Sunday, November 21, 2004

...love you lola


church2
Originally uploaded by geWi.
a LOT has happened this past week, and i don't really know how to start this blog..i have so much stuff to tell, but all of them seem pretty petty because of what happened last monday morning. My lola died that day. My mom's mom.. the one whom i had the chance to live with for 4 years, when i was studying at UST. the one who calls me "Baby ko" each time she sees me. the only one who was able to fatten me up a bit, with her constant reminder for me to eat something before i leave the house. the one who will give us 500 bucks on our birthday. the one who didn't look like 90 'cause she walked, talked, and listened to us like a 30 year old would do. but that was her age, 90. i knew of course, that the time will come for her to leave us and join our lolo.. but i guess, i was in denial. i couldn't imagine then that she would leave us. i have always imagined that she would live until she was 110 and that she'll be able to see Tenten grow into a young man, or that she'll be able to see MY future children. it still feels surreal, to be honest. This morning we went to loyola to visit her. i didn't cry at that time, maybe because my cousins were there to provide the necessary distraction. it was like old times, when we would visit lolo, but this time, lola is with him. i still feel so lonely when i think that lola is gone. she's really gone. everytime i go up to Auntie Boot's apartment, i will no longer go straight to Lola's room and bless to her. I will no longer see her there, watching the stupid Kapamilya channel or watch her beat my Aunts and Uncles when they play mahjong. I wont be able to kiss her goodbye or hug her anymore. i will no longer see her each Christmas Day. it just hurts so much. i know she's in heaven now, and i should quit being selfish. she's where she belongs, beside lolo and beside God. I just want to thank her for loving us unconditionally. I thank her for being the best lola one could possibly have. I thank her for giving me the best memories a grand child can have. I love you so much lola. I will miss you terribly.

Friday, November 12, 2004

...sog-bu

i'm at Pramerica, sitting on my pangs' chair and using his PC.. i'm here 'cause Sir Tony treated the whole IT dept for lunch (pa-despedida saken.. think they're just plain glad i left HEHE) and raymond's not here so i'm taking advantage and updating my blog.. i haven't been really productive (okay, i wasn't productive AT ALL) since i resigned so it's time for one of my to Do lists, hoping this time, i'll be at least able to do half of them..

Things to Do Next Week: (in order of importance)
1. Update Jul's site
2. Get a student's permit
3. Go to the Bank and Deposit my Check
4. Go to UST for my TOR and Diploma (yep, finally!)
5. Go to Divisoria for items in my gift boxes
6. Go to DBP and help mom in her booth
7. Install Office 2003 and research on Outlook and Microsoft Exchange (for EQ Group.. i'll be paid by the hour for that, harharhar)

hmm.. that's it.. it's such an easy list, right? (wahaha.) i'll probably do #1 this weekend, 2 and 3 on Monday, #4 on Tuesday and #5 on Wednesday..

dito na si pangs.. bye all!

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

tarp the dreamer


tarp the dreamer
Originally uploaded by geWi.
..this is tarp, the dreamer. he dreams of clear skies and death by accident.. (to double the insurance, hehe) actually, he just wishes someone stitches the hole he has on his back.. tsk, damn saleslady. wala daw kasing stock, meh butas pala si tarp. grrr. haba storya eh, kung bakit tarp ang pangalan nya.. it's short for tarpaulin..(arrgh di ko alam spelling) as in yung banner.. secret na lang kung bakit siya si tarp.. hehe. ilymp!

...wooowww


family pic
Originally uploaded by geWi.
uy, sabi ko na nga ba eh, tama yung sabi ng mga ipismeyts ko sa radix.. nagdadalangtuta daw ako.. hehe.. ang cute ni tarp, kamukha ng tatay. wahaha.(not na mukhang aso ka pangs uh) but pangs.. why the sad look? hehe.. gutom na ata.. grabe, sa norsagaray toh, the langaw infested area.. you don't see them now.. pero believe me.. ang dami! it was scaryyyy.. as in ang hirap kumain.. naawa nga ata saken si pangs eh.. kasi naman, ang hirap kaya kumain habang nagpapaypay sabay subo tas pag susubo ka biglang meh tsempong langaw sa spoon mo huhuhu.. anyway, this was AFTER eating, sans the langaws.

...tarp in norsagaray


tarp the dreamer2
Originally uploaded by geWi.
tarp again.. mukhang meh pinagmumunimunihan eh.. hmm.. *esep esep* din.. maybe he's just basking on the ambiance.. and the langaws..

raffy cute


raffy cute
Originally uploaded by geWi.
yeahhhhh go raffy!!! make your tita proud hehe! this was taken on Nov. 2, sa himlayang Pilipino.. andun mga pamangkin ko and they were more than willing to pose for me hehe. this is raffy, uber-cute and hayok sa camera. alang shy-shy sa batang ito. you gotta love him for that.

raffy peace


raffy peace
Originally uploaded by geWi.
yeah, peace in the world! syempre ako nagturo sa kanya na mag peace sign.. ang kyut kyut ni raffy super.. khet anong sabihin kong posing ginagawa.. tapos after nyang makita sa phone ko yung picture nya... sasabihin nya "si raffy.. si raffy!" sabay turo sa phone..tapos sasabihin nya "isa pa. ulit. isa pa" lol! naka 20 pictures ata ako sa kanya.. just look at my flicker site here for more of his pictures!

miggy


miggy
Originally uploaded by geWi.
this is miggy.. kapatid ni clarice.. ang daldal na nya uh, ang bilis lumaki.. dati lang eh hindi pa siya naglalakad at silent worker... ngayon ang daldal! sabi nya saken.. "scubidu..scubidu!" sabi ko haaa anoooo? "scubidu!!!!!" yung scooby doo na dvd pala ndi nya makita.. tapos hindi na siya pwedeng manood ng spiderman.. kasi nakita ni Ate Jal, his Mom, na nakabaliktad sa double-deck bed, with his arms outstretched at sumisigaw ng "GO WEB!!" hehehehe. cute.

pretty clarice


pretty clarice
Originally uploaded by geWi.
goshhhh, so pretty naman hehe.. dalagang dalaga na nga toh kung kumilos eh.. this is clarice, anak ni kuyuh teggy and ate jal.. (kuyuh teggy's my cousin) hindi siya bold uh, nakatube ang lola mo at mega-projek.. maybe if i was this pretty i'd smile this cutesy smile too.. lol

my pamangkins


the kids
Originally uploaded by geWi.
aren't they the cutest kids you've ever seen! just don't get too close to them or they'll beat you up really bad.. i'm not kidding! bugbog sarado kayo sa 3 ito.. that's raffy, howell and clarice.. ang kyuuuuuuuuuuutt at pinagbigyan nila at ako nagposing sila para saken ng ganito.. this was taken last Nov. 2, sa Himlayang Pilipino

...bili na keyuuu


tinda
Originally uploaded by geWi.
si momi nagtiangge din sa megamall, nung last wednesday hanggang sunday.. meh wonder saleslady pa kami, si mariel, a UP-Dil college student na anak nung DTI rep ng rizal.. katuwa siya, galing magbenta, she's the primary reason bakit na boost ang sales ni momi.. galing galing! sana wag na lang siya mag-aral, magbenta na lang siya.. galing ng PR nya eh! hehe.. eto yung booth namin..

and more...


gifitems2
Originally uploaded by geWi.
nice box dibuhhh.. trimmed with abaca and katcha cloth (di ko alam spelling) ang kyut pa ng keychain!! kung magkakapet ako, gusto ko giraffe! hehehe. bisyo na toh.

more gift boxes


gift box2
Originally uploaded by geWi.
i've got lufas, brushes, mirrors, keychains, foot stuff.. all in the box! yung box pa nga lang, gift na yun eh, meh bonus pa.. meh laman na! hehehe!

gift items


gift items
Originally uploaded by geWi.
here are the gift boxes i made:
ooooooooo bili na keyuuuuuu!! lol! ayush ba rumaket? bili keyu saken uh,.. from P100-P150 lang mga yan! tamang tama pang giveaway sa pasko! gagawa din ako ng tag 50 bucks lng hehe.. *salesman mode*

...the day before today

hi guys! am still alive, just REALLY enjoying all this free time.. i love being a bum! maybe i'll just be a professional bum,..hmm.. wonder how i'll be able to earn some money by being one, lol! i'm supposed to upload some pics to my flicker site but my USB cable's lost somewhere in my dirty room.. maybe later, when i'm in the mood to clean up..

dami kong raket eh! hehe. syempre pag ala werk, dapat isip ng mga raket.. so i've been making some gift boxes that i'm gonna sell at DBP next week.. pumunta kaming divisoria ni pangs nung saturday, grabe. bugbugan. wahaha. meh isang time pa na napamura talaga ako "pu@#$#$ @##!!!" kasi naman yung trisikad na letche eh binangga yung boxes na dala dala ko napush tuloy ako sa isa sa mga tindahan dun..grrr. takte talaga. tapos umuulan pa!! hhuhuhu. mukha kaming gusgusin. pero in fairness, cool na cool parin si pangs uh..khet 4 na malalaking supot ang dala nya (oii meh dala rin akong 3 bag ano!) at nabubungo-bunggo kami ng mga tao.. now THAT'S love, lol! some sad news though,.. my lola's in the hospital, she's 90 and we're worried. i hope she's okay.. my mom's still there, she didn't go home last night, just stayed at the hospital to be with my lola.. nung andun kami, hinanap na naman nila tita si raymond, since nakita na nila siya nung saturday, dumiretso kasi kami dun sa sta.mesa after naming magdivisoria.. abah.. GOOD reviews! lol! sabi pa ni auntie boots.. "in fairness, meh itsura siya uh" hahaha.. tas si uncle rey naman "gwapo pala bf mo eh!" lol.. gosh, i'm so happy. hehe. eh yung mga auntie ko pa na yun, grabe manglait haha.. (pero hindi naman sa harap mo, pag wala ka na sa room lol).. so ngayon, LAHAT ng friends and family ko, na meet na ni raymond.. father's side nung pumunta kami sa norsagaray.. that was last, last saturday i think (ahhh can't remember) basta before mag november.. tapos sa mother's side.. yung cousins ko nung nagvideoke sa redbox, and my tita's nung last saturday nga lang.. my college friends (harbie, ria, etc) nung kasal ni Roni.. tapos my highschool friends, nung our usual get together.. i'm so proud of him.. todo na toh..

pangssss gusto ko naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! ate chaaa kasiii umuwi ka na!! lol!!