Tuesday, July 29, 2003

the VB project will officially end this August 1, 2003.. that's this friday already.. so almost everyone's trying to finish every task assigned and finish it by then.. we're gonna be hosting a party to celebrate the completion of the same project.. sana nga matapos namin..

hmm.. gotta a lot of things that i need to do.. not just in my work, but in my life as a whole.. just trivial things, really.. but i keep on forestalling them and little things when pulled together make quite an impact in one's life..

hafto send momi's resume.. he kinda asked me to help him out.. my long forgotten site.. gotta finish at least one of them and put up some galleries.. my unfinished tasks here at work.. and some other petty things that i keep on delaying..

grr. my officemates have arrived. gtg bye all!
received this really amusing e-mail yesterday, the usual pinoy's way of trivializing even the most serious issues in our country:

just to trivialize what happened yesterday....

-Mahal kong Lt. SG Antonio Trillanes IV,

Magandang umaga. Nawa'y maigi ang iyong kalagayan d'yan sa stockade.
Magpahinga ka muna bago ka humarap sa court martial. Hindi bale nang
litisin ka, nakapag-stay sa naman sa Oakwood, samantalang kami, pinaasa
mong walang pasok ngayon. KJ ka talaga.

Sinulat ko ang liham na ito para puriin ka sa iyong kagitingan na ipaalam
sa buong sambayanang Pilipino ang kabulukang nangyayari sa ating gobyerno.
Mabuhay ka.

Ang problema nga lang, alam na namin lahat iyon, Kapitan Trillanes.

Hindi na ninyo kailangan pang magtanim ng bomba at magpapogi sa inyong mga
fatigues para lang ipaalam sa buong madla na may mga katiwalian sa
gobyerno.

Hindi tuloy ako nakapanood ng Terminator 3, eh malapit nang mawala sa sine
'yon. Okay sana kung nagbakbakan kayo ng mga sundalo ng gobyerno. Mala-THE
ROCK saka DIE HARD sana ang nangyari. Kaso, nagsisisigaw lamang kayo sa
lobby ng Oakwood. Para ano pa ang inyong mga armband?

Sabagay pwede na kayong magtayo ng boutique na ang brand name ay Magdalo.
Pwde kayong magtinda ng mga armbands, fatigue-inspired pants, caps at
shades. Ipwesto nyo dyan sa Oakwood para strategic ang location at may
sentimental value pa. Bebenta kayo, promise.

Sa launch ng inyong boutique, pwede kayong maglagay ng mga bomba sa parking
lot tapos magpaparty kayo doon. Masaya di ba?

Mabalik tayo sa layunin ng liham na ito. Yung sinasabi mong nagbebenta si
Secretary Reyes ng bala sa mga rebelde, aba, lumang balita na 'yan. Alam na
naming mga ordinaryong tao yan. Bakit?

Kaugalian na nating mga Pilipino ang mag-sideline di ba? Sa opisina nga
namin may nagtitinda ng tsinelas, beads, tocino, tapa, muffins saka bags.

Eh hayaan mo nang magbenta si Secretary Reyes ng bala sa kanila, baka
gawang Taiwan lang naman yung mga bala na 'yon. Mahirap buhay eh, magkano
lang naman sweldo ni Secretary Reyes. Malamang lumilihis yung mga bala o
kaya puro supot.

Yun namang sinasabi mong si GMA ang nag-utos ng pambobomba sa Davao, alam
na rin naming mga Pilipino 'yon. Kaw naman, Kapitan Trillanes, sa
pagka-tsismoso nating mga Pilipino, sino ba naman hindi nakakaalam na
gobyerno gumagawa ng mga kalokohang 'yon?

Plaza Miranda, Jabidah Massacre, pagpatay kay Ninoy, Rizal Day bombings, at
kung anu-ano pang kababalaghan, alam na naming gobyerno gumagawa. Hindi
naman kami istupido noh! Sabi nga ng mga taga-Assumption, "We're not like
tanga naman..."

Ang drama-drama mo masyado, eh kami namang mga ordinaryong tao tinatawanan
na lang mga katiwalian sa gobyerno. May linya ka pang "we're ready to die
for our principles."

Huuu...if I know, gusto mo lang magpa-spa sa Oakwood kasi sira na ang iyong
kutis dahil sa kagat ng lamok sa Basilan. Dapat sinabi mo na lang sa akin,
may murang spa dyan sa Quezon Avenue, may "extra" pa.

Ayan tuloy, nagsara Glorietta ng isang isang araw. Lagot ka, milyon nalugi
sa mga Ayala. Baka pabayaran lahat sa 'yo yan. At saka naman Kapitan
Trillanes, next time kayo magta-take over ng anumang lugar, 'wag naman sa
mall. Hindi bagay sa inyong mga fatigues and armbands. Sino ba scriptwriter
ninyo? Tsugiin! Mali ang location ng action! Ni walang symbolic o strategic
meaning ang Oakwood.

Hindi kayo nanood ng THE ROCK ano?

Hay nako, may pasok tuloy ngayon. Nabitin kami. Pogi points ka pa sa mga
girls kasi ang guapo mo sa fatigue. Yun nga lang, you didn't die for your
principles. May paiyak-iyak and hug pa kayo.

Kaya kayo tinatawanan ng Abu Sayyaf, malalambot ang puso ninyo, madrama
kayo masyado. Ganyan ba kayo sa Basilan? 'Pag rat-ratan na, nagyayakapan na
lang kayo at umiiyak? God, it's so nakakahiya naman to the enemy.

Hay nako, Kapitan Trillanes, mag-direct ka na lang ng pelikula ha? Tingin
ko mas magaling ka pa kay Ang Lee kasi militar ka talaga. Maganda yung mga
subplots na naisip mo. Maganda rin yung mga dialogue mo.

'Pag nag-direct ka na ng movie, make sure may bakbakang matindi sa huli.
Yung tipong mawawarak yung buong building. Yun, mas exciting, hindi yung
katulad kahapon.


Nagmamahal,

Ang iyong tagahanga

Thursday, July 24, 2003

my wap site has been vastly improved. have workings links such as the F4 pictures, my Pix and fave ringtone site.

yeheyyy. now have dex's pic on my phone.. (*mwah*)

will blog later!
My blog yesterday, July 23, 2003:

System Time: 1:46 PM
..have created my first wap site.. it still has no purpose.. try visiting it thru your cellphones.. http://wap41.com/go_geri

don't click the "Ringtones" link though.. kamali ako eh.. i'm still figuring out how to do it..

System Time: 3:02 PM
..was given forms to test and standardize.. we've finished the programming stage of this project and we're now moving on the alpha-testing part.. (read: boring)

System Time: 6:05 PM
bwahaha. has successfully downloaded ringtones from my self-made wap site! woohoo! am so henyo hehe.

go to my wap site! (but your phone has to be xhtml compatible)
http://wap41.com/go_geri

will try editing the F4 pics tomorrow hihihi.. babayy!!

Monday, July 21, 2003

System Time: 1:42 PM
..am now working on my first Report for this project.. hafto recall my Crystal report "skills".. am so not in the mood yet, so i'm just reading gilmore girls again.. i'm on the 2nd to the last episode ( i think).. Rory got into Yale, Harvard and Princeton.. lucky her.. she's now deciding where to go.. -_- sleypi.

ei.. got a haircut.. just trimmed my hair 'cause i always had these ugly fly-aways and it's such a hassle to iron my hair (lol).. plus, it could be damaging to my already damaged hair hehe..

had a busY weekend.. got home last friday around 1:30 am from Ria's suprise bday celeb.. (yeah, i'm squeaky clean now.. read: sinabon ako lol) ..then my dad woke me up at 7 am (yeah 7! on a saturday!) to help him deliver some eggs at Paenaan.. at least i was able to practice my driving again.. think i'm getting better at it.. was able to drive from Paenaan straight to our house.. passing the oh-so-busy-with-kupal-jeepney-drivers-laden gate 2 aka cogeo labas.. isang beses lng ako namatayan ehehe..

left almost immediately (well, i watched MG rewind first lolz) and went to megamall to meet Ten² and Erlyn, my pre-com Kada.. the chatters were also there so i met them as well.. sa wakas nameet ko na si ate kitan after chatting with her for like hmm.. 3 years? almost all the oldie chatters were there.. jm, ate cash, mel, haya, roy, eboy, hugey, pentuna and che.. sana si ate cha naman susunod.. /me parinig.

most of the people looked the same.. except si jm.. he's.. so thin! wawa. pataba ka jm langhiya tinatalo mo ata ako eh lolz.

/me looks at unfinished SQL statement..

ahhgrr. just realized that i have to really learn how to use SQL.. reports rely heavily on such statements..gaah.. hope ate Joya (SA for reports) gives me easy ones...

..tinatamad parin ako magwerk.. basahin ko muna ulit tong gilmore girls..

System Time: 5:16 PM
..ok.. already created my report structure.. now all i need is my SQL statement.. will do that tomorrow.. i mean if i do it today, watdafuck would i do tomorrow right? anywayz, already have msn messenger 6 installed.. chipper showed me how to install programs that need administrator logins.. really cool.. will be able to install different add ons now.. yeheyy! (especially the cool smileys for outlook express.. hehe)

Rory chose Yale. (Gilmore girls) rory makes the lousiest decisions. First it was Jess over Dean.. now it's Yale over Harvard! gaaaah.

hmm.. will read some more.. 5:21 pm na.. just a few more minutes before i log out and go home. Hurrah! watalongday this has been.
System Time: 5:30 PM
..is this guilt i'm feeling in the pit of my stomach? (err?) .. i mean everyone's SOO busy with this project except me.. i'm just waiting for 6 pm.. hmm.. oh.. uh-uh.. it's not guilt.. i'm just hungry again. must be the vitamins i'm taking.

i've been feeling rich (and vain) the last couple of days.. got myself a facial, a haircut.. even bought vitamins.. one a day for women. was expensive too.. 12.75/piece. lol. so i'm poor again.. but at least i have vitamins. :)

System Time: 6:08 PM
..finished the whole 3rd season of Gilmore girls.. and it's now wayy past 6 (ehehe.. well.. 6:08 na nga eh!) ...gotta go home.. bye all!

*mwahLabyuMyMomi*

Friday, July 18, 2003

System Time: 12:04 PM
TGIF! days pass by when your busy.. have a "hectic" weekend ahead.. will meet my ISM kada for ria's surprise birthday celeb later at makati.. then tomorrow, will go to megamall and see my pre-com kada.. plus my chatmates.. ate kitan's here.. will finally meet her.. ate cash is also here from bacolod.. yeheyy.. parang reunion ng mga oldie chatter haha.. haya's gonna be there.. (partnahhh!), ate j, ate penti and syempre si che sistahhh.. in short, mga chatter na ndi na nagchachat LOL!

have finished my forms already.. even tested it a great deal.. so i'm pretty confident with my codes there.. (but i'm suuuuuree meh bugs parin..)

System Time: 2:41 PM
..found a t68 wap site.. woohoo.. am currently downloading themes, ringtones, backgrounds, screensavers.. have found a LOT of LOTR stuff.. gwapo ni papa legolas tlga.. *sighs, lol* the themes are eating a load of my phone's memory though.. will probably only retain my favorites.. some of the ringtones are hardly recognizable.. hmm.. am still lucky to have found such sites.. it's a NOkia world out there.. lol.. my next project will be to create a personal wap site.. though i have NO idea as of this moment how to make one.. siguro meh konting difference lng...

System Time: 2:58 PM
uyy friday nga pala ngayon.. so 3 pm break.. yehey 2 minutes na lng..

..nyerks.. 533 kb na lng phone memory kow..

System Time: 4:10 PM
..woohoo! found a really cool southpark theme.. my phone's southparkithized hehe.. from my theme, to my background pic, to my screensaver.. aliwww lolz.. i just need to find a south park ringtone.. (yung uncle fucker haha) complete na lolz..

hmm.. just realized that my friends will probably arrive at g4 late.. mga 6:30 pm puh.. nyeks.. ano kaya gagawin ko dun while waiting for them.. hmm...

System Time: 4:46 PM
..ngayon ko lang naisip.. sobrang appropriate pala yung song ng Evan and Jaron saken..

The Distance..

the sky has lost its color
the sun has turned to gray
at least that's how it feels to me,
whenever you're away

i crawl up in a corner
as i watch the minutes pass
each one brings me closer to
the time when you'll be back


i still believe in feelings
but sometimes i feel too much
i make believe you're close to me
but it ain't close enough
not nearly close enough


i can't take the distance
i can't take the miles
i can't take the time until the next
time i see you smile
i can't take the distance
i'm not ashamed
that i can't take a breathe
without seeing your name
i can't breathe the hurricane
and still be standing tall when all the dust
has settled down


HAAAAAAAAAAAAY. distance sucks.

System Time: 5:12 PM
nyeks.di daw sama eboy. sows!

>_<

post ko na toh..babay!

Thursday, July 17, 2003

sistah sent me this e-mail..

*sighs*.. read on..

Moving on but not letting go


I've had enough.

No, don't try to reason with me, this is too much.

I will try not to think of you when I wake up in the morning and ask myself if somehow you are also awake. I have my own life to lead and my own life to think of. No, I won't even think of you while I'm eating my lunch wondering if you're doing the same thing, because sooner or later I know you will.

No, never again will I go to the comfort room and lock myself in just to have some privacy to piteously think of you, cry, sing or do some silly things because of you. And no, never will I again think of you last when I go to sleep. Sleep is my only rest, so please don't plague me in my dreams.

I am moving on.

I'll try to wake up in the morning and smile and think not of why you left but that once you stayed.

And if I feel the need to cry, it will not be for the future that we could have, not for the regrets that I have nor of the anger that i feel, but I will cry because of a love that I never was able to share with the one man I felt it for. I will cry for the love that was lost, and not for the man who left.

I will give my affections to any man who is need of it, but not my heart because I still am trying to get it back from you. I will give him the love that you never wanted, the kiss that I so longed to give you and the words that once was yours. Worthy or not worthy of it, at least he's here, you're not.

I'll try to hold back the tears when I think of you. I'll just try to smile.

I am moving on... and hoping that the next thing would be letting go
yehey thursday na!.. was busy for a couple of days because of some modifications in some forms that i had to do.. got here in the office around 7 am (@_@!) so i took my yosi break and then decided to blog first..

hay.. i wanted to go badmin today after work with my officemates but then decided not to.. mainly because of my cinderella curfew that i most likely wouldn't be able to meet.. besides there's still work tomorrow and i just hate going to work feeling tired and sleepy..

..hmm.. still have one pending form to modify.. was my first touchscreen form to program and i have found out that i've made a LOT of "rookie" mistakes in it.. gaaah.. can't believe i didn't have a recordset created for my header.. and i assumed that it would always be a new record upon entering the form.. gaaaaaaaaah. so stupid of me. *wapaks sarili*

momi might go online today.. *crosses fingers*.. hope we could talk via net.. hirap magtext ano.. kainish puh yung fone ko.. it's so freaking slow.. kung computer yun, parang XT siya lolz. nadedelay yung pagtype ko ng letters.. parang di siya nakakahabol saken.. lol.. olats.. everything's slow.. pagbukas ng inbox.. keh bagal.. pag text ko, keh bagal magdisplay ng letters.. ahh grrr..

hmm..bit of good news.. 1 year na ako sa radix! happy anniv to me! have been promoted to Category 6 aka Regular Programmer hehe.. meh "increase" din.. it's in quotes 'cause i bet i wouldn't even feel that increase 'cause of the Tax and everything.. it sucks to be a dutiful taxpayer for our beloved country.. lol.. am just kidding of course.. i'm so lucky to have a job *see me grin* ..nagpakain na rin kami sa wakas dito sa office..EVErybody's been bugging us (lalo na mga bisor namin) to do so.. buti na lng sinabi ni Ma'am Bel na meh darating na bagong trainees kaya dapat magpakain na kami habang konti puh.. lol!.. kaya nung tuesday kami nagcelebrate.. konti lng.. the usual office food.. pancit, tinapay, ice cream tsaka coke hehe.. abah!.. gumastos din ako ng 400 uh.. (huhuhu).. basta at least tapos na.. di na kami kakantsawan..

the new trainees arrived yesterday.. alang kyut :( lol! meh isang pretty na girl pero mukhang asa late twenties na.. actually, she looks a lot like Ye Sha (dunno the spelling).. the girl who stole Dao Ming Sz from Shan Cai in MG2.. kaya medyo ndi ako friendly sa kanya hahaha.. (jk)..

uy.. 7:58 na.. nag dadatingan na officemates ko.. gaaah.. binuksan na ilaw..*squints* -_- the light.. it hurts.. LOL

work na ko.. bye bye

*LabyuMomiSoMatsMissnaKitaSobramwahhhhhhhmwahhhhmwahhh*


Monday, July 14, 2003

System Time: 11:51 AM
..hi guys! received good news today.. August 22 will be a non-working holiday in commemoration of Ninoy Aquino's death anniversary.. yeheyyyyyy!! it's a friday.. so yehey again! long weekend!

System Time: 11:58 AM
..my sister's ex-bf is here at our office (with his other officemates from Accenture) training for AS400.. we were equally suprised upon seeing each other.. he thought i was still working in Makati at Info.. sabi nga nya.. "one year ago na buh yon!?".. come to think of it.. time does speed up without you noticing it.. he still calls our house to talk to my sister.. (when ate ging was here from Indo for a week) dunno if they're back together.. actually.. i'm kinda hoping they are.. i feel they're right for each other.. 4 years din sila uh.. i told my sister that it would be weird if they remained friends.. my sister said that it would be weirder if they weren't.. hmm.. really made me think.. ganon buh yun?.. can a lover remain as a friend?.. ahh ewan.. buhay nila yun eh.. bahala sila...

System Time: 12:05 PM
uy lunch na.. nobody's standing up yet.. i've been basically doing nothing since this morning.. read the my MVP valentine summary.. lolz.. oki, ok.. so i'm getting addicted to these chinovelas.. but they're a refreshing change from our heavy-drama-girl-villain-murderer laiden soap operas which can be really dragging..tatanga puh ng bida.. lolz..

ei kakain nuh ko.. later..

System Time: 3:36 PM
..gadamn time isn't moving.. think i've read 2 gilmore girls episodes.. hmm.. have been talking to che sistah.. she sent me two f4 mpegs lolz.. one's a shampoo commercial.. the other are clips on MGII.. waahha.. just imagine.. Dao in the shower.. @_@ LOL!

System Time: 5:49 PM
...birthday pala ni Ria sa Sunday! ehehe.. i'm not good with dates ok! grabe.. tumatanda na talaga kami..

hay.. i'm on my 4th to the last GG episode.. basahin ko lang..

babay lapit na rin 6 eh..

Sunday, July 13, 2003

hafto sleep.. it's already past 11pm.. monday na naman bukas demmit. had a meteor garden weekend.. (lol, what's new) even ate ging liked the show.. i tolddddddd herr she would.. she's back in singapore now.. actually.. that's just her stop-over, she'll leave for indonesia tomorrow.. told her to buy me a communicam for my cellphone.. hope she finds a cheap one, lol..

dunno what's up with my friends but my saturdays are booked! seems like everyone wants to catch up and meet.. i don't like going out on weekdays(office/work) and sundays (being a family day and all).. so saturdays are pretty much my free days.. i'll be seeing erlyn, joy, cherry and tenten on june 19.. actually have a problem 'cause my chatmates want to meet in the same day.. 'cause ate kitan's here..she's leaving on the 24th.. wasn't able to meet her yesterday.. rained pretty hard and didn't want to leave the house in that condition.. anywayz.. i'll figure something out..

also invited my ism kada this friday night at our house.. la lng.. cosmo talk lang hehe.. actually, we just want to interview eboy and her latest escapades, LOL. sana matuloy...

hmm...i basically have 6 sets of friends.. my HS kada, my pre-com kada, my ISM kada, ISM classmates perce, my chatmates and my ex-officemates. oh, and plus my present officemates, so that's 7. i try to constantly keep in touch with them.. and most of them have really been there for me during my problematic days.. but most of the time i just like to hang out with them.. (KAYA SIGURO kebigan ko sila ano? lol! *wapaks sarili*) anywayz.. i'm proud of my friends 'cause they're fun and crazy.. but serious when you need them to be... i don't have a bestfriend but it's okay.. you can't miss something you've never had.. besides, i don't find it hard to talk to any of my friends.. and am not that secretive 'bout stuff happening in my life.. i've got an online journal for christ's sake, lol! and i find it also weird to just depend on one person for everything.. to make wento.. to go out.. to help you out etc.. etc.. ndi buh nakakaburden yun? lol! anywayz.. kanya kanya naman eh.. ganon lang tlaga ako... ^_^ makwento naman ako eh.. khet sino as kanila kinukwentuhan ko hahaha..

akk.. lapit na mag 12.. tulog na talaga ako..

gudnayt *mwah* labyuMomiKow

Thank You God for all the blessings you've given me. Thank You for all of my wonderful friends who have always been there for me. Hope i could return the favor to them someday.

Friday, July 11, 2003

TGIF! wasn't able to submit my form yesterday.. will try my best to finish it today.. i'm one day behind schedule huhuhu... hayy.. sasawa na akooooooooooo gusto ko ng matapos tohhhhh..

sige.. try ko ng gawin..

meanwhile.. here's the lyrics of my fave song for this month.. actually.. it's an old song.. included in the soundtrack of roswell.. download it! it's really nice...(and sad...)

Let Me In
by Save Ferris

I've been watching you and all you do
For quite some time
Knowing all the ins and outs of you
I should've known what was on your mind
But all the world is spinning round and round
Inside my head tonight
I will fall into the darkness
And I fear I will never see the light

So let me in
All that I wanted from you
Was something you'd never do
So let me in
Oh please tonight
Don't let this end
Tonight
I'll Fall

Through no light the darkness seems to be
So very strong
How does one alone against the world
Find the strength to carry on?
What happened to the way we used to love
It seemed as though life had just begun
But now that love has come and gone to fade away
Like the setting sun
Cuz' you won't let me in.

All that I wanted from you
Was something you'd never do
So let me in
Oh please tonight
Don't let this end
Tonight
Cuz' I'm starting to fall
So let me in

It was all that I wanted from you
It was something you never knew
To let me in
But not tonight
For this is the end
Tonight
I fall






Wednesday, July 09, 2003

woahh.. clicked my archives link and found out that i have been blogging for more than a year now.. happy anniv to my blog!! hehe!

uwi na tlga ako.. babayyyyyyyyyyyyy!
System Time: 10:28 AM
..have finished all form-related coding..gonna start with my update methods in a few minutes.. just reading the first paragraph of my update procedure specs gives me a headache.. it's so damn complicated.. (#_#).. (like erlyn's lovelife.. ahahaha.. *peace erlyn*

speaking of lovelife.. i've reached the point where i've given up on my impossible love.. believe me, i tried..

..after he signed my guestbook, i've been e-mailing him.. mga once a month..hoping that he'll e-mail me back, thinking na baka makulitan siya, magrereply din siya eventually.. pero wala eh.. dedma..

...actually, i haven't thought of him that much this past few weeks.. kala ko okay na.. but then i would see something that would remind me of him and i would have this disturbing ache in my chest.. pero dati kasi umaasa puh ako.. ngayon hindi na.. kaya i know, that ache will eventually disappear.. it's time for me to give up and move on.. he's probably happy and contented with his life... panggulo lang ako..

..i'll never forget him of course.. that's just impossible.. but i really hope that i'll ..gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah... biglang By Heart ang asa winamp koooo.. demmmmmmmmmittt. *headstand ala lei para di maiyak*

eka. di ko kaya magtype. -_-

System Time: 10:55 AM
..ayan.. iba na pinapakinggan ko.. *wapaks sarili* kakasabi ko nga lang LET GO NA EH! kanta lang, apektado na.. *wapaks sarili ulit* ..

*sighss*

..i'm ok now.. where was i?.. basta.. i'm not wishing to forget him.. just the feeling.. and i could listen to By Heart and not feel as if i've just discovered that my harddisk crashed and all my mp3s are destroyed.. lol! ( i cried so hard the last time that happened, i couldn't open my eyes because it was swelling so much, haha)..
i'll be able to meet Eboy without talking about him.. and i'll stop checking my guestbook for any messages from him.. i mean.. watdafuck.. i have never seen him personally.. never heard his voice.. what i'm feeling is so idiotic it's almost funny.. he's just one of the guys i've chatted with in my addict days in IRC.. i'm nothing to him..just another chatter..

System Time: 11:33 AM
...in short nagpapakabait na ako. for myself, and for momi.. he's been soo great these past months.. communicating constantly has helped our relationship in a big way.. i can't have doubts now.. now that our plans are finally coming together.. lapit na ng september dibuh? i can't wait to be with him..

..listening to Stranded..
.. i miss you, i love you.. without you, i'm stranded *hugsMyMomiMwahhhh*

System Time: 4:43 PM
..made little progress with my form.. haay.. tomorrow's my deadline.. dunno if i could finish this.. still soo much stuff to do.. problem is, i don't know how to do some stuff needed in my form.. haay.. these are the times when i keep wondering why i ever chose an I.T. course.. am not freaking good at it! grrr..

System Time: 4:59 PM
..hay tinamad na ako.. wan ko buh bat ako napunta sa programming.. i mean nagagawa ko naman mga program.. (eventually).. pero feeling ko talaga 'di ko forte..or baka madali lang tlga akong magsawa.. haaay...

System Time: 5:58 PM
.. yes lapit na uwian..babayy post ko na toh..!
blogging real time.. hmm.. actually have nothing really special to say.. gusto ko lang magparamdam.. am still programming my last form.. i really hope i could finish it before friday.. yoko mag-OT sa saturday kasi.. ate kitan aka Sabrine is here sa pinas.. i'm hoping i could meet her this weekend together with some of my chatmates.. dunno what the plan is.. la pa naman ako load.. i haven't been online in IRC for a looong time...good thing mel texted me and told me 'bout ate kitan being here.. sana si ate cha naman umuwi! *hint, hint*

.. saw Ken at Poor Prince! he was Vic's father! ahahahaha! was sooo funny especially when Ken dressed up as an "african savage".. Tai Lang (vic's character) was imagining that his father turned into one.. hahahaha.. kakatawa talaga.. then when they met Ken kissed Vic on the forehead.. LOL! super laugh trip.. Ken even had streaks of white hair .. para kunwari matanda nga talaga.. hihihi..

..am soooo tired na.. was able to talk to momi last night.. dahil nga ala akong load, i called him on our landline.. yari ako pag dumating bill ng phone.. pero di naman ako nagtelebabad.. i just missed him so badly and i needed to hear his voice... happy parin ako kasi texter na talaga siya hihihi.. *hugsMyMomiIlabyuSoMats*

post ko na toh... baka mawalan puh ako internet access hehe.. it's just 7:48 am.. *yawns* later pips..

Monday, July 07, 2003

System Time: 9:49 AM
hay so sleypi. -_- it's my daddy's birthday today..happy birthday dad! *mwahh*

*yawns* antuk puh ko gwabe. can hardly keep my eyes open.. was reading the specs again when i realized that i was already dreaming.. lol.. think i was still reading in my dream.. hehe..

System Time: 10:57 AM
..went to quiapo yesterday with my dad.. he bought new DVDs.. i bought some MG episodes.. hehe.. (ones that were either broken or missing in our collection)

System Time: 11:02 AM
@_@ *yawns again*.. nakakatulog ako lagi nyerks.

System Time: 11:10 AM
..can't believe am still falling asleep with Rage against the Machine on my play list.. huhuhu... -_-

System Time: 2:19 PM
..grabe.. my old form was scrapped.. am now working on a new one.. (as in kakabigay lng, demmit.).. my deadline's on thursday.. i dunno which form is easier.. i think they're both difficult.. anywayz.. ok lang.. the only thing that bothers me is that i have to read new specs again... which is making me so sleepy..

System Time: 6:05 PM
..received this e-mail "bago sila naging f4" wahahaha.. ang kyut ni Ken!! lahat sila short hair puh.. si Vic mukhang totoy.. ang sagwa haha.. si Jerry sobrang gwapo na.. si Vaness kakatawa.. hehe.. sorry di kayo makarelate.. basta pagnatanggap yung email na ganon.. yunyun.. hehe..

uwi na ako! susunduin ako nila momi and dadi.. yehey.. free ride! galing ata silang makati eh kaya okey..babayy!!

Friday, July 04, 2003

System Time: 2:16 PM
..submitted all of my forms.. though i'm expecting a new one in a little while.. it's my LAST form i think.. the programming part of the project is almost over.. *TG!* wasn't able to sleep well last night 'cause i kept on thinking 'bout my program bug.. i got here at the office around 7:20 am.. and started programming almost immediately.. hay. think i was able to solve the error.. anywayz.. i'm just waiting for the new form.. meanwhile.. i'm listening for the nth time to Harlem Yu.. dunno the title of the song but it's the opening song of Meteor Garden.. LOL! ..i only have 3 songs in my playlist.. Penny Dai's Ni Yao De Ai.. Harlem Yu and Can't Lose you.. SYEMPRE puro Meteor Garden ahahahahah!!! if only i could understand it, i would be perfectly happy, lol. onguh pala.. since i was ahead of schedule, my SA told me that i'm not required to go to work tomorrow.. Yahoooo!!! at bakit kaya ako tuwang-tuwa.. syempre dahil makakanood ako ng MG, Rewind. AHAHAHAHAHA. malala na ako.

oh babyy baby, my baby baby.. achencheymehseyachechiiii AHAHAHA. ano daw!? ewan. lol!

hay TGIF!! chet. tagal pa ng sweldo.. ala na ko pera waaahhh

System Time: 2:51 PM
..received my new form.. (hopefully, also my last).. i don't want to underestimate the difficulty of this form.. the computations are pretty complicated.. kailangang ilabas ang 120% na lakas..hehe.. basahin ko muna yung specs.. beRightBack.. (tsaka lapit na rin break time eh..hihihi)

System Time: 4:50 PM
waaaah.. mahirap talaga.. mga tipong pang 2 linggo toh uh.. huhuhu.. kaya ko kaya toh ng 5 days.. paktays..

System Time: 5:04 PM
..YEHEY.. BABAY!

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

System Time: 9:57 AM

..currently listening to The Red by Chevelle.. woohoo have burned my mp3s and have at least a hundred new ones today.. am so glad to be listening to my alternative stuff.. i kinda missed my mp3s at home.. plus i'm already so sick of my mp3s here in the office..

System Time: 10:42 AM
..printed my Monthly Time Sheet.. i discreetly included Daddy's CESO appeal.. my printer broke down at home so i just printed his document here at the office.. hehe.. oha Laser puh.. katuwa..

System Time: 1:11 PM
..i have a problem. the form that i'm programming that looks easy enough is actually very difficult. nyerks. pak-tay. i've just started coding it and i'm already stuck.. i don't know how to do it.. hayyy..

..currently listening to Alay by Imago.. hay nice song...

...will try figuring out this form again...
System Time: 4:58 PM
..can't believe my test data is time related.. so i have to wait for at least a minute for an event to happen.. wahaha.. now i'm testing if it can handle intervals more than a minute.. still have 2 minutes to go.. LOL!.. this can't be happening.. hu-hum...

yes! it moved! lol!.. wait.. baka luck lng.. will wait for another 3 minutes just to be sure.. lolz.. *wapaks program*

System Time: 6:20 PM
..i gib ap! gudbay!!


Tuesday, July 01, 2003

System Time: 4:48 PM
..finished reading meteor garden 2...waah.. wawa si lei.. waah kakaiyak.. waaah.. ending lang nagkatuluyan si dao and shan cai.. waah.. LOL!
affected ako haha. kainish puh si dao.. huhuhu..


meh isang episode..shan cai gives dao a box filled with all their memories together.. then dao shows shan cai all of his and ye sha's (the horrible girl he fell in love with when he lost his memory) memories.. dao said to shan cai.. "those are YOUR memories..these (pointing to his box) are mine.. waaaah. *wapaks dao* lol! syempre mega iyak si shan cai.. (at syempre muntik na rin ako hehe)

si lei din wawa..here's my favorite super kakaiyak part..
Lei: when I was little, I love the sound of violin. I curious why that weird shape box can create such beautiful sound. So, I started learning violin. From my fingers bleeding to healing, this painful process has once made me want to give up. But when I understand more of the pain, the more I don't want to give up, but I have fallen in love with it....understand?....

..he was talking about Shan Cai.. huhuhuh.. he was there whenever Dao and Shan Cai had their problems.. he even recalled helping Shan Cai look for the meteor necklace Dao gave Shan Cai.. waahh.

/me wapaks sarili sabay turo. ADEEEK!!! LOL!

..the ones you love are the ones who hurt you the most.. huhuhuh

System Time: 5:31 PM
..gahh. am still thinking about MG2 lolz.

System Time: 6:17 PM
..bye all!!