System Time: 9:04 AM
i could swear i heard art's name on the radio.. i'm really worried.. 'cause it was one of those person-suddenly-brings-out-a-gun-and-shoots sort of news.. i heard.. " *sumting* arthur gonzales.. nag-aaral sa sumting (PCU rinig ko eh?) nakatira sa *sumting* Tondo, Manila. shit! art lives in Tondo. the reporter said that he and his friend and his friend's girlfriend where walking in Tondo when the suspect approached them and got into a fight.. they argued about the girl (the report said Alan sumting, his friend is the one arguing with the suspect/s) then suddenly the suspect brought out a gun and fired at Alan sumting. the reporter said Alan sumting died. i heard art's name while lying in bed.. was from the Radio downstairs so i was still half-asleep.. but i swore it was "Arthur gonzales".. but what caught my attention (and made me bolt down the stairs) was that the reporter told that this "Arthur Gonzales" was a student and a resident of Tondo Manila.. God, it must be him. I called his landline, but nobody's answering. he doesn't have a phone but he sometimes texts me using his father's so i texted that. still no reply. PLEASE let him be fine. or let it just be a different arthur gonzales.
System Time: 9:16 AM
called Art's house again, this time someone answered. Asa probinsya daw siya. TG!! wow.. must be another arthur gonzales.. must be weird having someone else's name.. but still, *whew* TG talaga.
.. anyway, dropped by Radix this morning.. copied VB templates and other VB source codes that i might need here.. Ma'am M gave me a new project yesterday, it's quite simple but it's still a whole new system so i'm starting from scratch. no database, no pseudocodes.. i'll be doing everything..haven't worked on vb codes for almost 3 months so i've forgotten the templates we used.. still, i'm happy working on this.. mainly because it's in VB, so i wouldn't be having a difficult time researching for syntaxes and relying on plain dumb luck to solve bugs, lol..
System Time: 9:42 AM
just read sistah's blog. nangingilabot parin ako. *shudders* .. could it've been a ghost? or just a dream? i have super realistic dreams all the time, almost every night.. dreams that make you think that you could actually feel a person's touch.. a vampire's bite.. and sex. lol! i've had sex dreams and they felt REALLY real. every aspect of sex... i've felt it in my dreams.. sometimes i would recognize the person i'm doing it with.. but often, i would forget the man (or woman, LOL!).. paminsan kiss lang pero super realistic tlga, lol..
ay putek. nagtext si Art. "Ate geri!!! Bkt ano meron sa radio? Patay na daw ako?" langya talaga toh, after akong kabahan. *wapaks kuyuh* asa Nueva Ecija siya.. TG :)
System Time: 5:53 PM
gtg! saya ng busy sa work hehe! babay!
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
Monday, December 29, 2003
My blog last December 26, 2003
System Time: 8:50 AM
..belated mewi krismas! grabe.. i feel sooo priking ti-red.. the late nights are taking its toll on my body.. i've been sleeping late since tuesday..i had to drag myself up this morning to go to work..i had to for 2 reasons.. one, i can't afford any more absences.. 2nd, i hafto drop by radix to get my (precious) kikay kit which i accidentally left there the other day.. TG koji went to work and he's going to the Boni MRT station to give it to me, so that i wouldn't have to go out and pay for the MRT fare again..
..had so much fun at radix last tuesday.. mainly because i missed my officemates and their LOUD voices.. received a text message from dex that night.. he said something like.."andito na ko sa bus, papunta samen.. miss you na..wag ka ng malungkot. ".. medyo naguilty ako kasi i wasn't.. LOL! i was thoroughly enjoying the night.. with games, the company.. everything! tapos yung nakabunot pa saken si Rion.. yung super gwapo (as in gwapo, pramis) na taga-Radix.. eh nung bigayan na ng gift, everytime nagaabutan..sumisigaw kami, "kiss, kiss".. tas nung si Rion na.. sabi pa nya.."ang baby ko.. siya si KEN ng F4"..(tumalon na puso ko nito, lol).. "si geri..." wahaha tumayo ako sa upuan ko tas pati ako sumigaw ako na "kiss, kiss!!" hahaha.. tas kiss nga siya saken wahahaha.. grabe tawanan ng tawanan ofismeyts ko..kasi talagang nataranta ako tas sabi ko nung asa mic na ako.."buo na ang aking gabi.." hehe! tas personalized pa ang card uh.. it said.."to: baby geri .. hope you lessen your Smoking! :) Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! From, Daddy Rion" ..bwahaha *kiligs to death*.. dati nung nagpaturo yun saken sa VB, nagtanong siya saken .. tas napatunganga ako ng saglit kasi powtah nakatitig ako sa kanya (na mesmerize kumbaga) dhel powtah ang gwapo lalo na pagmalapitan.. haha! i had to ask him again kung ano Q nya.. tas ang kakatuwa sa kanya. he doesn't know na gwapo sya, as in! parang ganon.. walang ka aura-aura na mayabang.. ikakasal na nga siya eh.. swerte naman nung mapapangasawa nya haha! pero na-miss naming lahat si Chipper.. huhuhu.. lalo na nung tumugtog yung Happy.. tsaka nung nag ootso-otso yung bagong batch kasi mas magaling siya dun.. siya lang kulang samen eh, kamiss talaga.. pero grabe, keh ingay talaga namin.. tas nanalo rin ako sa raffle pero consolation ek ek lang.. cheap sunglasses, pero at least nabunot parin pangalan ko dibuh?.. tas mga 12 am sinundo ako nila mom and dad dhel sinundo rin nila si ate chary.. buti na lang kasi di ko kayang dalhin yung mga grocery stuff na binigay ng radix sa bawat isa... hay.. pero meh narealize lang tlga ako.. oki rin na naka-assign ako sumwer.. malungkot din pala sa radix, lalo na pag walang inhouse project.. wawa si koji, mag-isa rin daw siya nagyoyosi..sinasamahan na nga daw siya ni sir Herbert ket di siya smoker..niloloko pa nila si koj kasi paminsan daw umiiyak yun sa labas dhel lonely siya, lol!! nanalo rin pala yung group namin sa games.. yung parang human scrabble.. galing ni Sir Herbert tsaka ma'am malou.. nahulaan yung "Triad" (chinese mafia) tsaka "Sissy" na word.. dapat nga meh chance din ako dun sa trip to jerusalem, binalya lang ako ni Lisa..hmpft! lol!
..maya concert na ng F4.. halfday ako, (binilang ko na yun sa hours ng absences ko).. andito na sila sa pinas (chet, ka-excite).. 2 pm kami magkikita nila kate sa sta. lucia tas punta na kami sa ULTRA.. lower box daw kami pero free seating kaya dapat maagang pumila.. pero honestly, khet saan dun sa lower box okay lang.. mas malapit parin kesa sa the fort.. pinahiram pa ni Uncle Rod kami ng binoculars na high tech (di na kami nakabili nung kumukuha ng picture, alang time para hanapin sa store eh).. so excited.. 2 1/2 hours na lang alis na ako! pag umaga naman, mabilis ang oras eh.. kasi mga 11 sumting lang naglulunch na kami.. tas yosi..tas uwi na ko! yeyyy! teka naccr ako..brb
System Time: 9:33 AM
..meron nga pala ako, badtrip.. kaya pala kumukulo tsan ko, ganon kasi ako pag meron.. pahirapan na naman mamaya sa concert.. (sana ndi malakas, lol!).. hay.. teka, text text aw muna tsaka email (sa pown lang) kela chipots and jhoneil.. musta na kaya mga yun...
System Time: 9:39 AM
..even if christmas day is over.. i still have my christmas wish list.. in random order..
1. for the bug "the memory could not be written" to disappear in my program
2. for Ken and I to have eye-to-eye contact later (even if through my binoculars)
3. for PC to magically appear and greet me a merry christmas
4. for ate cha to go to pinas and give me a hug (and treat me for dinner)
5. for me to weigh 105 lbs
/me kanta.. WISH KO LANGGG!
System Time: 10:31 AM
grabe.. super pagod tlga ako..parang hiwalay katawan ko sa utak ko.. tas ang hirap hirap gumalaw.. i'm sure magiging hyper parin ako pag concert na.. TG sabado bukas at makakatulog ako buong araw.. dami ko ngang ndi mapupuntahan.. meeting with #ust chatters, sila Ria and kada.. sila irvie and bevs..waah di ko mapuntahan kasi super pagod ako and i need the rest.. sana pumayag si ria na sa bahay na lang.. gusto ko parin magkita kita pero di ata kaya ng powers ko na lumabas pa ng bahay..
System Time: 11:30 AM
woohoo..kain na ko tas alis na ko...babayu! ken, here i come!!!
System Time: 8:50 AM
..belated mewi krismas! grabe.. i feel sooo priking ti-red.. the late nights are taking its toll on my body.. i've been sleeping late since tuesday..i had to drag myself up this morning to go to work..i had to for 2 reasons.. one, i can't afford any more absences.. 2nd, i hafto drop by radix to get my (precious) kikay kit which i accidentally left there the other day.. TG koji went to work and he's going to the Boni MRT station to give it to me, so that i wouldn't have to go out and pay for the MRT fare again..
..had so much fun at radix last tuesday.. mainly because i missed my officemates and their LOUD voices.. received a text message from dex that night.. he said something like.."andito na ko sa bus, papunta samen.. miss you na..wag ka ng malungkot. ".. medyo naguilty ako kasi i wasn't.. LOL! i was thoroughly enjoying the night.. with games, the company.. everything! tapos yung nakabunot pa saken si Rion.. yung super gwapo (as in gwapo, pramis) na taga-Radix.. eh nung bigayan na ng gift, everytime nagaabutan..sumisigaw kami, "kiss, kiss".. tas nung si Rion na.. sabi pa nya.."ang baby ko.. siya si KEN ng F4"..(tumalon na puso ko nito, lol).. "si geri..." wahaha tumayo ako sa upuan ko tas pati ako sumigaw ako na "kiss, kiss!!" hahaha.. tas kiss nga siya saken wahahaha.. grabe tawanan ng tawanan ofismeyts ko..kasi talagang nataranta ako tas sabi ko nung asa mic na ako.."buo na ang aking gabi.." hehe! tas personalized pa ang card uh.. it said.."to: baby geri .. hope you lessen your Smoking! :) Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! From, Daddy Rion" ..bwahaha *kiligs to death*.. dati nung nagpaturo yun saken sa VB, nagtanong siya saken .. tas napatunganga ako ng saglit kasi powtah nakatitig ako sa kanya (na mesmerize kumbaga) dhel powtah ang gwapo lalo na pagmalapitan.. haha! i had to ask him again kung ano Q nya.. tas ang kakatuwa sa kanya. he doesn't know na gwapo sya, as in! parang ganon.. walang ka aura-aura na mayabang.. ikakasal na nga siya eh.. swerte naman nung mapapangasawa nya haha! pero na-miss naming lahat si Chipper.. huhuhu.. lalo na nung tumugtog yung Happy.. tsaka nung nag ootso-otso yung bagong batch kasi mas magaling siya dun.. siya lang kulang samen eh, kamiss talaga.. pero grabe, keh ingay talaga namin.. tas nanalo rin ako sa raffle pero consolation ek ek lang.. cheap sunglasses, pero at least nabunot parin pangalan ko dibuh?.. tas mga 12 am sinundo ako nila mom and dad dhel sinundo rin nila si ate chary.. buti na lang kasi di ko kayang dalhin yung mga grocery stuff na binigay ng radix sa bawat isa... hay.. pero meh narealize lang tlga ako.. oki rin na naka-assign ako sumwer.. malungkot din pala sa radix, lalo na pag walang inhouse project.. wawa si koji, mag-isa rin daw siya nagyoyosi..sinasamahan na nga daw siya ni sir Herbert ket di siya smoker..niloloko pa nila si koj kasi paminsan daw umiiyak yun sa labas dhel lonely siya, lol!! nanalo rin pala yung group namin sa games.. yung parang human scrabble.. galing ni Sir Herbert tsaka ma'am malou.. nahulaan yung "Triad" (chinese mafia) tsaka "Sissy" na word.. dapat nga meh chance din ako dun sa trip to jerusalem, binalya lang ako ni Lisa..hmpft! lol!
..maya concert na ng F4.. halfday ako, (binilang ko na yun sa hours ng absences ko).. andito na sila sa pinas (chet, ka-excite).. 2 pm kami magkikita nila kate sa sta. lucia tas punta na kami sa ULTRA.. lower box daw kami pero free seating kaya dapat maagang pumila.. pero honestly, khet saan dun sa lower box okay lang.. mas malapit parin kesa sa the fort.. pinahiram pa ni Uncle Rod kami ng binoculars na high tech (di na kami nakabili nung kumukuha ng picture, alang time para hanapin sa store eh).. so excited.. 2 1/2 hours na lang alis na ako! pag umaga naman, mabilis ang oras eh.. kasi mga 11 sumting lang naglulunch na kami.. tas yosi..tas uwi na ko! yeyyy! teka naccr ako..brb
System Time: 9:33 AM
..meron nga pala ako, badtrip.. kaya pala kumukulo tsan ko, ganon kasi ako pag meron.. pahirapan na naman mamaya sa concert.. (sana ndi malakas, lol!).. hay.. teka, text text aw muna tsaka email (sa pown lang) kela chipots and jhoneil.. musta na kaya mga yun...
System Time: 9:39 AM
..even if christmas day is over.. i still have my christmas wish list.. in random order..
1. for the bug "the memory could not be written" to disappear in my program
2. for Ken and I to have eye-to-eye contact later (even if through my binoculars)
3. for PC to magically appear and greet me a merry christmas
4. for ate cha to go to pinas and give me a hug (and treat me for dinner)
5. for me to weigh 105 lbs
/me kanta.. WISH KO LANGGG!
System Time: 10:31 AM
grabe.. super pagod tlga ako..parang hiwalay katawan ko sa utak ko.. tas ang hirap hirap gumalaw.. i'm sure magiging hyper parin ako pag concert na.. TG sabado bukas at makakatulog ako buong araw.. dami ko ngang ndi mapupuntahan.. meeting with #ust chatters, sila Ria and kada.. sila irvie and bevs..waah di ko mapuntahan kasi super pagod ako and i need the rest.. sana pumayag si ria na sa bahay na lang.. gusto ko parin magkita kita pero di ata kaya ng powers ko na lumabas pa ng bahay..
System Time: 11:30 AM
woohoo..kain na ko tas alis na ko...babayu! ken, here i come!!!
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
System Time: 9:15 AM
yeyy.. 23 na! christmas party at Radix later.. still don't know if i'm going to spend the night there or go home (really) late.. arrgghh tagal ng 5 o'clock..
The upcoming F4 concert is really confusing a lot of people.. first they said it was cancelled, then they said it was not.. then the venue's been changed.. it's now gonna be held at the Philsports Arena (good news for me, the smaller venue, the better).. then they said that tickets priced below 3 thousand will have to content themselves with the widescreen placed outside..nyeks dibuh.. this is bad news for me, even if my ticket's 5k.. means that we'll probably have bleacher seats or something way far.. then anyone who wants to get a refund can get it.. hmm *esep esep waah gusto ko ng manood eh!* ..
...ang tagaaal ng 5.. hay.. sir Joel is on leave..(good news).. Ma'am M isn't.. (baaad news.. means magpapanggap pa ko).. hayy.. bored, bored, bored...andito pa si Sir Tony.. /me titig ng matindi sa monitor
System Time: 9:51 AM
..sana ndi pumasok si Ma'am M.. pls pls pls..
System Time:9:54 AM
shiiit. just remembered. i'd hafto contact Dish to reserve 10 seats on monday.. shit.. eh lagi busy yung nakapublish na phone dun sa clickthecity.com.. demmit bakit kasi ako pa naassign dito, eh hindi grrr. pak sori. nakausap ko kasi si tae este ate ging (typo tlga yun, pero ayaw ko lang burahin lol) tas ayaw akong tulungan ng langya.. grrr. kakabuwset. >_<.
System Time: 10:02 AM
..was able to contact Dish (finally!) THEN this guy told me to call later at 11.. grr. badtrip again. told him it was so difficult to get through their line that it was either always ringing or always busy..and he said some lame excuse like no one was available to take the call.. powtah wag na siya dun, di na lang magrelay ng message.. grr.
System Time: 10:25 AM
ang bagal ng oras..
System Time: 12:49 PM
..nacontact ko na Dish ulit.. meh private party daw sila on Monday.. so hmm.. san kaya kami.. para sa IT dept kasi dito sa prumerica.. "dept" consists of only 9 people.. khet san na lang dun sa Rockwell hehe.. or maybe i could make it an excuse so i could kill time easier.. plan ko kuno yung party hehe..sana pwede akong maginternet, lol! (asa pa).. hmm.. meh ibibigay pa ata na utility saken si Ma'am M (yep, pumasok siya) para gawin..di ko alam kung good news saken yun or bad news.. good kasi para meh gawin naman ako.. bad dhel tinatamad ako.. -_-
tongueenah tagal tlga ng 5.. mamaya gawin ko timesheet.. (gawin ko kaya for an hour, lol).. tas 1 hour din discussion kung san nila gusto kumain... edi 2 hours na lang ako magpapanggap.. LOL! (12:55 pm na, yey!) .. bumaba si Ma'am eh.. sana late na bumalik, hihihi. (pansin nyo lahat ng wish ko, walang natupad!?)
System Time: 1:08 PM
.. dumating na si Ate pretz.. yeyy meh gift ulit ako.. hehe! sa monday na lang ako magbibigay..tsaka undecided pa ko kung ano tlga ibibigay ko..yung chocolates kasi sa radix opismeyts na lang.. (di ko alam kung tatagal pa yun hanggang lunes hehe) ..bumili na ko cdRs last night.. baka yun na lang..nagtatanong tanong na ako kung ano music na type nila eh..
System Time: 2:20 PM
..finished making my timesheet.. computed my absences..13 hours pa lang! khet maghalfday ako this 26, i don't need to offset in anymore! yeyyy! mageextend na lang ako, as usual para hindi naman eksakto..(baka sumabit pa, para sure).. yey 2:24 pm na.. 2 1/2 hours na langgggggg pwede na ko umalissss! :)
System Time:2:26 PM
..2 1/2 hours.. parang isang movie lang yun!.. or parang byahe ko lang yun from makati to antipolo pag trapik.. mas matagal pa nga akong pumila dati para magparegister eh!.. (ano pa ba.. kaya ko toh, lol).. parang nanood lang ako ng concert.. or nanood ng isang DVD ng Alias..
System Time: 2:36 PM
..parang lalong bumagal ang oras, lol! buwsit!
System Time: 3:10 PM
i had a dream once.. i dreamt that i was looking in a paperbag WITH another paperbag inside..weird right? but just now.. i looked inside my paperbag.. and there it was.. a paperbag inside a paperbag.. 'cause i had a big bag that contains my presents for my radix officemates.. including the beauty bar paperbag which is for the exchange gift.. then *whack* recalled the dream i had.. remember the stuff i told you about a month ago? about deja vus and dreams.. that it's my opinion that they're kinda like guides that remind you that you're still on the right path...so there.. i'm on the right path , hehe...go figure...
System Time: 4:19 PM
kaya ko tohhh.. lapit na..ginawa ko na ngang auto-hide yung taskbar eh, sinunod ko advice ni kuya rony.. para daw bumilis ang oras.. eh powtah.. mouse over naman ako ng mouse over kaya wa-epek.. baka dapat tanggalin tong mouse ko.. hehe..
leche nahihilo na ako sa taskbar /me uncheck auto hide.
ayyyyy.. pwede palang i-uncheck yung "show clock" EHEHEHE. i'm so bano tlga sa windows. yey!! /me pigil sariling tumingin sa cellphone..
arggh 4:25 pa lang. *wapaks sarili* kaya ko tohhhhh. /me tago cellphone...ndi kaya ma-late naman ako..
prepare na ako hehe..babayuu and MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSS!!!
yeyy.. 23 na! christmas party at Radix later.. still don't know if i'm going to spend the night there or go home (really) late.. arrgghh tagal ng 5 o'clock..
The upcoming F4 concert is really confusing a lot of people.. first they said it was cancelled, then they said it was not.. then the venue's been changed.. it's now gonna be held at the Philsports Arena (good news for me, the smaller venue, the better).. then they said that tickets priced below 3 thousand will have to content themselves with the widescreen placed outside..nyeks dibuh.. this is bad news for me, even if my ticket's 5k.. means that we'll probably have bleacher seats or something way far.. then anyone who wants to get a refund can get it.. hmm *esep esep waah gusto ko ng manood eh!* ..
...ang tagaaal ng 5.. hay.. sir Joel is on leave..(good news).. Ma'am M isn't.. (baaad news.. means magpapanggap pa ko).. hayy.. bored, bored, bored...andito pa si Sir Tony.. /me titig ng matindi sa monitor
System Time: 9:51 AM
..sana ndi pumasok si Ma'am M.. pls pls pls..
System Time:9:54 AM
shiiit. just remembered. i'd hafto contact Dish to reserve 10 seats on monday.. shit.. eh lagi busy yung nakapublish na phone dun sa clickthecity.com.. demmit bakit kasi ako pa naassign dito, eh hindi grrr. pak sori. nakausap ko kasi si tae este ate ging (typo tlga yun, pero ayaw ko lang burahin lol) tas ayaw akong tulungan ng langya.. grrr. kakabuwset. >_<.
System Time: 10:02 AM
..was able to contact Dish (finally!) THEN this guy told me to call later at 11.. grr. badtrip again. told him it was so difficult to get through their line that it was either always ringing or always busy..and he said some lame excuse like no one was available to take the call.. powtah wag na siya dun, di na lang magrelay ng message.. grr.
System Time: 10:25 AM
ang bagal ng oras..
System Time: 12:49 PM
..nacontact ko na Dish ulit.. meh private party daw sila on Monday.. so hmm.. san kaya kami.. para sa IT dept kasi dito sa prumerica.. "dept" consists of only 9 people.. khet san na lang dun sa Rockwell hehe.. or maybe i could make it an excuse so i could kill time easier.. plan ko kuno yung party hehe..sana pwede akong maginternet, lol! (asa pa).. hmm.. meh ibibigay pa ata na utility saken si Ma'am M (yep, pumasok siya) para gawin..di ko alam kung good news saken yun or bad news.. good kasi para meh gawin naman ako.. bad dhel tinatamad ako.. -_-
tongueenah tagal tlga ng 5.. mamaya gawin ko timesheet.. (gawin ko kaya for an hour, lol).. tas 1 hour din discussion kung san nila gusto kumain... edi 2 hours na lang ako magpapanggap.. LOL! (12:55 pm na, yey!) .. bumaba si Ma'am eh.. sana late na bumalik, hihihi. (pansin nyo lahat ng wish ko, walang natupad!?)
System Time: 1:08 PM
.. dumating na si Ate pretz.. yeyy meh gift ulit ako.. hehe! sa monday na lang ako magbibigay..tsaka undecided pa ko kung ano tlga ibibigay ko..yung chocolates kasi sa radix opismeyts na lang.. (di ko alam kung tatagal pa yun hanggang lunes hehe) ..bumili na ko cdRs last night.. baka yun na lang..nagtatanong tanong na ako kung ano music na type nila eh..
System Time: 2:20 PM
..finished making my timesheet.. computed my absences..13 hours pa lang! khet maghalfday ako this 26, i don't need to offset in anymore! yeyyy! mageextend na lang ako, as usual para hindi naman eksakto..(baka sumabit pa, para sure).. yey 2:24 pm na.. 2 1/2 hours na langgggggg pwede na ko umalissss! :)
System Time:2:26 PM
..2 1/2 hours.. parang isang movie lang yun!.. or parang byahe ko lang yun from makati to antipolo pag trapik.. mas matagal pa nga akong pumila dati para magparegister eh!.. (ano pa ba.. kaya ko toh, lol).. parang nanood lang ako ng concert.. or nanood ng isang DVD ng Alias..
System Time: 2:36 PM
..parang lalong bumagal ang oras, lol! buwsit!
System Time: 3:10 PM
i had a dream once.. i dreamt that i was looking in a paperbag WITH another paperbag inside..weird right? but just now.. i looked inside my paperbag.. and there it was.. a paperbag inside a paperbag.. 'cause i had a big bag that contains my presents for my radix officemates.. including the beauty bar paperbag which is for the exchange gift.. then *whack* recalled the dream i had.. remember the stuff i told you about a month ago? about deja vus and dreams.. that it's my opinion that they're kinda like guides that remind you that you're still on the right path...so there.. i'm on the right path , hehe...go figure...
System Time: 4:19 PM
kaya ko tohhh.. lapit na..ginawa ko na ngang auto-hide yung taskbar eh, sinunod ko advice ni kuya rony.. para daw bumilis ang oras.. eh powtah.. mouse over naman ako ng mouse over kaya wa-epek.. baka dapat tanggalin tong mouse ko.. hehe..
leche nahihilo na ako sa taskbar /me uncheck auto hide.
ayyyyy.. pwede palang i-uncheck yung "show clock" EHEHEHE. i'm so bano tlga sa windows. yey!! /me pigil sariling tumingin sa cellphone..
arggh 4:25 pa lang. *wapaks sarili* kaya ko tohhhhh. /me tago cellphone...ndi kaya ma-late naman ako..
prepare na ako hehe..babayuu and MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSS!!!
My blog yesterday, December 22, 2003
System Time: 7:50 AM
umagang umaga ang ingay na ng mga tao.. *huy!*..lol.. it's the christmas week.. literally.. and there's nothing more than i would rather be than at home, in my bed.. hugging my pillow.. uwi si dex today sa cebu.. 'di kami nagkita kahapon.. which was really my fault.. medyo tnamad na rin kasi ako.. but we did see each other last friday night.. binilan nya ko ng gift.. 2 books! wee! by Louise Bagshawe.. Venus Envy and .. hmm.. forgot the other one.. actually medyo hindi ko gusto yung author.. lagi ko kasi nakikita yung books nya eh, so i decided na yun na lang.. ewan ko ba.. kasi ako usually, pagnagbabasa, mahirap akong patigilin eh.. tas 1 araw lang tapos ko na.. eh etong Venus Envy.. buong weekend, asa 1/8 pa lang ako nung book..can't quite put my finger on it.. pero there's something wrong with how she tells the story that makes me feel bored..shit.. just remembered.. hanggang 6 pa ko dito.. wahahaha.. kakaiyak.. meh nabasa pala akong news na nakatitle.."F4 CONCERT CANCELLED".. tas ang laman ng article eh, sinabi lang na yung parang logistics company is hindi na affiliated with the production co. handling the concert.. weird dibuh?.. tas kahapon sa the Buzz, sabi ni Boy Abunda (lol) marami daw nagtatanong kung cancelled nga yung concert, tas sabi nya HINDI daw.. tuloy siya, yun nga, iba na yung logistics ek ek..tas kagabi, nagtext si kate.. iba na daw yung venue ng concert.. to be announced pa.. nyerks.. pano yun.. pano yung seating ek ek..eh syempre ginawa yung seating arrangements with The Fort in mind as the venue.. eh yung ticket price na binili namin, 3 "sections" yun eh.. meh Red, Gold and Silver.. pinili namin yung Red kasi medyo gilid siya but slightly kahelera ng 10thou na VIP section.. wahaha baka maiba.. tsk.. gotta talk to kate.. ano ba gagawin namin lol!
ay.. meh natanggap ulit ako gift! lol! galing keh Sir Tony, the IT directory.. it's just a very simple planner pero kakatuwa parin..ganda pa nakasulat sa harap.. sabi..
"Cherish yesterday, dream tomorrow.. live today." oha. kurak!
System Time: 9:52 AM
woww.. nagbigay din si Sir Tony ng err.. fruitcake ata! (di ko alam laman eh..pero ganda ng box, lol!).. i don't eat fruitcake but i'm still sooo happy, lol! ang festive festive na ng desk ko hihihihi! tapos bukas krismas party sa radix.. yey!
System Time: 10:21 AM
..just talked to Davis sa phone.. syempre magtatanong na naman ako tungkol sa vc++.. after tinanong ko na.. ayun, napunta na usapan sa.. what else but F4! lol! hay.. tuloy nga kaya ang concert.. abangan..
System Time: 10:33 AM
..i'm aaall alone here at the I.T. dept.. everyone's at a meeting.. katawa si Sir Felix.. kakarating nya lang.. parang sinamahan nya yung isang employee din ng Prumerica.. tas pagkakita nya na walang tao.. sabi nya sa kasama nya.."tungak meh meeting nga pala kami.. nakalimutan ko!" lol! sabay banat pa ng iba.."oo nga, kanina pa silang 10 am wala!" ahaha wawa naman si Sir.. *pigil tawa*
hmm.. i'm fucking bored. -_-
siguro asa barko na ngayon si dex.. hay.. antuk na ko. gusto ko na magyosi. which means i hafto eat lunch first...
-_-. kalungkot tlga.. pak gusto ko na bumalik sa Radix.. kasi nagbibigayan na naman sila ng regalo.. hmpft.. nagiging bitter tuloy ako dito, lol! /me stares at box sir Tony gave us.. fruitcake kaya.. sana hindi para makain ko hehe! nagugutom na ata ako...
eek. yeyyy. binigyan din ako ni Sir christian (yung sinamahan ni Sir Felix) ng gip.. ala nga lang pangalan, baka naguilty lang siya at nakalimutan nya ako hehehe. oks lang. i feel happier nonetheless.. hihihi..(khet na iba yung gift ko sa iba..ang liit.. lol! katawa tlga ako.. i feel discriminated kasi eh hahaha)
System Time: 11:04 AM
..gugutom na talaga ako -_-
System Time: 12:28 PM
just got back from our usual pot session (me, aisha and suzette..fellow contractors here at prumerica) tutuwa ako kasi found 2 new gifts.. one a cute teddy bear (that emits christmas jingles when the foot is pressed) from sir Jayson and one (gift-wrapped.. wow.. meh mabubuksan ako sa pasko! lol!) from boss Joel.. hihihihi.. kakatuwaaaaaaaaaa! actually, meh gift na rin ako sa kanila, (assorted chocolates).. matagal ng nakagift wrap kaya i'd hafto check kung ok pa sila.. pero baka magbigay na lang ako ng cd.. akin na lang yung chocolates, lol!
uyyy.. binigyan din ako fuji apple ni Sir Philbert.. lol! yeyyy yeyy yeyy! (ndi rin ako kumakain ng apple, pro oks lang! lol!)
System Time:1:02 PM
..5 hours to go.. (eto na naman ako)
System Time: 2:02 PM
..4 hours to go!!!
System Time: 3:05 PM
..3 hours to goooo yeyyy!
System Time: 3:45 PM
..2 hours and 15 minutes to go! hehe!
System Time: 4:07 PM
..excited na ko sa krismas party bukas.. sino kaya nakabunot saken sa exchange gift hehe! sana kakilala ako.. sana maaga akong makapasok bukas para maaga rin akong makaalis and makapunta dun.. sana sana sana.. lol!
System Time: 4:51 PM
..nagtext si momi.. asa barko na daw siya :(.. meh drama pa siya na natatanaw daw nya yung Enterprise Bldg..hay.. *isip ng iba*.. si ate pretz (yung taga Radix din na andito sa Prumerica with me).. aabsorbin siya ng prumerica.. january ata start.. grabe.. buti nagustuhan nya dito haha!..ako nga, kung pwedeng hanggang december na lng ako eh.. pero alam ko hanggang january pa.. baka pwede kong pakiusapan sila ma'm q.. baka meh inhouse project, waah ako na lang gagawa
System Time: 5:15 PM
..umalis na daw si ate ging sa office..nagpabili ako ng cds.. tsaka white nail polish (para saken yun, lol! sa aking french tip HAHA)
..anyway, uwi na rin ako in a couple of minutes.. babayuuu
System Time: 7:50 AM
umagang umaga ang ingay na ng mga tao.. *huy!*..lol.. it's the christmas week.. literally.. and there's nothing more than i would rather be than at home, in my bed.. hugging my pillow.. uwi si dex today sa cebu.. 'di kami nagkita kahapon.. which was really my fault.. medyo tnamad na rin kasi ako.. but we did see each other last friday night.. binilan nya ko ng gift.. 2 books! wee! by Louise Bagshawe.. Venus Envy and .. hmm.. forgot the other one.. actually medyo hindi ko gusto yung author.. lagi ko kasi nakikita yung books nya eh, so i decided na yun na lang.. ewan ko ba.. kasi ako usually, pagnagbabasa, mahirap akong patigilin eh.. tas 1 araw lang tapos ko na.. eh etong Venus Envy.. buong weekend, asa 1/8 pa lang ako nung book..can't quite put my finger on it.. pero there's something wrong with how she tells the story that makes me feel bored..shit.. just remembered.. hanggang 6 pa ko dito.. wahahaha.. kakaiyak.. meh nabasa pala akong news na nakatitle.."F4 CONCERT CANCELLED".. tas ang laman ng article eh, sinabi lang na yung parang logistics company is hindi na affiliated with the production co. handling the concert.. weird dibuh?.. tas kahapon sa the Buzz, sabi ni Boy Abunda (lol) marami daw nagtatanong kung cancelled nga yung concert, tas sabi nya HINDI daw.. tuloy siya, yun nga, iba na yung logistics ek ek..tas kagabi, nagtext si kate.. iba na daw yung venue ng concert.. to be announced pa.. nyerks.. pano yun.. pano yung seating ek ek..eh syempre ginawa yung seating arrangements with The Fort in mind as the venue.. eh yung ticket price na binili namin, 3 "sections" yun eh.. meh Red, Gold and Silver.. pinili namin yung Red kasi medyo gilid siya but slightly kahelera ng 10thou na VIP section.. wahaha baka maiba.. tsk.. gotta talk to kate.. ano ba gagawin namin lol!
ay.. meh natanggap ulit ako gift! lol! galing keh Sir Tony, the IT directory.. it's just a very simple planner pero kakatuwa parin..ganda pa nakasulat sa harap.. sabi..
"Cherish yesterday, dream tomorrow.. live today." oha. kurak!
System Time: 9:52 AM
woww.. nagbigay din si Sir Tony ng err.. fruitcake ata! (di ko alam laman eh..pero ganda ng box, lol!).. i don't eat fruitcake but i'm still sooo happy, lol! ang festive festive na ng desk ko hihihihi! tapos bukas krismas party sa radix.. yey!
System Time: 10:21 AM
..just talked to Davis sa phone.. syempre magtatanong na naman ako tungkol sa vc++.. after tinanong ko na.. ayun, napunta na usapan sa.. what else but F4! lol! hay.. tuloy nga kaya ang concert.. abangan..
System Time: 10:33 AM
..i'm aaall alone here at the I.T. dept.. everyone's at a meeting.. katawa si Sir Felix.. kakarating nya lang.. parang sinamahan nya yung isang employee din ng Prumerica.. tas pagkakita nya na walang tao.. sabi nya sa kasama nya.."tungak meh meeting nga pala kami.. nakalimutan ko!" lol! sabay banat pa ng iba.."oo nga, kanina pa silang 10 am wala!" ahaha wawa naman si Sir.. *pigil tawa*
hmm.. i'm fucking bored. -_-
siguro asa barko na ngayon si dex.. hay.. antuk na ko. gusto ko na magyosi. which means i hafto eat lunch first...
-_-. kalungkot tlga.. pak gusto ko na bumalik sa Radix.. kasi nagbibigayan na naman sila ng regalo.. hmpft.. nagiging bitter tuloy ako dito, lol! /me stares at box sir Tony gave us.. fruitcake kaya.. sana hindi para makain ko hehe! nagugutom na ata ako...
eek. yeyyy. binigyan din ako ni Sir christian (yung sinamahan ni Sir Felix) ng gip.. ala nga lang pangalan, baka naguilty lang siya at nakalimutan nya ako hehehe. oks lang. i feel happier nonetheless.. hihihi..(khet na iba yung gift ko sa iba..ang liit.. lol! katawa tlga ako.. i feel discriminated kasi eh hahaha)
System Time: 11:04 AM
..gugutom na talaga ako -_-
System Time: 12:28 PM
just got back from our usual pot session (me, aisha and suzette..fellow contractors here at prumerica) tutuwa ako kasi found 2 new gifts.. one a cute teddy bear (that emits christmas jingles when the foot is pressed) from sir Jayson and one (gift-wrapped.. wow.. meh mabubuksan ako sa pasko! lol!) from boss Joel.. hihihihi.. kakatuwaaaaaaaaaa! actually, meh gift na rin ako sa kanila, (assorted chocolates).. matagal ng nakagift wrap kaya i'd hafto check kung ok pa sila.. pero baka magbigay na lang ako ng cd.. akin na lang yung chocolates, lol!
uyyy.. binigyan din ako fuji apple ni Sir Philbert.. lol! yeyyy yeyy yeyy! (ndi rin ako kumakain ng apple, pro oks lang! lol!)
System Time:1:02 PM
..5 hours to go.. (eto na naman ako)
System Time: 2:02 PM
..4 hours to go!!!
System Time: 3:05 PM
..3 hours to goooo yeyyy!
System Time: 3:45 PM
..2 hours and 15 minutes to go! hehe!
System Time: 4:07 PM
..excited na ko sa krismas party bukas.. sino kaya nakabunot saken sa exchange gift hehe! sana kakilala ako.. sana maaga akong makapasok bukas para maaga rin akong makaalis and makapunta dun.. sana sana sana.. lol!
System Time: 4:51 PM
..nagtext si momi.. asa barko na daw siya :(.. meh drama pa siya na natatanaw daw nya yung Enterprise Bldg..hay.. *isip ng iba*.. si ate pretz (yung taga Radix din na andito sa Prumerica with me).. aabsorbin siya ng prumerica.. january ata start.. grabe.. buti nagustuhan nya dito haha!..ako nga, kung pwedeng hanggang december na lng ako eh.. pero alam ko hanggang january pa.. baka pwede kong pakiusapan sila ma'm q.. baka meh inhouse project, waah ako na lang gagawa
System Time: 5:15 PM
..umalis na daw si ate ging sa office..nagpabili ako ng cds.. tsaka white nail polish (para saken yun, lol! sa aking french tip HAHA)
..anyway, uwi na rin ako in a couple of minutes.. babayuuu
Saturday, December 20, 2003
System Time: 7:56 AM
.. nalulungkot talaga ako dito sa Prumerica. lalo na ngayon na christmas season. everyday i find presents in IT people's desks.. except mine... it's not that i care about presents.. but what it symbolizes.. i had toreally push myself to go to work today.. counted all my absences, and sobra na ako.. half-day pa ko kahapon dahil sobrang tinatamad nga.. tas before i fell asleep last night, i already had a headache.. tas paggising ko, saket parin.. hanggang ngayon.. uminom na ko ng biogesic.. nung dumating ako dito, inisip ko na lang.. i'll eat my way through this day.. so bili ako ng 2 donuts tas etong parang miniature donuts sa country style.. disappointing yung mini stuff.. di masarap.. so here i am, with my half-eaten food.. wondering how the fuck am i supposed to survive this day..i even eeekkkk. wait. Ma'am Marivic (not my supervisor, another marivic.. from HR) gave me, (ME!) a present..just now! *muntik maiyak sa tuwa*.. it was one of the things that i've noticed in everyone's desk.. a candle holder that is really lovely.. she gave me an excuse that she forgot to give it to me yesterday.. she probably didn't know my name and asked around.. my name's even spelled correctly in the card.. my very first christmas present (excluding the ones from my family).. wee! /me stares at the candle holder.. it's in a see-through sinamay-like box so i could see it.. /me pigil ngiti.. uh-oh..naiiyak ako haha..wow.. thank you ma'am! my desk doesn't feel so bare anymore.. :)
/me spritzes self with 212.. banguuu hihihi..
ate ging just called.. she found an ad in the newspaper about a binocular that can store pictures.. 10x zoom daw pero 8 mb lang.. pero 4000 lang.. pang concert.. kewl dibuh.. kala mo nagbibinoculars ka lang pero kumukuha ka na pala ng pictures hehe..meron daw sa sm dept store, camera section.. baka tingnan ko mamaya after work.. hmm.. magkikita pala kami ni dex today.. i had an AWFUL thought kanina...nung nagiisip ako ng mga rason kung bakit dapat pumasok ako today eh naisip ko dahil magkikita kami ni dex.. that's not the awful part.. after that thought, i said to myself.. eh ayaw ko naman siyang makita eh.. tsk tsk. *wapaks sarili*.. hay.. malamang kasi uuwi siya this christmas.. eh kakalungkot din.. hay.. parang yoko na lang sha makita para ndi madagdag lungkot ko.. weird ba.. basta ganon feeling ko.. pero malamang mamaya kikita kami.. tinext nya ko ng ilang beses tsaka tinatanong kung maghahalfday ulit ako.. kasi dapat kahapon magkikita kami eh umuwi nga ako ng maaga kaya yun.. wag na daw ako maghalfday.. hmm.. /me stares at the candleholder na lang..
isipin ko na lang ano ibibigay ko sa aking beloved Radix opismeyts.. gawin ko kaya ginawa ni ate chary.. pinagburn nya ng cd mga opismeyts nya.. tanong ko na lng anong type ng music gusto nila..
System Time: 9:18 AM
..engay nila..meh christmas party kasi sila tas parang theme nila eh children's party.. kukulit hehe.. meh pabitin pa daw sila tsaka yung pukpok palayok..
ayy 19 pala ngayon at birthday ni Chie.. chet buti na lang naalala ko.. (i suck at dates)..
System Time: 9:55 AM
how how howwww am i gonna get thru this day.. *pukpok sarili para magising*
System Time: 1:19 AM
less than 5 hours to go..weee! (*positive thinking*)
System Time: 2:05 PM
less than 4 hours to go..wee!!!!!
System Time: 3:08 PM
less than 3 hours to go..weeeee!!!!!!
System Time: 3:51 PM
..shit.. nawiwiwi ako.. pero andito si Sir Tony.. baka isipin nito, lalabas na naman ako..waah
System Time: 5:06 PM
isangg oras na langgggggggg
System Time: 5:11 PM
..meh sariling krismas party yung IT department dito.. tas nagbunutan na.. nabunot ko si Sir Loret.. worth 300 eh.. hanap na lang ako magandang lighter.. yung torch.. nagyoyosi rin kasi yun...
System Time: 5:34 PM
babay na! save ko na toh! pero alis ako mga 6 pa.. babayy
.. nalulungkot talaga ako dito sa Prumerica. lalo na ngayon na christmas season. everyday i find presents in IT people's desks.. except mine... it's not that i care about presents.. but what it symbolizes.. i had toreally push myself to go to work today.. counted all my absences, and sobra na ako.. half-day pa ko kahapon dahil sobrang tinatamad nga.. tas before i fell asleep last night, i already had a headache.. tas paggising ko, saket parin.. hanggang ngayon.. uminom na ko ng biogesic.. nung dumating ako dito, inisip ko na lang.. i'll eat my way through this day.. so bili ako ng 2 donuts tas etong parang miniature donuts sa country style.. disappointing yung mini stuff.. di masarap.. so here i am, with my half-eaten food.. wondering how the fuck am i supposed to survive this day..i even eeekkkk. wait. Ma'am Marivic (not my supervisor, another marivic.. from HR) gave me, (ME!) a present..just now! *muntik maiyak sa tuwa*.. it was one of the things that i've noticed in everyone's desk.. a candle holder that is really lovely.. she gave me an excuse that she forgot to give it to me yesterday.. she probably didn't know my name and asked around.. my name's even spelled correctly in the card.. my very first christmas present (excluding the ones from my family).. wee! /me stares at the candle holder.. it's in a see-through sinamay-like box so i could see it.. /me pigil ngiti.. uh-oh..naiiyak ako haha..wow.. thank you ma'am! my desk doesn't feel so bare anymore.. :)
/me spritzes self with 212.. banguuu hihihi..
ate ging just called.. she found an ad in the newspaper about a binocular that can store pictures.. 10x zoom daw pero 8 mb lang.. pero 4000 lang.. pang concert.. kewl dibuh.. kala mo nagbibinoculars ka lang pero kumukuha ka na pala ng pictures hehe..meron daw sa sm dept store, camera section.. baka tingnan ko mamaya after work.. hmm.. magkikita pala kami ni dex today.. i had an AWFUL thought kanina...nung nagiisip ako ng mga rason kung bakit dapat pumasok ako today eh naisip ko dahil magkikita kami ni dex.. that's not the awful part.. after that thought, i said to myself.. eh ayaw ko naman siyang makita eh.. tsk tsk. *wapaks sarili*.. hay.. malamang kasi uuwi siya this christmas.. eh kakalungkot din.. hay.. parang yoko na lang sha makita para ndi madagdag lungkot ko.. weird ba.. basta ganon feeling ko.. pero malamang mamaya kikita kami.. tinext nya ko ng ilang beses tsaka tinatanong kung maghahalfday ulit ako.. kasi dapat kahapon magkikita kami eh umuwi nga ako ng maaga kaya yun.. wag na daw ako maghalfday.. hmm.. /me stares at the candleholder na lang..
isipin ko na lang ano ibibigay ko sa aking beloved Radix opismeyts.. gawin ko kaya ginawa ni ate chary.. pinagburn nya ng cd mga opismeyts nya.. tanong ko na lng anong type ng music gusto nila..
System Time: 9:18 AM
..engay nila..meh christmas party kasi sila tas parang theme nila eh children's party.. kukulit hehe.. meh pabitin pa daw sila tsaka yung pukpok palayok..
ayy 19 pala ngayon at birthday ni Chie.. chet buti na lang naalala ko.. (i suck at dates)..
System Time: 9:55 AM
how how howwww am i gonna get thru this day.. *pukpok sarili para magising*
System Time: 1:19 AM
less than 5 hours to go..weee! (*positive thinking*)
System Time: 2:05 PM
less than 4 hours to go..wee!!!!!
System Time: 3:08 PM
less than 3 hours to go..weeeee!!!!!!
System Time: 3:51 PM
..shit.. nawiwiwi ako.. pero andito si Sir Tony.. baka isipin nito, lalabas na naman ako..waah
System Time: 5:06 PM
isangg oras na langgggggggg
System Time: 5:11 PM
..meh sariling krismas party yung IT department dito.. tas nagbunutan na.. nabunot ko si Sir Loret.. worth 300 eh.. hanap na lang ako magandang lighter.. yung torch.. nagyoyosi rin kasi yun...
System Time: 5:34 PM
babay na! save ko na toh! pero alis ako mga 6 pa.. babayy
Thursday, December 18, 2003
My blog yesterday, December 17, 2003
System Time: 10:48 AM
waaah.. sabotageee!!! >_< .. my sister and i ALWAYS tape chinovela shows on GMA.. one of our favorites, Dolphin Bay, had an episode yesterday which is IMHO, one of the most exciting episode yet. In GMA's trailer, it showed Hilton kissing Marian right infront of Ian and all of the press people! @_@! when i was about to watch it, it turned out that i was only able to record static.. waaaah was so confused that i rewinded my tape again and determined when the static began.. ('cause i was able to watch the soap before that, the one with Yishin).. then i saw it.. right after the ending credits of ghostfighter, (as in right after!) the static began.. this is probably caused by SkyCable, our cable provider.. so i thought.. maybe it was just a technical problem or something out of their control.. but then the static stopped and cable was okay when it was Frontpage time.. cable died exactly (and only) during the Dolphin Bay timeslot. BUWSITTTTT! sooobrang obvious uh, kakainis. everyone knows that the Lopezes own SkyCable, the same buwsit people who own ABS-CBN, GMA's rival network. buwsettttttttttt tlgaaaaaa. Everyone knows that ABS is capable of doing such desperate and pathetic things such as this.. they moved GMA to channel 19 in SkyCable just so it would be harder for viewers to locate it..ngayon ito naman! grrr. just hope this incident will never happen again.. HUHUHU...
System Time: 3:43 PM
..bought new books.. weee! i just finished reading Paulo Coelho's Eleven Minutes.. the book was about guess what? what else would take eleven minutes? yep.. it's about S-E-X.. as usual, Coelho's book made me realize a few things that i should've learned long before.. anyway, i just hate it when i've got nothing else to read so i went to Powerbooks and found a new book by Sophie Kinsella.. the author of the Shopaholic series.. it's called Can You Keep a Secret?.. also bought Sex in the City.. decided to complete my Candace Bushnell books.. (already have 4 Blondes and Trading Up).. looked for Coelho's new book, The Devil and Miss Prym but it still wasn't available.. so was Shopaholic Ties the Knot which is really FRUSTRATING 'cause i used to see that book before but i was just finishing Confessions at that time..think it was also still available when i bought Goes to Manhattan.. bad trip tlga.. should've bought it then..*wapaks sarili*
System Time: 4:17 PM
yey, less than 2 hours to go..
System Time: 4:25 PM
..*stares at monitor* have finished the documentation.. already gave it to Sir Joel for checking..hmm.. post ko na toh, before Ma'am M arrives.. am doing this on her workstation.. she has internet access.. (i don't.. hehe)
well..bye!
System Time: 4:47 PM
ayy.. bumalik na sila, di ko pa napost.. muntik pa ko mahuli.. hihihi..
System Time: 5:43 PM
woah. Lara, my hs kada is preggy! lol! i just called her and made chika with her.. wahaha katuwaaa.. must be exciting to become a mother.. will give her the book, Diary of a Mad-Mother-To-Be hehe!
hay..gusto ko na umuwi.. babay na tlga..!
System Time: 10:48 AM
waaah.. sabotageee!!! >_< .. my sister and i ALWAYS tape chinovela shows on GMA.. one of our favorites, Dolphin Bay, had an episode yesterday which is IMHO, one of the most exciting episode yet. In GMA's trailer, it showed Hilton kissing Marian right infront of Ian and all of the press people! @_@! when i was about to watch it, it turned out that i was only able to record static.. waaaah was so confused that i rewinded my tape again and determined when the static began.. ('cause i was able to watch the soap before that, the one with Yishin).. then i saw it.. right after the ending credits of ghostfighter, (as in right after!) the static began.. this is probably caused by SkyCable, our cable provider.. so i thought.. maybe it was just a technical problem or something out of their control.. but then the static stopped and cable was okay when it was Frontpage time.. cable died exactly (and only) during the Dolphin Bay timeslot. BUWSITTTTT! sooobrang obvious uh, kakainis. everyone knows that the Lopezes own SkyCable, the same buwsit people who own ABS-CBN, GMA's rival network. buwsettttttttttt tlgaaaaaa. Everyone knows that ABS is capable of doing such desperate and pathetic things such as this.. they moved GMA to channel 19 in SkyCable just so it would be harder for viewers to locate it..ngayon ito naman! grrr. just hope this incident will never happen again.. HUHUHU...
System Time: 3:43 PM
..bought new books.. weee! i just finished reading Paulo Coelho's Eleven Minutes.. the book was about guess what? what else would take eleven minutes? yep.. it's about S-E-X.. as usual, Coelho's book made me realize a few things that i should've learned long before.. anyway, i just hate it when i've got nothing else to read so i went to Powerbooks and found a new book by Sophie Kinsella.. the author of the Shopaholic series.. it's called Can You Keep a Secret?.. also bought Sex in the City.. decided to complete my Candace Bushnell books.. (already have 4 Blondes and Trading Up).. looked for Coelho's new book, The Devil and Miss Prym but it still wasn't available.. so was Shopaholic Ties the Knot which is really FRUSTRATING 'cause i used to see that book before but i was just finishing Confessions at that time..think it was also still available when i bought Goes to Manhattan.. bad trip tlga.. should've bought it then..*wapaks sarili*
System Time: 4:17 PM
yey, less than 2 hours to go..
System Time: 4:25 PM
..*stares at monitor* have finished the documentation.. already gave it to Sir Joel for checking..hmm.. post ko na toh, before Ma'am M arrives.. am doing this on her workstation.. she has internet access.. (i don't.. hehe)
well..bye!
System Time: 4:47 PM
ayy.. bumalik na sila, di ko pa napost.. muntik pa ko mahuli.. hihihi..
System Time: 5:43 PM
woah. Lara, my hs kada is preggy! lol! i just called her and made chika with her.. wahaha katuwaaa.. must be exciting to become a mother.. will give her the book, Diary of a Mad-Mother-To-Be hehe!
hay..gusto ko na umuwi.. babay na tlga..!
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
System Time: 10:15 AM
gud mawnin! feel pretty good today, perhaps because of the fact that i'm going to the F4 concert.. woohoo! am even happier 'cause i was able to convince Kate to watch with us! wahaha! go kate! we have practically the same story, both of us convinced ourselves not to watch the concert.. then MY sister just had to pull off a miracle and get us row A seats.. i texted her and said "waah manonood kami!"
she replied "tlga? mgkano tiket nyo? inggit ako :( "
i then said "5k row A red yaw mo b tlga?"
with this, she said "putang ina! di ko alam! nkbili n b kyo tiket?"
lol! she called right after that.. i told her what my sister told me.. biglang nabuksan yung slot dun sa row A so ayun, nabili ni ate.. so usapan namin, sasamahan ko siyang bumili ng ticket.. dapat sa tabi ng tickets namin or else ndi na siya bibili.. so ayun, kita kami sa walkway tas lakad kami papuntang greenbelt.. kakatawa kasi ndi nya alam kung anong iwi-wish nya (exactly how i felt before ate bought the tickets).. ndi nya alam kung gusto nyang merong ticket or wala.. tas we had to wait in line.. eh medyo mabilis lang yung pila.. sabi pa ni kate.."wah bat ang bilis!" .. tas kami na.. tas ayun.. tanong kami kung meron red row A.. tas meron.. bwahahahahaha! hanggang 18 pa.. 14-18 ang nafree..tas naalala pa nung tindera yung kapatid ko.. kaya ayun.. nangingiyak si kate na inabot ang credit card nya.. di ko alam kung sa tuwa or sa hinayang sa pera.. lol..(malamang pareho) ..ayun, goodbye relo kami! wahaha. oks lang.. heloww ken wee!!
System Time: 2:36 PM
saw ria today.. we talked 'bout our kada plans this christmas.. we're supposed go out of town on the 26th but since i'm watching the concert, we'll probably just meet somewhere and have dinner (perhaps at Ria's house) on the 27th..
System Time: 3:39 PM
am sooo bored..am supposed to be documenting my program again and i just hate doing this.. am also supposed to be working on a new project but i can't even locate in her PC the template Ma'am M was telling me about..hayhay.. ang taaaagaaaaaaal ng 6 pm..papafacial na tlga ako.. di ako natuloy kagabi kasi nga sinamahan ko si kate.. hay. post ko na rin toh.. bago pa dumating sila Ma'am M..bye bye..
gud mawnin! feel pretty good today, perhaps because of the fact that i'm going to the F4 concert.. woohoo! am even happier 'cause i was able to convince Kate to watch with us! wahaha! go kate! we have practically the same story, both of us convinced ourselves not to watch the concert.. then MY sister just had to pull off a miracle and get us row A seats.. i texted her and said "waah manonood kami!"
she replied "tlga? mgkano tiket nyo? inggit ako :( "
i then said "5k row A red yaw mo b tlga?"
with this, she said "putang ina! di ko alam! nkbili n b kyo tiket?"
lol! she called right after that.. i told her what my sister told me.. biglang nabuksan yung slot dun sa row A so ayun, nabili ni ate.. so usapan namin, sasamahan ko siyang bumili ng ticket.. dapat sa tabi ng tickets namin or else ndi na siya bibili.. so ayun, kita kami sa walkway tas lakad kami papuntang greenbelt.. kakatawa kasi ndi nya alam kung anong iwi-wish nya (exactly how i felt before ate bought the tickets).. ndi nya alam kung gusto nyang merong ticket or wala.. tas we had to wait in line.. eh medyo mabilis lang yung pila.. sabi pa ni kate.."wah bat ang bilis!" .. tas kami na.. tas ayun.. tanong kami kung meron red row A.. tas meron.. bwahahahahaha! hanggang 18 pa.. 14-18 ang nafree..tas naalala pa nung tindera yung kapatid ko.. kaya ayun.. nangingiyak si kate na inabot ang credit card nya.. di ko alam kung sa tuwa or sa hinayang sa pera.. lol..(malamang pareho) ..ayun, goodbye relo kami! wahaha. oks lang.. heloww ken wee!!
System Time: 2:36 PM
saw ria today.. we talked 'bout our kada plans this christmas.. we're supposed go out of town on the 26th but since i'm watching the concert, we'll probably just meet somewhere and have dinner (perhaps at Ria's house) on the 27th..
System Time: 3:39 PM
am sooo bored..am supposed to be documenting my program again and i just hate doing this.. am also supposed to be working on a new project but i can't even locate in her PC the template Ma'am M was telling me about..hayhay.. ang taaaagaaaaaaal ng 6 pm..papafacial na tlga ako.. di ako natuloy kagabi kasi nga sinamahan ko si kate.. hay. post ko na rin toh.. bago pa dumating sila Ma'am M..bye bye..
My blog yesterday, December 15, 2003
System Time: 10:38 AM
..mawnin.. decided not to go to the F4 concert.. waah. i have to be practical.. i'm not rich (never will be) and i simply can't afford it.. when i read ads about it, i close my eyes and keep telling myself.. *focus on the watch, focus on the watch*.. watch is the fossil watch i have been salivating (lol) about since i last saw it (on the day i spent 6k in 4 hours).. it's 4.5k.. didn't want to buy it 'cause it IS too extravagant (oks na ako sa timex eh) but i'd rather have the watch than buy a 5k ticket for one night.. at least i'll have the watch for a lifetime (unless i lose it, but that's beside the point).. have spent watching F4 concerts in DVD this weekend, trying to reason with myself that i could buy a dozen dvds with 5k.. (or that watch, or origins stuff, or a kate spade purse *a really small one, but it's still kate spade, lol*) hay hay.. change topic.. kakadepress -_-
..my cousin's wedding last friday was.. well, it was like every other wedding i've attended.. even the part where ate chary receives the bridal bouquet.. i don't know how my sister feels about that.. being the cliche that she is, always the bridesmaid, never the bride.. i'm sure a little part of her wishes that she finds her match soon, but i don't pity or feel sorry for her.. she seems content and happy, even if her life mostly consists of watching TV soaps.. she does have tons of friends (both guys and girls) and is usually out with them on weekends (even on weekdays, to my father's disapproval).. there's nothing wrong with her, like most people think, just because she isn't involve with anyone... but i really wish she WOULD find someone.. just so she'll get the chance to experience all the stuff she's been watching on tv soaps.. both the hurt and joys of love... for what is lonelier in life than living it indifferently..
System Time: 11:04 AM
hoping to go to landmark/glorietta with ate ging.. FINALLY will be able to shop at beauty bar with THE expert, lol! (kung kelan ala na ko pera waah)..ayy.. she just called me, maya na daw after work.. ay kumakain na sila.. kain na ko, brb
System Time: 1:32 PM
*whew* my feet hurt.. after much convincing, ate ging finally relented in going to Landmark with me.. just got back.. ate ging bought shawls for her ninangs and i bought lip balms (burt's bees @ beauty bar, of course lol) for ria, rony and anshe..also bought a new umbrella.. my umbrella is officially retired after serving me for 6+ years.. sana tuloy lakad ng kada sa 26.. para di ko maisip yung F4 lol
System Time: 1:59 PM
exchange gift sa radix, nagpabunot na lng ako keh kuya don over the phone.. lorna q. daw.. kikay naman yun eh, so madaling bigyan.. beauty bar ulit! wee! lol!
System Time: 2:34 PM
waaahhh.. anshe just texted me and said she couldn't go on the 26th.. la daw sa budget.. texted her back, sabi ko khet kitakits na lang..(tsaka para mabigay ko gift nila)..hmm..tas si ate chary naman, parang gusto tlgang manood ng F4, ako ang kinukulit..(waahhh BI!) yoko na nga eh, tas siya naman ngayon ang gusto.. *focus on the watch, focus on the watch*.. shit, di ko na maalala yung itsura ng watch (wah!).. kelangang balikan para di ako mademonyo, lol..
System Time: 2:57 PM
haayy ndi ko macorrect itong bug.. >_< kakaurat.. gusto ko na maguwian, papafacial pa ko (yung checkup lang, pero papa-mask din ako), tsaka excited na ko mapanood yung Dolphin Bay.. grabe si Hilton, hinalikan si Marian sa harap ni Ian! hehe.. tsaka super papa ni Hilton, kinda makes my day ^_^
System Time: 3:53 PM
.. drinking my toffee nut frappe.. no matter how hard i try, i really am NOT a starbucks person.. i don't like any of their frappes.. too sweet for me.. only bought one 'cause i'm helping ate pretz get stickers to get her free planner..katawa cla, talagang kinareer yun.. kinukulit nila lahat ng tao dito na magstarbucks.. eh suuper dami dapat.. pero ang galing, siguro mga 9 na lang kulang nila (60 in all ata yun).. hehe.. mga sirah, lol.. tried a new drink, took a chance but still failed huhu..starbucks sucks..see, it even rhymes.. *wishes for a figaro store at the Enterprise*
System Time: 4:44 PM
noh buh si ate chary..papunta na daw siya sa national to check out if meh tickets pa.. sabi ko sa kanya, row a-c lang, pag wala nun, wag na.. ngayun, ndi ko alam gusto ko.. gusto ko bang meron, or wala ng row a-c.. wahaha.. langya F4 ginugulo buhay ko..
System Time: 4:59 PM
dito na sila lahat.. kanina kasi meh training yung IT people kaya nakakapagblog ako..sige.. babay!
System Time: 5:02 PM
wait..ate just called..Row U na daw.. ndi ko alam kung malulungkot ako or matutuwa.. wahha.. pero una ko atang naramdaman eh lungkot.. lol.. kasiiiiiiiii pinapa-asa pa ako ni ate eh, hmpft... DECIDED NA AKO. hindi ako manonood. period. *kasi, dati tutulog tulog siya nung nagtatry akong bumili online.. row B pa yun.. akkk... HINDI NA! period period period!*
System Time: 5:59 PM
bwahahaha. we're watching. 5104 php, row A Red Left.. tongueenahhhhhhhh. *EXCITED NA KO!* will not think of the watch anymore, lol! cyahhh! meet kami ni kate, dinedemenyo ko.. pag nakakita siya ng ticket na katabi namin, sasama rin siya! lol! babay! i labyuKEN! lol!
System Time: 10:38 AM
..mawnin.. decided not to go to the F4 concert.. waah. i have to be practical.. i'm not rich (never will be) and i simply can't afford it.. when i read ads about it, i close my eyes and keep telling myself.. *focus on the watch, focus on the watch*.. watch is the fossil watch i have been salivating (lol) about since i last saw it (on the day i spent 6k in 4 hours).. it's 4.5k.. didn't want to buy it 'cause it IS too extravagant (oks na ako sa timex eh) but i'd rather have the watch than buy a 5k ticket for one night.. at least i'll have the watch for a lifetime (unless i lose it, but that's beside the point).. have spent watching F4 concerts in DVD this weekend, trying to reason with myself that i could buy a dozen dvds with 5k.. (or that watch, or origins stuff, or a kate spade purse *a really small one, but it's still kate spade, lol*) hay hay.. change topic.. kakadepress -_-
..my cousin's wedding last friday was.. well, it was like every other wedding i've attended.. even the part where ate chary receives the bridal bouquet.. i don't know how my sister feels about that.. being the cliche that she is, always the bridesmaid, never the bride.. i'm sure a little part of her wishes that she finds her match soon, but i don't pity or feel sorry for her.. she seems content and happy, even if her life mostly consists of watching TV soaps.. she does have tons of friends (both guys and girls) and is usually out with them on weekends (even on weekdays, to my father's disapproval).. there's nothing wrong with her, like most people think, just because she isn't involve with anyone... but i really wish she WOULD find someone.. just so she'll get the chance to experience all the stuff she's been watching on tv soaps.. both the hurt and joys of love... for what is lonelier in life than living it indifferently..
System Time: 11:04 AM
hoping to go to landmark/glorietta with ate ging.. FINALLY will be able to shop at beauty bar with THE expert, lol! (kung kelan ala na ko pera waah)..ayy.. she just called me, maya na daw after work.. ay kumakain na sila.. kain na ko, brb
System Time: 1:32 PM
*whew* my feet hurt.. after much convincing, ate ging finally relented in going to Landmark with me.. just got back.. ate ging bought shawls for her ninangs and i bought lip balms (burt's bees @ beauty bar, of course lol) for ria, rony and anshe..also bought a new umbrella.. my umbrella is officially retired after serving me for 6+ years.. sana tuloy lakad ng kada sa 26.. para di ko maisip yung F4 lol
System Time: 1:59 PM
exchange gift sa radix, nagpabunot na lng ako keh kuya don over the phone.. lorna q. daw.. kikay naman yun eh, so madaling bigyan.. beauty bar ulit! wee! lol!
System Time: 2:34 PM
waaahhh.. anshe just texted me and said she couldn't go on the 26th.. la daw sa budget.. texted her back, sabi ko khet kitakits na lang..(tsaka para mabigay ko gift nila)..hmm..tas si ate chary naman, parang gusto tlgang manood ng F4, ako ang kinukulit..(waahhh BI!) yoko na nga eh, tas siya naman ngayon ang gusto.. *focus on the watch, focus on the watch*.. shit, di ko na maalala yung itsura ng watch (wah!).. kelangang balikan para di ako mademonyo, lol..
System Time: 2:57 PM
haayy ndi ko macorrect itong bug.. >_< kakaurat.. gusto ko na maguwian, papafacial pa ko (yung checkup lang, pero papa-mask din ako), tsaka excited na ko mapanood yung Dolphin Bay.. grabe si Hilton, hinalikan si Marian sa harap ni Ian! hehe.. tsaka super papa ni Hilton, kinda makes my day ^_^
System Time: 3:53 PM
.. drinking my toffee nut frappe.. no matter how hard i try, i really am NOT a starbucks person.. i don't like any of their frappes.. too sweet for me.. only bought one 'cause i'm helping ate pretz get stickers to get her free planner..katawa cla, talagang kinareer yun.. kinukulit nila lahat ng tao dito na magstarbucks.. eh suuper dami dapat.. pero ang galing, siguro mga 9 na lang kulang nila (60 in all ata yun).. hehe.. mga sirah, lol.. tried a new drink, took a chance but still failed huhu..starbucks sucks..see, it even rhymes.. *wishes for a figaro store at the Enterprise*
System Time: 4:44 PM
noh buh si ate chary..papunta na daw siya sa national to check out if meh tickets pa.. sabi ko sa kanya, row a-c lang, pag wala nun, wag na.. ngayun, ndi ko alam gusto ko.. gusto ko bang meron, or wala ng row a-c.. wahaha.. langya F4 ginugulo buhay ko..
System Time: 4:59 PM
dito na sila lahat.. kanina kasi meh training yung IT people kaya nakakapagblog ako..sige.. babay!
System Time: 5:02 PM
wait..ate just called..Row U na daw.. ndi ko alam kung malulungkot ako or matutuwa.. wahha.. pero una ko atang naramdaman eh lungkot.. lol.. kasiiiiiiiii pinapa-asa pa ako ni ate eh, hmpft... DECIDED NA AKO. hindi ako manonood. period. *kasi, dati tutulog tulog siya nung nagtatry akong bumili online.. row B pa yun.. akkk... HINDI NA! period period period!*
System Time: 5:59 PM
bwahahaha. we're watching. 5104 php, row A Red Left.. tongueenahhhhhhhh. *EXCITED NA KO!* will not think of the watch anymore, lol! cyahhh! meet kami ni kate, dinedemenyo ko.. pag nakakita siya ng ticket na katabi namin, sasama rin siya! lol! babay! i labyuKEN! lol!
Friday, December 12, 2003
My blog yesterday, December 11, 2003
System Time: 10:50 AM
it's a sucky day 'cause i thought today was Friday and when i realized that it wasn't, got myself in a really bad mood 'cause it means that i still have work tomorrow.. lol..
remember my list of things i planned to do for the weekend? i didn't accomplish any of them except for the 'get-a-haircut' part.. last saturday after logging out of the office, had lunch by myself at the fudpark.. i decided to indulge a bit so i ate my fave japanese fud, tuna sashimi.. also bought tofu steak which i didn't finish (as usual).. ate chary and i were supposed to meet around 4 pm, but it was still just past 1 so decided to "hang-out" at Landmark/Glorietta.. THAT was a mistake.. i spent my money (a lot of em) on make-up and perfume.. shitttt.. couldn't help myself.. i had the cash and the time.. i knew it was a mistake to withdraw my money from the bank.. waaaaaaaah.. now i have zilch savings again.. *wapaks* .. texted my sister by 3:00 pm begging her to meet me already 'cause i've already spent 3K .. we met an hour later and STILL i had to make my perfume purchase (which doubled my spendings to 6k, all in less than 4 hours).. *sighs* we went to GB3 where starrunner was supposedly shown but the film was no longer there! waah. *bigoooo*
.. but i'm quite pleased with the stuff i bought.. (well, except for the smashbox powder blush which is pretty tricky to put on because of the dark color..little by little i'm getting the hang of it..)
my first purchase for the day was a Clinique pore minimizer t-zone shine control cream..i wanted to buy a clinique blush that the mag, Preview, recommended but i couldn't find it in the shop.. so i opted to buy a smashbox one.. after that i went back to Landmark and bought a Loreal Ideal Balance powder/foundation, a Loreal out of bed lasting messed up effect fibre putty and a couple of other things (make up brushes, kikay kit for ate ging, presents for my pamangkins, etc).. the perfume i bought is a Carolina Herrera, 212..has a sporty scent that i absolutely love.. also dropped by Powerbooks and bought Trading Up (which i am currently reading...am only 3/4s finished) by Candace Bushnell.. .. last night we picked up ate ging at the airport.. she won't be going back to Indonesia for a while.. think the project she's involved there is already finished.. i showed her my new stuff and she said.."enough girly magazines for you!" * 'cause i base my buying decisions on the magz* lol.. well it's her fault anyway, why i got hooked up in these stuff.. she said "you can't afford these..." which is true. i can't. my only excuse is that it's the christmas season and i finally HAD the extra money to buy stuff, so i did..after this, i'm back on my freakishly-uptight budget, barely surviving till the next paycheck.. (which is just enough for my food, transpo, monthly payments and a couple of toiletries)..sometimes i wonder how it would feel like to be successful...and if i'll ever become one..if i'm driven enough, motivated enough...every question seem to point at one big NO..especially in days like these when i would feel soo damn lazy to do anything..buying things have become a motivating force for me..just like when i was a child when i had to have new school things just so my father would get me to go to school.. at least now i could buy stuff for myself..
*sighs* i know i'm still young but lately i've been feeling the opposite.. i feel as if i have no time left to accomplish things and make something of my life.. or maybe because i'm envious of my other classmates who already are successful today and i'm feeling pressured with their achievements.. OR as a friend once told me.. am just making my own hell,.. i'm luckier than every unemployed person and should be realistic in my expectations.. i AM only 23 and money isn't everything.. (*iwas sa kidlat*) hay.. am just so f*cking bored, ranting 'bout stuff i hardly understand..
System Time: 2:39 PM
ookayy.. just remembered that tomorrow is my cousin's wedding so i'm taking a leave at work.. yeyyyyyy! THAT has kept me from going home before 6 pm.. and the fact that i want to watch Alias episodes this saturday instead of going to work to offset my absences.. i ALMOST didn't get my project incentive for November.. Ma'am Q called me up and said i exceeded the limit of 19 hours, thus, the incentive wont be given to me.. i didn't know that when there are holidays for the month, the 20 hour limit is pro-rated.. so i based my time in/outs on 20 hours instead of 19.. i exceeded by a measly hour...TG i mentioned something 'bout going to work on a saturday, so that kindof set the limit back to 20.. *whew* anyway, i'm taking Ma'am Qs advice.. she said.. "wag mo kasing i-eksakto!" onga naman.. this month i already have 4 hours.. so plus tomorrow, that's 12 hours.. tama na yun, di na ako aabsent..
System Time: 2:54 PM
...just called kuya rony at Nestle.. he texted me and asked if i already knew that Froi (my batchmate) is already assigned at Nestle.. la ko load (as usual) so i called him at his office..
i knew instantly that it was Alain who answered the phone, but didn't acknowledge him and asked for kuya rony.. anyway, to make a long story short, he also knew that I was the one calling.. he asked how i was doing and i answered in my usual 'okay lang'.. i could tell he wanted to talk a bit more but i promised myself to keep my relationship with him truly platonic so i just said , "sige na..babay" and hung up.. God.. how can it be possible to be sexually attracted to another just at the sound of one's voice.. after hanging up, my heart was racing and my mind was.. well.. it was thinking of stuff that it shouldn't be thinking about..i just had to put the phone down or else i might realize how much i miss him.. i even miss seeing how nice his wedding ring looks in his hand (he has SUCH lovely hands) .. i couldn't even LOOK at it before 'cause i felt like it was some kind of spy thrown on us.. but then i would think of momi and how lucky i am to have him.. he trusts me and i just cannot let him down anymore..
System Time: 4:18 PM
..less than 2 hours to go.. think i'm gonna get a facial later.. dami ko na blackheads ewww..i still don't have anything to wear for tomorrow.. ate lala's INSISTing i wear i dress but i'll probably wear ate ging's semi-see through blouse with long sleeves and unequal hem with my best slacks.. besides, i'm gonna be lugging a camcorder around and it would be inconvenient to wear a dress..
System Time: 4:52 PM
bwahaha di ko na kayaaa.. uwi na ako at 5 pm.. di ko na kayang mapanggap for another hour.. sige.. babu!
System Time: 10:50 AM
it's a sucky day 'cause i thought today was Friday and when i realized that it wasn't, got myself in a really bad mood 'cause it means that i still have work tomorrow.. lol..
remember my list of things i planned to do for the weekend? i didn't accomplish any of them except for the 'get-a-haircut' part.. last saturday after logging out of the office, had lunch by myself at the fudpark.. i decided to indulge a bit so i ate my fave japanese fud, tuna sashimi.. also bought tofu steak which i didn't finish (as usual).. ate chary and i were supposed to meet around 4 pm, but it was still just past 1 so decided to "hang-out" at Landmark/Glorietta.. THAT was a mistake.. i spent my money (a lot of em) on make-up and perfume.. shitttt.. couldn't help myself.. i had the cash and the time.. i knew it was a mistake to withdraw my money from the bank.. waaaaaaaah.. now i have zilch savings again.. *wapaks* .. texted my sister by 3:00 pm begging her to meet me already 'cause i've already spent 3K .. we met an hour later and STILL i had to make my perfume purchase (which doubled my spendings to 6k, all in less than 4 hours).. *sighs* we went to GB3 where starrunner was supposedly shown but the film was no longer there! waah. *bigoooo*
.. but i'm quite pleased with the stuff i bought.. (well, except for the smashbox powder blush which is pretty tricky to put on because of the dark color..little by little i'm getting the hang of it..)
my first purchase for the day was a Clinique pore minimizer t-zone shine control cream..i wanted to buy a clinique blush that the mag, Preview, recommended but i couldn't find it in the shop.. so i opted to buy a smashbox one.. after that i went back to Landmark and bought a Loreal Ideal Balance powder/foundation, a Loreal out of bed lasting messed up effect fibre putty and a couple of other things (make up brushes, kikay kit for ate ging, presents for my pamangkins, etc).. the perfume i bought is a Carolina Herrera, 212..has a sporty scent that i absolutely love.. also dropped by Powerbooks and bought Trading Up (which i am currently reading...am only 3/4s finished) by Candace Bushnell.. .. last night we picked up ate ging at the airport.. she won't be going back to Indonesia for a while.. think the project she's involved there is already finished.. i showed her my new stuff and she said.."enough girly magazines for you!" * 'cause i base my buying decisions on the magz* lol.. well it's her fault anyway, why i got hooked up in these stuff.. she said "you can't afford these..." which is true. i can't. my only excuse is that it's the christmas season and i finally HAD the extra money to buy stuff, so i did..after this, i'm back on my freakishly-uptight budget, barely surviving till the next paycheck.. (which is just enough for my food, transpo, monthly payments and a couple of toiletries)..sometimes i wonder how it would feel like to be successful...and if i'll ever become one..if i'm driven enough, motivated enough...every question seem to point at one big NO..especially in days like these when i would feel soo damn lazy to do anything..buying things have become a motivating force for me..just like when i was a child when i had to have new school things just so my father would get me to go to school.. at least now i could buy stuff for myself..
*sighs* i know i'm still young but lately i've been feeling the opposite.. i feel as if i have no time left to accomplish things and make something of my life.. or maybe because i'm envious of my other classmates who already are successful today and i'm feeling pressured with their achievements.. OR as a friend once told me.. am just making my own hell,.. i'm luckier than every unemployed person and should be realistic in my expectations.. i AM only 23 and money isn't everything.. (*iwas sa kidlat*) hay.. am just so f*cking bored, ranting 'bout stuff i hardly understand..
System Time: 2:39 PM
ookayy.. just remembered that tomorrow is my cousin's wedding so i'm taking a leave at work.. yeyyyyyy! THAT has kept me from going home before 6 pm.. and the fact that i want to watch Alias episodes this saturday instead of going to work to offset my absences.. i ALMOST didn't get my project incentive for November.. Ma'am Q called me up and said i exceeded the limit of 19 hours, thus, the incentive wont be given to me.. i didn't know that when there are holidays for the month, the 20 hour limit is pro-rated.. so i based my time in/outs on 20 hours instead of 19.. i exceeded by a measly hour...TG i mentioned something 'bout going to work on a saturday, so that kindof set the limit back to 20.. *whew* anyway, i'm taking Ma'am Qs advice.. she said.. "wag mo kasing i-eksakto!" onga naman.. this month i already have 4 hours.. so plus tomorrow, that's 12 hours.. tama na yun, di na ako aabsent..
System Time: 2:54 PM
...just called kuya rony at Nestle.. he texted me and asked if i already knew that Froi (my batchmate) is already assigned at Nestle.. la ko load (as usual) so i called him at his office..
i knew instantly that it was Alain who answered the phone, but didn't acknowledge him and asked for kuya rony.. anyway, to make a long story short, he also knew that I was the one calling.. he asked how i was doing and i answered in my usual 'okay lang'.. i could tell he wanted to talk a bit more but i promised myself to keep my relationship with him truly platonic so i just said , "sige na..babay" and hung up.. God.. how can it be possible to be sexually attracted to another just at the sound of one's voice.. after hanging up, my heart was racing and my mind was.. well.. it was thinking of stuff that it shouldn't be thinking about..i just had to put the phone down or else i might realize how much i miss him.. i even miss seeing how nice his wedding ring looks in his hand (he has SUCH lovely hands) .. i couldn't even LOOK at it before 'cause i felt like it was some kind of spy thrown on us.. but then i would think of momi and how lucky i am to have him.. he trusts me and i just cannot let him down anymore..
System Time: 4:18 PM
..less than 2 hours to go.. think i'm gonna get a facial later.. dami ko na blackheads ewww..i still don't have anything to wear for tomorrow.. ate lala's INSISTing i wear i dress but i'll probably wear ate ging's semi-see through blouse with long sleeves and unequal hem with my best slacks.. besides, i'm gonna be lugging a camcorder around and it would be inconvenient to wear a dress..
System Time: 4:52 PM
bwahaha di ko na kayaaa.. uwi na ako at 5 pm.. di ko na kayang mapanggap for another hour.. sige.. babu!
Saturday, December 06, 2003
System Time: 8:30 AM
december na!.. lapit na pasko.. 2 months na ko dito sa prumerica.. and tapos na birthday ko.. 23 na ko.. grabe.. 23 seems so.. unteenage-ish.. twenty-three.. adult na tlga yun.. no more excuses for my sometimes childish behavior... time to save and to start thinking of future..hmm.. but before all that.. magkukwento muna ako.. Happy 50 TV!!!
Happy nga ba?
oo naman! wag ko na lang isipin yung mga mediocre performance ng mga ABS-CBN "stars".. siguro, biased lang talaga ako kasi kaPuso ako at hindi kaPamilya..or baka dahil kinukompare ko yung The Event dito sa Happy 50 TV.. kasi sa The Event.. kahit na maraming local guests.. puro singers sila.. kaya feel na feel mo yung concert kasi ang gagaling kumanta.. eh dun sa Happy50 naglipsynch pa sila John lloyd, Bea, Heart, etc.. ndi naman kasi marunong kumanta, pinapakanta pa.. puro kumanta dun eh sila Claudine.. Bayani.. err.. shall i continue? in fairness, kakatawa tlga si Ai-Ai.. tas yung mga costume nya, panalo! lol! siguro mali lang tlga expectations ko dhel instead of a concert-feel, parang nanonood ka lang ng ASAP.. minus ZsaZsa and other local singers...
pero ok ang pag-organize ng ABS.. as in! bawat ticket price meh sariling entrance.. tapos while waiting for the show to start,.. pinalabas yung movie ni AI-Ai na Tanging Ina dun sa 10+ projection screens all over the field.. daming ushers (nakalagay sa t-shirts nila.."URSHERS.. tama ba yun? napaisip tlga kami ni ate joy.. hanggang ngayon iniisip parin namin hehe!) daming taooo pero ndi mo sila feel.. i mean.. kasi dun sa ULTRA, nakapalibot sa stage.. kaya pag sumisigaw mga tao, feel na feel mo adrenalin tsaka excitement nila.. tsaka nag eecho yung sigaw.. saya²! (tsaka siguro galit na kasi mga tao kaya ang taas taas ng adrenalin ng lahat kaya medyo all out sa pagsigaw, lol).. nung saturday, open field tas kakainis, pag tumayo lahat ng tao.. ndi mo na kita ang stage.. kasi naman yung field pababa yung lupa! kaya yung mga asa 1500, i bet ala ng makita yun totally.. kasi kami nga sa 2500 as in dapat super tiptoe ako at nakatapak sa upuan ko.. (or baka dahil maliit lang tlga ako bwahah) ..pero sana sana sana pagbumalik sila tas F4 na tlga, sana sa Araneta para kahit malayo ka, kita mo stage.. or kung open field dapat taasan pa nila yung stage.. ANYWAY,.. nauna as usual sila Barbie and Dee.. si Dee blond na! lol! tas 3 songs ulit.. last parin nila yung Qing Fei De Yi.. grabe.. katuwa parin sila..sabi pa ni Barbie.."ang saya saya!", lol! tas after nila pumasok ulit sila AiAi.. kumanta pa sila Andrew E ata.. dibuh pamatay excitement.. parang biglang bumababa yung kaligayahan mo.. tas yun, after nun si Vic na.. wahhhhhhhhhh ang gwapo gwapo gwapo ni Vic! as in gwappooo feeling ko mas gwapo siya keh Jerry! 3 kinanta nya... Make A Wish, Ai Za Ai Ni.. tsaka err.. di ko alam title pero pwede kong kantahin senyu.. lol!.. Special Existence something ata parang ganon title.. waahhh.. last nya yung Ai Za Ai Ni... waah.. dati pag meh nakikita ako sa concert na umiiyak na fan.. natatawa ako tas sabay "ano buh yun, OA"..pero putek.. i swear nung nakita ko si Vic.. muntik na akong maiyak! as in! grabe pag ngumingiti siya.. wahh.. kakaiyak tlga..pero kakatawa in between songs.. kasi mga first 3 sentences na sinabi nya, ndi tinatranslate.. kaya kakatawa.. nagchichinese siya dun tas sa gitna mag "hello hello hello" siya .. tas dun lang magrereak mga tao.. haha.. pero after nun tinanslate na.. di ko na maalala mga sinabi nya.. sigaw kasi ako ng sigaw, lol! pero meh silbi rin pala na parang ASAP ang format nung Happy50.. kasi after nya kumanta, pumasok sa stage din si AiAi tas "ininterview" siya.. waahh.. langyang ai ai yun kakainggit.. una mega pahid siya ng pawis ni Vic.. tas sabi nya "maghanda ka na Vic at ikakasal na tayo" or something like that.. nung tinaranslate yun grabe! ang kyot kyot ng tawa ni Vic.. as in he made the sound like "pfft!#" sabay turo kay Ai Ai as if to say.."ikaww???" bwahaha.. mga 3 beses ata siya tumawa ng ganon.. binibiro nga kasi ni AiAi.. tas nung tumalikod siya.. putekkk..sinundot ni AiAi si Vic sa pwet!!! wahahhahahah! grabe katawa si Vic as in yung itsura nya, tawang-tawa siya.. tapos after nun si Jerry naman.. gwaps pa rin syempre pero ewan ko buh, tinamaan ata ako keh Vic eh, lol! pero dami nyang sinabing tagalog words..like Mahal ko kayo, Salamat po, Magandang Gabi etc.. 3 rin kinanta nya.. di ko alam mga title eh.. Ai Ding Ni ata basta yung isa, I truly truly love you.. pagkatranslate pa eh I really really love you daw hehe.. tas hmm.. ayun pasok ulit si Ai Ai tas sinabi nya.."Papa.. ikaw ang magiging ama ng aking mga anak" (something to that effect).. tas tawa si Jerry.. natataranta nga si Ai Ai eh, mashado naoverwhelm keh Jerry, di sha makatanong ng maayos tsaka ndi siya yung usual comic self nya, nastar-struck din ata.. tas sabi ni Aiai.. sabihin mo toh, Jerry.."Mahal kita Ai Ai".. ulit naman si Jerry waaahh kakaloka.. kaswerte ni Ai Ai, lol! anyway ayun, natapos na.. kanta kanta na yung ABS stars (la ko care!) tas sabay fireworks.. nanood na lng ako fireworks.. ganda siya, 2 sets pa.. ..la ngang mashadong kwento eh.. walang riot, walang bugbugan, lol! sinundo ako nila dadi sa EDSA tas yun..umuwi akong malinis (alang putek sa pantalon, lol) at pagod pero MASAYA!
December 4, 2003
System Time: 9:07 AM
waah. of all days na ndi makapagrecord yung VHS namin eh kagabi pa nangyari! langyaaa tlga.. tama bang pagbubunutin ng nanay ko yung switch sa player dahil naglilinis daw sila ng kwarto.. WAAAH.. natanggal tuloy yung program kakaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! hay, pagtsatsagaan ko na lang tong transcript ng interview na sinend saken ng aking BUTIHING kaibigan na si kate.. (fellow F4 fanatic hehe)..
nalaman din ni ate chary ang naramdaman ko nung sti-nop nya yung pagrecord dati at ndi ako nakapanood.. sabi nga nya "buong araw yun lang iniisip ko tas puta, wala pala. kulang na lang himatayin ako sa galit" lol! guess, that's why we're sisters.. hehe
System Time: 9:12 AM
..nagbirthday nga pala ako ano? lol! la naman kasi shado nangyari.. 26-27 ang bakasyon ko.. nung 26, nagattempt kaming pumuntang divisoria pero sobrang traffic bumalik na lng kami nila dadi sa bahay.. tas nung 27 ayun, ala ng trapik hehe.. putek.. ang saya saya bumili pag mura! lol! dami kong nabili.. gifts for my ninong/ninangs.. (cheap wallets @ 130 each oh dibuh, budget ko 250, remember? wee!) tas i bought momi a blouse, ate chary a bag, si ate ging sleeveless thingie.. si dadi ala pa, ndi pa nya alam gusto nya haha.. tas i bought 2 blouses (ay isa lang pala, yung isa c/o dadi @ 300 each) tas 2 slacks ( @ 180 each! supahh cheap! lol) for office.. tas i bought a pucca bag! ate cha would've been proud haha.. shoulder bag siya na red.. actually parang messenger bag..namahalan nga ako eh langya, 500 bucks.. eh meh mga bags na iba dun tag 150 lang.. natuwa kasi ako dhel ang kyot tsaka waterproof hehe.. tas nakabili rin pala ako ng watch (yung meh malapad na strap, really kewl) tas binilan ko rin ng watch yung helper namin sa bahay, si lynn.. keh hirap nga pumili putek.. ang dami kasi.. all at 130 bucks each! tas hmm.. bumili rin pala ako ng wallet para sa sarili ko.. kyot siya, pahaba pero opening nya eh pavertical.. ano pa ba.. yung lang ata.. all in all.. damit, wallet, relo, bag.. oks na oks na ako! ala pa atang 2000 nagastos ko.. ay bumili rin pala ako ng isang office jacket.. hmm.. ayun, yun lang.. saya saya tlga dun,.. feeling mo rich ka kasi ang dami mong nabibili, lol!! so ganon ko sinelebrate birthday ko.. tinireat ko lang sila ng lunch (mom, dad, ate chary and lynn) tas shopping galore.. salamat pala sa mga nagtext hehe thanks sa greeting! sayang greeting lang, LOL! jk jk jk!
si momi (as in dex) naman parang nagiguilty daw at ala daw siyang ginawa for my birthday.. saken ok lang tlga.. am only slightly disappointed.. pero oki lang kasi lamko late na siya umuwi from work.. tsaka nagtext naman siya saken halos bawat oras nung birthday ko.. so ok na rin.. di na nga ako naghanda eh.. naubos pera ko lol.. (ohdibuh nakaligtas ako hehe!)
kagabi nagdrama na naman kaming dalawa.. nauna ako this time.. kasi parang tinatanong saken ni dex kung uuwi ba siya sa cebu this christmas.. meh break kasi sila from 23 to jan 2.. saken naman, talagang oki lang.. tsaka ayokong magdikta sakanya.. tsaka since august pa siya andito.. tas di ko naman siya masasamahan all throughout his break kasi ako, meh pasok.. kaya sabi ko,.."ikaw bahala".. pero ayun, naluha ako nung sinabi ko kasi bigla kong naisip lang na nung birthday ko ala siya, tas pasko na naman.. lamnyo yun.. tas parang balak pa nila ria na mag out-of-town sa 27.. eh parang couples thingie yun kaya err.. ayun, ewan ko ba.. yoko talagang maging selfish.. AS IN.. kelangan siya ng family nya..tsaka ako, kasama ko family ko dito.. kaya yun.. kakalungkot pero.. yoko talagang maging selfish..
System Time: 9:36 AM
..sige werk na ko.. bye!
System Time: 12:59 PM
had lunch with Kate.. chika about what else but F4! lol.. also went magazine shopping with her hehe.. ala pang Preview for December eh.. so i bought Candy (Nov. issue) instead.. Kate bought YoungStar where they have Jerry as their cover.. nagtext si momi nagbrownout daw sa bahay kaya baka natanggal na naman yung program ng VHS.. ayun, called dad and asked him to reprogram it.. sana okey.. khet part 2 man lng ng interview mapanood ko dibuh..pero feeling namin ni Kate hanggang bukas pa yun kasi maiksi nga yung kagabi.. baka 3 parts.. okey lang sa akin kasi ibig sabihin konti lang ang namiss ko, lol! showing na pala yung movie ni Vanness, Starrunner dito sa pinas.. waah gusto kong mapanood.. hopefully this weekend.. weee! *sayaw sayaw*
System Time: 1:24 PM
Things to do this weekend:
1. watch StarRunner
2. get a Globe plan 800 (for a free Samsung C100 fone! yey!)
3. burn Art's CD
System Time: 2:13 PM
..called kuyuh roni.. pumasok na daw 14th namin.. weeeeeeeeeeee!!! *talon talon* makakabili na ako ng make-up! lol! nyerks.. actually pambibili ko ng digicam.. meh nakita kasi akong mura.. alang tatak.. tatakbuhin kumbaga.. 3 megapixels, meh zoom.. ayush na! tas maliit lang.. Grand Vision ata tatak, parang ganon.. 8 thou lang.. yeyyyyyy kakabili na ako this weekend!
Things to do this weekend, cont.:
4. buy digicam @ greenhills (Hurrah!)
System Time: 2:40 PM
..naalala ko lang.. pinaguusapan namin kanina ni kate yung interview ni sharon keh Vic.. kasi sabi ko, oki yun dhel meh nalaman akong bago tungkol sa kanya.. na gusto nya si Andy Lao.. eh nakaduet ni Sharon yun.. so binigyan ni Sharon si Vic ng CD nya (wherein andun yung track na kaduet si Andy Lao) tas binigyan din ng DVD ng movie ni sharon.. tas sabi nya.."here's my movie *sabay abot ng DVD* it has english subtitle.. " hahahaha. olats ni sharon. ndi nga marunong magenglish eh! LOL! dapat chinese subtitle, lol! ang mas nakakatawa pa dun, kanina ko lang narealize yung sinabi ni Sharon nung sinabi ni Kate.. nakalimutan ko rin na ndi marunong magenglish si Vic, LOL!
System Time: 4:33 PM
pakir tlga si eboy. nagtext sya saken, isip ako, wow nagparamdam, himala. yun pala wrong send lang. tas txt ako sabi ko kung sama ba siya sa 26 kasi parang meh balak na outing yung kada..tas sabi nya ndi daw, punta daw SILA la union (meaning hugey).. tas text ako.."like i said" .. kasi dati sinabi ko na pinagpalit na nya kami sa bf nya.. (but it's not THE issue so move on tayo) .. tas ayun na.. nagtext na ng kabwisitan.
i quote:
"Dpat nd nyo na ko iniimbita dhl alam nyo naman na isasagot ko. Maiinis lng kyo kkaimbita skin"
....ok.. fair enough right? so text back ako sabi ko.."Onga. sayang sa effort"
tas eto sabi nya:
"At mbuti pa wag nyo na din akong isali sa brkada. at dis point in my lyf, ndi ko klangan ng mga taong ngttampo sken. klangan ko ng mga taong 22long saken."
....hahahaha.. *TAWA NA LANG* kakabwiset puta. BUTI nga meh "nagtatampo" pa pag ndi siya sumasama sa lakad. BUTI nga meh nagtetext pa sa kanya para ipaalam happenings sa kada. text ako na parang "watever eboy. Isipin mo nga sinasabi mo. *take note galit na galit na ako nito pero super edited version ang pinadala ko* guys come and go. sino kaya tatakbuhan mo pag nawala yang bf mo." meh sinabi pa ko, nadelete ko kasi yung sent items ko.. basta parang sinabi ko.. wag na sya magreply at ndi ko na siya aabalahin sa mga text ko.
tas powtah. eto pinakaMOTHER of all fuckers. eto ang killer text. the type where you would want to make a person vanish into nothingness.
"Isipin mo kung klan nyo ko na2lungan, mgppramdam ako s inyo. mas mdami png nai2long skin c yujin, ksa s 4 yrs na ksama ko kyo. kng nd nyo ko maintndhan ngyn nd nyo ko maiintndhan kht kelan."
ndi na ako nagreply after nito. kasi isa lang masasabi ko sa kanya. kapal ng mukha nya. WALA daw kami naitulong sa kanya. ang kapal tlga. ndi ko maisip bat nya nasabi yon. kaya pala siya ndi nagpaparamdam dahil wala daw kaming naitulong sa kanya. ano bang gusto nyang tulong? ahh fuck it. sa sobrang galit ko tumawag ako keh ria after mareceive ko yung message na yun tas naiyak ako sa phone sa galit ko talaga. binali wala nya ang so-called friendship namin sa kanya for 4 years.
kala nyo yun lang? MEH EPAL PANG NAGNGANGALANG HUGEY na tlgang FEELING NYA BIDA siya at SIYA ang pinag-aawayan.
txt siya saken sumting like "ano nangyari sainyo ni Eboy, ha?" this was after Eboy's super phenom text so ndi na ako nagreply kasi at this point.. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK NA. so ignore lang.. kagabi.. this was at a time na nagaalala na ako keh Dex kasi ndi siya nagmiskol saken nung nakauwi na siya sa bahay nya galing sa paghatid saken. ay malabo ba? basta nagmimiskol yun pag nakauwi na siya sa kanila. hinahatid nya kasi ako sa bahay (sa antipolo) eh kagabi ndi nagtext. tas uwian na, 6 pm na nito eh.. ndi parin nagtetext tas i called at least a dozen times tas ala sumasagot ng phone. so napaparanoid na ako.. kasi it isn't like him at all na ndi magtext saken the whole day. tas tinawagan ko sila Ria (nagkita sila ni Anshe, coincidence lang na asa makati rin si Anshe) tas ayun i told them na worried na ako keh dex. tas ginawa namin, nagmeet kaming 4 (me, Ria, Anshe and si Jeff, bf niya) tas una kol kami 114 para alamin # ng company where Dex works.. (kasi powtah engots ko, ala akong alam!) tas putek ala sa 114.. tas edi pinuntahan na lang namin.. eh alam ko lang na from the kwento dati ni Dex na asa likod yun ng Equitable Tower tas pearl bank ang pangalan ng building nila.. buti na lang si Anshe alam nya yun so punta kami.. grabe.. alam nyo yun.. the whole way na naglalakad kami papunta dun eh dasal ako ng dasal na sana OA lang ako at super paranoid.. tas ayun nakarating kami Pearl Bank tas punta sa Malcolm Lloyd floor.. tas ask ako kung pumasok si Dex.. tas powtah pagbukas ng pinto si Dex na yung lumabas waaaaaaaaaaaaah napaiyak ako kasi i felt soo relieved na ok siya. powtah sabi ko nga pagkakita ko.."ay powtah papatayin kita" LOL! tas yun .. super super big HELP sila Ria and Anshe and Jeff.. tas eto.. balik tayo keh EPAL na hugey.
nung pauwi na ako.. nagtext na naman, remember ndi ako nagtext back kasi nga.. taena.. wala na akong kebs sa kanila. eto sabi...
"mgreply ka nga.. anong prblema mo sa akin? inaagaw ko ba c eboi sa inyo? mgreply ka.."
ang feeling. feeling bida. hahhaahahahaha. kikialam pa. pinepersonal. ang tanga basta kakaURAT. edi reply ako..
"Ala na akong pake senyu" which is exactly what i feel and what eboy wants dibuh? wag na daw siyang ituring na barkada. so fine!
tas eto naman si hugey. BABANAT pa tlga.
"ayusin mo sagut mo at d para kng bata.. lets b adults ok? ano prblema mo? d mo ba kmi maintndhan? WLA KAMING PERA. kya d kami mksama sa inyo.. hrap ba intndhn un?"
taena tlga... TAENA MO WALA KANG ALAM, EPAL KA TLGA HUGEY! IT'S NOT THE FUCKING ISSUE. ang bobo kasi sabat ng sabat. eh yun lang ang marereply ko tlga kaya NDI AKO NAGREPLY. kasi taena. epal. grr.
tas text na naman siya...
"ano? d ka mkpgreply kc tama ako.. ang hirap sayo puro sarili mo lng iniisip mo.. intndhn mo c eboi.. wlang work d kami wel-off..kya please lng.. dnt giv"
..ewan ndi natuloy. sino naman ang ndi magiinit ang dugo. FEELING TLGA.selfish daw ako. HAHAHAHAHA. POWTAH. hindi NGA YUN YUNG ISSUE EH. ang issue eh wala daw kaming naitulong keh eboy for 4 years kaya siya ndi nagpaparamdam samen. ang ISSUE ay bakit minasama ni eboy pagyayaya namin sa kanya pag meh lakad ang kada. ang issue eh ano nagawa namin keh eboy para nasabi nya mga bagay na yun. anong bang TULONG ang kelangan nya. in the first place, ndi nga siya nagpaparamdam so pano namin malalaman ano kelangan nya. ANO BA YUN.
System Time: 10:07 AM
*shakes off bad aura* ahhkk. just talked to roni on the phone. di rin nya maintindihan si eboy. bwehehe. ndi ko na iisipin. mabubwiset lang ako.
System Time: 10:51 AM
hay, TGIF! grabe kagabi tlga nung naparanoid ako re. dex.. kasi it's not like him at all not to answer his phone, or to not text back.. buti na lang tlga andun sila Ria and Anshe 'cause i wouldn't have been able to find his office building without them..sori nga ng sori si dex eh.. pati kela Ria.. pero kakatawa tlga nung andun kami sa lobby ng office nila.. kasi syempre asaran blues na.. sabi nga ni Ria keh Dex *with matching pamewang* "eh bakit nga ndi ka nagmiskol kagabi?" lol! at least ngayon, alam na ni dex kung gano siya kamahal at kahalaga saken..kasi paminsan meh pagkainsecure yun eh, ndi lang tlga ako mashado mushy..
System Time: 12:43 PM
haay. nagligpit ako ng desk.. /me napagod.. parang ang gulo parin.. binalik nga pala timesheet ko.. kakahiya *tago sa sulok*.. kamali ako ng pagsulat ko ng time in/out.. yung isa, kasalanan ng guard.. yung isa, ako tlga.. kasi isang excel file lang ang lagi kong ineedit.. eh meron pala dun na ndi ko napalitan, meaning yung time in/out ko dun eh nung isang bwan pa.. kaya ayun.. nagkadiscrepancy sa records.. kakahiyuuuh.. eh ndi lang ito ang first time ko na magkamali.. wahaha.. pramis, titingnan ko na tlga ng maigi.. kasi kakalito kumopya ng numbers.. hayy..
gusto ko na umuwi.. waah.. kala ko pwede si ate chary, niyayaya ko siyang manood ng StarRunner.. eh uwi daw siya maaga dhel mag-aaral siya.. (officer in training kasi siya) ..sa weekend na tlga ako makakanood.. balak kong pumuntang Radix.. kasi sinoli na saken ni ma'am M yung mga necklaces/bracelets (mga gawa namin) na ndi nya nabenta dun sa bazaar last week.. tas kanina nakita ko si Ma'am Sansu ng Radix... tas nakita nya yung mga jewelries.. punta daw ako Radix para magbenta, lol! kaya malamang pupunta ako dun, para matuwa naman saken nanay ko at meh nabenta ako hehe!
System Time: 1:03 PM
cheet. tinatamad tlga ako..iniisip ko parin yung mga mistakes ko sa timesheet.. syempre touchy issue yun kasi it deals with money.. dun nalalaman kung magkano ibabayad saken eh kasi per hour bayad ng prumerica sa radix.. baka naiinis na saken si Sir Joel.. waah. *iskeyrd*
System Time: 5:18 PM
yes. uwi na ko! punta pa ko radix.. babu!
December 6, 2003
System Time: 8:33 AM
waaah kakapikon. pumasok ako dito sa office, kala ko mapopost ko tong SUPER haba kong blog yun pala ndi.. nakalock out yung login ni Ma'am Marivic.. waahh.. ni ndi nga ako makapagprogram kasi yung Delphi, meron lang dun sa workstation nya.. eh pag login id ko ang ginagamit ko dun eh ndi ko nakikita yung Delphi na.. waahhh.. ano pa gagawin ko dito langya.. gumising pa ako ng maaga.. grr. tinext ko na si Ma'am Marivic, tawagan ko daw si Sir Jayson.. (yung admin) grr grr. grr. tinext ko na, hiya naman ako tumawag baka natutulog pa.. malamang nga tulog pa kasi ndi pa siya nagrereply.. *sighs*
/me tunganga @_@
ay powtah. magkukwento na lang ako ng kabuwsitan. dibuh sabi ko as in ALA NA AKONG PAKE dun sa 2 magshota na yun..eh powtanginang hugey tlga.. pauwi na ako from work.. syempre tired ako and all kasi galing pa akong radix (nakabenta nga pala ako.. hehe 800 bucks in all!) tapos meh nagtext.. eh yung fone ko bano, meh pagkaslow kaya ndi ko pa nakikita kung kanino galing (kasi pagmeh SMS message ka, meh lalabas na animated envelope tas sa ilalim nung nagbiblink na name ng sender) kinilick ko na kagad para basahin yung message.. ay powtah eto sabi..
"mgbasa ka ng purpose driven life by rick warren.. intndhn mo at ipasok mo sa puso mo.."
POWTANGINA ANG KAPAL TLGA NG MUKHA. dyosko pwede buuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. kung ikaw you have all the time in the world to irritate people, ako wala! which part sa "wag nyo na ako i-text/tawagan" ang ndi nya naintindihan.. tas eto siya feeling PREACHER and all-knowing.. feeling nya tlga alam na alam nya yung situation.. tangina. pambanas tlga.. sinasabi na lng ng kada na wag ko ng patulan.. (i quote ria: "nt wrth ur tym") tlgang ndi ako nagrereply ano, kaya dito ko na lang nilalabas sama ng loob ko.. fucker tlga.. feel na feel nya na siya ang tama.. ang bobo..siya naman nagsasayang ng load nya..wish ko lang maubusan na siya ng load para tigilan na nya ako.. KAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAL MUKS >_
*whewgrr@#*
hmm.. well that's that. ano kaya gagawin ko hanggang 12.. lol! sana dumating na si momi.. pero mamaya pa tlgang tanghali yun eh.. hmm.. is it too risky to bring out my Preview magazine? ako lang mag-isa dito sa IT.. pero meh mga snoop sa ibang department.. mamaya isumbong ako or mamaya meh biglang pumasok na taga IT.. yari ako hehe..
System Time: 9:11 AM
more people are coming in.. ala bang buhay mga tao na toh? working on a saturday.. lol! nagsalita ano.. eh powtahh nag-absent kasi ako nung Tuesday kaya ako pumasok ngayon.. taena tas medyo alanganin pa kung gagawin kong billable to kasi nagkalock out nga login ni Ma'am.. baka sabihin ala naman akong nagawa.. err.. gumising po ako ng maaga? ndi ba billable na yun? lol! ay crap tlga.
System Time: 9:38 AM
..badtrip tlgaaaa. sana natulog na lang ako.. kaantuk.. -_-
System Time: 9:44 AM
ay.. bibili ako ng blush mamaya.. i was set on buying a smashbox cream blush eh i read sa mags na pag oily skin, dapat powder base.. tas dun sa Nov. issue ng preview, nagrate sila ng mga blush tas Clinique got the highest.. powder base siya tas they claim that it lasts a whole day, even on oily skin.. will probably check it out later.. i also need a new kikay kita.. one that has compartments.. hirap kasi kunin mga bagay bagay pag sama sama sila.. lol.. taena ko ang landi ko.. lol!
weird tlga tong phase ko na toh.. pagnagkakapera ako, automatically kinoconvert ko siya sa cosmetic thing.. like kahapon.. binibigay saken lahat ni momi yung 800 na bayad dun sa jewelry.. eh gusto ko keh momi (as in nanay ko uh, lol) yun kasi syempre pinaghirapan nya yun.. tas sabi ko wag na sa kanya na lang.. tas sabi ni momi, *inabot saken 300* ayan.. sayo na yan.. tas putek.. naisip ko, *ay meh pambili na ako ng loreal fix out of bed cream.. taena.. weird dibuh.. lol! laging ganon pramis.. tsk tsk.. hopefully pag nabili ko na mga basic makeup, titigil na ako *hopefully*... parang gusto ko kasi na one day, pagbukas ko ng kikay kit ko eh puro good brands makita ko, lol! taena ang vain ko.. as if gumaganda ako haha.. pero katuwa kasi.. it's fun to fool around with makeup.. tsaka reading mags na parang catalogue na ng mga brands.. aliw siya..
System Time: 10:13 AM
ano buuh..ala akong magawa.. yari ako sa Monday, ndi ko parin tapos yung pagmodify nun program.. eh eh eh lock out nga login eh.. hmpft. syempre ndi maiintindihan ng user yun.. hmm.. hmm..sana ndi maubos pera ko sa makeup.. wahaha.. *one track mind*
2 oras pa.. alis na ako ng 12.. sows la naman ako magawa dito.. magwiwindow shopping na lang ako.. WINDOW LANG TLGA as in pramis.. bibilin ko blush lang.. yun lang.. tsaka kikay kit pa pala.. yung 2 lang.. ay tsaka yung loreal out of bed.. (parang gel yun eh.. really kewl kasi papagupit na ko.. brings life to thin/limp hair lol!) .. yung 3 lang.. necessities yun! and chet, yung jacket pa pala napinapabili ko sa penshoppe keh che.. *kunot noo*.. ang gastos ko.. noh buh toh.. bat last year lang puro lord of the rings na trading card game binibili ko..kala ko nung tumigil ako nun, makakatipid na ko.. nyerks nyerks nyerks.. baka wala na akong pangkain at the rate i'm going.. LOL!
System Time: 10:33 AM
..erlyn just called.. nagpakwento kasi ako sa kanya.. secret na lng kung ano yun hehe! hayyy 1 1/2 hours pa..
System Time: 11:05 AM
..spent 30 minutes talking to Irvie on the phone.. katuwa, management trainee na siya sa Mario's (sa meh Robinson's Place).. sabi ko nga na pero pano yun, ndi na siya makakapagluto.. (kasi puro lalaki ang asa kitchen ng mario's) pero sabi nya at least, andun na siya.. meaning andun na siya sa field na yun at kung sakaling magkaroon ng opportunity na magtayo ng sariling business eh alam na nya yung business side ng restaurant.. tama naman dibuh.. so so happy tlga for irvie.. at least alam na nya gusto nyang gawin..
nagreply na sa wakas si Sir Jayson.. try daw nyang isolve yung problem sa bahay niya.. sana nga para makapaginternet ako.. lol! yun lang pala.. kasi uuwi na rin ako..
System Time: 11:11 AM
YEYYYYYYYY.. ok na! mapopost ko na toh.. after an hour alis na rin ako..babay!
december na!.. lapit na pasko.. 2 months na ko dito sa prumerica.. and tapos na birthday ko.. 23 na ko.. grabe.. 23 seems so.. unteenage-ish.. twenty-three.. adult na tlga yun.. no more excuses for my sometimes childish behavior... time to save and to start thinking of future..hmm.. but before all that.. magkukwento muna ako.. Happy 50 TV!!!
Happy nga ba?
oo naman! wag ko na lang isipin yung mga mediocre performance ng mga ABS-CBN "stars".. siguro, biased lang talaga ako kasi kaPuso ako at hindi kaPamilya..or baka dahil kinukompare ko yung The Event dito sa Happy 50 TV.. kasi sa The Event.. kahit na maraming local guests.. puro singers sila.. kaya feel na feel mo yung concert kasi ang gagaling kumanta.. eh dun sa Happy50 naglipsynch pa sila John lloyd, Bea, Heart, etc.. ndi naman kasi marunong kumanta, pinapakanta pa.. puro kumanta dun eh sila Claudine.. Bayani.. err.. shall i continue? in fairness, kakatawa tlga si Ai-Ai.. tas yung mga costume nya, panalo! lol! siguro mali lang tlga expectations ko dhel instead of a concert-feel, parang nanonood ka lang ng ASAP.. minus ZsaZsa and other local singers...
pero ok ang pag-organize ng ABS.. as in! bawat ticket price meh sariling entrance.. tapos while waiting for the show to start,.. pinalabas yung movie ni AI-Ai na Tanging Ina dun sa 10+ projection screens all over the field.. daming ushers (nakalagay sa t-shirts nila.."URSHERS.. tama ba yun? napaisip tlga kami ni ate joy.. hanggang ngayon iniisip parin namin hehe!) daming taooo pero ndi mo sila feel.. i mean.. kasi dun sa ULTRA, nakapalibot sa stage.. kaya pag sumisigaw mga tao, feel na feel mo adrenalin tsaka excitement nila.. tsaka nag eecho yung sigaw.. saya²! (tsaka siguro galit na kasi mga tao kaya ang taas taas ng adrenalin ng lahat kaya medyo all out sa pagsigaw, lol).. nung saturday, open field tas kakainis, pag tumayo lahat ng tao.. ndi mo na kita ang stage.. kasi naman yung field pababa yung lupa! kaya yung mga asa 1500, i bet ala ng makita yun totally.. kasi kami nga sa 2500 as in dapat super tiptoe ako at nakatapak sa upuan ko.. (or baka dahil maliit lang tlga ako bwahah) ..pero sana sana sana pagbumalik sila tas F4 na tlga, sana sa Araneta para kahit malayo ka, kita mo stage.. or kung open field dapat taasan pa nila yung stage.. ANYWAY,.. nauna as usual sila Barbie and Dee.. si Dee blond na! lol! tas 3 songs ulit.. last parin nila yung Qing Fei De Yi.. grabe.. katuwa parin sila..sabi pa ni Barbie.."ang saya saya!", lol! tas after nila pumasok ulit sila AiAi.. kumanta pa sila Andrew E ata.. dibuh pamatay excitement.. parang biglang bumababa yung kaligayahan mo.. tas yun, after nun si Vic na.. wahhhhhhhhhh ang gwapo gwapo gwapo ni Vic! as in gwappooo feeling ko mas gwapo siya keh Jerry! 3 kinanta nya... Make A Wish, Ai Za Ai Ni.. tsaka err.. di ko alam title pero pwede kong kantahin senyu.. lol!.. Special Existence something ata parang ganon title.. waahhh.. last nya yung Ai Za Ai Ni... waah.. dati pag meh nakikita ako sa concert na umiiyak na fan.. natatawa ako tas sabay "ano buh yun, OA"..pero putek.. i swear nung nakita ko si Vic.. muntik na akong maiyak! as in! grabe pag ngumingiti siya.. wahh.. kakaiyak tlga..pero kakatawa in between songs.. kasi mga first 3 sentences na sinabi nya, ndi tinatranslate.. kaya kakatawa.. nagchichinese siya dun tas sa gitna mag "hello hello hello" siya .. tas dun lang magrereak mga tao.. haha.. pero after nun tinanslate na.. di ko na maalala mga sinabi nya.. sigaw kasi ako ng sigaw, lol! pero meh silbi rin pala na parang ASAP ang format nung Happy50.. kasi after nya kumanta, pumasok sa stage din si AiAi tas "ininterview" siya.. waahh.. langyang ai ai yun kakainggit.. una mega pahid siya ng pawis ni Vic.. tas sabi nya "maghanda ka na Vic at ikakasal na tayo" or something like that.. nung tinaranslate yun grabe! ang kyot kyot ng tawa ni Vic.. as in he made the sound like "pfft!#" sabay turo kay Ai Ai as if to say.."ikaww???" bwahaha.. mga 3 beses ata siya tumawa ng ganon.. binibiro nga kasi ni AiAi.. tas nung tumalikod siya.. putekkk..sinundot ni AiAi si Vic sa pwet!!! wahahhahahah! grabe katawa si Vic as in yung itsura nya, tawang-tawa siya.. tapos after nun si Jerry naman.. gwaps pa rin syempre pero ewan ko buh, tinamaan ata ako keh Vic eh, lol! pero dami nyang sinabing tagalog words..like Mahal ko kayo, Salamat po, Magandang Gabi etc.. 3 rin kinanta nya.. di ko alam mga title eh.. Ai Ding Ni ata basta yung isa, I truly truly love you.. pagkatranslate pa eh I really really love you daw hehe.. tas hmm.. ayun pasok ulit si Ai Ai tas sinabi nya.."Papa.. ikaw ang magiging ama ng aking mga anak" (something to that effect).. tas tawa si Jerry.. natataranta nga si Ai Ai eh, mashado naoverwhelm keh Jerry, di sha makatanong ng maayos tsaka ndi siya yung usual comic self nya, nastar-struck din ata.. tas sabi ni Aiai.. sabihin mo toh, Jerry.."Mahal kita Ai Ai".. ulit naman si Jerry waaahh kakaloka.. kaswerte ni Ai Ai, lol! anyway ayun, natapos na.. kanta kanta na yung ABS stars (la ko care!) tas sabay fireworks.. nanood na lng ako fireworks.. ganda siya, 2 sets pa.. ..la ngang mashadong kwento eh.. walang riot, walang bugbugan, lol! sinundo ako nila dadi sa EDSA tas yun..umuwi akong malinis (alang putek sa pantalon, lol) at pagod pero MASAYA!
December 4, 2003
System Time: 9:07 AM
waah. of all days na ndi makapagrecord yung VHS namin eh kagabi pa nangyari! langyaaa tlga.. tama bang pagbubunutin ng nanay ko yung switch sa player dahil naglilinis daw sila ng kwarto.. WAAAH.. natanggal tuloy yung program kakaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! hay, pagtsatsagaan ko na lang tong transcript ng interview na sinend saken ng aking BUTIHING kaibigan na si kate.. (fellow F4 fanatic hehe)..
nalaman din ni ate chary ang naramdaman ko nung sti-nop nya yung pagrecord dati at ndi ako nakapanood.. sabi nga nya "buong araw yun lang iniisip ko tas puta, wala pala. kulang na lang himatayin ako sa galit" lol! guess, that's why we're sisters.. hehe
System Time: 9:12 AM
..nagbirthday nga pala ako ano? lol! la naman kasi shado nangyari.. 26-27 ang bakasyon ko.. nung 26, nagattempt kaming pumuntang divisoria pero sobrang traffic bumalik na lng kami nila dadi sa bahay.. tas nung 27 ayun, ala ng trapik hehe.. putek.. ang saya saya bumili pag mura! lol! dami kong nabili.. gifts for my ninong/ninangs.. (cheap wallets @ 130 each oh dibuh, budget ko 250, remember? wee!) tas i bought momi a blouse, ate chary a bag, si ate ging sleeveless thingie.. si dadi ala pa, ndi pa nya alam gusto nya haha.. tas i bought 2 blouses (ay isa lang pala, yung isa c/o dadi @ 300 each) tas 2 slacks ( @ 180 each! supahh cheap! lol) for office.. tas i bought a pucca bag! ate cha would've been proud haha.. shoulder bag siya na red.. actually parang messenger bag..namahalan nga ako eh langya, 500 bucks.. eh meh mga bags na iba dun tag 150 lang.. natuwa kasi ako dhel ang kyot tsaka waterproof hehe.. tas nakabili rin pala ako ng watch (yung meh malapad na strap, really kewl) tas binilan ko rin ng watch yung helper namin sa bahay, si lynn.. keh hirap nga pumili putek.. ang dami kasi.. all at 130 bucks each! tas hmm.. bumili rin pala ako ng wallet para sa sarili ko.. kyot siya, pahaba pero opening nya eh pavertical.. ano pa ba.. yung lang ata.. all in all.. damit, wallet, relo, bag.. oks na oks na ako! ala pa atang 2000 nagastos ko.. ay bumili rin pala ako ng isang office jacket.. hmm.. ayun, yun lang.. saya saya tlga dun,.. feeling mo rich ka kasi ang dami mong nabibili, lol!! so ganon ko sinelebrate birthday ko.. tinireat ko lang sila ng lunch (mom, dad, ate chary and lynn) tas shopping galore.. salamat pala sa mga nagtext hehe thanks sa greeting! sayang greeting lang, LOL! jk jk jk!
si momi (as in dex) naman parang nagiguilty daw at ala daw siyang ginawa for my birthday.. saken ok lang tlga.. am only slightly disappointed.. pero oki lang kasi lamko late na siya umuwi from work.. tsaka nagtext naman siya saken halos bawat oras nung birthday ko.. so ok na rin.. di na nga ako naghanda eh.. naubos pera ko lol.. (ohdibuh nakaligtas ako hehe!)
kagabi nagdrama na naman kaming dalawa.. nauna ako this time.. kasi parang tinatanong saken ni dex kung uuwi ba siya sa cebu this christmas.. meh break kasi sila from 23 to jan 2.. saken naman, talagang oki lang.. tsaka ayokong magdikta sakanya.. tsaka since august pa siya andito.. tas di ko naman siya masasamahan all throughout his break kasi ako, meh pasok.. kaya sabi ko,.."ikaw bahala".. pero ayun, naluha ako nung sinabi ko kasi bigla kong naisip lang na nung birthday ko ala siya, tas pasko na naman.. lamnyo yun.. tas parang balak pa nila ria na mag out-of-town sa 27.. eh parang couples thingie yun kaya err.. ayun, ewan ko ba.. yoko talagang maging selfish.. AS IN.. kelangan siya ng family nya..tsaka ako, kasama ko family ko dito.. kaya yun.. kakalungkot pero.. yoko talagang maging selfish..
System Time: 9:36 AM
..sige werk na ko.. bye!
System Time: 12:59 PM
had lunch with Kate.. chika about what else but F4! lol.. also went magazine shopping with her hehe.. ala pang Preview for December eh.. so i bought Candy (Nov. issue) instead.. Kate bought YoungStar where they have Jerry as their cover.. nagtext si momi nagbrownout daw sa bahay kaya baka natanggal na naman yung program ng VHS.. ayun, called dad and asked him to reprogram it.. sana okey.. khet part 2 man lng ng interview mapanood ko dibuh..pero feeling namin ni Kate hanggang bukas pa yun kasi maiksi nga yung kagabi.. baka 3 parts.. okey lang sa akin kasi ibig sabihin konti lang ang namiss ko, lol! showing na pala yung movie ni Vanness, Starrunner dito sa pinas.. waah gusto kong mapanood.. hopefully this weekend.. weee! *sayaw sayaw*
System Time: 1:24 PM
Things to do this weekend:
1. watch StarRunner
2. get a Globe plan 800 (for a free Samsung C100 fone! yey!)
3. burn Art's CD
System Time: 2:13 PM
..called kuyuh roni.. pumasok na daw 14th namin.. weeeeeeeeeeee!!! *talon talon* makakabili na ako ng make-up! lol! nyerks.. actually pambibili ko ng digicam.. meh nakita kasi akong mura.. alang tatak.. tatakbuhin kumbaga.. 3 megapixels, meh zoom.. ayush na! tas maliit lang.. Grand Vision ata tatak, parang ganon.. 8 thou lang.. yeyyyyyy kakabili na ako this weekend!
Things to do this weekend, cont.:
4. buy digicam @ greenhills (Hurrah!)
System Time: 2:40 PM
..naalala ko lang.. pinaguusapan namin kanina ni kate yung interview ni sharon keh Vic.. kasi sabi ko, oki yun dhel meh nalaman akong bago tungkol sa kanya.. na gusto nya si Andy Lao.. eh nakaduet ni Sharon yun.. so binigyan ni Sharon si Vic ng CD nya (wherein andun yung track na kaduet si Andy Lao) tas binigyan din ng DVD ng movie ni sharon.. tas sabi nya.."here's my movie *sabay abot ng DVD* it has english subtitle.. " hahahaha. olats ni sharon. ndi nga marunong magenglish eh! LOL! dapat chinese subtitle, lol! ang mas nakakatawa pa dun, kanina ko lang narealize yung sinabi ni Sharon nung sinabi ni Kate.. nakalimutan ko rin na ndi marunong magenglish si Vic, LOL!
System Time: 4:33 PM
pakir tlga si eboy. nagtext sya saken, isip ako, wow nagparamdam, himala. yun pala wrong send lang. tas txt ako sabi ko kung sama ba siya sa 26 kasi parang meh balak na outing yung kada..tas sabi nya ndi daw, punta daw SILA la union (meaning hugey).. tas text ako.."like i said" .. kasi dati sinabi ko na pinagpalit na nya kami sa bf nya.. (but it's not THE issue so move on tayo) .. tas ayun na.. nagtext na ng kabwisitan.
i quote:
"Dpat nd nyo na ko iniimbita dhl alam nyo naman na isasagot ko. Maiinis lng kyo kkaimbita skin"
....ok.. fair enough right? so text back ako sabi ko.."Onga. sayang sa effort"
tas eto sabi nya:
"At mbuti pa wag nyo na din akong isali sa brkada. at dis point in my lyf, ndi ko klangan ng mga taong ngttampo sken. klangan ko ng mga taong 22long saken."
....hahahaha.. *TAWA NA LANG* kakabwiset puta. BUTI nga meh "nagtatampo" pa pag ndi siya sumasama sa lakad. BUTI nga meh nagtetext pa sa kanya para ipaalam happenings sa kada. text ako na parang "watever eboy. Isipin mo nga sinasabi mo. *take note galit na galit na ako nito pero super edited version ang pinadala ko* guys come and go. sino kaya tatakbuhan mo pag nawala yang bf mo." meh sinabi pa ko, nadelete ko kasi yung sent items ko.. basta parang sinabi ko.. wag na sya magreply at ndi ko na siya aabalahin sa mga text ko.
tas powtah. eto pinakaMOTHER of all fuckers. eto ang killer text. the type where you would want to make a person vanish into nothingness.
"Isipin mo kung klan nyo ko na2lungan, mgppramdam ako s inyo. mas mdami png nai2long skin c yujin, ksa s 4 yrs na ksama ko kyo. kng nd nyo ko maintndhan ngyn nd nyo ko maiintndhan kht kelan."
ndi na ako nagreply after nito. kasi isa lang masasabi ko sa kanya. kapal ng mukha nya. WALA daw kami naitulong sa kanya. ang kapal tlga. ndi ko maisip bat nya nasabi yon. kaya pala siya ndi nagpaparamdam dahil wala daw kaming naitulong sa kanya. ano bang gusto nyang tulong? ahh fuck it. sa sobrang galit ko tumawag ako keh ria after mareceive ko yung message na yun tas naiyak ako sa phone sa galit ko talaga. binali wala nya ang so-called friendship namin sa kanya for 4 years.
kala nyo yun lang? MEH EPAL PANG NAGNGANGALANG HUGEY na tlgang FEELING NYA BIDA siya at SIYA ang pinag-aawayan.
txt siya saken sumting like "ano nangyari sainyo ni Eboy, ha?" this was after Eboy's super phenom text so ndi na ako nagreply kasi at this point.. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK NA. so ignore lang.. kagabi.. this was at a time na nagaalala na ako keh Dex kasi ndi siya nagmiskol saken nung nakauwi na siya sa bahay nya galing sa paghatid saken. ay malabo ba? basta nagmimiskol yun pag nakauwi na siya sa kanila. hinahatid nya kasi ako sa bahay (sa antipolo) eh kagabi ndi nagtext. tas uwian na, 6 pm na nito eh.. ndi parin nagtetext tas i called at least a dozen times tas ala sumasagot ng phone. so napaparanoid na ako.. kasi it isn't like him at all na ndi magtext saken the whole day. tas tinawagan ko sila Ria (nagkita sila ni Anshe, coincidence lang na asa makati rin si Anshe) tas ayun i told them na worried na ako keh dex. tas ginawa namin, nagmeet kaming 4 (me, Ria, Anshe and si Jeff, bf niya) tas una kol kami 114 para alamin # ng company where Dex works.. (kasi powtah engots ko, ala akong alam!) tas putek ala sa 114.. tas edi pinuntahan na lang namin.. eh alam ko lang na from the kwento dati ni Dex na asa likod yun ng Equitable Tower tas pearl bank ang pangalan ng building nila.. buti na lang si Anshe alam nya yun so punta kami.. grabe.. alam nyo yun.. the whole way na naglalakad kami papunta dun eh dasal ako ng dasal na sana OA lang ako at super paranoid.. tas ayun nakarating kami Pearl Bank tas punta sa Malcolm Lloyd floor.. tas ask ako kung pumasok si Dex.. tas powtah pagbukas ng pinto si Dex na yung lumabas waaaaaaaaaaaaah napaiyak ako kasi i felt soo relieved na ok siya. powtah sabi ko nga pagkakita ko.."ay powtah papatayin kita" LOL! tas yun .. super super big HELP sila Ria and Anshe and Jeff.. tas eto.. balik tayo keh EPAL na hugey.
nung pauwi na ako.. nagtext na naman, remember ndi ako nagtext back kasi nga.. taena.. wala na akong kebs sa kanila. eto sabi...
"mgreply ka nga.. anong prblema mo sa akin? inaagaw ko ba c eboi sa inyo? mgreply ka.."
ang feeling. feeling bida. hahhaahahahaha. kikialam pa. pinepersonal. ang tanga basta kakaURAT. edi reply ako..
"Ala na akong pake senyu" which is exactly what i feel and what eboy wants dibuh? wag na daw siyang ituring na barkada. so fine!
tas eto naman si hugey. BABANAT pa tlga.
"ayusin mo sagut mo at d para kng bata.. lets b adults ok? ano prblema mo? d mo ba kmi maintndhan? WLA KAMING PERA. kya d kami mksama sa inyo.. hrap ba intndhn un?"
taena tlga... TAENA MO WALA KANG ALAM, EPAL KA TLGA HUGEY! IT'S NOT THE FUCKING ISSUE. ang bobo kasi sabat ng sabat. eh yun lang ang marereply ko tlga kaya NDI AKO NAGREPLY. kasi taena. epal. grr.
tas text na naman siya...
"ano? d ka mkpgreply kc tama ako.. ang hirap sayo puro sarili mo lng iniisip mo.. intndhn mo c eboi.. wlang work d kami wel-off..kya please lng.. dnt giv"
..ewan ndi natuloy. sino naman ang ndi magiinit ang dugo. FEELING TLGA.selfish daw ako. HAHAHAHAHA. POWTAH. hindi NGA YUN YUNG ISSUE EH. ang issue eh wala daw kaming naitulong keh eboy for 4 years kaya siya ndi nagpaparamdam samen. ang ISSUE ay bakit minasama ni eboy pagyayaya namin sa kanya pag meh lakad ang kada. ang issue eh ano nagawa namin keh eboy para nasabi nya mga bagay na yun. anong bang TULONG ang kelangan nya. in the first place, ndi nga siya nagpaparamdam so pano namin malalaman ano kelangan nya. ANO BA YUN.
System Time: 10:07 AM
*shakes off bad aura* ahhkk. just talked to roni on the phone. di rin nya maintindihan si eboy. bwehehe. ndi ko na iisipin. mabubwiset lang ako.
System Time: 10:51 AM
hay, TGIF! grabe kagabi tlga nung naparanoid ako re. dex.. kasi it's not like him at all not to answer his phone, or to not text back.. buti na lang tlga andun sila Ria and Anshe 'cause i wouldn't have been able to find his office building without them..sori nga ng sori si dex eh.. pati kela Ria.. pero kakatawa tlga nung andun kami sa lobby ng office nila.. kasi syempre asaran blues na.. sabi nga ni Ria keh Dex *with matching pamewang* "eh bakit nga ndi ka nagmiskol kagabi?" lol! at least ngayon, alam na ni dex kung gano siya kamahal at kahalaga saken..kasi paminsan meh pagkainsecure yun eh, ndi lang tlga ako mashado mushy..
System Time: 12:43 PM
haay. nagligpit ako ng desk.. /me napagod.. parang ang gulo parin.. binalik nga pala timesheet ko.. kakahiya *tago sa sulok*.. kamali ako ng pagsulat ko ng time in/out.. yung isa, kasalanan ng guard.. yung isa, ako tlga.. kasi isang excel file lang ang lagi kong ineedit.. eh meron pala dun na ndi ko napalitan, meaning yung time in/out ko dun eh nung isang bwan pa.. kaya ayun.. nagkadiscrepancy sa records.. kakahiyuuuh.. eh ndi lang ito ang first time ko na magkamali.. wahaha.. pramis, titingnan ko na tlga ng maigi.. kasi kakalito kumopya ng numbers.. hayy..
gusto ko na umuwi.. waah.. kala ko pwede si ate chary, niyayaya ko siyang manood ng StarRunner.. eh uwi daw siya maaga dhel mag-aaral siya.. (officer in training kasi siya) ..sa weekend na tlga ako makakanood.. balak kong pumuntang Radix.. kasi sinoli na saken ni ma'am M yung mga necklaces/bracelets (mga gawa namin) na ndi nya nabenta dun sa bazaar last week.. tas kanina nakita ko si Ma'am Sansu ng Radix... tas nakita nya yung mga jewelries.. punta daw ako Radix para magbenta, lol! kaya malamang pupunta ako dun, para matuwa naman saken nanay ko at meh nabenta ako hehe!
System Time: 1:03 PM
cheet. tinatamad tlga ako..iniisip ko parin yung mga mistakes ko sa timesheet.. syempre touchy issue yun kasi it deals with money.. dun nalalaman kung magkano ibabayad saken eh kasi per hour bayad ng prumerica sa radix.. baka naiinis na saken si Sir Joel.. waah. *iskeyrd*
System Time: 5:18 PM
yes. uwi na ko! punta pa ko radix.. babu!
December 6, 2003
System Time: 8:33 AM
waaah kakapikon. pumasok ako dito sa office, kala ko mapopost ko tong SUPER haba kong blog yun pala ndi.. nakalock out yung login ni Ma'am Marivic.. waahh.. ni ndi nga ako makapagprogram kasi yung Delphi, meron lang dun sa workstation nya.. eh pag login id ko ang ginagamit ko dun eh ndi ko nakikita yung Delphi na.. waahhh.. ano pa gagawin ko dito langya.. gumising pa ako ng maaga.. grr. tinext ko na si Ma'am Marivic, tawagan ko daw si Sir Jayson.. (yung admin) grr grr. grr. tinext ko na, hiya naman ako tumawag baka natutulog pa.. malamang nga tulog pa kasi ndi pa siya nagrereply.. *sighs*
/me tunganga @_@
ay powtah. magkukwento na lang ako ng kabuwsitan. dibuh sabi ko as in ALA NA AKONG PAKE dun sa 2 magshota na yun..eh powtanginang hugey tlga.. pauwi na ako from work.. syempre tired ako and all kasi galing pa akong radix (nakabenta nga pala ako.. hehe 800 bucks in all!) tapos meh nagtext.. eh yung fone ko bano, meh pagkaslow kaya ndi ko pa nakikita kung kanino galing (kasi pagmeh SMS message ka, meh lalabas na animated envelope tas sa ilalim nung nagbiblink na name ng sender) kinilick ko na kagad para basahin yung message.. ay powtah eto sabi..
"mgbasa ka ng purpose driven life by rick warren.. intndhn mo at ipasok mo sa puso mo.."
POWTANGINA ANG KAPAL TLGA NG MUKHA. dyosko pwede buuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. kung ikaw you have all the time in the world to irritate people, ako wala! which part sa "wag nyo na ako i-text/tawagan" ang ndi nya naintindihan.. tas eto siya feeling PREACHER and all-knowing.. feeling nya tlga alam na alam nya yung situation.. tangina. pambanas tlga.. sinasabi na lng ng kada na wag ko ng patulan.. (i quote ria: "nt wrth ur tym") tlgang ndi ako nagrereply ano, kaya dito ko na lang nilalabas sama ng loob ko.. fucker tlga.. feel na feel nya na siya ang tama.. ang bobo..siya naman nagsasayang ng load nya..wish ko lang maubusan na siya ng load para tigilan na nya ako.. KAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAL MUKS >_
*whewgrr@#*
hmm.. well that's that. ano kaya gagawin ko hanggang 12.. lol! sana dumating na si momi.. pero mamaya pa tlgang tanghali yun eh.. hmm.. is it too risky to bring out my Preview magazine? ako lang mag-isa dito sa IT.. pero meh mga snoop sa ibang department.. mamaya isumbong ako or mamaya meh biglang pumasok na taga IT.. yari ako hehe..
System Time: 9:11 AM
more people are coming in.. ala bang buhay mga tao na toh? working on a saturday.. lol! nagsalita ano.. eh powtahh nag-absent kasi ako nung Tuesday kaya ako pumasok ngayon.. taena tas medyo alanganin pa kung gagawin kong billable to kasi nagkalock out nga login ni Ma'am.. baka sabihin ala naman akong nagawa.. err.. gumising po ako ng maaga? ndi ba billable na yun? lol! ay crap tlga.
System Time: 9:38 AM
..badtrip tlgaaaa. sana natulog na lang ako.. kaantuk.. -_-
System Time: 9:44 AM
ay.. bibili ako ng blush mamaya.. i was set on buying a smashbox cream blush eh i read sa mags na pag oily skin, dapat powder base.. tas dun sa Nov. issue ng preview, nagrate sila ng mga blush tas Clinique got the highest.. powder base siya tas they claim that it lasts a whole day, even on oily skin.. will probably check it out later.. i also need a new kikay kita.. one that has compartments.. hirap kasi kunin mga bagay bagay pag sama sama sila.. lol.. taena ko ang landi ko.. lol!
weird tlga tong phase ko na toh.. pagnagkakapera ako, automatically kinoconvert ko siya sa cosmetic thing.. like kahapon.. binibigay saken lahat ni momi yung 800 na bayad dun sa jewelry.. eh gusto ko keh momi (as in nanay ko uh, lol) yun kasi syempre pinaghirapan nya yun.. tas sabi ko wag na sa kanya na lang.. tas sabi ni momi, *inabot saken 300* ayan.. sayo na yan.. tas putek.. naisip ko, *ay meh pambili na ako ng loreal fix out of bed cream.. taena.. weird dibuh.. lol! laging ganon pramis.. tsk tsk.. hopefully pag nabili ko na mga basic makeup, titigil na ako *hopefully*... parang gusto ko kasi na one day, pagbukas ko ng kikay kit ko eh puro good brands makita ko, lol! taena ang vain ko.. as if gumaganda ako haha.. pero katuwa kasi.. it's fun to fool around with makeup.. tsaka reading mags na parang catalogue na ng mga brands.. aliw siya..
System Time: 10:13 AM
ano buuh..ala akong magawa.. yari ako sa Monday, ndi ko parin tapos yung pagmodify nun program.. eh eh eh lock out nga login eh.. hmpft. syempre ndi maiintindihan ng user yun.. hmm.. hmm..sana ndi maubos pera ko sa makeup.. wahaha.. *one track mind*
2 oras pa.. alis na ako ng 12.. sows la naman ako magawa dito.. magwiwindow shopping na lang ako.. WINDOW LANG TLGA as in pramis.. bibilin ko blush lang.. yun lang.. tsaka kikay kit pa pala.. yung 2 lang.. ay tsaka yung loreal out of bed.. (parang gel yun eh.. really kewl kasi papagupit na ko.. brings life to thin/limp hair lol!) .. yung 3 lang.. necessities yun! and chet, yung jacket pa pala napinapabili ko sa penshoppe keh che.. *kunot noo*.. ang gastos ko.. noh buh toh.. bat last year lang puro lord of the rings na trading card game binibili ko..kala ko nung tumigil ako nun, makakatipid na ko.. nyerks nyerks nyerks.. baka wala na akong pangkain at the rate i'm going.. LOL!
System Time: 10:33 AM
..erlyn just called.. nagpakwento kasi ako sa kanya.. secret na lng kung ano yun hehe! hayyy 1 1/2 hours pa..
System Time: 11:05 AM
..spent 30 minutes talking to Irvie on the phone.. katuwa, management trainee na siya sa Mario's (sa meh Robinson's Place).. sabi ko nga na pero pano yun, ndi na siya makakapagluto.. (kasi puro lalaki ang asa kitchen ng mario's) pero sabi nya at least, andun na siya.. meaning andun na siya sa field na yun at kung sakaling magkaroon ng opportunity na magtayo ng sariling business eh alam na nya yung business side ng restaurant.. tama naman dibuh.. so so happy tlga for irvie.. at least alam na nya gusto nyang gawin..
nagreply na sa wakas si Sir Jayson.. try daw nyang isolve yung problem sa bahay niya.. sana nga para makapaginternet ako.. lol! yun lang pala.. kasi uuwi na rin ako..
System Time: 11:11 AM
YEYYYYYYYY.. ok na! mapopost ko na toh.. after an hour alis na rin ako..babay!
