magbento meal na lng kaya ako. pero 150 bucks yun. hmm. pero sarap din sa City Bites, yung sausage nila. pero 95 yun. yung tempura, 90 ata. HMMM.

..chet, my stomach's rumbling.

System Time: 6:41 PM
..been reading my past blogs.. i already bought a gift for my 2 inaanaks.. but i went over my budget by 130 bucks.. hirap tlgang bumili kasi.. tas lahat mahal.. bought a toy keyboard for Siege and Electronic Teacher ek ek for Liam.. parehong wala pang battery! chet, bibili pa pala ako nun.. sabi pala ni ate pretz, this friday na ang 13th month namin! wee!

System Time: 6:44 PM
pack up na ko (parang shooting hehe).. babayyuu!

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

My blog yesterday, Nov. 17, 2003:

System Time: 9:18 AM
..just another manic monday. (uy kinanta nya) sucky day. kaantok. katamad. only thing i'm looking forward to is it's momi's "first" day at work and will probably meet him later.. sa friday na birthday nya! hmm.. *yawns* while sleeping at the shuttle i was dreaming all sorts of things.. good thing i didn't do anything embarassing like talk out loud or something like that..

System Time: 9:32 AM
i have this uncanny sense of timing that i would choose to go out to the loo in the exact time that Sir Tony will go to IT dept... did it for the nth time just this morning and found this stuffed tarsier with a stick stuck up on it's a** on top of my open visual c++ book.. it gave me quite a fright actually.. thought it was some kind of rodent hehe.. Sir J said that Sir Tony gave one for each of us since they just got back from Bohol.. Sir T probably wonders why i'm always not on my desk.. grrr.. magaling lang tlga timing ko, kainis. (>_<) at least it WAS a visual c++ book.. good thing it wasn't a novel or something non-work related.. BUT my 2 sticks of yosi were in plain view AND i wasn't in my desk AGAIN. chet. grr. monday. blame it on mondays. and my traitorous bladder. and my f*cked up timing. double chet.

System Time: 10:20 AM
..Ma'am M gave me a sampaloc fruit.. first i was kinda wondering watdapak i would do with this and then she said i could eat it straightaway.. was from Bangkok... ahh oki.. hehe..

System Time: 10:22 AM
sarap. kinda weird to be eating fresh sweet sampaloc. unlike the preserved kind they sell at tagaytay/baguio.

System Time: 11:15 AM
called ria.. will have lunch together..

System Time: 2:24 PM
..had sisig for lunch. hay. so sleeeypi. pagnapapaidlip ako, with matching panaginip pa tlga.. that's why sometimes, i can't determine if something REALLY happened or it's just one of my dreams.. usually, my dreams are trivial-everyday stuff.. can't remember all of them.. but i think, just now (yep, nakatulog na naman ako) i was dreaming that i had to choose between vegetables or something-else-can't-recall to eat for lunch.. sometimes i would dream of people that i know but haven't seen/talked to for A LONG time.. like last night, i dreamt of my hs friend and kababata Enrae.. think my other hs friends were also in my dream.. as usual, the moment i woke up, bits and fragments are instantly forgotten.. it's like holding water in your hand... the more you tighten your grasp, the more water you lose.. so usually, i don't bother remembering my dreams.. swerte lang pag naaalala ko.. i also have these deja vu(s) ALL the time.. yung parang.."wow, nangyari na toh" stuff.. my sister ate chary has a theory on that.. she said that it's a good sign daw when that happens.. she believes that some of the things happening in our life are already pre-destined and when deja-vus happen, it's like a sign that we made the right choice and on the right track towards the life designed for us.. i kinda think in the same line also.. personally, i think that some stuff are just meant to be.. some people think that they control their life and that things happen because they made it happen.. bunch of BS if you ask me.. death, diseases, accidents.. can a mere mortal control these stuff? and choices.. people feel in control 'cause they think they actually CHOSE their life..i believe our whole life is already planned out for us, including the choices we will eventually make.. and free will.. think it's free will that f*cks up THE PLAN and then very bad things happen when we force things that aren't meant for us.. sabi nga nila.. pag para sayo, mapupunta tlga yun sayo.. (or something to that effect) so pag hindi tlga, wag ng ipilit! i know a whole lot of people will disagree but that's why monologues and blogs suchs as this are invented.. it's MY opinion and i don't care whether you agree with me or not.. :þ

System Time: 3:15 PM
..feel like i'm schizo or sumtin.. lol.. guess this is what boredom does to a person..

System Time: 3:36 PM
kae-mail ko sila jhoneil and chipper..they're my radix officemates who are currently in Ohio..

teka.. Ma'am M said she'll talk to me later.. nyerks. skeyri. tungkol saan kaya. can it be sinumbong na ako ni Sir Tony? wahaha. skeyri. *kagat kuko*



Nov. 18, 2003


System Time: 9:53 AM
..turned out was another list of stuff i had to do for LIPS. hahay.. my list keeps on getting longer but my deadline isn't getting extended..

..made my timesheet this morning.. total hours of my absences exceeds 20 hours.. paktay..think i need another saturday to offset it.. tsk tsk.. think another 4 hours will do..

System Time: 10:19 AM
madirpakir. am fairly sure that Ma'am M saw this. this! my blog! *wapaks sarili* she approached me at my workstation and i kinda asked her something 'bout LIPS.. then asked her if she wants to take a look at the program..then she took my sit.. i ate some chicharon while standing up and then when i looked at my monitor, saw my blog briefly before Ma'am M clicked another text file.. chet chet chet! dunno how much she read.. think she just saw the last paragraph above.. hay.. sooo stupidd and soo careless.. tsk. badtrip.

trabaho na nga ako.

System Time:10:35 AM
..cmmon.. hafto stayy aweyk. @_@!

System Time: 5:12 PM
.."painting" some of the user interface.. quite enjoyable 'cause i don't hafto think about anything while doing it..will probably stay for another 2 hours here.. better start offsetting my absences..

System Time: 6:52 PM
..uwi na ko.. pero pasok ako ng maaga bukas.. tas same time uwi.. asa baba na rin si dex eh.. babay!

Friday, November 14, 2003

System Time: 8:31 AM
..at last, salary kicked in.. will try to be rigid and follow a strict budget,.. have to take note of my expenses 'cause i seem to be short on money all the time.. obviously, cannot list it here (you'll see all my credit hihihi) so will write list in piece of paper and follow it by heart.. *crosses fingers*

System Time: 8:41 AM
..will just write my christmas shopping list here..

Ninangs:
1. Auntie Boots
2. Auntie Ellen
3. Auntie Lorna

Ninongs:
1. Tito Ardie
2. Tito Meynard
3. Tito Recheng

Aunties:
4. Auntie Mayette

Uncles:
5. Uncle Mon

6.Lola (sta.mesa)

Inaanaks:
7. Siege - boy (4 yrs old?)
8. Liam - boy (ahmm... 2?)

Pamangkins:
9. Chin²
10. Migs

..think that's it.. in the family, that is....soo,..budget time..
3 Ninangs (@ 250) = 750 php
3 Ninongs ( @ 250) = 750
Auntie M ( @ 100) = 100
Uncle M ( @ 100) = 100
Lola ( @ 250) = 250
Siege ( @ 500) = 500
Liam ( @ 500) = 500
Chin² ( @ 100) = 100
Migs ( @ 100) = 100
=====
3150 PHP... whaaaaaaaat!?

okey shitty.. mom, dad, ate ging and ate chary are not even in that list.. hmm.. what if i just spend 200 for my ninongs/ninangs.. but what would i buy with only 200 bucks.. 250 nga pahirapan na yun eh.. wahhhh dilemma, dilemma..

System Time: 9:16 AM
..looks like i'll be going to the Jerry/Vic/Barbie thing on the 29th.. la kong makitang kasing jologs ko na bibili ng tiket lol.. hmm.. ok parin.. /me kanta... wo shinnn, chanda chanda chandaaaa wo aii niiiiiii lol!

System Time: 9:19 AM
shit just remembered. magbibirthday pala ako.. waah gastos.. you think i could get away without treating anybody? hihihi...nahhh.. didn't think so either..

System Time: 9:43 AM
..this is gonna be one looong day. hu-hum.. will leave here at exactly 5 pm and go to Radix.. papakain kasi Nov. celebrants (kasama ako dun.. para malasapan ko naman yung 350 ko noh!) tsaka kukunin ko allowance ko.. grabe inipon ko tlga yun at sadyang ndi kinukuha.. pambayad sa ticket nila Jerry hihihi..

System Time: 9:47 AM
oh no. i'm having cold symptoms.. sore throat.. aching²/minute.. chet. naulanan kasi ako kahapon nung umuwi kami ni momi.. dali ko tlgang magkasakit.. pero yokooo. lalaban ako! (pinaka-hate ko tlga ang magkasipon)

System Time: 10:03 AM
..just got off the phone..been talking to davis.. 'cause i wrote a testimonial for him and when i tried posting it last night, discovered that he wasn't my friendster friend any more! asked him if he deleted me hihih (syempre ndi).. stupid friendster.. hmpft. i'm so proud pa naman of my testi for him.. lol.. ay.. remember how i couldn't recall jamie's surname.. galing².. received a request friend ek ek from her last night.. jamie navarro nga pala.. *wapaks sarili* .. katuwa tlga at in-add nya ko as her friend, hihihi

System Time: 10:15 AM
..prumerica people received their bonuses already.. hay, kelan kaya kami? still haven't decided what i'll do with it.. whether to save it or spend it..

System Time: 10:47 AM
..having my usual Friday lunch crisis.. sino pwede kong kasabay.. texted ria (didn't reply. HMPFT).. si kate,.. meh kasamang officemates, pero pwede daw akong maki-hitch.. di kaya dyahe?

System time: 10:50 AM
ayun! received SMS from Kate, oki daw dito na lng kami kain.. wee!

System Time: 12:30 PM
..just had lunch with Kate.. and yosi.. anyway, before that, the user who tests the LIPS (program i'm modifying) approached me and reported some bug she allegedly found.. grabe.. my heart was beating so fast (plus i felt slightly nauseous, lol) while she was talking to me.. i mean, i KNOW i tested that part.. the saving part and never encountered problems with it.. so i had lunch today with my mind on the program.. now, Sir Phil said that Ma'am B (the user) told him to tell me that perhaps, it was just a user error and it might not be a problem of the system after all.. *huge sense of relief* hay.. pero kabado parin ako mah gas, lol!

System Time: 1:01 PM
ay.. meh nagbigay ng brownies.. tsalap²..

System Time: 2:00 PM
..checking my yahoo mail thru wap..ohdibuh bilis ng oras hehe.. check ulit.. hihihi

System Time: 2:36 PM
..brr lamig.inaantok na naman ako. *sighs*

System Time: 3:41 PM
..la na ko magawa..reading some forwarded e-mail..kakatawa..parang "excuse letters" ng mga parents para sa school dhel nag-absent mga anak nila..

Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot. ... meh sakit na nga, binaril pa! lol!

Dear School:
Please ekscuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33.
.. lol! loko.

pero dito tlga ako natawa...

Please excuse Jennifer for missing school yesterday. We forgot to get the Sunday paper off the porch, and when we found it Monday, we thought it was Sunday.

LOL! winner!!! baka pwede ring tong excuse sa werk! hihihi!

System Time: 4:17 PM
my itinerary for tonight..
5:00.. log out time...will proceed to Radix
5:30..estimated time of arrival at Radix
5:31-5:45 tsibog kung meh natira pang food
5:46-6:15 check friendster
6:16..leave for megamall to meet other Radix ofismeyts
7:00 estimated time of arrival at Big Shot
9:00 uwi na.. PRAMIS 9 TLGA.. la maghahatid saken eh..

Thou shall not forget while at Radix to:
.. return Jiro's DVD
.. ask for allowance
.. ask for payslips
.. ask for CDRs from Sir Herbert
.. call my mom what time i'll be home

feel so organized. hihihi. all i've got to do is follow this sched.. as ip. lol.

System Time: 4:27 PM
think i need a haircut..beginnings of potential split hairs are visible.. only reason my hair isn't in it's usual short do is want to see how long i could bear to grow it.. hehe.. malapit na akong mainis.. shoulder length na kasi, lagi fly-away kakairita kaya lagi akong naka-pony tuloy..gusto ko na atang pagupit, tulad ng hair ni Arimi dun sa Marmalade boy hehe..

System Time: 4:51 PM <--alis na ko khet maaga pa. di ko na kayang magpanggap for another second! babayy!

Thursday, November 13, 2003

System Time: 2:51 PM
have been making testimonials for my friendster friends..just writing it in a notepad then will post them later when i get home..great way to kill time, hehe..made testis (hahaha) for ruth, mel, erlyn, art, chekay, alix, harbie, ria, kate, jing, lara, crisel and arjo..i'm on a roll, lol.. actually, enjoyed doing them.. lalo na dun sa mga hs friends ko kasi naging close ko tlaga sila dati..i'll make one also for davis and pasqui, my ism classmates...

System Time: 3:58 PM
@_@. gaah. have finished all testimonials and now i'm falling asleep. demmit.

System Time: 4:29 PM
will start my christmas shopping this weekend.. for my inaanaks and my ninangs.. kala ko dati talagang gawain ng bawat pamilya na pag meh trabaho na yung inaanak mo, yung inaanak naman ang magbibigay sa ninang.. kami lang pala ang ganon.. kasi pinag uusapan namin dati nila koji, chipper and froi na dapat agahan christmas shopping para ndi napupunta yung bonus dun.. tas sabi ko, sa mga ninang ko pa lang nauubos na bonus ko.. tas mega reak sila bat daw binibigyan ko.. eh parang nyehh.. ano namang sila parin magbigay saken eh nagtatrabaho na ako.. (di parin sila payag lol).. pero sa tingin ko tlga tama logic ng pamilya namin kasi kahit ako, ayoko namang forever kong bibigyan yung inaanak ko,..dapat siya naman pag tanda nya para kwits! hehe! tsaka way of thanking mo yun sa kanila sa pagsisilbing 2nd parents mo.. anywayz.. balak ko this weekend start na ako mamili para ndi mashadong mashock wallet ko pag pinagsabay sabay ko..

System Time: 5:36 PM
..just called my dad.. asked him "pwede ba kaming kumain dyan"? ang sagot ba naman.. "na naman?" nyerks. then mom picked up the extension line.. my dad said "oh ayan kausapin mo" .. mom said: "bakit?" ..i asked the same question.. guess what she answered... woow galing nyo uh.. like mother like father.. lol! sabi ko nga "oh sige wag na nga" sabay bawi si momi na "crispy pata lang, oki lang ba sainyo yon?" hehe weird old folks.. di mo alam kung anong gusto.. sinabi ko na lang na itetext ko na lng sila kung dun nga kami dinner..
System Time: 5:50 PM
..went to Beauty Bar with Irvie yesterday.. never seen so much make-up in my whole life, lol..dunno when i started having an interest in different kikay stuff.. perhaps because of ate ging who suddenly became obsessed with makeup..and not just any medium priced makeup uh.. i'm talking about prescriptives, smashbox, origins, clinique stuff..think it's paying off 'cause mas marami na akong pimpol kesa sa kanya bwahaha! (dati ang dami nun eh)

System Time: 6:05 PM
uwi na ko..babayy!

System Time: 10:15 PM
grabe. TANGGAP SI momi sa Malcolm! natagalan lang pala yung company na tawagan siya tas start na siya sa Monday! ang saya saya nya kanina,.. ang kyot pa nya, pinipigilan yung pagngiti nya.. di pa nya sinabi saken ng direcho, inabot nya lng yung phone nya tas pinabasa yung text message ng ka-batch nya.. grabe.. sooo happy happy for him! anyway, dito sa bahay kami nagdinner tas umuwi na siya around 9:30 pm... sleep na rin ako.. gudniteyyyyyy! Hurrah!!

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

System Time: 8:57 AM
..bad morning. humpft. took me half a minute to figure out what was different today.. realized what it was after i opened my PC and the monitor was turned off.. don't usually close it so i was surprised by the blank screen.. anyway.. opened my monitor than *wham*..
they took MY LCD monitor and replaced it with this wimpy 15-inch NON- flat monitor
.. huhuhu.. will not tolerate this kind of discriminating and sneaky behavior..changing the monitor behind my back..waiting for me to go home and then springing this bombshell..LCD monitor and i have become attached and that sort of relationship just cannot be substituted by this puny picture tube. humpft again.

System Time: 9:19 AM
..cannot look at Sir L's in the eye as my inner dismay re. monitor might be transparent..
LOL. i'm creeping myself out. hihihihi.

System Time: 9:25 AM
..ate ging's gonna be really pissed at me.. used up all of the free internet hours provided by her company..shitty. friendster's fault. if they just do something to speed up their server then i'll just click, click, click away, right? but noooo.. i have to click..(wait)...(wait) click.. (wait..wait)..click (wait..wait..wait) everyyytime.. so i'm not really addicted to it.. am just logging long hours in it 'cause it's too damn slow.. ooh.. have 5 new friendster friendss (wee!) mostly my HS chums...also found another HS classmate but i seem to be getting a mental block on what her surname is.. jamie.. jamie.. sumting..even typed jamie rivera.. lol.. jamie rivera fuckwittage..gaahh.. >_< will ask kate later..ndi ako adik uh, lol.. surely getting excited from being reunited with old friends is normal behavior.. :p

oohh.. just texted Koji, gave him my e-mail addy and asked him to add me in his frienster.. he texted back and told me that we already have a link.. through Zced -> Almond -> Koji.. bwahaha sooo weird..(Zced's ria's bf, Almond is Koji's ex) actually, found a lot of not-so-normal links (meaning 2 of my friends are have common friends, etc)..

System Time: 10:59 AM
..phoned Ria to tell her the connection... also pestered her to make me a testimonial.. hihihi.. adik na buhhh akuuuu? hihihi

System Time: 11:32 AM
am hungry. :( ala si manang the lunch vendor.. will hafto go down at the fudpak este park to eat.. hmm.. bagoong rice.. or chicken crisps.. hmm..

System Time:11:45 AM
amm really hungry already.. how do i ask Sir J..
me: "err..sir,.. di pa ba kayo kakain? gutom na ako"
Sir J: "edi kumain ka mag-isa mo!"

nyerks. scary.. hmm..

System Time: 11:46 AM
Hurrah! just heard Sir J said "kain na tayo..gutom na ko" wohooo! saviorrr

System Time: 1:23 PM
chicken crisps won over bagoong rice.. soo full.. soo sleypii.. soo wanna go home.. wahh.

..office buzz here is that the 26th has been declared a non-working special holiday (Ramadan ek ek)..ergo, will have 2 holidays 'cause my birthday's on the 27th and we've got birthday leaves.. (Hurrahhh!)

System Time: 7:42 PM
..already home.. actually timed out as early as 2:00 pm today.. oki nga eh, timing.. 'cause i texted Irvie with no solid reason and turned out that she was at the Enterprise.. waahaha namiss ko kasi si Irvie kaya sumama na lng ako sa kanya haha! ang sama ko nga eh, di ko sha nabati nung birthday nya.. wahhh.. pero alam ko na october 23 birthday nya.. di ko lang namalayan na nag october 23 na wahaha.. puny excuse hay. ayun, nag window shopping kami, chika-chika.. tas treat nya ko ng cheesecake (yum yum) tsaka nag timezone kami.. hayy saya saya talaga.. miss our Info days at ang dami na rin naming kalokohang pinagdaanan ni Irvs..

System Time: 7:56 PM
kain na ako.. bye all! gudnitey!

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

System Time: 9:42 AM
..Mandy Moore's having a concert on the 20th! waah ohhh noooo... i loooove Mandy Moore.. she's the only singer i love that isn't alternative or rockish.. i only have money to watch one show.. and Jerry/Vic's isn't even their concert.. guest lang sila dun.. but i DO want to see Jerry and Vic in person.. titiisin ko khet kumanta kanta si AiAi dun.. lol pero chet Mandy Moore.. tas concert talaga.. tas andun pa si JayR! wahhhh, the dilemma..actually, even if i decide to watch Mandy Moore and sell our tickets dun sa F2 eh helloooo problema parin kasi kanino ko naman ibebenta yun eh ako lang ata jologs dito sa Makati, lol! sapilitan pa nga yung pagsama saken ni ate chary kaya yari ako dun pag di nagamit yung ticket..*huhuhu pano tohh*

System Time: 3:12 PM
hayyy..still in the middle of documenting the modifications i made in their system.. grabe, ubos na english ko.. anyway, had lunch with momi today.. ayy.. down talaga siya.. *hugsMahmomi* sobrang disappointed siya and everything..hintayin nya daw ako..sa GB daw siya tatambay muna... *sighs*

System Time: 3:15 PM
..IT people are in a meeting again.. soo quiet here..

...watched Dolphin Bay last night..the child actors are soooo cuteee..ang gagaling pang umiyak! grabe lol, katuwa..pilot episode was fast paced and quite entertaining.. can't wait to watch the next episode later..

System Time: 4:18 PM
..STILL documenting.. hay.. am pretty sure will not be able to finish this tonight.. at least i've got something to do tomorrow, hehe..

System Time: 5:33 PM
ohmigod, this is giving me a HEADache..

System Time: 6:03 PM
uwi na ako. headache, headache. it's all in the mind. i'm feeling great! lol! *ouch* babayy!

System Time: 10:34 PM
..samen nagdinner si dex... medyo oki na keh madir.. i mean,.. i called home kanina sa work..
me: "kain KAMI dyan..meh food ba?"
nanay: "meh sinigang"
me: "ay, ndi kumakain ng sinigang yun"
nanay: "oh, sige... ibahin ko na lng ng luto"

lol.. ohdibuh.. actually, medyo nagustuhan na rin ni dex yung sinigang.. nanibago lng nung umpisa..

sleep na kooo.. gudnitey!
My blog yesterday, November 10, 2003

System Time: 10:26 AM
..gud mawnin.. *yawns* had a very good sleep.. in the shuttle, hehe..i did sleep around 11:30 pm last night.. it's my usual bedtime so there's really no good reason to feel this sleepy.. dunno why i feel as if i'm so puyat..Saturday night was a different story, though.. was only able to sleep around 4:30 am.. it's all friendster's fault and my long-lost HS classmates, hehe.. oh, and ate cha and che sistah.. BS KLab bonding session, lol! (oiiiii sistah testimonial ko!)

..feel pretty good in regards my work here.. do you know that i've only got 2 remaining items in my fixes/enhancements list? *hapi hapi*.. was able to cross one out just this morning so now i'm down on my last 2.. one's just an enhancement.. the other one's a MAJOR error so i'm concentrating more on it..

System Time: 11:04 AM
..have a posh new shoulder bag.. weeee! it's an advance birthday-christmas present from ate chary.. i fell in love with it and basically begged ate chary to buy it for me.. am really a knapsack person but i wanted a shoulder bag that's feminine but not too kikay that i could use.. this one's just perfect..i feel like i'm a woman of the world, with chic mustard colored shoulder bag, LOL! i even cleaned out my room last night para bumagay ng konti sa bago kong bag.. bwahahah! na-shock nga ata nanay ko nung ginising ako.. "naglinis ka ng kwarto!?!", hehe...i even made a special spot in my desk where i would specifically place my bag, so it won't get dirty...napaka-impractical pa naman ng kulay.. hehehe.. mah gas...*i'm so priking weird. lol*

just remembered.. my site looks very sucky now.. my host, Brinkster now has a banner-like window in the left side of every page.. suckssssss.. i now have to close that stupid banner window everytime...will have to move my site to another free, bannerless host.. kuripots kasi eh.. ayaw bumili ng host.. mah gas naman.. di ko nga matapos eh, meh dagdag na naman akong gagawin..

System Time: 11:29 AM
.. IT people are having their lunch..kinda hungry too but i wanted to take advantage of their absence and write here..

..hmm.. la naman ako masulat. LOL! langya.

System Time: 1:19 PM
..received SMS from kuya rony (radix opismeyt).. "Sama k Friday? Bday n Anniv gmk. Big Shots. Aftr opis." .. dami naming November celebrants eh.. (pero di pa ako manlilibre uh.. sila lng hehe..) Anniv part is 1 year na kasi batch nila sa Radix.. ahead lang kaming 4 nila Chipper, Froi and Koji sa kanila ng 4 months.. will probably go.. miss ko na rin sila..sana pwede rin si momi..he's feeling kinda down lately.. di na kasi tumawag yung Malcolm.. so balik job hunting ulit siya.. i'm trying my best to cheer him up.. hope he's fine na..

System Time: 2:43 PM
..shit. they're making me write the documentation ek ek. this is really the shittiest job of a programmer, to create functional specs/documentation of a certain program.. hay.. Ma'am M showed me 2 templates.. still very confused as to what am gonna do.. ahh grr hate doing this.. my eyes are already drooping while reading the template and am just on the first paragraph.. lol.. @_@

System Time: 5:37 PM
..still working on the documentation.. think i'm getting the hang of it.. keh hirap magenglish mah gas, lol! pero in fairness, ang bilis talaga ng oras pag meh ginagawa ka hahahaha! 30 minutes na lng, uwian na.. yipeeee!

System Time: 6:50 PM
..still at the office...am such a hardworking employee, haha! am actually waiting for 7 pm so that i'll exactly have 1 extended hour that i could use to offset my absences..

ei, it's Jing's birthday tomorrow.. happy happy birthday jing! she's my HS kada..blowout naman dyan! si dex nga pala nagtext.. bukas na lng kami magmi-meet...

hmm.. actually thinking of subscribing to a dial-up internet plan.. can no longer use ate ging's free ISP account and prepaids are so inconvenient AND expensive..tri-isys unlimited plan's only 680 bucks.. but what i'm really interested on is the free 20 mb web space.. hafto remember to inquire if it'll be bannerless or will have no irritating pop-ups..

System Time: 7:02 PM <--uwi na ako. babayyy! am hungry naaaaaa. bye all!

Sunday, November 09, 2003

System Time: 9:50 AM
Gud morning! let me start my blog by borrowing some words from ate cha's blog.. i feel exactly the same way..

You might think I’m stupid but the feelings that I have for that person, it makes me feel so contented. I don’t seek for anything else. I’m just happy having this feeling. And I don’t really give a damn if he doesn’t feel the same way. I’m happy and contented. So let me just have this feeling .. don’t ask me to let it go, this is the only thing I have. Let me just feel it for now and let it die the natural way.

right on.

i haven't talked about him.. for the looongest time.. but i still think about him.. when i'm alone or before going to sleep.. he's like a dream for me now.. a dream that will remain unfulfilled.. but i'm fine with that, believe it or not.. i don't even want to forget this feeling.. 'cause i feel that if i lose it, i'm not me anymore.. it sounds weird, yes.. and a little bit pathetic..i'm 99% sure he doesn't think of me any longer, but i frankly don't care... i just know that when the time comes that he'll need someone to talk to.. i'll be here for him.. i do miss him terribly.. but i'm no longer depressed by his non-existence in my life.. i just learned to store him and his memories in some part of my soul, safely detached from my present world, but still very much important and cherished.. mizunapc

*wapaks sarili* lol!

i'm now at prumerica.. haven't done a single work related thing yet.. just copied my friends' blog entries in a notepad and i plan on reading them this morning.. also searched and copied the episode guides for this new koreanovela flick, Winter Sonata.. i'm so busy noh? lol! can't believe i'm at work on a saturday.. so excuse me if i'm not on my employee-programmer mood.. hmm.. will continue reading their blogs.. brb..

System Time: 10:30 AM
i guess some could say i'm unfair to momi...and sometimes i would really feel awful and guilty..

he's the best. really. the best-esssst. i couldn't ask for more. and as i said before, pc's my impossible love.. everyone has to have one....with dex, i can't imagine life without him. he's my reality. i can tell everyone right now that yep, he's the most important person in my life now.. he's so good to me that sometimes i feel i'm not good enough for him.... but one look from him and all my anxieties disappear..

System Time: 10:52 AM
..pwe.. my hot choco's not hot anymore.. hmm.. i'll be probably eating alone for lunch today.. ok lang.. i'm hoping momi will come here and meet me after work..(if you call this work lol)

..basahin ko na yung Winter Sonata... you think i have the chance of being an "employee of the month?" .... i didn't think so, also, lol

ayp.. before i forget.. i CAN'T believe pinutol ng GMA yung Marmalade boy! as innnnn.. kakainish.. supposed to be last episode na yun pero i beg to disagree! mah gassss! huhuhuhu.. you see, after each episode, it shows a few scenes from the next one.. and chet.. ala pa kaya mga yun! as in, ndi ko pa napapanood mga yun.. wahh kainish tlga. hmpft. hay. i have to get a copy of that.. sana magkaroon sa quiapo, lol! anyway, sir Loret is gonna go down to smoke so i have time to make a quick login at friendster and see what ate cha's been ranting about hehe.. (makikitsismis ako in short) and che.. i don't even know if you read my blog.. but all i can say is.. bilib ako sayo. as in. from the bottom of my heart. go girl! hoyy update mo ko pag meh gig si Jayr dito sa makati or ortigas at friday night siya.. lol..

System Time: 11:27 AM
.. yess lapit na lunch.. kewl pala friendster.. lol! lamko napaka jurassic ko naman at ngayon ko lng nalaman pero i've been very busy and so disconnected that i haven't really paid any attention to the invites etc.. i just signed up and that was that.. di ako mashado makaporma dito sa office at makapagbrowse ng todo pero i'll try to liven up my friendster account a bit at home.. pero big thanks talaga keh mel and ruth.. lamko wala lang kayong magawa dyan (lol!) at ginawan nyo ako ng testimonial without me asking you to do it.. really means a lot and i truly truly appreciate your friendship. miss na kita mel *wapaks* don't forget our corregidor adventure! lol! oi ruth wahh sis uwi ka na dito. kainish ka, UWI NA! lol!

hay bili na ako ng food.

System Time: 12:17 PM
/me burps. esmyuski. ^-^

i wasn't really in the mood to eat rice so i bought some noodle soup instead.. it's miso ramen.. i happen to looove miso soup.. ate ging even brought home some instant miso packets.. (yum yum).. the miso noodle i ate a while ago was a little on the bland side.. but it's okay.. i'm still full and sleepy *yawns*

grabe. i really don't want to program today. i'm counting the minutes till 5 pm.. (actually mga 5:30 pa ata dapat.. think i timed in around 8:30 am) .. there's actually a lot of people here (get a life people! lol!) .. but TG only Sir Loret is present from the IT dept.. i can just sit here in front my PC (i just love saying that, lol!) and stare at him este it. *wapaks sarili* hahaha. kasiiiiiiiiiiiiii the people to blame are ate cha and che. nasesenti ako senyu uh haha! ANYWAY,..i can't think of a single thing to say anymore so i'll just read the episode guide..

System Time: 2:06 PM
..i'm bored. hay. i wanna go home. BUT i still have 3 hours left.. getting dizzy reading this Winter sonata thing.. hirap magrecall ng mga korean names uh, lol! can't even decipher if it's a girl or a guy's name.. hmm..

System Time: 3:59 PM
woohoo.. lapit na 5pm.. went to the Coffee Bean with Ate Pretz.. she gave me some tips on how to log in my hours in the Timesheet.. (read: mga daya) katuwa.. tas i bought tea instead of my usual frappe.. Fragrant Night Jasmine.. to tell you the truth.. had to put 3 packs of sugar just for me to finish the drink, lol.. guess i'm not a tea drinker.. but it does smell really nice.. should have bought the honey stick para siguro mas masarap..

System Time: 4:07 PM
finished the WS.. hehe.. alam ko na ending and nobody dies! yipeee lol!

System Time: 4:16 PM
momi can't make it.. pauwi pa lng daw sila, he helped kasi sa errand ng uncle nya.. he still wanted to go and meet me but i told him he should just rest.. tsaka gusto ko na rin kasing umuwi.. sana ndi mashado traffic.. (asa pa ako, lol) hayy.. bagal na naman ng oras.. should have bought some magazines, lol.. grabe.. ala talaga akong ginawa today, ..bwahaha.. basta meh work hours ako, oki na toh! lol! bahala na sa lunes!

System Time: 4:27 PM
wow. the blinds are open again and have this awesome view of the sunset.. we're on the 34th floor and i could see the whole pasay area (well, i think pasay nga ito lol kasi kita ko Manila Bay eh).. makes me want to learn how to paint just so i could paint what i'm seeing right now hehe.. as ip ano haha.. hay. just realized i have SO MANY unfinished projects.. i don't want to enumerate them, kakadepress.. i should probably finish all of them, before the year ends.. so i could welcome the new year with nothing left hanging.. (basta parang ganon hehe)

System Time: 4:49 PM
..asked the guard what time i timed in.. 8:19 daw.. yehey.. kala ko mga 8:30 pa eh lol.. uwi ako on the dot..5:19 pm lolz!

lapit na pala magbigay ng bonus uh.. excited na ako! lol! actually i'm having an internal debate whether i would use it and buy something or save it.. para naman magkasavings ako ano! powtah ala akong ipon, as in. hay.. tas pag inisip ko kung gagastusin ko, ano naman bibilin ko, .. eh ang dami kong gustong bilin lol.. eh yung mga gusto ko medyo EXPENSIVE talaga kaya isa lang tlga mabibili ko.. it's either a digicam, a new phone, a PDA, a portable mp3 player (yung gusto ko Creative Muvo or yung Ipod or yung Rio Riot ko waahh) or a drumset.. grabe.. lol! tas paminsan naman iisipin ko,.. parang chet sayang isang gastusan lang.. isave ko na lng kaya para pag dumating F4 dito eh asa front row ako powtah khet 10000 php pa yung ticket, kaya kong bilin hahahahah! F4 parin ano, lolz.. yung mga binanggit ko na stuff yan na ang pinaka wish list ko sa mga material things.. kaya pag tinatamad akong magwerk (yung tipong ndi ako mamotivate na pumasok) sinasabi ko sa sarili ko.. "focus on the money, focus on the money" LOL! kasi dibuh, when all else fails.. just think of the financial rewards work brings to you.. hehehehe..

System Time: 5:07 PM
..chet nagbibilang na ako ng minuto.. 12 minutes to go.. lol! malapit naaaaaaa kaya ko tohhhh.

System Time: 5:18 PM
YESSSSSSSSSS I MADE it! lol! i'm so fucking proud of mahselp. lol! powtah nagpanggap ako ng 9 hours.. hehe.. bye all! magliligpit na ako!

System Time: 12:32 AM
ano buh. nagtype ako tas nawala at nag page cannot be displayed ek ek. hay. anyway..just said that i'm now here sa bahay and watched a couple of dvds.. livewire and speed. meh connection yung 2 uh, the main characters are bomb detonators.. basta parang ganon.. kanina pala meh katangahan na naman akong ginawa.. kasi umalis na ako sa enterprise exaktong 5:19 pm.. tas lakad na ako papuntang stock exchange kasi andun yung pila ng shuttle.. tas powtah.. asa loob na ako, .. bigla kong naisip na ndi ko pala nailagay sa bag ko yung disc na toh.. as in the disc that contains my blog for the day.. taena.. eh ayokong iwan yun baka meh makabasa na taga prumerica.. ayun.. labas ako ng shuttle sabay balik sa enterprise.. bad trip.. nakasakay ako 6 pm na..hay karma kagad. la daw kasi akong ginawa sa trabaho, lol!

cge babay na! umaga na eh , lol gudnitey.

Friday, November 07, 2003

3:28 PM

i'm in my "slump" phase. i didn't report at work for 3 whole days. now i feel a bit better.. i guess i'm just really, really tired and i needed to rest and relax...

..my workstation's kinda positioned near the window, and i've got a great view of Makati and Pasay Area... i could even see Manila de Bay.. the sun is at its highest now, the blinds are open so sunlight is directly on my face.. but i'm not bothered by it.. it's pleasant actually, feeling the sun but not sweating.. so unlike the usual climate here.. where basically sun = sweat..

3:52 PM
NYEH. sinarado yung blinds. Lol! la na ko view :(

4:02 PM
haaaaay.. had lunch with ria yesterday.. i needed someone to talk to... a real live person.. i feel that momi is already getting sick of my complains at work.. he just doesn't understand how tiring my work is.. yeah, i just sit all day in front of a monitor.. but believe.. it IS tiring... Ria feels it too.. like we are just pushing ourselves to do this kind of work because it's what's most logical... i feel this isn't what i want to do.. that there's something out there that's for me that i would enjoy doing..

...pero what if... there's nothing.. that this is as good as it gets.. i mean, why am i NOT happy? i'm a freakin programmer for goodness' sake.. there's some sort of respect i always get when i tell people what i do.. but that's just it.. i feel like a fraud, that i actually LIKE doing my work..

*sighs*

maybe i'm just PLAIN LAZY.. i used to want to be a teacher.. i still do actually,.. but what if i get sick of it also, feel the same way after doing it for a few months.. what then? i can't go bouncing from one career path to the next... haaaaaay... katuwa nga mom ko.. i told my parents about all this.. and my mom said.. "sana talaga manalo kao sa lotto para hindi ka na magtrabaho" LOL!!! i felt better instantly. :)

5:03 PM <--yesss less than an hour to go!
gotta remember to watch the evening news and spot jerry yan.. hehe.. he's HEREEEEEEE .. actually kahapon pa and i had no idea that he was here...chet. what kind of fan am i!? lol! sabi asa glorietta daw siya kanina.. madir pakir.. he was just walking distance away from where i was this morning WAHAHAHA. chet. sayang. lol!

9:50 PM
here at home already.. am talking to ate cha.. ate chaaaaaaaaa eto na blog ako hehehehehehehe missyuuu! teka... mag 10 na ndi ko pa napapanood yung Marmalade boy na tinape ko.. plus i have to catch the evening news.. papasok pala ako bukas para maoffset mga absences kow... hay.. oki lng.. at least makakapaginternet ako dun hehe..alang mga boss pag saturdayyy, yipee!!

gud nite everyone!



*/me kanta.. "i remember the boy.. but i don't remember the feeling.. anymore"... ate cha... kelan kaya ganito keh PC? LOL!*

Thursday, October 30, 2003

9:46 AM
..ala mga IT people! as in ako lang andito.. *tuwa tuwa* pero kanina nilapitan na ako ni Sir Tony habang tinatype ko yung blog ko dati.. (nakita nya kaya ako? hmmm....) naka LOMA leave daw sila.. (don't ask, dunno also) so i should answer the phones.. fine by me! sana nga ala silang lahat para i wouldn't feel the pressure AND i could go home early..

9:51 AM
..nyerks.. one of the testers of LIPS (the program i'm modifying..stands for Life Insurance Planning System) says that we have a meeting after lunch.. update lang sa LIPS fixes/enhancements.. hmm.. meron ba? lol!

hahay.. yesterday pala i was able to register! yes! after spending 5 hours waiting in line, i am now a registered voter. kaya ko palang tumayo ng mahigit sa 5 oras, ohdibuh hehe.. sikat pa si Dadi dun.. sabi ng mga andun.. "kanina yung Father mo, inaway nya yung mga nagbabantay dyan kasi nagpapasingit" lol! go dadi! hehe! met a lot of people from COGEO who are basically my neighbors hehe.. syempre naman,..magkasama ba kayo ng 5 oras, ndi pa ba kayo magkwekwentuhan? taga UST yung isa, yung 2 naman mag-asawa yung mga anak nila taga UST.. tas there was this gay guy.. then another couple..hehe..basta i just wanted to get it over with..kaya tsinaga ko na..

10:02 AM
..awwwww.. kala ko Leave sila.. si Ma'am M mismo, andito na eh.. sucks.. *pressure, pressure*

ay teka, bago ako magtrabaho.. Jerry and Vic are coming here on Nov. 29! that's just 2 days after my birthday so birthday gift ko na sa sarili ko yun.. i'll be buying the 2,500 ticket.. waaha.. di na naman ako kakain nyan, lol!
am still pestering ate chary to come with me.. si Kate kasi bumili na ng tickets.. hmm.. sana pumayag si ate..

..i might drop by Radix later.. Chipper, Jhoneil and the other SAs are leaving for Ohio tomorrow.. parang lahat papunta dun uh.. si Harbie sa Ohio din eh..how sad.. mamimiss ko sila.. -_-

10:12 AM
..Chipper just texted me.. sa Megamall na lng daw..Octoberfest closing party rin kasi eh.. babaha ng beer hehe..

10:26 AM
antukkkkk na antukkk ako.. kelan buh mawawala antuk ko dito sa office.. hayy.. ano ba.. pano ko ba isosolve toh.. -_-.. si dex pala has one week off... he'll know on Friday if he's formally accepted at Malcolm Lloyd..tapos na kasi training nya.. *crosses fingers* sana..

10:41 AM
@_@ grabe. napapaidlip ako. tas with matching panaginip pa! bwahaha! ano buh tohhh..

just remembered.. after registering yesterday, i tried to play Time Crisis at our big TV.. waah.. di pwede! think the gun only works on CRTVs and not on projection TVs.. my gun just wouldn't align correctly.. kainish.. sayang,.. i did try it on the TV in my parents bedroom.. oki dun syempre kasi picture tube lng din yun.. medyo umuusad na ako sa game.. asa area 2 na ako, lol! i also help my mom make necklaces.. nag eenjoy na nga ako gumawa ng mga yun eh.. sometimes, i would spend a whole weekend doing just that..

11:11 AM
..lapit na pala birthday ng mom ko.. hafto remember to buy her a gift.. hmm.. ano kaya maganda.. *esep, esep*

12:33 PM
eii.. meh newly found friend ako dito sa Prumerica.. contractor din siya, her name's Suzette.. she's friendly.. plus.. she's a smoker.. bwahahah.. meh yosi partnah na ako! lol!

..uy bumaba mga IT people.. yey.. makakatulog ako hihihi.. brb sleyping time..

7:44 PM
dito ako radix!! kakamiss tlga dito hehe.. kasi dito nagsasalita ako, lol! magooctober fest ako kasama sila Chipper and Koji, etc.. sige.. babay!
My blog last October 28, 2003

9:12 AM
..still surviving here at Prumerica.. just had breakfast with Erlyn.. kwentuhan lang.. katuwa, hehe.. lagi namang "interesting" mga kwento nun, lol! beats my usual routine of eating pancakes alone.. actually, since i began working here, i have discovered that i don't mind being by myself.. i like observing people.. or staring into space.. i used to think that i always needed some company when i'm out.. but i've realized that being alone doesn't necessarily mean you're lonely.. besides, it's just usually on mornings when i get here at the Enterprise early.

..got home earlier than usual last night.. i wanted to play with my PS2 'cause i already bought a PS2 gun.. woohoo! i also have 3 new gun games.. TimeCrisis2, Vampire Night and Resident Evil.. i only played TC2 last night 'cause i don't want to have nightmares from the other 2 games, hehe..

9:40 AM
..tested the saving part of my program.. was able to remove the error yesterday.. thank God, everything still looks fine.. some errors are like ghosts.. bigla na lng sumusulpot.. ala pang mumu ngayon hehe..

..anyway, momi and i have an "exchange diary" now.. we take turns writing in it.. it's with him now, he'll give it back to me on Monday.. at least now, i have something to look forward to on Mondays..

haaaay.. am still not registered.. wil probably not be able to at the rate i'm going.. the last day's on the 31st.. kasi laging last minute ako mag-isip kaya yan.. we tried to go here at the municipal last Sunday but there were wayyy to many people.. as in sooobrang dami.. *sighs*.. gusto ko pa namang bumoto.. one less vote for FPJ, hehe!

hay, kainis... ala na akong napapanood sa mga nirerecord ni ate Chary.. i still haven't changed the program time.. wala ng My Love Cindy tsaka Endless Love.. how sad :( .. pero at least meh Miki Love Yuu parin, looks like matagal -tagal pa yun.. Yung My Love Cindy katuwa yung ending.. pinili nya yung kaibigan nya kesa yung rich guy.. aliw! yung Endless Love.. ay buwset.. i mean, i already knew that they were both gonna die but Johnny's death was really stupid.. hinintay nyang sagasaan siya.. kakainis pa dun, as if ndi kayang magpreno nung truck eh malayo pa lng bumubisina na yung driver.. sows.. kung sira yung break edi i-hand break nya.. mah gas.. yung train nga nakakahinto eh, yun pa! buwsit parang suicide tuloy. hmpft. hehe.. apektado ako ano? actually, i really prefer watching those Chino/KoreaNovelas.. it's nice to see new faces tsaka light shows.. alang mga patayan at kidnapan. anyway, there's gonna be a new chinoshow.. starring Ambrose (who played Leo at Lavender) and Shaozi (dunno the spelling/her real name.. from my MVP Valentine).. sabi sa GMA.."soon" pa.. sana sooner, hehe..

bad trip mga holidays.. asa saturday-sunday lagi.. ala man lang dagdag na bakasyon.. hay.. yung nov 1 & 2 asa sat-sun.. nov.30 sunday naman.. sucks.. sa friday meh pasok pa.. hanggang 3 pm lang pero kahit na.. hay kainish.. feeling ko pa naman pagod na pagod ako lately.. -_-

10:44 AM
IT development people are on their weekly meeting again.. so most of them are not here at their desks.. only Sir Loret is here.. (he's on the "production team".. whatever that means, lol!) still have no idea how i would solve this one remaining visual c++ error.. since october, i have been able to resolve 4 major issues.. first, i was able to remove the Access Violation error (*takes a bow, thank you, thank you* lol!) 2nd, was able to correct the saving process.. i totally changed the logical flow and replaced it with my hopefully working code.. 3rd is i have removed the default values and changed some values of combo boxes.. sounds simple enough right? in any other language it'll only take you a few seconds but in this oh-so-sadistic-vc++ it takes a couple of days, lol! i couldn't even find the damn combo box in the codes.. but at last i was able to find it and modified the necessary changes.. lastly, i was able to ensure that data displayed is specific to the info being accessed.. meaning, ndi naliligaw ang mga data ko.. haahaaay.. just 4 issues in almost a month, ..kakabobo talaga tong vc++

1:03 PM
..sleypi.. what's new.. -_- maybe i could take a leave tomorrow and register.. sayang talaga eh.. magtitiis na lng ako, isang araw lang naman..

1:41 PM
already told Ma'am M i might be absent tomorrow to register.. grabe, ang bagal ng oras.. parang nananadya pa! lol! ooooyyy gusto ko ng umuwi at maglaro ng Time Crisis!

2:05 PM
..ang bagal tlga.. magbabasa na lng ako ng vc++ book..

2:09 PM
.. Ma'am M gave me a new problem to work on.. (problema na naman! lol!) might as well work on this one 'cause i'm kinda stuck already on this error i'm currently tackling..

3:25 PM <-- that's more like it.. medyo bilisan pa ng konti, hehe

3:31 PM
aha! found a way to kill time,.. magyayahoo messenger na lng ako thru my phone..hihihi

5:07 PM
oops.. in my excitement, i forgot that my battery already half empty (or half full, W!) now it's almost out.. titigilan ko na, baka maubusan pa ko ng baterya hehe..babay na rin..byebye!

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

shit. i'm pathetic tlga.

ERLYNNN!! HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIN!!!!

sori sa mga late greetings. as in. hope your day went great! *hugs*

work na tlga ako. babay!
waah ate cha.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY!!!!!


am sooo sori sobrang belated. *hugs hugs misyu!!!*
System Time: 9:25 AM

gud mawnin! about 95% of the prumerica people are attending some kindof company event..so am pretty much working solo here in the IT corner.. ate Pretz usually gets here around 11 am so am by myself til then..

was able to cross another error out of list last night.. *hapi hapi* think am getting the hang of this vc++ shit..

am now typing this blog, thinking that since none of the IT people are here, i might be able to post this on blogger.com.. (sana naka-up ang server..)

rats.. meh pumasok na employee na malapit sa pwesto ko.. kala ko pa naman makakapagliwaliw ako sa PC hehe..

anywayz, didn't bring baon today cause ate Pretz texted me last night and said we'll be having lunch out with Nathan and Rion, our officemates in Radix.. they're also assigned here in the Makati area.. hmm.. gutom na ko lol..

actually, bought some Pancakes at City Bites.. they're actually cheap, 40 bucks for 3 fluffy pieces with free Iced tea.. don't think most people have realized it yet ('cause most of they're food are ranged between 90-100 bucks), but i tell you, it's the best breakfast deal (if you're not inclined to eat rice @ mornings, like me).. Country Style has 1 donut + 1 iced tea at 35 bucks, but who gets full with one measly donut? hehehe...

System Time: 9:39 AM
YESSSSS! meh internet! *sayaw-sayaw* just checked it at Ma'am Marivic's (my direct supervisor here at Prumerica) PC.. post ko na toh, mamaya magsidatingan sila hehe!

God bless all! so nice to be able to write again in my blog. ^_^
My blog last October 20, 2003

System Time: 8:33 PM
..still here in Prumerica.. feel pretty good today 'cause i solved another error.. i've been contemplating for days how i could correct it, then this morning it ust hit me to try another approach.. well, TG! i'm one less error away from this seemingly endless, world's buggiest program..

just had dinner with momi.. he's still at the Fudpark, waiting for me.. (how swit ^-^) he also had a good day at work today, told me he got 3 "leads".. have no idea what they are, but i think, the more leads you have, the better, so good for him! is also sir tony's (IT director here at Prumerica) birthday today so he treated the whole IT staff for lunch.. we ate at Masas (in GB2)..food was great, (the iced tea sucked) my fave was the tuna belly, yum-yum.. i still have my lunch baon with me, will probably eat it when i get home.. haay.. speaking of which.. i wanna go home already, hay.. at least i was able to accomplish something today.. (hurrah!)

..hm.. dunno when i'll be able to post these blogs.. am just writing them on my notebook.. am actually just killing time.. it's 8:44 pm and i will go home at exactly 9 o'clock..

System Time: 8:50 pm <--10 minutes to go!

System Time: 9:00 pm
bye bye bye!
My blog last October 17, 2003:

System Time: 8:00 am

I am invincible!!!

well, not really. at least i was able to solve the Access Violation thingie.. after 3 days of effort, i decided to shift my planned route and concentrate on the generated text files.. and voila! saw the offending data.. just changed the buffer size of a variable and the Access Violation error is ancient history. that's ONE error i have corrected.. 1 after 15 days.. LOL! i'm pathetic, hehe.

**deadline has been moved to next month.. Hurrah!**

am now on my 2nd error.. it's also difficult in a way cause it's a logical error.. i'm still a little fearful of changing some parts of the code 'cause it may have a catastrophic effect on the whole program.. but it'll come to me, i'm quite sure now.. just have to be more diligent and focused..

..i'll be quite busy this saturday.. 3-6 pm with HS kada and 6 onwards with my ISM kada.. wasn't planned.. just got my dates messed up (again) still don't know how i'm going to pull it off (HS kada- as usual, figaro@brickroad, cainta.. while ISM kada, Makati) i can't say no to either cause the first one's kinda a habit for us now, our "monthly meetings".. while the other's our padespedida for Harbie.. she's leaving for Ohio on the 25th..(huhuhu) we're taking her out to dinner and KTV, hehe.

ay! good news.. meh work na si momi!!! he's already starting his training.. the company's a call center and it's also located here in Makati, so we usually get to meet after work.. i'm so happy for him.. hope he survives the training..

gotta get back to work..

System Time: 2:10 PM
..shit am so sleepy. had lunch with ria today.. discussed some of our plans for harbie's despedida "party". it's not really a party 'cause it'll just be the 5 of us (me, ria, roni, anshe and harbie... si eboy? ma at pa)

am so sleypiiiiiiiiiiii. hay. work ulit. bye bye!
My blog last October 13, 2003

debugging this is futile. I haven't seent he light for more than a couple of days now. i've been actually in the dark since the first of october, crawling my way thru this visual c++ maze...i'm so lost even with 4 books infront of me

..**i could hardly keep my eyes open.. must be the monday blues**..

They're having a meeting now (IT people) probably discussing my fate.. or as to how much longer will they torture me.. hope they end this soon as i am pretty much wilting away.. -_-

guess you couldn't really relate to the way i'm feeling.. suppose someone gave you a mandarin book.. you're supposed to explain the whole book after 15 days. the only tool you have is a mandarin-english dictionary. each character you see in the mandarin book, you look up in the dictionary, trying to translate it.. but we all know that mandarin's a very complex language.. an additional character gives the word a whole new meaning. how dapak does one expect you to understand mandarin in 15 days! and suppose by an odd chance you did understand this one paragraph, find out that it's gramatically wrong.. now you're supposed to correct it.. woah.. reading is passable.. but writing it is a whole NEW dimension! that's how i feel. like an alien thrown in a planet of pointers, structures and memory leaks. fucking visual c++. i'll never be able to do this in 15 days.. i need at least a couple of months.. *sighs* i wanna go back to radix huhuhu :( .. these are not ordinary logic or sql errors.. i'm dealing with access violations, unhandled exceptions, failed debug assertions.. i'm even learning how to read basic assembly language! chet. errors that are caused by dangling pointers, stack overflows, virtual spac collisions, chichuqmamish, yomikozo, LOL!! they all sound foreign to me hehe.. it's just not feasible for me.. balik nyo na ko sa radixxxx! waaah! ok lng khet mukhang bomb shelter opis namin.. at least dun, balik VB ako at meh laban.. here, i feel as if someone threw me int he middle of a gang rumble without even a stick for my defense.

Saturday, October 04, 2003

october na pala...


OCTOBER FEST NA!!!!
sows. how could i be so stupiddddd.. hapi hapi puh ako.. LOL! taena! i've got my work cut out for me at prumerica.. they gave me my first task,.. to debug this program.. seemed simple enough right? i mean, that's basically what i've been doing.. but f*ckingshit the code's written in Visual C++.. ..|.. !!! WAAHH! my deadline's on tuesday.. shit.. already asked Davis' help on some parts of the code.. hay... tsaka sa prumerica.. tatanda nila uh.. i mean, i'm super sure i'm the youngest there.. the next one probably is 26/27 years old.. hay.. i miss my officemates in Radix already...

i'm supposed to be studying Visual C++ today.. i will, promise... i'll just have to check my e-mail (well, delete the messages hehe) and update my blog..

DEMMIT! can't believe i was actually happy that i got the job... tsk tsk tsk.. now i have 3 books in Visual C++ and will borrow Dennis' book in Delphi again.. shit.. i have this panicky feeling in my chest and i keep imagining myself getting kicked out of prumerica.. it's not my fucking fault anywayz.. i DID tell them that my C++ skills are bordering to ancient.. only learned it in college for gudnes sake.. *sighs*

my officemates, Davis ARE a big help though.. thank you talaga! sige.. KAYA KO TOH! *ubo ,ubo*

ei erlyn text me .. 9-6 pm ako sa enterprise.. but i get there early and go home late.. text me when you're still there around 8 am.. kape tayu hehe!

si ria din ambait.. thank you thank you for being my lunch buddy..... hay.. big thanks tlga.. pero niyayaya na nila (mga taga prumerica) ako pag lunch.. pero thanks parin! *hugs hugs* thanks din sa free frappe and waffle.. *yum yum* naalala ko na kung bakit masaya ako nung nalaman kong sa enterprise ako hehe!

well.. lunch muna ako, tas install ng Visual C++... tas aral..

i can do this.